Sorry about the missing part I left out. Fixed!
The next day, Mathias went to work again with his father and brothers. While they were working, the older of the three brothers asked his father for the papers he had previously needed in Norway to be able to work as a head carpenter on another building site if the need showed up someday. His father seemed a bit confused, believing Mathias would stay at his father's side and work with him for a quite long time. The son mentioned he had previously needed those papers back in Norway for he had lacked money and his dad laughed, telling he knew Mathias would have come back to carpentry one day without his father pushing him to.
The man promised the papers would be ready in the next days for his son to be agreed as a complete carpenter in the domain. So, when Niels and Mathias would leave, the Dane could work anywhere else away from his father and make real good money for both the Norwegian and he.
And Mathias was glad that they all came back right after work and didn't pass at the pub before, so his dad wouldn't become the ass he was while drunk.
Mathias had noticed that he had became really unused to do physical work lately and, again just like when he had renew the church in Norway, his entire body felt like a big bruise. Anywhere he would touch; it was like his muscles were screaming. That day had been a hard one, they had to move really big walls, use masses and cement hammers to renew a basement and all that work had gotten deep into the Dane's unused body. If he were growing back muscles, they were certainly hissing at Mathias for being so hard with them.
Dinner wasn't ready yet when he crashed into his bedroom and fell on the bed with a low tired grunt, "Kill me," he whined, turning his head on the side to grin at the Norwegian.
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Niels smirked before taking a pillow he whacked Mathias over the head. "There."
His dead had been eventful. He had gotten three calls that day for interviews. One was a cubicle job where he would answer phones all day for some company. Not bad and a lot better than working at a fast food restaurant. Removing the pillow he saw that Mathias was grinning up at him still, and Niels returned the smile. "I'll rub your back if you want."
He felt bad having Mathias at work from early mornings to evenings. From the looks of it, Mathias would be repeating that five days a week. Niels had to do one nice thing for the man and a quick massage before sending Mathias to the shower or getting a bite to eat would feel good for him. "I got a few calls for interviews." he added as he climbed onto Mathias' lower back.
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Oh yes… a massage was probably the best thing Mathias needed at the moment. Especially from Niels. He was already drooling simply at the thought of having his back rubbed, simply for the comfort and those little hands working on his PAIN of a back. Stupid job…
As Niels installed himself on his back, Mathias turned the head on the other side, crossing his arms under it and grinned, "Oh, really? Tell m-eaah…" and said with a final moan, his brain rapidly being taken away but the Norwegian's hands pressing on his upper back, "Aaahh… Mh Niels…" he slight moaned again, hiding his face in the mattress.
"Tell me 'bout it, when are they?" he finally asked in a muffled voice, letting out another satisfied moan as his entire body went limp.
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Niels eyebrows went straight up, he could feel soft ball sized knots. Pushing down hard, he tried to cause enough friction and heat to shrink them. "Theyre all in the morning. I will be running across town to just get to them in time." his hands traveled down the curve of his back, enjoying Mathias' muscles. The Dane often complained saying that his muscles were growing back, but Niels' eyes, he had muscles and he looked good. If they were truly growing them Niels would be drooling over this man.
"When do you get paid? So we can seriously look at places." Earlier that day, one of the younger kids and clinged on to him trying to get him to play. Like a scared cat, Niels ran up the stairs and shut the door. He really hated kids, and that one had sticky fingers and snot drooling down its face. Niels shivered at the thought.
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With a satisfied sigh, Mathias turned his head on the other side and slightly frowned as the man kept pressing on a really sensitive spot of his back, causing him to slightly hiss in pain, "At the end of the week," he said and sighed again as Niels' massaged on another spot. Two more days remained before the weekend.
"We'll go in town on Saturday to go visit places and ask for prices," he said with a cheeky grin, "I might maybe get help from my father, so we can leave sooner… he's not very fond of me fleein' the family house again, but I may convince him to lend me money because of ye," he chuckled, finally turning around on himself to have Niels sat on his lap just like he would be riding him.
Mathias hummed happily at the very sexy sight he had of the man. Taking his hands to caress his pads and intertwine their fingers, and gave him a tender smile and whispered, "I can't wait to live alone with ye babe…" He really couldn't. He loved being with his family, but his will of being with Niels was stronger and he couldn't wait to leave this holy place with the Norwegian. Though, they really needed to get ready and have all the money they needed before leaving.
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Niels started on his pecks, knowing that they were just as sore as the rest of them. "That's good news." he added before sliding his palms down the man's body down til they reached his thighs. A little teasing never hurt. Niels knew that they couldn't risk sex at that point in time with all the children up. Not to mention his dad was there as well.
