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The jet landed in New York and the guys were watching Stephan, Jermany, and Arizona unload crates from the back of the jet. James, Logan, or Carlos knew what were in the crates and had no idea what they could o to help so they just stood at the side helpless.
Kendall though, being the nosey person that he was, was looking in the crates like is didn't matter. As he looked Jermany came up behind him and smacked him on the back of the head.
"Kendall, what do you think you are doing?" he asked as he closed the lid of the crate the blonde had opened.
"Um.. expecting your work. Good job, now what is with all the crates?"
"None of you business, also you know protocol. Unless you are in on the case, stay out. Not my fault that you ditched two days ago to spend more time with your boy toy."
This time it was Jermany that got smacked in the back of the head.
"James is NOT a toy!" With that Kendall walked away looking pissed. James didn't hear them, all he saw was Kendall getting mad and walking back towards him.
"Is everything okay babe?" James asked as he wrapped his arms around in the blonde boy who gave him a hug.
"Yeah, lets leave these guys. I know where I am going and there is an extra car so get in if you want to come." Kendall walked over to the SUV without another word. Carlos and Logan ran after Kendall, they didn't want to get in the way so they just followed him. James looked over at Arizona who was staring right back at him. He knew something happened between Kendall and Jermany but it wasn't his place to step in. Arizona looked like he was about to step in on the blondes actions but stopped himself.
Once James was in the SUV Kendall stepped on the gas and they took off.
"Kenny, are you sure everything is okay? It looked like you and Jermany had an argument. I'm not prodding, but just, tell me if something is wrong." James said from the front seat. Carlos was too busy checking out the SUV to pay attention, but Logan listening to every word.
"Jay, everything is fine, just trust me." Kendall looked towards James for a second before looking back at the road. Taking one hand off the steering wheel, Kendall took James' in his own. "Trust me."
"I do." Logan looked between the two and he just couldn't stop himself from asking the one question that was hanging in the middle of all of them.
"Kendall?"
"Yeah Logan?"
"You said, back at the studio, that if you ever told us about you being a spy and all, that you would have to leave. What do you mean by that?"
Kendall was caught of guard be the question. He hadn't thought about that. James was caught off guard too, he tightened him grip on Kendall's hand and looked at him. Carlos' attention was gained too.
"Look, that is what the rules were before. I don't know what is going to happen now that you guys know. Its not like I could stop you from finding out when I get a bullet shot at my head by a secret agent. It wasn't planned and I am so sorry that I had to put you guys in danger. It is never going to happen again. NEVER. As long as I live nothing is going to touch any of you."
That wasn't the answer that Logan was looking for though. Before he could ask again, James beat him to it.
"You are not leaving us, leaving me. I won't let you leave Kenny."
"I know Jay, and I promise I am going to do all that I can to make sure that we stay together. All of us."
They all got cut off from any more questions when the SUV was pulled into a parking lot of a huge building.
"Babe, where are we?" James asked as Kendall got out.
Logan, Carlos, and James got out to follow. James wrapped his arms around Kendall's waist.
"Guys, this is where I live with my dad."
"This place is huge!" Carlos said as he admired the huge building.
"You mean, this is your house?"
"No, um... we live on the top floor. Its an apartment building and we have the whole top floor. This is where I grew up, will, apart from Minnesota. Whenever I wasn't with you guys I was here." Kendall starred at the building and James saw him get distant.
"Ken?" Kendall looked towards James and smiled. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, um.. lets go up. I doubt my dad is home and you guys can sleep on some real beds instead of chairs." Kendall took off towards the front door with James. Logan and Carlos followed behind. They were both worried. Kendall seemed to change when he started to talk about his dad. They just hoped that everything would be okay. As they came near the front door a guy came running out.
"KENDALL!?" He ran into the blonde, pulling him out of James grip, and into a hug. "Where have you been! Its been weeks! Not a call or an email! Is rock star life to important for you to communicate every once in a while?"
"I am sorry, but I have been busy, you know that!" Kendall hugged the younger boy back before lifting him up. "How have you been!"
"Great, but your dad still refuses to send me out on the field."
"Yeah will, you have to pass your gun safety first."
"I know how to handle a gun!"
"Yes, but you are not the safest person to be around. I have experience that my self." Kendall ruffled his hair as he pushed him away.
"That was one time!"
"Takes only one time, you know that."
"Yeah I know."
"Kenny?" James asked. He had watched the boy attack his boyfriend and he didn't like it. "Who is this?"
"Sorry! Guys, this is Kevin. My brother, will not by blood. I have known him since he was five. You can say my dad kind of took him under his wing. He lives here with my dad and I. Kevin, meet Big Time Rush. Logan, Carlos, and James." Kendall introduced them with a smile.
"Wait, the James? As in Jay Jay?" Kevin asked, Kendall just blushed and he got his answer. "I have heard a lot about you. Including you guys too. Nice to finally meet you guys." Kevin said shaking their hands. "Sorry to run, but they need me back at the office. See you guys later?"
"Yeah, and hey, is dad home?"
"No sorry, he left on a mission in England two day ago. Should be back sometime tomorrow." Before any more could be said Kevin drove off in their SUV. Seems like Kendall didn't care though.
"Did he just take our car?" Carlos asked.
"Yeah, but that is okay. I have another in the garage. No more question, I am tired and hungry. I can tell you guys are too. So just follow me and I will make dinner." Kendall led the way into the apartment building.
The elevator ride was short as they shot up to the top floor.
"You guys are going to love it here. There are two extra bed rooms down the hall to the left and my room is on the right Jamie. I am going to go into the kitchen, just make yourself at home guys." Kendall walked away leaving the guys to gawk at the huge room.
There was a huge television sitting on the wall left of the with a huge white couch. The guys couldn't count hoe many video games there were or movies. The one thing that stuck out though was the huge stack of CDs sitting on the coffee table. They were all Big Time Rush. Kendall's dad must listen to them.
Logan and Carlos went to look around more as James walked towards Kendall's room. He could tell that it belonged to his boyfriend. There was a king size bed off to the right side of the room with a closet an bathroom off to the left.
As James walked in he noticed his missing hoodie that he has been looking for forever sitting on the bed. When he went to pick it up a CD and a picture fell out of it. James picked up the picture and noticed it right away. It was him and Kendall at their first hockey game. Both had their arms wrapped around each other. It was taken after they won the state game. Both were smiling at each other. If you didn't know the two boys you would probably think that they were in love. They didn't know it back then, but they were. James still hasn't told Kendall how he felt about him. James would do anything to make sure that Kendall stays in his life, even if that meant giving up his dream. Looking at the CD he noticed that it was Kendall's favorite band. Setting both down he looked around. Kendall had been living a life the James had no idea about. James was confused and just wanted to sleep. Laying down on the bed be curled up with the picture. The pillow and comforter smelt like Kendall. He fell asleep with a smile on his face.
