Recap:
I looked behind me "Utau... when did you get here?"

"Just now" She shrugged

"Whatever" I groaned "I have... um"

"YOUR PARTY!" She remembered "Ugh, you better leave, it's 8:45"

"I had to leave at 8:30! Meh! Bye!" I wave to them

"Let's go" Rin came up and pulled me towards her house

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Amu's POV:

Time skip: 5 minutes later. She pulled me inside her house, it's already started

Rin pulls me upstairs to her ... heated ... roof and smiled at me "Make yourself at home. Later" She waved to me and ran down the stairs.

I looked around and walked over to the railing, I turned my back towards it resting my elbows on it looking up to the sky. I heard faint footsteps but I didn't mind, I just looked up at the sky, not a care in the world.

I heard a slight chuckle, I looked up and it was that 'Jay' guy from before. He smiled "The sky sure is beautiful, isn't it?

"So what? You gonna laugh at me now?" I turn my back towards him leaning on the railing and looking at all the houses down there

"Why would I-"Because everyone has, they say it doesn't suit my character. They laugh at me because sometimes I act girly when everybody knows me as the 'Cool & Spicy' Amu Hinamori. But in reality, I'm different than what people think I came. People just come to conclusions without getting to know the person inside... it makes me sick, but I don't know why. So I came to the conclusion that you were like all the rest" I interrupted him and sighed

"Don't assume that I'll laugh at you when you don't know me," He started. He walked over to me and leaned on the railing next to me "I think it's cute"

"Cute?" I raised an eyebrow "You're funny"

"Amu..." Jay started, I looked at him confused "Hm?"

He looked back at me with a slight smirk "How about I go get you some punch to calm your nerves?"

"Fine," I looked back down at the city lights "Go ahead"

"Be right back" He winked at me and left

I whispered to myself "Why do I have the feeling he's gonna get me drunk?"

"I don't know, probably because he is" I heard a voice, I turned around and saw Yuki "I'd rather be alone right now"

"What would Kukai say about this?" He crossed his arms

"Dude, don't bring Kukai into this, it's not like I'm gonna cheat on him"

"That may be true but-"No buts, get out of here, I don't want to see you anymore" I interrupted him and crossed my arms aswell

"Whatever," He growled

"Whatever," I mimiced him "Just leave"

And with that, he left. I leaned back ont he railing looking at the sky like I did before. I looked back at the door but Jay was blocking my view. He handed me blue liquid in a cup and he had one of his own. I took it "What is this? I thought punch was supposed to be red"

"Eh, I think it's blue cool aid" He chuckled. I faintly blushed and gushed down the drink "More"

"Pushy, eh?" He took the cup

I raised my eye brow "Are you canadian?"

He shrugged "No, I'm from florida, I recently moved here"

"Then what's with the accent?" I asked but I noticed he already went and came back with the same blue liquid as before. I chugged it down "More"

"Okay" He left and came back with 3. I took all three and gushed them all down "More"

"This is bad for you" He raised an eyebrow "Are you sure?"

"Yes, I want... more" I hiccuped

He furrowed his eyebrows "Whatever" He ran out and came back with 7. I took them all and chugged them down "M...More"

"How can you drink this much?" He sweatdropped then smirked "I think I might have some fun with this"

"I'm... really bored" I hiccuped again as I looked up at the sky. He leaned in and whispered into my ear "Then let's have some fun"

I didn't know where he was going with this until he kissed me, my eyes widened and he pulled back smirking "Let's go some place a little more privet"

"N-...No" I slap his hand off my waist "I should... get home now... it's getting l-...late"

"Then allow me to drive you home" He kissed my cheek

"No thanks" Rin came up "I'll drive her home"

"Tha-... thanks, R-Rin" I put a hand on her shoulder "Let's go"

The ride home was quiet until she pulled into the driveway. She parked it but kept the doors locked. She sat there for a minut then took a deep breath and spoke, "I saw that"

I put my head down whispering "I'm sorry"

"You were brave and resistant" She continues

I looked up at her and she continued "I'm proud"

"Proud?" I look down "I don't know the meaning of the word. How can you be proud of what happened?"