If he got a job soon, then he could start helping Mathias with all the expenses. It was a thrilling fact to know that he was going clean in one part of his life. "The sooner the better..."
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Before Mathias could even slip out a word as he caressed the other man's sides, he heard the high pitched voice of his mom calling for food. Kissing one last time, they rapidly headed downstairs to have a good meal with the entire family.
That night again, they couldn't have sex for, when kissing and caressing each other, Mathias' little sister broke into the room and jumped on the man's bed to have a hug, crying about a bad dream she just had came out of. Luckily, she hadn't notice what they were doing just before and Niels had the time to sneak out of the bed and go lay in the cold one right next to it. Eventually, Mathias pulled some boxers and went to bring his four years old sister back to bed to come back, completely un-horny and a bit tensed, fearing one of his older sibling would crash in again and really understand what Niels and Mathias were doing.
The next day went the same, Mathias worked all day with his dad and asked if he were to work on the papers soon, which he answered he would do soon. The older brother just knew how his father didn't want him to leave again. Mathias was giving the family some kind of stability, and his presence was soothing for everyone. Though, the young man could always feel this grudge feeling from his father toward him when he spoke with him or only worked. His father wasn't pleased Mathias had left years ago to make himself a new life in Norway and wasn't pleased either that he would leave again to live in collocation with an anti-social Norwegian.
This night again, his father went to the pub and nothing could stop him from doing so. Thus, Mathias and Niels avoided sex that night again, since around the same time as two days earlier, Mathias' father arrived, drunk as ever, to threaten his wife and older sons. This time, Mathias only came up with a sore jaw and ribs, nothing more.
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It was good that he and Mathias didn't have sex for Niels had been snorting it up. Though he was extremely horny having sex was already risky, they didn't need to be engaged in it for long periods of time. But, Niels was in good spirits that day he had received a call to go in for a second interview where he would be signing papers for being hired. Niels had wanted to celebrate with Mathias by sloppy good sex, but they couldn't even do that for Mathias' father went out drinking.
When he saw Mathias stumbling in with his jaw red and clutching his side, Niels wanted to explode with frustration. But he took Mathias to bed and smoothed his hair, knowing that the Dane was angry. Every part of his body felt like it was ready and coiled up to lash at someone. Trying to be loving, Niels kissed Mathias on the chest and up his neck, hoping to would cool his body down. "We both know I'm getting hired, with the money you got lets move out somewhere, anywhere. I'm not picky." he whispered softly.
Niels didn't like the fact that Mathias had been hurt twice. Niels was almost willing to go back on the streets to get quick money just so they could leave. But Mathias would not take that as a sacrifice but rather blatant cheating. So Niels didn't think about that option again.
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Mathias simply nodded, too pissed to even get into a real conversation that night. Oh, and he just knew the next day his father would act as nothing had ever happen, making jokes and praising his hard working sons, all having marks of the last night. But it was like that they had always worked. Even the Children Protection had already come in their house more than once to see if the kids were alright, but his parents always had very good excuses for all the bruises the kids had and Mathias would get into their lies.
The next day went just like Mathias had predicted, though, he knew Niels was out in town to get his own job fixed. The more he was staying in his family house, the more he wanted to taste back his freedom he once had in Norway. He was glad he wasn't like his brother Christoffer, uncaring about his own future and his family's. He really loved his brother, but the man was blinded by the family business and duty. Mathias once had a girlfriend who made him realise that there was something else outside the walls of his controlling house and that was the day he decided to finish his schooling and get a better job.
When they all came back home, his father almost left already without eating, leaving with Christoffer for the night. They all though they would be gone for the pub, but normally, his father never passed home before having a drunken night, and his sons wouldn't go too long with him. They supposed he had stuff to do in town, and Mathias went directly upstairs to get into his room. He sorely jumped on the bed, plopping his head on Niels' lap and flashed him a smile, "And? What's the verdict?" he asked, playing with one of the man's hand.
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Running through Mathias' fingers, he knew the Dane was not going to be pleased with his hours. "I start tomorrow, evenings." he answered curtly. The two of them would not be seeing much of each other. But with this family situation, Niels had been willing to take anything. "I took the desk job. It should be an easy job." he added blandly.
