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This story kept bugging me soo...Here's an update!


A year and a half later

Rin watched the stars at the rooftop of their apartment He and Yukio shared, they're at New York right now due to our Scholarships which Yukio aced. Yukio was downstairs, chatting with Shiemi, his girlfriend. They talk about anything they come up with their mind, they seemed to be very happy with each other, and their smiles were genuine.

He Envy them.

Since that day happened he became more bottled up than normal, and Yukio seemed to notice this, he talked to him if there was a problem or anything, but he said nothing.

He remembered Ryuji.

His streak hair, His piercings, the way they kissed, the way Ryuji's hands held his waist, His breath that brushed his neck, their moans.

I like you Rin

He shook his head, It should've been buried within his mind, that pain should've been forgotten, he should've moved on but in his sleep that scene kept bugging him, he tried though, but he loved him, It was the first time that he longed to see anyone.

Yes, he's still liked Ryuji but when his illusions ended, reality came back to him. Ryuji didn't like him, he lied and used him.

It was all an act Rin, his mind said and he sighed.

He stood up and went back downstairs. They had packed their things, their living room were now full of boxes ready for picking. Since they finished their scholarship in New York, they have to go back in Japan. They still have to continue their studies, at the same school, same people.

He'll see Ryuji again. He sighed and sat at the couch, well he couldn't hide forever right? Besides he might get another guy or girl that he would fuck around. Ryuji might even forget about him since it's been a year and a half, Rin was the one who decided to cut all their connections to forget him.

But it never did, he never Forget him.

He rubbed his temples and opened the drawer beside him, he grabbed a bottle of valium, he opened and pop some of them, and he used to take more than prescribed. He leaned his head on the couch as the drug invaded his head, it felt good and relaxing, that moment he forget all, he forget Ryuji and that illusion that he planted on his mind. His mind was foggy and he let his eyes fall from his slumber.


Yukio turned off the computer after he talked to Shiemi, he heard his twin brother rested himself on the couch, clutching the bottle of valium like his life was connected to it, he slowly grabbed the bottle from his sleeping twin and looked at him, he was liked this ever since they got here and Rin wouldn't even talk if there was a problem or anything. He counted the pieces of the pills and it seems like he take more than what's prescribed again. It really bothered Yukio that Rin was popping pill several times a day, it wasn't normal, he had suffering from depression and he wouldn't even let anyone know, sometimes he was his normal self and later he was either on the rooftop or sleeping with a bottle of anti-depressant drug on his side.

He tried one time to snatch away the drug for a day and Rin literally flipped the whole apartment searching for it. He got up and placed the bottle on the table and resumed to check all their things.

His phone buzzed, as he grabbed the phone he saw Kamiki's name, she texted him every day if possible, he either just check on them, hi and hellos but most of it was about Rin, asking if he was okay or anything, he let her know his current status and it seems like she knew something on his brother's sudden change. He tried to squeeze anything that she know but she didn't budge, even with Shiemi's help.

Since Rin was slumped on the couch, he decided to make dinner for them, their flight's schedule was tomorrow morning, and it'll be their last dinner in New York.


Ryuji listened on their professor's lecture while Shima and Konekomaru were taking notes, he groaned under his breath, he quietly tapped his fingers on the chair, wishing that the class end quickly, he wanted to sleep, he kept on tossing around last night, he couldn't sleep and he wonder why.

He looked around the class and he noticed that Kamiki was fidgety this morning, she always looked at her phone, and she seems to wait for someone.

Ryuji shrugged and looked at the board, his mind drifted on a certain blue haired guy that he loved, it's been a year and half since that day, those eyes full of regret and disbelief….

Why he was such an Idiot?

He didn't forget those eyes, his body trembled as he ran away from the restroom that day, the day they both confess to each other, their kiss that he crave, even though it was clear that he won't gonna see him anymore.

He took a glance at Shima, he forgive him, both of them agreed to that bet so he couldn't fully blame him, but he still wanted to punch him when he remember those memories.

The bell rang and they stood and bowed at the professor's farewell as their homeroom teacher came with another student.

His vibrant blue hair, his face matured a bit, his body frame was much firmer now but his eyes… it was the same as that day.

"We have a returnee student, please introduce yourself"

"Good morning everyone, I'm Okumura Rin, It's nice to meet you" he bowed and we locked eyes. I gripped the edge of my chair.

"R-Rin…"

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I'm pretty lame from cutting it out here *sweat drops*

Well, change of plans, I'll try to update this with Master and Familiar

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