Chapter five: Longing Moments.
Scene ten: Anna's house.
We were both just making our way out of the park now. I still couldn't help feel guilty and hopeless for Anna. I was still holding her close beside me. I had my arms wrapped around her, almost as if to protect her. I didn't want anything than to craddle her in my arms.
I looked up to stare at her. She was glaring off into the distance as we were both walking.
My stare wondered off, looking at the bandages wrapping over her fore arms. I inhaled a big gust of air, making a huge sigh. Anna turned her head around to look at me.
Anna: Elsa? Are you okay?
I squeezed her even more closer to me.
Elsa: Yeah I'm fine. I'm just worried about you.
She frowned at me. As if to say there was nothing TO worry about.
Anna: Elsa, I'm fine. Look, were almost at my place now. I'm gonna tell you everything. Okay?
My head faced forward. I didn't realise we were passing a variety of houses now. I was guessing we weren't far from Anna's.
Coming off and onto another block, we were now facing a rather small but bulky house. It looked simular to mine. A looming darkness of nothing. I could tell she lived alone. Alone like myself.
I let go of my grip of holding onto her, as she held my hand, opening up the gate to drag me up to her front door.
Moving her mat aside and picking up her keys from underneath it, she began to unlock the door.
Slowly opening her creaking door, she pulled me in and locked it.
It was around three pm now. I know it was light outside, but it some what seemed to be very dark inside her house.
She let go of my hand as she made her way towards one of the downstairs rooms. I followed her, as I was wanting for her explanations.
We entered her living room. It was quite small. She had a plasma television in a corner, and a sofa in another. It was a very fashionable room though. Filled with all different colours.
She sighed, she she sat down on one side of the sofa. I started to bite my lip, due to how nervous I was becoming. After one step at a time, I sat down beside her. There was quite a gap between us. She had her legs crossed and her arms folded. It almost looked like she was holding herself to keep herself together. I also had my legs crossed, but I had my hands enlocked with each other, as I was beginning to tremble.
She heavily breathed out a gust of air as she moved her eyes to look at me. Nothing but fear and a glooming darkness roamed around inside them.
Anna: EEE-Elsa….I….
I slightly nodded at her for her to continue.
Elsa: Go on, Anna. I won't judge you.
Breathing in, her eyes moved backwards and forwards. Moving from mine, to the floor, and back to my destined for answers eyes.
Anna: I've been like this for seven years. When I was…younger…I was frequently bullied. People would always call me names. They would make fun of the colour of my hair, how I had a lot of freckles…thinking about it now it didn't really bother me. But over these past seven years I have started to dwell on pretty much everything. I've never really had any friends. They would always go out to places, but they would never invite me. I had never been one to fuss though. I would never get noticed by boys either. That's when I started to question my sexuality. I realised I had never really found boys attractive. Girls have always looked so….beautiful to me. They always stood out. So one day, I decided to tell my parents. They hated the whole idea, and they were the only family I had left. But they abandoned me. I've been on my own for years now. No friends or family. I try to get out, meet new people. But they would just laugh at my efforts and turn away. One night, I was heading home after a night out, and a group of girls came over to me, surrounding me. Pushing me and calling me names. I ran home as fast as I could. I just sat down and cried. That's when I started to get these…thoughts. Although they weren't thoughts as such. They were telling me dark things. Things I didn't want to hear. Saying I was ugly, a mess, not good enough. They kept pushing and pushing me. My hands gripped at the roots of my hair, forcing the voices to leave my mind. But they wouldn't leave. They stayed, and they got worse. I ran into the bathroom and picked up something extremely sharp. I started to cut deep, deep away into the flesh of my torn body. The voices screaming in my head. I've been trapped and alone for so long. I-I… I don't know if I can handle it anymore…
She slouched down over the sofa with her hands gripping over her face, as she begun to heart breakingly sob into them. I couldn't believe what she had told me. I couldn't believe such a beautiful, loving and affectionate woman like Anna would harm herself over such things. I didn't want to do nothing but help her. It was hurting to see her break down like this. My mouth hung open, as no sound was escaping from it.
I launched myself at her, enclosing my arms around her, as my tears began to seep down my hurtful face…
Scene eleven: Moments like this.
Elsa: Oh Anna! I'm sososo sorry! You shouldn't let them get to you that much, to make you hurt yourself! I'm gonna get you through this Anna. Whatever it takes.
She started to sniffle as she begun to wipe her tears away. Her sparkling eyes looking into mine. They were so amazing. I couldn't stop staring into them.
Anna: B-but, how? Elsa?
Elsa: Anna. I will do absolutely anything to get you better. I won't let these things take you away.
With my arms still wrapped around her, she had hers still wrapped around herself, holding her together. She smiled at me, which just sent me a bundle of feelings.
I don't know what happened or what it was, but my arms moved from her body, to her face. I was craddling her delicate face in my gentle hands. Closing my eyes, I leaned in. Making my moves slow and steady.
Setting my lips against hers, I felt something go off inside of me. Like something had made my heart suddenly stop beating. This moment was so precious. So right. The touch of her lips tingled mine, wanting more of her seductive touch. Her arms wrapped around my neck, gripping me tightly, as we both wanted to save this moment. She started to kiss me back, knowing she wanted this…wanted me, made this moment even more special.
Moving my grip for her waist, we started to gently lay back on the sofa. With Anna on the bottom and myself on the top. Both of us indulging in this moment of a lifetime. It felt like gravity was holding me down this entire time. And kissing Anna set me free. Drifting off into paradise and peace. I had found her. The one. Throughout this moment I could feel myself falling hard for her. But I didn't care. I would forever fall into a bottomless pitt of hell just to be with Anna…