Knowing that he would wake up to Mathias gone and come home to the Dane probably already asleep was weird. Over the past few weeks he had grown used to having the man around day and nights. He didn't like the aspect of solitude. Niels would simply begin to think too much and he would have to rely on some crutch. As much as he hated to admit it, he wasn't capable of standing on his two feet alone. When that had changed Niels didn't know. When he had been younger he had been so independent it caused him problems. Now he just pretended that he was that person.
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Mathias make the best he could to still look happy for the Norwegian, but his eyes betrayed him as he looked away with a slightly disappointed grin, "It's awesome," he said, turning his hand on the Norwegian's lap. Oh well, they will both have a job and money, that was the most important.
"We'll have to celebrate this tonight," he said, reposing his eyes on the man above him with a kinky wink. Oh, this time, Mathias was really willing to make love to the Norwegian. They had skipped two times when they had been very horny, caressing each other in an attempt to have heated sex… damn, why Niels was always so horny lately right before bed was out of the Dane's understanding, but he really liked it. Not all that much in fact, he simply loved how Niels would be the one making the first movements and impose himself on Mathias, though, he was uncaring and a tad rough which was a bit unlike him. Oh, Mathias didn't dislike rough sex, in fact he loved it, but with Niels… it was awkward.
During the dinner, the family's mother mentioned that the father would probably come back pretty late or even on the next day since he had many things to look for and do. Subtly, Mathias snaked one hand under the table to catch Niels' hand and five it a gentle squeeze. If chance was on their side, they would probably be gone in the next days, on later Monday if they found a good and cheap apartment.
In the evening when all the younger siblings were in bed and his mother was busy downstairs, Mathias felt a bit like breaking the rules. Going upstairs and assuring himself all the doors were closed and no one would stick out to look for the older Dane, he pulled Niels in the bathroom and locked the door behind them. He opened the fan to muffle a bit their voices, but kept whispering.
He had missed taking prude showers with the man… but it wasn't his personal wish at the moment.
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Niels looked confusedly at Mathias as he blatantly violated the rules he had once laid out. It was risky to take a shower with the man, but the way he was being eyed made his blood rush down to his other head. Giving Mathias a hungry look, Niels placed both his hands on Mathias' plaster covered shirt. "You sure? We could be caught." he asked coolly but he kept the same smothering look. But Niels really didn't allow Mathias much time to talk; being this close to the Dane was maddening after several nights of heated touching and no sex, so he kissed him almost as soon as the words had left his mouth.
Niels honestly didn't care if they were caught; he'd be fine living in Mathias' car for a few days. They would obviously be leaving soon. Growing up with unloving parents had caused Niels to not understand things such as making a good impression on others parents. In his opinion, Mathias' father wasn't worth his time and he'd rather taste Mathias' sweet lips and feel his hard body under his palms. Smiling slyly, Niels broke the kiss only long enough to lift and remove Mathias' shirt before promptly attaching his lips all over Mathias' chest.
He could taste the sweat from a hard days work as he trailed his tongue over the skin before taking one nipple in his mouth. Niels felt like he could eat this man. Or, it could be the drugs talking. He had snorted hours ago, but he still had a lingering high. It was enough that Niels felt energized but his head was mostly clear.
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Oh, Mathias did care if they were caught, but he was pretty certain that they would be safe in the bathroom, as long as they sneaked out discreetly. They had to keep it down and anyway… under the shower, the Dane didn't plan on going farther than touching pleasuring each other. Mathias still believed that despite the rubbing having broken, they still needed one in case there was any disease they didn't know yet and such… the Dane lacked some education on that side and he preferred to play it safe until the end.
Hungrily looking down at the very beautiful Norwegian, Mathias worked on the man's shirt, unbuttoning each buttons the fastest he could and pulling it away. He did the same with both their pants and shortly parting, they slipped out of the rest of their clothes and underwear to enlace back each other and melt into a hot and wet kiss. Slowly stepping together to the bath, Mathias momently blindly reached for the water handles to turn them on but had to part and look if it was alright before returning to kiss the man.
When the stream of water was warm enough, they stepped into the shower and pulled the curtain back to return into wet caressed. Mathias aimed for Niels' neck, gently running his nose and lips on the sensitive crook of his neck and kissed his collar bone as he slowly went down, pecking the wet skin all the way down and took a moment to lick and nip on his nipple. He continued further down until he dropped on his knees and he rubbed his nose into the Norwegian's pubic hair, using one hand to rapidly clean the other male's hardening erection before he licked it clean, looking up at Niels with slightly flushed cheeks.
