Troye's POV

I can't even right now. Literally can't even. I have been forced to lie face first into a pillow on my bed for the past five minutes because I can't even handle my emotions right now. My single Happy Little Pill just went onto Itunes and I am freaking out. For months I have kept this secret from my subscribers and now it is finally and officially out. I am so relieved, so much hard work goes into my music and I am so excited to be able to share it with the world. I am so anxious though! There is one opinion I really want to hear. And that is Tilly's. I wrote this song with him in mind so I really hope he likes it. I grab my Iphone and send him a text.

'TILLY! It's out! OMG it's OUT! Have you heard it? What do you think?! :) x'

Almost as soon as I press send it says that Tyler's read it. He's typing. He's typing. HURRY UP TILLY MY NERVES CAN'T HANDLE THE TIME IT TAKES YOU TO TYPE!

'IT IS SO FREAKING, AMAZING, INCREDIBLE, BEAUTIFUL, INSPIRING THAT I CAN'T CHOOSE ONE ADJECTIVE THAT DESCRIBES IT! IT IS JUST ASJKLRJTJFKN! I'm so proud of you Troye Sivan! :D :')'

Oh thank goodness! I feel like a massive weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I could fly right now. HE LIKES IT! HE SAID HE LIKES IT! I don't know what I was expecting, as honest as Tyler is, I don't think he would admit to my face that he doesn't. But HE LIKES IT!

'Thanks Tilly! That means a lot coming from you. I am so psyched right now!'

'Haha I should think so! So when are you playing MSG? I'm going to be the first to buy tickets.'

Hah! That would be seriously awesome. Tyler wouldn't be buying tickets though. I'd force him to come onstage with me. Haha that would be really awesome. That way I could serenade him like Justin Bieber does with his one less lonely girl act. I mean what? Pft. I did not just think that. Nor do I think that it is an actual idea.

"Troye." My mum knocks at my door.

"Yes mum?" I ask sitting up on my bed.

My mum opens my door, on her face is the biggest smile. "We're all going out for dinner to celebrate before heading to the airport."

I grin back at her. "Thanks mum! I'll be right down."

She shuts my door and I hear her footsteps move down the hall. Her and Dad have been so supportive of this. Of everything really. Today she has not stopped hugging me and telling me that she is proud of me. If my music sells well I really want to do something nice for her and the rest of my family.

I turn back to my phone. Drat. As happy as I am to go celebrating, that means I can't text Tyler some more. I'll be seeing him tomorrow but it seems like such a long time until I see his perfect self.

'Hmm I'll get back to you on that! :( sorry I gtg. Me and the fam are going out to celebrate. You're picking me up from the airport tomorrow right?'

'Hell yeah i am gurl! I'm just going to lie here listening to your incredible voice on repeat until then. Give them my love! talk soon k?'

I pout my lips. I'd rather that he give me his love buuut sadly that's not likely. Not likely at all. I feel slightly nauseous as I think of Troyler's non-existent state. I really wish that would change.

'I would give it to them but I think I might keep it all for myself. ;) Later Tilly! X'

'Later Troye Sivan X'

He signed with a kiss. Swoon. Every time he sends me a kiss I feel light headed and dizzy. Every single time. I hate myself for it.

Later. I'll hold him to that. I sigh as I slip my phone into my pocket. I grab my suitcase and head outside to the car.