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here the next chapter. Do you notice that I trying to prolong the chapter. hell, it was practically two times longer than previous chapter haha. well I dont really care about it. I just never thought writing would be this difficult, but, still, it is really fun! xD

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disclaimer : Naruto is stll not mine, sadly


Chapter 5. Let's start over, don't we?


Today was the worst. Not just worst. It was like really really worst. Like you suddenly felt down form the highest place and could not rise again. Like when you have a really beautiful diamond ring that you would want to show to everyone but that diamond ring suddenly being robbed. Or whatever you would think about, I don't really care whatsoever, just I was saying that today was really the worst.

I glared to everything as I walked to going home. I pushed the door so hard that the wall got to vibrate. I ignored the maids who greeted me home and quickly run across to my room. I opened the door and closed it quickly before throw away my bag somewhere then remove my shoes and jacket.

I lied down on the bed with my face buried in the pillow before screamed "fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuuuuuuuuuuckkkkk!"

"Stupid, idiot, dumbass, fool, ass, dammmmn itttt"

"So Little brother, you finally lost your mind now?" said the voice at the door.

"Shut up! Leave me alone damn it!" I glared hard to Itachi who stood at the door.

"So, what has happened to my little brother today?" Itachi smirked.

"I SAID LEAVE THE HELL ME ALONE YOU BASTARD! FUCK OFF ALREADY!"

"Now, now, Little brother, don't screaming like girl. You knew it was not healthy. Just tell your dear older brother here what happened" Itachi smirked wider.

"FUCK OFF" I glared harder.

"I hate to saying this Little brother, but Mother is going to here soon to called us join the dinner if you don't go down to dining room any time now. So what don't you tell me already what has happened so we can go to dining room together, little brother?" Itachi said smirking.

"Shut up, it is not you fucking business. Just go down already, so I can change my clothes and going down to dinner"

"Well, I just have to say mother that you just broke her favorite vase last week then" he lifted one eyebrow to me.

"What! You cheater! I don't even tell mother that you got drunk last month, damn it"

"Well, that was last month. I am sure mother not going to bother with it. But, you know, her favorite vase that she bought specially from china? I wonder what would Mother said if she knew that you just broke it last week," Itachi smirked wider. He knew he already won this round.

Fuck. That bastard. Who the hell did he think he was to dare black mailed me like this? Oh wait, he was Itachi. And he was supposed to be my brother. Damn it.

"Fine, I going to tell you" I said glaring

Itachi smirked at me. He came in to my room before closed the door and leaned against it. He waited. Shit.

I cleared my throat and said "I just got rejected"

One eyebrow raised. "By who? Is he the Blond you got obsessed with? Did you finally confess to him?"

"I didn't obsess with him damn it, and I also didn't confess to him." I scowled

He rolled his eyes. "Then why the hell you got rejected?"

"That because I proposed him" I scowled again.

"What? You just proposed him? Why?" he said frowned to me

"Because I have to! You already knew the reason, Aniki! Don't make me say it again."

"Well, that's true. I just don't think you gonna do it this fast. But, do you think it was too sudden? I mean he doesn't even remember you right?"

"B-but, I cannot help it! What should I do now? Not only he doesn't remember me, he must hate me now…" I mumbled sadly

"So… are you just gonna pouting here and give up little brother?"

"What, I didn't pout!" Uchiha didn't do a pout damn it. "Then what should I do now niisan, he must really hate me now..." I frowned. It was true. I really didn't know what should I do now. He just left me there alone and rejected me. He even said to me to forget that we just met today. He didn't even look back to me when he left with his sister. Fuck. It was like you just go rejected and left alone and then soon forgot by him because he didn't want to meet even saw you anymore. Fuckkk. What should I do now? I felt like I gonna crying now.

"Like I said Little brother, Are you gonna give up now? I thought you are an Uchiha. Uchiha always get whatever they want, right?" Itachi said sighing

My eyes widened for bit, before narrowed. What the fuck I forgot about that? Itachi was right. Like hell I gonna give up. Not after I knew that bitch was not Naruto's Lover. I was sure Naruto was single right now. He didn't seem like the type of guy who liked to hide his lover. He also didn't seem disgusted at me even after I proposed him. That means either he was gay, bi, or he didn't object the homosexual thing. Despite the fact that he just rejected me, I still have a good chance at this. So, what the best thing I should I do now?

I looked at Itachi and lifted my eyebrow. I waited. He smirked.

"So, Little brother..."


I sighed at nth times. My eyes kept looked around the hall trying to find something. I kept my ears on to my surrounding as I leaned against the wall behind me. I looked my watch and sighed again. It was almost an hour as I waited in the hall. But a glimpse of certain blond has yet come around the hall. I almost screamed angrily each times I saw guys with blond hair walked pass the hall. They shouldn't walk around with fake blond hair like that. Did they even know it was crime to imitate someone's hair? (a/n: no, it was not crime really) His hair was far better than the fake you had. His was different. It was almost golden and really bright. Your fake hair was nothing of it.