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Lacing his fingers into Mathias' damp hair Niels grunted in approval before shoving Mathias' head a little bit further down his shaft. If this is what Mathias wanted to do so be it. Niels still rolled his eyes inwardly. How can someone be so scared of catching something then turn around and give him head? Mathias had just given him head the other night too. But he wasn't going to argue. Instead he would enjoy the hot water and the hot mouth on his cock. Niels watched Mathias as streams of water rolled down his body and around Mathias' mouth. It made him heave a few breaths at the wonderful view.
After several days of being sexually frustrated, Niels could feel his body reacting quickly to Mathias' sucking and swirling tongue. Leaning forward, Niels braced himself against the shower wall. He knew he wouldn't last long like last time, he could already feel his knees going weak. Once he started his job, Niels would miss these sessions. He for saw himself calling in sick just to have a piece of this Dane even though he knew he wouldnt. Niels simply wasn't irresponsible. But Niels could dream.
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But Mathias didn't want this to stop there… he wanted more, they both wanted more, later, in the bedroom. And so, taking the Norwegian's arousal one last time deep in his throat, the Dane moved back with a loud sucking sound and clumsily stood to embrace the Norwegian, slightly panting. What a tease, he knew… but damn, he just loved give Niels pleasure. It was a good soothing feeling to know he liked what he was doing and cool think about something else. Well, lately, Mathias had felt like Niels had forgotten about Eirik. Damn, he remembered all those days after the murder how the older brother looked destroyed and that, almost all of a sudden, when they were arrived in Denmark, in his family, he looked a lot better.
But he wouldn't complain. If Niels was to be able to get over his pain of his younger brother's loss, it was only the best for him.
Mathias grabbed Niels' wait hair from behind his head to pull his head backward and have full access to his throat. He kissed and nipped the skin while snaking a hand on the Norwegian's backside to grab one buttock and squeeze it. Oh, he could fuck him right away… but he just knew that back in their room while still being dripping wet, the sloppy sex would be even better in the comfort of their bed.
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Niels found himself smiling a bit too broadly to look natural on his face with each nip and suck of his neck. Reaching for the bar of soap, he took the opportunity and excuse to rub Mathias down with soapy hands. With his hands, he pushed down roughly on Mathias' back rubbing all those sore spots he knew were aching after a full days of work. Their chest bumped together and the wet on wet skin was amazing. Dipping his back down Niels caught Mathias in a hot smothering kiss while taking the soap bar and rubbing it down his lower back and backside.
Accidentally the soap slipped from his hands and tumbled to the floor. Devilishly, Niels made his way down to his knees, leaving kissing as he went. Picking it up, Niels kept light kisses going on the inner thighs of Mathias. He could feel the man's erection sliding against his cheek, and Niels found it rather teasing. Lathering, up Mathias' thighs he tried to forget about the alluring cock that he wanted nothing more than to suck off. Taking a few gulps Niels cooled himself and began to move his hands again, rubbing his thumbs sharply over the thighs before moving on to a hip bone that oddly had plaster on it. How Mathias managed to get it here was beyond him. Niels scrubbed the area before latching his mouth on the spot just above and leaving an angry red mark.
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Damn, a blowjob would have been the most beautiful thing he could see the Norwegian to at the moment, plunged into the semi-darkness of their wet and hot shower while he would be leaned down and sucking on him. What a tease. Sighing, Mathias helped Niels up on his feet and took the soap of his hands to collect some bubbles and pull the man into a tight embrace. Their very sensitive erections grinded on each other and the Dane let out a soft throaty moan as he rubbed Niels' back with his soapy hands.
But he didn't wait long before snaking down and scrub his ass. Keeping a hand in the crook of his back, Mathias slipped a hand between the man's buttocks and brushed his soapy fingers on his hole. He felt Niels slightly jolt in his arms with a soft moan and it was the only signal he needed before pushing a finger in. He pulled on the man to be as close as possible to him, pressing their bodies as tightly as they could as he pushed his soapy finger further and began to thrust it in and out.
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Between the hot water and Mathias fingers, Niels went light headed, clinging onto the man's wet and soapy body. Spreading his legs further apart Niels tried to help Mathias' fingers. "Oh god..." he breathed raggedly enjoying the wonderful sensations.
Wrapping one arm around Mathias' neck, Niels used his free hand to stroke Mathias. Crashing his lips into Mathias, he pushed his hips into Mathias' body trying to relieve his tension in his cock. Keeping in time with Mathias' thrusting hand, Niels rocked urgently against the man, while trying to keep his mind moving along Mathias' shaft. But his brain was so chaotic Niels couldn't think straight. Feeling the urge to moan, Niels moved his face into the crook of Mathias neck and letting his moans go.
