The Past (Chapter 16)

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The Past (Chapter 16)

Recap~

Tris's P.O.V

I prayed to god hoping it's not Matthew but the odds are against me like always. He walked through that door which causes me to do nothing but stare at him. I don't know why I am but I can't get him out of my eyesight and it's annoying because I'm suppose to hate him. He introduced himself like the nothing had gone wrong in the past, like he wasn't guilty at all. I guess he moved on until we both make eye contact. He is feeling all this emotions inside him after seeing me again but all I'm feeling is shock, depressed and a little happy. Urgh! I hate myself for having that little happiness from seeing him again. I know I do hate him a lot because I feel like smashing him against the wall but there is that happiness there and I just want to get rid of it. AHHHH THIS IS ANNOYING!

End Of Tris P.O.V

End of Recap~

Normal P.O.V

" Tris." Matthew said with that bit of sadness and love in his voice. Everyone in the class was shock because they never expected Tris to know Matthew, the kind, cute and hot new student. All the girls are jealous because Tris not only had Tobias as a close friend (And him loving her but no one really knows apart from himself) she also knows Matthew who the girls had hoped to get to know personally but it seems impossible to them now.

"Matthew" Tris replied coldly while everyone else in the group glare or stared at him, including Tobias. Matthew smiled at Tris cheerfully after hearing her saying his name.

"How are you Tris? Did you make some new friends?" He asked looking innocently.

"Non of your business. Go away and never talk to me ever again." His face immediately grimaced and started to frown.

"Tris are you still angry at me for leaving you? You know I still love you! You know I would never leave you without a reason! You know it! You understand...right?"

Tris stood up and faced in directly in the eyes. " Right. I totally understand why you left me and disappeared. I mean you did send a text," Tris took her phone out and put the text message on the screen, " and this is what it say. 'Tris I hate you. You're just an annoying bi*** who sticks to me 24/7. Never look for me and don't contact me because you will just make me hate you more. We're officially over. Matthew.'"

Everyone was so shocked that Matthew had sent that message to Tris because he definitely doesn't look like the kind to do does messages. But there is the saying "Don't judge a book by its cover." Tobias looks like he was ready to kill Matthew because of the text messages. Even though Tobias didn't know Tris from before, that message is one of the worst ways to break up with someone.

"Tris please let me explain. It's no-"

"Yea it's not what we think it is right? You guys always say that but in reality, it's the truth." Christina cut him off. Matthew lowers his head in embarrassment, as he doesn't have any better comebacks.

"Tris... I know you hate me for it but please give me a chance to explain...I will meet you at the rooftop after school on the day of the 2nd round singing competition. I'll be waiting and I wouldn't leave until you come." He said looking up from the ground before he retreat to his seat.

End of Normal P.O.V

Tris P.O.V

On the day of the 2nd round of the singing competition eh? Why that day? Why..? There must be a motive; Matthew never chose anything important without a motive or plan. I can't figure it out anymore. If I keep thinking my brain is going to explode. URGHHHHHHHHHHH I KNOW I WILL GO TO MEET HIM BECAUSE I WILL BUT I DON'T WANT TO... or do I actually want to? Want him to explain why he left me and hear him say he still love me? Do I? And if he does say it what am I going to do? I'm so confuse! ARGH.

" Oi. You're not going to meet him right? At the rooftop..." I heard Tobias asked. I turn to face him and saw the concern and sadness in his eyes but it's only a split second. Maybe I imagined it... I think I imagined it. Yea I did.

"Hmp. I don't know. I don't care really." I do care but I really don't know. Sigh

"Just... Don't go. Please." He said, almost begging me, which is weird.

"K." I replied not caring...


–Time Skip –

It's today... 2nd round and meeting with Matthew... I don't know what I'm expecting. I don't know what I'm supposed to be feeling. Everything is jumbled up and I'm so messed up right now. Asdfghhjkl rawr! Someone tell me what to do! Sigh- Tobias had been ignoring me and Matthew is just being himself. Everyone in the group is in an awkward situation and everything has a tension to it! Nothing is the same anymore! OH SCREWS IT I'M JUST GOING TO SING AND DISAPPEARED.

"Hey Tris!~" Tobias sang.

"Oh so now you decided to talk to me?"

"Right about that... I'm sorry I was just thinking about something."

"And that is?" I questioned, rolling my eyes.

"I've been thinking about how much I love you and how I don't want you to meet Matthew at the end of this. I've been thinking about what I should do and how I should be feeling. But the only thing I can ever focus on is you. Just you, Tris. You make me go wild and crazy and everything. I'm just...hopelessly in love with you." He burst out loud. I look at him in shock because I never thought he could be feeling that way. I never thought I would ever have such an affect on him. I just never knew.

" I- I-I" I muttered.

"Don't worry. I know you don't like me at all in that way. Maybe only a little as friends... But I understand, so I decided to give up on you. You obviously still love Matthew and I will never replace him. To love someone is to let them have the happiness they want to have. For you, it's with Matthew. " He said in a sad smile. "I wish you all the best." And he walked away, leaving me standing there in astonish. I think I stood there for 10 mins before someone snapping me out of my mind.

"Hey! Tris? Are you alive?" Matthew scream and wave his hand around.

"No. I'm not alive you idiot."

" Hehe yay! I got your attention~ for after 10 mins!"

"Tch." He is always like this. Happy go lucky or cheerful attitude. It just makes me wonder how he can do this everyday and not get tired?

" You ready to sing? And you're meeting me after this right..?"

" Hmph Whatever." I replied and walked away not wanting to talk to him. I don't know why but his attitude is getting to me.


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