((a/n: OK so this is the fourth chapter! Yay I managed to get here! OK so so I know that the characters are a bit ooc but you got to remember that this is a sadstuck story. I also know that I've added a lot of songs already but that's because I think that it will add to the overall out come of this story. Also if I don't update in a while then its because of ether lazyness, homework, I'm hanging out with friends, or I'm in the middle of moving... Again. Also we are getting close to the grafic and bloody scenes in the story. I'm sorry if it sucks but I'm trying my best not to mess up the story. Enjoy.))
(Kankri's POV)
I walked with karkat over to _'s hive to check up on her. I was worried about her. 'What if she's badly hurt? What's wr9ng with her? Is she upset at s9mething 9r s9me9ne? Why d9es karkat care s9 much ab9ut this? why am I asking all these questions?' I thought to myself hopping that _ was alright. I hadn't seen or even heard from her since the party at meulin's hive. Actually now that I think about it she left early and from what I could tell she had been crying.
I was so deep in thought that I didn't realize that we arrived at _'s hive tell karkat pulled me out of them. When we knocked the door was opened by Utodit Ivilth. It wasn't that surprising seeing as they're morails and all.
"0h 1 w4sn't expect1ng 4ny0ne 0ver t0d4y. Y0u must be here t0 t4lk t0 _. She's 1n her r00m, d0wn the h4ll 4nd t0 the r1ght." Utodit said in her usual sweet voice. I nodded and saw karkat nod as well.
We walked down the Hall to _'s room and knocked on her door. I was able to hear faint sobs. Now I was definitely worried about her.
" who... Is it...?" I heard around slight sobs. I knew it was _ but her voice sounded so weak and fragile. It hurt to hear her so upset and in pain. I just couldn't understand why she was upset.
"_, it's kankri. Karkat is here t99. Can y9u please let us in, we want to help y9u, n9t hut y9u." I said calmly seeing as karkat was at lose of words from the sound of her cries.
I heard some rustling in the room before the door opened to a very sad looking _. She rubbed her eye's trying to stop crying but failing. She looked at us then moved aside to let us in.
I walked in with karkat slowly following behind me. I looked around and saw some pictures of me and her together that meulin and my dad had taken. The same exact pictures that I have in my room. I also noticed that they where the only pictures that where still up.
"I'm... Sorry my room...is a mess." She said sniffling and looking at the ground. My chest hurt at the sight of _'s sad face. 'Why is she s9 upset? Did s9mething happen t9 her?' I thought to myself as I looked at her sad feathers.
"It's alright. Y9u didn't expect us 9ver t9day." I said simply smiling hopping to cheer her up a bit. It slightly worked but it was clear that she was still sadned over something.
Karkat looked at _ for a moment then sighed. "_, why aren't you happy? And don't give me that 'why do you care' bullshit." He said after taking a deep breath. Of course this wasn't to shocking seeing as the two had a completed relationship. This sorta thing always happens when something is on _'s mind. The two acted as if they where matespirits but I knew they weren't. 'I mean really if they were _ w9uld tell me ... W9uldn't she?' I thought to herself.
_ sighed but didn't answer, she simply just walks over t her wall and continued to draw some weird creachers. ((A/n: if you know the native American legends then you know what she's drawing.) As I watched _ walk around her room the more I realized how much I care about her. Karkat of course noticed this but chose not to say a word.
The one thought that store out above all was, 'am I flushed for _?'
((A/n: sorry that it's so short I but Ireally needed to get this chapter up. Also I have been debating on weather or not to stop the story. I have noticed that I have a large number of reads by just over 140 readers. I also only have 22 3's and 8 comments. So i really need your guys's help here. If you want the story to go on please comment here or on my profile that you want it to continue. Thank you to all of you who are reading this and commenting. Also jut out of ceriousity I would like to know why so many of you like this story it would really help out in my final call on this.))