By the time Mathias slipped the third finger in, Niels felt like mush. His eyes were barely even open even though a few water droplets nailed him in the eye. Niels just hoped that Mathias was going to actually deliver. If they got cocked blocked again Niels would explode.
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Oh damn, if they were to be cock blocked, it would only be by Mathias not wanting to do it in the shower and simply run to their bedroom. The Dane gave some last eager thrusts before slipping his fingers out, rapidly rinsed the soap away and turned the water off. The most rapidly he could, taking Niels by surprise, he pushed the curtains aside and stepped out of the shower, not even taking the time to get a towel, and cracked open the bathroom's door to look at the corridor; all the doors were closed just like before.
He took a chance and rapidly crossed the hall, holding the Norwegian's hand, let him slip in their room before he followed, and closing the door behind. He didn't think about blocking it and simply joined a wet dripping Niels on the bed, rapidly fetching for the lube and a condom and rapidly prepared his lover just to spread lube on his ass and unrolled the condom on his still very hard erection. Giving the other male a little tap on the ass for him to lift his legs, he rapidly positioned himself between his legs and pushed in.
Again, he had to shush at Niels for him to keep it down. Mathias let himself lie on the man, wrapping his arms around his waist as he rested the side of his head on his chest, and strongly bucked his hips into the other man, letting out deep satisfied sucked breaths. It was so good to finally be able to do it…
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Niels ran his hands slowly threw the man's hair as he lifted his hips high, helping Mathias drill into him. His whole body felt ignited in the fact that he was finally getting fucked by the man. All of his hormones were rushing in ecstasy making him once again a loud moaner. Feeling the hand clamped over his mouth, Niels had to learn to breath threw his nose even though his rapid breaths wanted to come from his mouth.
If Niels could have it his way, this would be the last time Mathias ever clamped his mouth shut during sex. The next time they would be in their new apartment having the hottest, loudest sex of their lives. Though feeling the wet sheets clinging to his wet body was pretty kinky.
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Instead of using his hand, Mathias finally moved it away and connected their mouths together, making Niels cling on his as their wet kiss went hotter and hotter with each thrusts. They both went into soft moans through their kiss and tongues swirls. After a moment, Mathias made Niels turn around so he could thrust against his soft butt while the man was hiding his face in a pillow.
"Jesus Christ, Mathias Khöler, I'M GONNA KILL YE!"
Mathias violently jolted at the very loud voice completely breaking they sexual privacy and he turned the head to the sound, horrified at the sight of his father. He rapidly pulled a blanket while pulling himself out of Niels and quickly hid their lower bodies, hiding the Norwegian protectively, "D-Dad! Don't be ma-"
"I'M GONNA CUT YER DICK!" the furious man said, dashing into the room to grab his son, but was rapidly stopped by his other older sons who looked as horrified as the older sibling himself. Though, the man didn't even seem drunk and was a lot stronger; his brothers had problems holding the big man.
"Dad please calm down!" Mathias pleaded, scared as he had never been. He had never seen his father so mad during all those years of physical abusing. He was paralysed on place, not knowing where to go, what to do or what to say.
"ANIMAL! BLASPHEMY! GET OUTTA MY HOUSE!" the man yelled, trying to get rid of his sons holding his arms. Even his mom, after a moment, had appeared behind her spouse, trying to sooth him down by calling his name, but the man still ended getting away from his sons' grip to turn around and go downstairs. For a short moment, Mathias could see disgust on Christoffer's face a he looked over the naked couple in the bed and deception on his mother's. His other brother was too shaken to even know what was happening.
Shocked, Mathias couldn't move. But shortly after, his father came back with a knife and Christoffer jumped back on him, trying to hold him back but still reached the older son and swung the blade on his forearms. Niels and he rapidly jumped on the other side of the bed, hiding their genitals with the covers, "DAD, PLEASE, LET ME LEAVE!" Mathias yelled in a broken voice as Christoffer and Jan made the best they could to hold the man.
"You dishonoured the Khöler's family! I should have never let you leave for Norway, it changed ye! They gave ye alternated ideas!" the father said, not budging from his place, "This whore gave you wrong ideas," he said, pointing his knife at the Norwegian. He then fished for papers in his pocket and ripped it in front of Mathias, throwing it right at his face, "There, find a job now," he shouted and fished a pile of kroner in his pocket to throw it at his son's face again, "There the money ye asked!"
He than straightened, throwing the knife on the bed and walked to the door, "Ye're not part of this family anymore…" and left, followed by his obedient wife. Christoffer staid a moment before following his younger brother out of the room and throwing a killing look at Niels.