Yet your heart almost jumped each times you saw any that fake blonds.

Shut up! It was because I was nervous okay!

Maybe you should give up after all. He didn't want to see you again.

Damn it. Can you just shut up already?!

Why should I? I was you. You were I. I just said what you were thinking about. Beside it was the truth. He didn't want to see you again.

Shut up damn it. I glared angrily to anything in front of me. I walked pass people to go out of the hall. It has been a week since the day I proposed him and five day since I decided to get over my rejection. I decided not to give up since Itachi said give up was not the Uchiha thing. Therefore I was here tried to execute the plan I have been thinking a week ago. Well, it wasn't really a plan. It was just something I need to do.

- Flashback -

"So, little brother… Why would you give me as exchange for this?" Itachi smirked to me

"What, I thought you supposed to be my brother! And you asked me to pay you just for advice!" I glared to him.

"Well, things were never come out as free you know?"

"Fine, just tell me the plan already." I scowled at him

Itachi smirked wider and he said, "You see, for your case, it was simple really. Your problem was only because you were too rushed. All you have to do is to start over."

"Start over? That's it? I asked him confused.

"Yeah. You know, since he didn't know you and all, you should start it over again by introduce yourself to him and confessed your love sincerely. Maybe you can make him remember you again, sasuke." Itachi finished it with smile.

"But, how? I don't even know if he still wanted to meet me again…" I mumbled unsure

Itachi relieved a sigh as he walked to my bed. He took a seat beside me and ruffled my hair. "it was fine, Sasuke. Just become yourself and show him that you really love him. You will not know if you didn't try it okay? I am sure he will come around later. Just don't give up easily okay? even if he still didn't like you later, there are still many guys who is better than him. It's just mean that he wasn't the one for you."

"But, I want it to be him, niisan…"

"I know" he said gently. Both arms moved to wrap around my body. His warm quickly broke my defense as I clutched onto his chest and cried silently.

- Flashback end -

So, the plan was only me to introduce myself again and confessed to him. But, how supposed I do the plan when he didn't even here. I relieved a breath as I walked to parking lot. It has been a week since that day. I have been trying to get into him. I even searched him all around the university. But Naruto was nowhere to found. Not in the class, canteen, the place he always used to hang out his friend. It was he like suddenly gone from the school. He was also not in the Rasengan. But what if he was there when I was not around? and that he has been avoiding me.

See? I already told you he didn't want to meet you after all...

I ignored the voice in my head as I got in to my car and drove home.

Next day, I got to the university as usual. Attended the classes, lab practice, lunched with my friends, did council works before going to Science and technology department where Naruto always has the classes. But like the days before, he was not there. Naruto's friend was there in group like always even without him in there. I started to thinking maybe something was happen to him. After all, it has been a week, and Naruto has been absent all of it.

"…suke! Hey, Sasuke!" I blinked to the voice whose broke my thought. I turned to my side and found Suigetsu looked me curiously.

"Man, you okay there? You looked really like a zombie you know, with your face was all gloom like that" he smirked at me, but his eyes showed a worried glance.

"Hn, I just thinking something" I answered him

"Yeah right, why would be you thinking about with the face like you just got news that your mother got accident for straight a week, huh" he said scowling.

"He was right, Sasuke. You should tell us what have been worried you. We are your friends right?" Neji added. He crossed his arms and leaned back to the chair. He turned his head from the teacher at the front class to look at me in the eyes.

"I am fine, damn it. You don't need to worry about me." I said pouting. It was not like I hate them as my friends. It just I had yet want to tell them about my problems. I know with my attitudes this week they would be worry about me. I just hope they would stop to pestering me. It was starting to become a bother really.

Thankfully, the teacher decided to interceded our conversation as he seem irritated at the fact we have been talked in his class. My friends quickly focused back to the class and ignored me for a while.

The class ended an hour later. Many of the students quickly went home since it was the last class for today. I wasted no time to go out of the class and run out to the science class. I stopped at the hall right before the class and looked around. The building was now almost empty since many of students already finished their class and went home. There were only few students who still around because they have important to do or something. I walked to the science class and took a look. The class was now empty as a sign that it was already over long ago. Actually, I planned to ask Naruto's friends about Naruto. But, it seems I was too late. They were already gone long ago. I relieved a long breath before walked back to out of the building.

I turned to my side and walked over the main building so I could get to the parking lot faster. I shoved my hands into pocket and pouted. Today was a failure again. Well, it didn't even can be count as a failure since I practically never start my plan to begin with. I sighed again and looked up to window beside me. The sun was starting to set as the sunlight gave the sky beautiful red color. I turned my head to the long corridor ahead me. It was empty, gave no sign of any people in the building. That was until I saw a turn which was a few feet in front of me that I suddenly stopped instantly.

