A/N: I am sooooo SORRY, for all those who read this. I know I havent updated in months. Ive been really busy AND had major writers block. It was awful. Then a few personal problems got in the way and I stopped writing my two fics for a while. IM SORRY!!!! Anyway, to get me back into writers mode, I wrote this short little chapter. The next one will be soon, I promise. The same with my other fic and ive go some new ideas, which ive been testing out too. So never fear….lol! Anywho, its only little, but I hope you get some insight. Don't mind my grammar ect.. I didn't have time to really check it. Its midnight now and ive school tomorro so anyway………….
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING TO DO WITH YUGIOH. Simple, but to the point.
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To lose is haunting…chapter 5
Reconsideration?
After his outburst in the duel dome, Kaiba strode out to his limo, angrier than he had been in a long time. Truth is, he didn't know how why? He had just lost control of himself.
He sat into the back of his limo and ged to his driver to go. As the car pulled away from the dome he thought back on what he had done.
'Was that really Yugi?' he thought, confusion etched in his thoughts.
'It must have been, genius, you saw him with your own eyes, moron' answered a little voice in the back of his head.
'But…for pity's sake, he's dead!'
'Are you insane?' asked the voice smugly.
'What?' he thought a little startled.
'Are you insane?' it repeated…
'No, of course not!'
'Then Yugi was obviously there, idiot.'
With that thought he considered this possibility and was pulled by realisation into an unknown feeling…guilt!
He now realised why he had acted that way. He was afraid! Frightened…that was something he hadnt been through in a long time. It never affected Seto Kaiba, unless it involved his little brother in danger. But this had nothing to do with Mokuba. This wasn't the same fear, it wasn't a fear of something natural, but supernattural! Yugi had been there, but that possibility had drove Kaiba to denial and anger.
He turned his head to the window. Kaiba didn't know how, but Yugi was back and he needed help.
'And what did you do Seto? You crushed him and abandoned the one person besides Mokuba, who ever treated you with kindness and respect that was not due to fear.'
Yugi had shown him compassion many times in the past. And saved his and his brothers lives. But what did he do when Yugi cried out for help…nothing! He left him, pushing him further into the dirt, completely alone. Just like Gozaboro had done to that small, sweet boy named Seto.
"What have I done?" he asked himself.
Then he growled. He had acted just as his step-father would have.
A man Seto swore he would never turn into. But he couldn't go soft. He had to stamp out his emotions in order to survive! Didn't he? "Moto isnt my problem."
'What would Mokuba say?' He froze at this thought. Sighing he realised something. Seto would help Yugi…it was Kaiba that was reluctant to.
"I am Seto." He growled "not just Kaiba."
"I have to help him, like it or not" he said aloud. 'Its what Mokuba would want' he told himself. But deep down, below Kaiba's cold exterior, its what Seto wanted too.
"Driver" he said sharply.
The chauffer jumped in the front. "yes, Mister Kaiba sir?"
"Back to the dome…and step on it."
He sighed as the car turned. Those words came from a small, cute, brown-haired boy, buried within a heart of ice… "Now!" That came from Kaiba.
When he reached the duel dome, he dashed inside. But his heart stopped when he realised Yugi was not there. Growling at himself for being so idiotic, he strode back out to where his limo was parked. He jumped in and shouted at his driver, nearly giving the poor man a heart attack. "Go now, to the Kame game shop!"
"Y…yes sir!" He stuttered and quickly revved off.
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A/N: well, I hope it was alright. PLEASE REVIEW…. I love hearing from yu, it makes me happy! R&R……….please!