Mathias was mad, enraged, sad, soiled, hurt, wounded, furious… all causing his face to show no real emotion. He was too shaken and shocked.
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Niels placed his hands softly on Mathias' shoulders as best as he could. He had never been so frightened in his life. Well that was a lie, he had been more frightened at finding Eirik dead on the floor. But he was still shaken. At first the thought the drunkard would knife them both. "Let's get out of here, Mathias." he whispered as soothingly as he could. But Mathias seemed so frozen in place. Being torn from family wasn't easy, Niels knew this too well.
It was funny, just a few moments ago, Mathias had been taking care of him, now it appeared to be the other way. Grabbing a few articles of clothing Niels pulled on his own clothes before prompting Mathias to do the same. They couldn't take the couch for their trailer had been returned to the company so they would be leaving with the clothes on their backs. Not to mention that it was winter in Copenhagen and colder than shit, so Niels stuffed the heavy blankets into their suit cases.
This wouldn't be the first time Niels slept out in a car, but for Mathias he imagined it would be a first. They needed all the money they could to get an apartment and food to eat. When Niels picked up his own suit case and grabbed Eirik from his spot he turned to see Mathias almost in tears. Everything about Mathias spoke of heart ache and Niels felt the worse pain in his gut feeling partially guilty. Placing Eirik on his suit case, Niels took Mathias' face in his hands and looked him sternly in the eye.
"He's a drunk and he's not even half the man you are, Mathias." Sure, Niels wanted to add how amazing and kind he was along with other stuff, but it caught in his throat. Giving the Dane a strong hug, he placed his suit case in his hand before grabbing his own and Eirik and the money. They descended the stairs, and before exiting the door, he saw his father leering at them in disgust. Niels looked right back at the man in contempt. That man was a low and disgusting and had no right to call Mathias his son. He wanted to voice his opinion but instead opened the door and lead Mathias out into the cool air. Tossing their things in the trunk, Niels took Mathias keys and made him sit in the passenger's seat before driving off. For minutes he searched for a safe place to sleep. Somewhere in closed and away from beggars. Niels honestly didn't know where to go and wished that Mathias would snap out of it and tell him where.
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Mathias was shaken, but he didn't want to. It wasn't the time… Niels still needed him. Minutes passed when he finally realised where they were and he looked around in the night, trying to replace himself into Copenhagen, "There," he sorely said, pointing at an underground parking when they could hide for the night; at least, the place as hidden from snow and the winter's cold air. When Niels stopped the engine, Mathias shakily sighed and closed his eyes.
"I'm sorry," he said, frowning and feeling a huge ball in his throat as he shakily gulped. Damn this shit… they were so close to the life Mathias wanted them to have… and this had to happen, "It's my fault," he whispered, deeply breathing in to calm himself down. He turned the head to look at Niels and gave him a smirk.
Feeling the adrenaline slowly leave his body, Mathias rapidly felt himself going really limp and tired, and his forearms were burning like hell. Weakly removing one sleeve of his coat, he saw his shirt completely stained with blood and sighed. He remembered his father having reached him with the knife, but he didn't remember it had gotten him, and it looked pretty bad in fact.
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Sucking in a slow breath, Niels turned on the over head to get a better look at the cut. Deep and bleeding profusely, Niels could tell that Mathias was hurt. Looking at him, he saw slashes on both arms and his heart began to beat loudly. "That bastard..." he seethed before turning back in engine on. "You need to go the hospital." And Niels wanted to call the cops on the bastard. But if he did, would Mathias forgive him? After all the man was a wife beater and son stabber, god Niels wanted to turn around and kill him.
"Which way to the hospital?" Niels asked tersely. He couldn't believe their night had turned out like this. They had been engaged in wonderful sex, sex they shouldn't have risked. Due to poorly placed hormones, Mathias had been disowned and hurt. For some odd reason, Niels felt like shit over the whole ordeal, even though he considered the whole situation having little to do with him. "We'll be fine. I start tomorrow and its a good paying job." he added. "Besides if your father filed those papers, that means somewhere has a record of it." Or at least that's how it should be. Niels really couldn't comfort Mathias on his family issues though. After all, Niels had told his parents to fuck off ages ago.
