"Guys, I got dinner done!" Kendall yelled from in the kitchen. When he received no answer he expected them to be running around exploring the place. Turning the stove off, Kendall found Logan and Carlos in the game room playing pool.
"Hey, you guys doing okay?"
Logan looked up as Carlos sunk the eight ball in the corner.
"Awesome man, this place is huge! I can't believe you couldn't tell us." Logan said as he put his and Carlos' sticks away.
"Yeah, you don't know how hard it was to step out the door ever day and not to know if I was going to come back. I have almost told you guys so many times. It was really hard to keep it from James."
Kendall leaned up against the hockey game and folded his arms on his chest.
"It was hard to lie to you guys for all the time I was gone and to not know if I was gonna come back in one piece or not. I get nightmares a lot from my missions, well the bad ones, and James always asks me to talk to him about them, but to do that I would have to spill everything."
"We understand Kendall, we are just glad to know now." Carlos said as he walked up and squeezed his shoulder. "I think it's cool!"
"Thanks Carlos, just remind me never to bring you down to the armory, or you Logan."
"Why!"
"You shot the guy in London with a sleep dart. He was trying to help us!"
Logan just rolled his eyes.
"Have you guys seen James?" Kendall asked. Logan and Carlos both shrugged their shoulders. "Well, dinner is ready in the kitchen. Go serve yourselves and I will find James." Logan and Carlos walked out towards what they thought was the kitchen as Kendall looked in all the rooms leading to his bed room. When he opened the door, he was surprised to find James sleeping in his bed with the sweater that Kendall had taken from the apartment back in LA. Smiling to himself, Kendall walled over and sat by the boy. How could he be so luck? James deserves so much more.
Shaking the boys shoulder, Kendall watched as those hazel eyes open.
"Hey sleeping beauty, hungry?"
"Hey," James said as he stretched, but when he brought his arms back down he pulled the blond onto his chest. "Your bed is really comfy."
Kendall laughed before he kissed James.
"Thanks, I take that than you are not hungry."
"Depends who cooked?"
"I did!"
"It might be saver for both of us to just stay here than." James said as he kissed the pout off of his Kendall's face. "We could do this."
James brought his lips back to Kendall's. It started out passionate but turned into something more after a few seconds. James flipped them over so he was on top straddling the boy beneath him. "You taste so good!" James said as he moved down Kendall's neck sucking in his sensitive spot.
"James!" Kendall moaned out as he handed fisted James shirt. "We are gonna get caught."
Yeah, Logan and Carlos knew they were together but they didn't know how far they have went. Kendall didn't really want them to know, he was so embarrassed the first time him and James were together.
"If I had a hard time finding your room then so are they." James said as he slowly rolled his hips down he knew that Kendall was close to giving into him but that was when he door burst open.
"Really? Y'all didn't get enough on the plane!" Arazonia shouted as he barged in.
James got off of Kendall and helped the blushing boy sit up. By the look on Arazonia's face, James could tell he hasn't seen Kendall blush much.
"What do you need?" Kendall asked as he got up and walked quickly to the bathroom before he could see his problem. James say but Arazonia didn't.
"Your dad called. He heard about your little meet up with your girlfriend. I told him that I didn't know the whole story, but that you were home so he could just ask you when he gets here tomorrow."
"WHAT! Did you tell him the guys came with?" "That one he figured out, Mama Knight called him worried sick. So, with that said, they both are coming to get the story. Should be here in the morning."
"Great, that's just...Great." Kendall said, James could hear that he was stressed. He wanted to go in there and help him, but that would be awkward.
"Thought I would warn you! Next time you plan to get some though you better lock the door!" Arazonia said as he walked out. James heard a crash ans ran to the bathroom to see that Kendall had fell on the floor. Chuckling to himself he helped the boy up.
"I like him," James said as he dusted Kendall off. "Hey, don't look at me like that!" Kendall was pouting as he led James out into the kitchen where Logan and Carlos were already eating.
"What took you guys so long?" Carlos asked as he was getting a glass of water.
"I found James asleep in my room, and you guys saw Arazonia come in. Turns out mom and dad are coming tomorrow." Kendall said as he sat down on a stool. He placed his head down and yelled at himself. "Everything is running into each other!"
James walked over and started to rub Kendall's back.
"Everything is going to work out. It always does," James kissed the back of Kendall's neck before dishing up himself and Kendall a dish of spaghetti.
"I hope so, cause I really don't want to leave you guys."
"We need to talk about that." Logan said, "on the plane, we were talking to Jermany and he said that you were going to have to and that we were going back to Minnesota. Is that true?" Kendall wouldn't answer right away. What Logan said was true, and it could happen as fast as tomorrow. Kendall didn't want that to happen, he couldn't leave the guys, he couldn't leave James.
"Baby?"
Kendall looked up and met hazel eyes, the ones that he fell in love with.
"Like I said in the car, that was the original plan. If you guys were ever to find out about me, New York, everything, I would have to leave. Sending all you back to Minnesota. That was made up over a year ago, and to be honest I don't know if that still stands, but I promise all of you, Logan, Carlos, Jay, I am going to try my hardest to make sure that it never happens. I can't lose you guys." That is when the water works began and James jumped up to pull Kendall into a hug.
"We are going to help you too. You got that? Nothing is going to pull you away from me." Kendall was sobbing into James' chest by now. That was a rare thing for Logan and Carlos to see because Kendall never cries.
"Count us in that also buddy, nothing is gonna tare us apart." Logan and Carlos got up and joined James in comforting that crying boy.
That night they all slept in that living room just to be together. After Kendall's break down the boys didn't want to leave his side. He and James where cuddling on the floor in their own blanket while Carlos was asleep at their feet and Logan was on the other side of Kendall. They weren't use to Kendall breaking down the way he did and it scared all of them.
Logan was the first one to wake up, and as he took in his surroundings, he remembered everything that had happened in such a short period of time. Looking at James and Kendall, he really hoped that Kendall was right and that they would stay together, cause those two couldn't live without the other.
Logan got up and made his way into the kitchen to start a pot of coffee when the front Door opened and closed with bang. Logan almost dropped the pot of water on the floor when Mama Knight came storming into the kitchen.
"Logan! Thank God you are alright!" She ran forward and pulled the startled boy into a death grip. "I came back early on a gut feeling to all you boys gone and a bullet hole I the stair case. Bitters didn't notice until I asked him. What happened? Where are the others?"
"Slow down Mama Knight, we are just fine, thanks to Kendall. If he wasn't there-"
"It wouldn't of happened." Kendall said, scaring both of them. "If I was more careful or just NOT there it wouldn't of happened."
"Don't think that Kendall." Logan said. "You saved my life from a bullet, I won't forget that."
Mama Knight ran forward and hugged Kendall also.
"Kendall, I need go know. It would be better if I knew before your dad came home." Kendall nodded as he led Logan and his mother into the dinning room not to disturb Carlos or James who were still sleeping. Logan helped Kendall tell the story the best they could and pretty soon Mama Knight was filled in.
"Kendall I am glad that you saved everyone but they know now."
"So! Why can't they know? I think it's better this way because now I can stop lying to them. Lying to James!"
"Why don't you stop lying to me?"
Kendall and Logan turns to see a tall, masculine man standing behind them.
"Dad."
"You lied to me Kendall. How come I never knew about you and this James person?"
"I.. I didn't want to disappoint you."
"Too late," with that said, Kendall's dad turned and left.

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