My eyes widened and my heart beating really faster. I swallowed hard tried to control my body. My palms clenched nervously inside my pocket. A few feet in front of me were Naruto. He has a phone on his left ear as he walked slowly to my way. His golden bang moved slightly as his eyes looked on the window. He has yet seen me stood in front of him. I started to panic as he walked closer to me. What should I do, what should I do, what should I do were things I kept chanting in my head.

I really have to do something before he walked pass me. I opened my mouth trying to call him, but only found that my voice was suddenly lost. I cursed loudly in mind. I tensed when he suddenly looked away from window and looked straight the corridor. I closed my eyes as the blue eyes looked into me. I hold my breath when I heard his footstep started become louder as a sign that he became closer to me. Dared to myself, I opened my eyes to look into the blue eyes.

See? I already told you he didn't want to meet you after all…

My lips turned into grim line as the blue eyes looked straight across me.

My excited eyes faded into sad gleam as he walked pass me.

I looked down to my feet on the ground. I clutched my palms so hard that it turned really pale as I tried to hold back the tears that threatened to fall. I swallowed hard my voice to hold it back from sound.

He didn't want to meet you, you know…

Shut up.

He didn't even want to saw you…

Shut up.

He hates you after all

SHUT UP DAMN IT.

"Oh, it is you!"

I opened wide my eyes and turned around. I gasped when I saw the blue eyes looked into me as Naruto's lips stretched into grin. He, Naruto… did he just…

"hmmm Sume? No no, Satoshi? Saruke, saomi, sasaki, setsuna, satsume, sasame, sasume? no, it is not it. There is something like –ke or something, Sasuke? Oh, it is Sasuke, right!" he said with a grin as he walked to me.

My eyes widened. It was really Naruto. He was really here and talked to me. it was..

"Hey, why didn't you answer me? I didn't get your name wro- huuuuh? Why your eyes, hey, didn't you just crying?" he frowned at me. I gasped and quickly hide my eyes with hand as I unconsciously moved backward trying to make a distance from him.

"Hey, Sasuke, Are you okay?" he said again.

I started to panic again. Even though I was happy that he finally talked to me. I really didn't want him to saw me crying. It was really embarrassing. I was supposed to confess to him not to cry like this. I flinched as I felt something hard touched my back. I glanced behind me to find it was already a wall. I suddenly realized that I didn't have any room to move. I turned to my side to move but stopped when a tan hand suddenly trapped me on the spot.

"Geez, what's with you, last time, you followed me, then proposed me, now you tried to run away from me?" Naruto said complaining. He has both hands on the side of my head as he trapped me on the wall. His blue eyes looked straight into my eyes. I swallowed hard as I tried to hold back my heart beat.

"I-I.." I tried to said, really. It was hard with Naruto stood really close in front of me.

"I what? Hmmm, you…" I hold my breath when a tan hand beside my head suddenly moved to my face. I blushed as his tan fingers brushed my bang from my face. I clenched my eyes closed as I felt that fingers grazed slowly on my cheek. Then they move to my lips before back to my cheek. I swallowed really hard and my heart beating really fast.

"wow, you are really pretty…" he said suddenly. My eyes opened wide as my face turned really red. I stuttered and tried to look away from him.

"Are you sure you are a guy?" he said again. He lips turned into smirked as he watched me blushing. Damn it. Did he make a fun of me?

"You know.." he said slowly. I gasped when he suddenly leaned closer to me. I swallowed as I felt his warm breath on my left cheek before it moved to my ear. His lips brushed lightly against my earlobe as he said. "..did someone ever said to you that…" he turned his voice into husk as he continued said "..you are really cute?"

"Wha-"

"pffthahahahaha- that -haha- you should look at your face -hahaha- It was just –haha- you are just too cute, Sasuke!" He said laughing. My blushed would be deepened if it could get any deeper from now right now. I tried to glared at him, but failed furiously as Naruto started to laugh louder and said that my glare only make me more cute. Damn it. Who the hell he thought he was, making fun of me like this!

His laugh was interrupted by his phone as it suddenly rang loudly. He picked up his phone from his pocket and looked at it. His smile faded as he picked it up. "Hello, damn it, I know, I know, I going there right now, just hold it for a little while damn it-" he stopped it for a while and looked at me. His lips turn into grin again before he said. "Nah, I have to go now, see you later Sasuke.." he waved at me before walked away.

I watched him walked away until his back was not seen again. My heart was still beating loudly even he was already gone. I raised my hands to touch my left ear where he just whispered to it before. Then, my lips turned into big smile.

Naruto… just said… see you later…


to be continued...


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in case you wondering who is the one that calling naruto on the phone just now, it is konan. did any of you notice I already mentioned konan in the previous chapter? well, it is her haha, but no, I am not going to tell you who is she in this story. You have to wait the next chapter :P

so just to tell you, I going to start the story now, since the previous chapter is like what, prologue? haha, I dont know xD

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