Black Wings Part 6, Death

You shield your eyes from the bright light with your hands "Well isn't this great!" You yell, running across the field, Loki chasing after you. "Hey bright one, you're the one with the wings why can't you fly us away." Loki yells after you. The helicopter turns and circles after you. You hear someone say something into a mega phone that is barely audible. "Uh yeah, no." You say. You slide underneath bushes into another, dead, farm field. "And why not?" Loki says, getting out from under the bushes, the helicopter still after you both. "You're almost twice my weight!" You yell back at him, sprinting down the field yet again. Loki stops, "Are you calling me fat?" he says, pointing at himself. "No i'm... LOKI!" You stop, the helicopter shoots a light arrow down towards him, hitting him in the back of the shoulder blade. Loki jolts, and makes a confused expression, turning around and plucking the arrow out of his shoulder. "You're silly tranquil serum does not effect me, mortals." Loki laughs at the helicopter, flicking the arrow to the ground. You smirk slightly, glad that he is alright. Wait... why do you care? That's the man that got you into this mess. Before you can come to your senses with this internal conflict, the arrows are now shot at you, yet you can't find yourself to move. Don't you wanna go back? You'll see Tanya, and... No. You're not going back. "Uhm, hello?" Loki says, finally catching up to you. "About to get killed here." Loki says, poking you, "Well, you, at least." Yet you still can't find yourself to move. Its like when you first found out you were this... Magnificens. The pain then the bursting. But this time no pain, or bursting. Just silence, and numbness. Is this what a deer in headlights feels like? "Oh screw it." Loki says, picking you up and putting you over his shoulder, and begins sprinting though the field. That's when all of the feeling rushes back. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" You say, flailing. "Oh are you up now?" Loki says, running into the forest lining the field. "PUT ME DOWN!" "You know, i'm actually kind of glad you didn't carry me, I'm probably three times your weight." He says, winding through the trees. The helicopters spot light seeps through the covering forest. "Am I supposed to take that as a compliment?" You say, squinting your eyes through the trees trying to see where the helicopter exactly is. "If you want to." He says, coming to an abrupt stop. You turn your neck around as best as you can to see what stopped you. It was a cliff. You couldn't even see the bottom of it. "DAMN YOU NEW YORK!" Loki yells, putting you down. "I'd say right now were in Philadelphia." You say, worry in your voice. "Well (Y/n). I guess this is farewell." Loki says, grabbing you by the shoulders. "Farewell? What?" You say, your back to the cliff. "Hopefully I will see you again." Loki says. "WHAT!?" You yell, sudden realization of what he was going to do floods your mind. The helicopter came over the tree line, into the open, its spotlight straight on you and Loki. Loki grabs your face and kisses you. Well that's unexpected... You don't know exactly what to do with the whole 'Hey we're about to get shot and I love you thing' so you just lean into it. Yet before you can, its already over. "Goodbye." Loki says, and he does exactly what you thought he would do, pushes you off of the cliff.

This is it. You think. That was the life of (Y/n) (L/n). She was born a demon bird, got broke out of her cage by a whack job. And is now falling in love with that whack job, and is now literally falling because of that whack job. Honestly. A lot of things are flooding in your head at the moment. Your ears are ringing because of the wind blowing into them. You feel weightless. Yet you can't manage to get your wings free to save yourself. Riiiiinnnggg. You feel so free now. Riiiiinnngggg. After you realize all of the freedom you did have when you were broken out. Riiiiiiinnnnggggg. But hey, its all over right? Haha. RIInnnggggg. You where just a mistake in the first place. RIIIINNNggggg. Simply born to die. RIIIINNNNGGGG. Well now its here. RIIIIIINNNNGGGG. All that you have ever wanted. RIIIIIIINNNNGGGGG. Death.

*Smack*

Light. Simply light. Its here, you're dead. Darkness. Wait... darkness? Darkness isn't really in death is it. Oh and why is your back hurting? Why are you holding your breath. Wait you have breath... WHY CAN YOU FEEL! You open your eyes, and notice you're in clouded water that stings your eyes. You sit up, your face being exposed to the night air once again. You gasp for breath, and look up at the sky. Seeing the helicopter has flown off, they probably thought you were dead. The light you saw through your eyelids was probably the helicopters spot light, checking to make sure you were. You laugh to yourself. You made it. You laugh again "Loki we..." and you remember he's not with you. He's either dead or with S.H.I.E.L.D about to be dead. You get up out of the water, and fall to the bank. You hug your knees to your chest in the cold midnight air. These were the nights you wished you had your cage. You were too tired to fly anywhere, and too tired to care (ha that rhymed). Wow, almost dying is hard work. You lay down on the hard, cold grass, and think about everything. Your life, your fake ass mother, your hey-lets-push-you-off-a-cliff more than friend. Than you remember something. When you went to visit Crystal. Where was Jack, your fake father? Well was he fake? Did he die? Or was he some cover-up Crystal spawned to give you that father figure for the monster she wanted. You didn't even care at the time. All you wanted to do was sleep. So you did. Slept.

Author Notes

So sorry I couldn't update recently ): been working on an album, and also school work. But now its summer and this is going to be my priority with the album (: So yay!