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Mathias didn't feel well enough to even engage in a discussion with Niels, and it wasn't only mentally; his blood loss was making him dizzy and sick, he felt like throwing up, but he was too weak for that. Where… the hospital…
"It's obvious," he said out of breathe, "Big… on the main street in the North," he said, letting his arms gets limp on his lap. His thoughts were too fuzzy for he could concentrate on them, and before he could even notice it, Niels was helping him get out of the car and clumsily taking him behind the door where nurses dashed on him and brought him on a wheelchair to the urgency. They rapidly gave him a serum and made a short test to find his blood type to give him a quick transfusion while they fixed his arms. He got on both arms around twenty stitches, and around two hours later, he was out with antibiotics again just in case of an infection.
Even if Mathias felt physically better on their way back to the underground parking, he still felt like lying and dying. Though, he convinced himself to not think that; Niels didn't need someone to cheer up. It wasn't that bad, no… oh yes it was. His family was all he had, and it was much! He had enough siblings to have his own hockey team, and he had always believe that if one of them were to die that it wouldn't hurt him too much… but all at the same time, along with his father and mother was too hard on him. Not only were they out of his life, but they all had turned his back on him because he was gay? Sure, his father had always taught them that having attraction for people of the same sex was against God's rules and that all those people would burn in hell, but Mathias learnt with time that the Religion didn't have all the answers and that it was better to follow his own convictions and his own desires to be well in his skin.
But this whole situation made him want to go back to his family's house, to fall on his knees and beg his father to take him back. Niels would think he was mad, but he deeply loved his family. Though, he was still deeply mad at his family's narrow mind, especially his father. But it hurt him much more than it made him mad.
But no, he shouldn't bug Niels with this. Instead, when the Norwegian stopped the engine at the same place, Mathias deeply sighed and smiled at the other man. His arms were to sore for he could reach his cheek and caress it, but he leaned to kiss him. He was feeling deadly tired despite the glucose that had been injected directly in his blood.
Now, both were in a state where they only had each other…
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Niels leaned in and kissed Mathias sweetly as he could. Mathias looked so pale and upset. Niels knew he had to be patient and keep showing Mathias he was there for him, but he was simply not good at these things. The strong sting of exhaustion was attacking his eyes and Niels had to work tomorrow evening. For the first time that day, he was happy he wasn't working mornings. Stepping out of the car, Niels grabbed the blankets he packed and his thick Norwegian jacket and sweaters. Even though Mathias was broader than Niels, he still forced the man into a sweater.
With the blood loss Mathias would be a shivering mess that night, but Niels would keep the Dane warm as best he could. To tell the truth, sleeping in a vehicle was dangerous. People would think because of its shelter it would keep them warm. But in fact it was a metal death box. There were two of them with blankets and they were tucked away from the elements, so Niels didn't fear that they would freeze to death. Leading Mathias from his seat, he helped him into the back seat where they cramped up onto the seat with Niels laying on top.
Kissing Mathias a few more times, Niels managed to let out a few caring words to the Dane. Feeling unsure, but wanting to make him feel better. But, it hit Niels that he hadn't grabbed Eirik's photo and it was still on the shelf. That clutched his heart. Pulling up the blankets, Niels tried to ignore his thoughts and go to sleep.
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Mathias went into a feverish sleep that night. Being stuck in a little area with little air, Niels lied on his with little space to move and his two arms burning like they were constantly bleeding. He even make nightmare about his father purchasing them both through Copenhagen with a knife and screaming Blasphemy. He was really hot and sweated like he had never sweated, having difficulties to breathe. But they couldn't sleep otherwise; Mathias couldn't lie on Niels since the man was still pretty frail and weak and the Dane was his double in size, he would end killing him, they couldn't sleep on their sides because of Mathias' arms and sleeping separated on the fronts seats would make them both very cold.
But after many hours of struggle, Mathias managed to get some sleep and allow Niels to get some too.
They had to wake hours later, a little before Niels had to leave for work. They were a sleepy mess, and despite their shower of the last evening, Mathias was glad he wasn't the one going to work; he smelled like a dead corpse and probably tasted like one. The Norwegian slowly changed the bandages on his arms; yes, they had bled during the night, but not enough to have to return to the hospital.
Mathias felt like dying, but he still kept a slight smile on his lips as he looked up at Niels working on him. He was glad they were still together after all of this… he felt like it would have only be legit that Niels would have left him after the last night. Mathias had brought this on them, not able to hold back his own desires for Niels even if he knew his parents would act like pure retarded if they were ever caught.
Imagining his life now without Niels was breaking his heart. He was all he had now… if he could even say that.
