Here we are... the second letter. This one is also Alex', but the others will be written by someone else. I hope I succeeded in keeping each letter in character. Let me know what you think.

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Hi you my love,

It's me again. I know that you'd scold me for ignoring job, but you'd behave the same way in my place, so… here there's another letter.

Since our trip to Melbourne I think everyday at our future. I truly meant what I said in the park, I'd really like Charlotte to have brothers or sisters to play with soon. I'm ready to bear your whimper, your bad mood etc for it. While you were pregnant you were sooo beautiful… I never saw you so amazing! At Jodi's wedding you literally took my breath away!

I was so impatient to ask you to marry me. I'm sooo angry because if this bloody accident never happened, now we'll be officially engaged!

About wishes… Nick had dreams since he was a little boy, first of all he wanted to be independent, and he succeeded. I've never had a lot of dreams, I thought the best I could do was to enjoy the present. When we decided to be partners I started wondering I could do something by myself, because I wanted to, not because of my name or my father. You made this all possible, you made me a better person. You are my partner, my best friend, my soulmate, and I also want you to be my wife and my children's mummy.

Maybe my dreams now could be true if I had noticed before how I felt about you… Have you ever thought about it? If I didn't come to Melbourne, or if you didn't get pregnant, or if Peter didn't get married…

And if we got together years ago?

With you everything was so different, you know it, but I didn't know why. Once, more than 10 years ago, I heard a bloke say something about you, I don't remember what he said, but his comment made me crazy, I only wanted to fight him. When he finally admitted his defeat he left saying: "What do you want, she isn't even your girlfriend!" For a second I thought it could be good… but I was so scared at the thought that you could laugh at me, that I could lose your friendship that was so important to me.

Do I am too much soppy, right? I know it.

Tess just call me, she said we missed a memorable scene: Jodi tried to wash Isabella, she chased after her in all the fence, but it the end Jodi washed herself, not Isabella! I hope Terry recorded that scene!

Recently he often records funny scenes. I think it's because he want you to see these too.

We all miss you sooo much!!!

At Drovers there's a lot of work to do, for both of us. Don't you want to leave this all in Tess's hands, right? So try to wake up as soon as possible! I desperately want to hug you again. And I will never leave you, neither in Gungellan for groceries.

See ya soon

Your Alex