"It wasn't your fault, you were drunk and he was a pervert. Don't beat yourself up over it. I won't tell anybody but someday... I expect you to" She folded her hands on her lap

"I know" I sighed "But it's just so frustrating. How can you be proud of what happened? You were proud that I resisted the urge to fall for him? Is that it? Nothing's going on, he was just a jerk"

"I know... he's my ex boyfriend" She closed her eyes for a few minutes then spoke up again "Let's get inside, it's going to rain soon"

"Whatever," I huff and get out of the car. I walked over to the ladder and climbed in "I'm gonna hang out on the roof for a few minutes"

"It's gonna rain soon" She warned

I sighed "I know"

"Whatever you want" She smiled at me and walked inside. I proceeded to climb the ladder and layed down on the roof. Just at that moment, it began to rain, I didn't mind. It started pouring, I was soaking... I didn't mind. It was getting in my eyes and ears and messing up my hair, I didn't mind.

I layed thinking about how I was going to tell Kukai that someone kissed me. Was that considered cheating? I don't know, but... how was I going to tell him? How am I going to tell him?

My phone rang, I opened it up "Hello?"

"Hello, Amu, how're you feeling? You left the party pretty early" Came a male's voice

"Is this Jay?" I asked, annoyed

"Nope, this is your secret admirer" I could practically hear him smirk on the other side "I see you"

"What!?" I yell into the phone. I close my eyes for a couple seconds then open them, Kukai was standing right there "What's wrong? Are you hurt?"

I shook my head "No, nothing to worry about" I continue you talking into the phone "Where?"

"Ah ah ah. Not so fast, it's a secret" He whispered that last word

I sighed "Name?"

"Just call me your secret admirer" He commands

"Sure,"" I roll my eyes "I have to go now"

"Bye," he hangs up and I do the same. Kukai helps me up "You're soaked..." He points out bluntly with no emotion whatsoever

I stare at him for a minute "Yeah, thanks" I mutter

"It's raining..." He looks up to the sky

"Yeah, thanks"

"If we went inside, it would be a lot dryer"

"Yeah... thanks"

"Let's go" He climbs down the ladder. He reaches the ground and looked up at me "You coming?"

"Yeah" I purse my lips then climb down. I reach the bottom and immediately run in the house. Everybody stares at me, Rin looked down "Are you going to tell them?"

"I can't... tell them, not now" I looked up "Not... not ever"

"I expect you to tell him one day" Rin reminded me "You have to"

"No... I don't" I say bluntly "I don't ever... need to. It would... only hurt people, including... myself. Do you want people... to get hurt like... I did today?"

Ikuto cleared his throat "Why you back so early?"

"..." Silence filled the air

"Someone kissed Amu today" Rin put it "But she pushed him off and immediately went home"

Kukai just came in the house and looked around "What's going on here?"

Yaya jumped up off the stool "Someone-" I covered her mouth "You...idiot!"

"What?" Utau gasped "Was it Jay?"

I nodded "Ye-... Yeah"

"Awww, Amu! You poor thing! You're soaking! You should go change, you're soaked! Jay was a jerk, I don't ever wanna see his stupid face ever again!" Utau huffed and crossed her arms

"Yeah, yeah. Apparently he knows where I live..." I trail off

"WHAT!?" Utau gasped "NO! NO-NO! HOW IS...WHAT!?"

"I have a secret admirer and when he called, I was on the roof. He said he could see me, but he could only see me if he followed me, he won't even freakin' tell me his name" I sighed

"Secret?" Utau blinked

"Amirer?" Kukai growled "Go take a shower"

"Fine" I huff. I run upstairs to the shower "What's his problem?"

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KUKAI DOESN'T KNOW YET

Kukai: Correction... I have to pretend not to know

Amu: This isn't part of the story, you don't know in the story

Kukai: It's your fault for cheating on me

Amu: CORRECTION! It's Jay's fault!

Jay: Please don't bring me into this

Laura: Whatever! I don't own any a dis

Kukai, Amu, and Jay: SHUT UP