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Mathias went into a feverish sleep that night. Being stuck in a little area with little air, Niels lied on his with little space to move and his two arms burning like they were constantly bleeding. He even make nightmare about his father purchasing them both through Copenhagen with a knife and screaming Blasphemy. He was really hot and sweated like he had never sweated, having difficulties to breathe. But they couldn't sleep otherwise; Mathias couldn't lie on Niels since the man was still pretty frail and weak and the Dane was his double in size, he would end killing him, they couldn't sleep on their sides because of Mathias' arms and sleeping separated on the fronts seats would make them both very cold.
But after many hours of struggle, Mathias managed to get some sleep and allow Niels to get some too.
They had to wake hours later, a little before Niels had to leave for work. They were a sleepy mess, and despite their shower of the last evening, Mathias was glad he wasn't the one going to work; he smelled like a dead corpse and probably tasted like one. The Norwegian slowly changed the bandages on his arms; yes, they had bled during the night, but not enough to have to return to the hospital.
Mathias felt like dying, but he still kept a slight smile on his lips as he looked up at Niels working on him. He was glad they were still together after all of this… he felt like it would have only be legit that Niels would have left him after the last night. Mathias had brought this on them, not able to hold back his own desires for Niels even if he knew his parents would act like pure retarded if they were ever caught.
Imagining his life now without Niels was breaking his heart. He was all he had now… if he could even say that.
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Even the simplest kiss was bringing Mathias to shiver. He didn't have words to say how happy he was that Niels was there with him. He had misjudged the man; he had thought of him being uncaring and unloving toward him for the rare times Mathias had gotten problems, but there, he couldn't have better.
They had to go into Copenhagen's downtown to have the cheapest places. They didn't have much money in the first place, not even enough for a decent size apartment. They had to look for simple rooms with only a toilet. They didn't have any furniture and they didn't have enough money to find an already furnished one.
They got really lucky. Despite the apartment being placed in one of the most rotten neighbour of Copenhagen, they found a quite decent size apartment in a basement of a quite big apartment building. There were two rooms and it wasn't so clean, but it was all they could afford for now and the landlord was ready to let them install in the instant. It wasn't the first time he had tenant needing a place to stay rapidly.
For the time Mathias was invalid, money would come slowly. The first thing they had planned to buy was certainly a bed, or maybe if they were lucky, they could fetch they hide-a-bed at the Dane's parents… though, Mathias knew that if they ever tried, either they would be chased or they would find it on the side of the road completely dismembered.
So, they were completely starting anew with very little money.
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Niels wasn't exactly worried. He had started in a similar spot in Oslo and he had a more crummy paying job then he now had. Mathias, whom he guessed was used to having things set up for him, looked worried. It was odd how Niels was now the comforting, but it did keep his mind off of Eirik whose place was now on the counter.
"You know my place back and Oslo actually looked worse than this when I first got it." he revealed in a rather bland voice. Dropping their stuff on the floor, Niels rummaged threw his bag for his traveling case. It was used back in Oslo on days that he would be whoring around for days on end and needed showers to keep the stench down, but it contained all the essentials, shampoo and the like. "Going to take a shower." he announced before entering the bathroom.
The hot water felt good on his cold limbs. Niels stayed underneath the shower head for a long time, not moving.
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Mathias didn't remember ever living in misery. He sure did when he was really young and was still a unique child, and it became worse when his brother came, and his second brother… but misery, looked through the eyes of a child isn't real misery. He would say he was in deep shit at the moment, but with the past events, he didn't know what to do. In Norway, he had to take care of himself for the first time in his life, and in the first year, he had taken things bad, almost wanting to go back in his mother's skirt. But he had gotten used to it and had finally really appreciated to be alone in his own stuff.
But now, they had plain nothing; no fridge, no oven, no chair, no table, no couch, no bed, no TV. Mathias had never lived like this. But it was far to be his first preoccupation.
Taking a blanket, the Dane dragged himself in the room that seemed to be the living room and sat on the floor near the high perched Window. He sighed, trying to find a comfortable position; he could rest on his arms, they would be completely useless for him during the next weeks.
And he let go.
Hiding his face in his knees, his breathe became uncontrollable, his lungs being contracted heretically as he hiccoughed and let the tears flow like rivers. He may have looked like a Mom's son or whatever, but damn, he had lost his entire family in 5 seconds. His father had tried to kill him, his own loving mother had turned her back on him to go along with her husband, and even his closest brother had looked at him like he was so cockroach he needed to squish. And his ex girlfriend was reproaching him to be too close minded and stuck in his religious universe… he should have stayed blinded by his family's expectations… nothing of this would have ever happen.
He sincerely started to regret.
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