Long time no see! I was on vacation/dealing with my finals. I will update more regularly now as long as you guys keep reading. We still have a ways to go on this things and I want to finish this in the next couple of months so I can upload another fond RP of mine and also finish another RP I started on here. So much to do! Anyways I hope you guys enjoy this chapter.

Mathias walked in the streets with his hands in his pocket while looking around. Many of these apartments and commercial buildings needed some work on them; broken windows, moisture, broken walls, gratifies… but none of these people were normally willing to hire a carpenter for a high price. Though, knowing he didn't have his Carpenter papers, he could simply go to these places as a normal guy proposing his well-knowing in carpentry and propose his prices…

As he thought about it, he came across someone who, seconds later, turned around and called "Mathias?" The Dane slightly jolted and searched for the voice to come face to face with his ex-girlfriend.

"Anne?" he said in surprise as his heart made a loud painful thud in his chest; dear God, he didn't know she could get even more beautiful. "How are ye?" he asked her, completely turning around to face her and gave her a gentle smile.

"Perfect, and you?" she asked back, looking up and down at the Dane. He didn't look that great in fact. He sighed and kept a gentle smirk. They spoke for a moment, telling each other what had happened in their lives while they were apart. Their separation had been a little bit violent in fact and it was a miracle they could still speak with each other without having some remorse, especially on Mathias' side. The woman was the one who had forced the Dane to open himself and try new experiences, forced him to see the world. She had encouraged him to finish his studies and head for university, because she thought he had the potential and she wasn't willing to stay with a narrow minded man.

"I'm happy you're fine," she said, "But, why are you back from Norway?" she asked, a bit taken aback. He avoided telling her about his parents, but especially about Niels. It was like avoiding all this was giving him another chance with her. He wasn't the one who had left her in the first place and he hadn't been willing to give up on her until his second year in Norway, when he had noticed he couldn't go anywhere with university. He had been there for her, to prove her he could become someone, he could become a good man for her and had failed… though, she seemed pleased by his efforts.

"Got problems… but it's ok now, I just need to find a job-" he started but rapidly got cut, "Mathias, do you have money problems?" she asked, grabbing his arm. She subtly hissed in pain as she squeezed on his stitches and slightly frowned, "Why d'ye think that?" he whispered, staring back at her. She clearly looked up and down at him and made a sign of the head. He looked a bit messy in fact.

"You're living in downtown now, right?" she asked, looking around. Mathias slowly nodded as she pulled her purse out and grabbed some kroner she handed the Dane, "Take those," she said, shaking the money.

"No," Mathias breathed, looking down at what seemed like near a hundred kroner, "Yer mad or w-"

"Take them I say… Mathias, you paid me enough things while we were together, this is nothing. Take them."

Slowly, he reached for the money and counted them… got, it was a bit higher than what he had thought in fact, "Ye rich bitch," he joked and she puffed a giggle. She rapidly leaned for a peck on the cheek, "I'm in a hurry, bye Mathias," she said and rapidly jogged away. He stood there for a long while and rapidly hid the money to get back home, forgetting about his job researching.

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It was after work and Niels was standing in the shadow of a building as held his cell phone in sweaty hands and the number Thomas had given him in the other hands. His heart was beating fast and Niels felt so sick to his stomach he couldn't even bother to dial the number. But they needed the money. The nagging pain in his stomach and the lack of a high proved that to him. This was just as much for Mathias as himself. So wouldn't sleeping with another man be worth it? Niels knew it was a job and in his book it wasn't technically cheating. But he knew Mathias would beg a differ and that made him want toss the number away and go home. But they needed the money... badly.

While talking to Thomas, he found out that he could easily make enough money to buy enough food for a week from this particular client. Why? Because Niels had a girlish face and body. Niels took offense to that statement and didn't see what was so effeminate about his looks. To him he looked like a male just like the next guy.

Taking a shaky breath, Niels dialed the number and sat there holding his breath listening to the rings. He still doubted Thomas' trustworthiness and was sure he'd find some old woman on the other end of the phone. When he heard a man's voice answer the phone, Niels felt a little more sure. "Um ya hi... my friend Thomas said you might... be willing to hire me for the night." he lost all strength in his voice.

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Gilbert was home alone in his usual dirt when he answered the phone, being busy watching some random TV show while drinking his certainly fifth or sixth beer of the evening.

"Thomas, huh? That bastard who stopped selling me my dope, right? Well, let me see," he said, plopping himself back in the couch. The last fuck he had gotten was, in fact, long ago with a Hungarian prostitute… Oh well, she wasn't one, but she sure did act like one, that bitch.

"Sounds good… Ye're a male, right?" he asked, not really sure with the strange accent he had. That man wasn't Dutch for sure, and he did really sound gay. "Ye take it, right? I mean, ye're bottom? 'cause I'm not into gettin' fucked…" Gilbert wasn't the type of man to accept something out of the proposition. He liked to work his games and have all the things he wanted before getting into it.

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Charming. Niels almost wanted to snap his phone shit and end the call. But he swallowed his pride and answered, "Ya I'm a guy and I bottom." Niels didn't have the deepest voice around, but Mathias' was barely even an octave lower than his. His voice was simply just soft. "Anyways where can we meet? I want to end this night somewhat early." He didn't want to stay up all night, as soon as he went home, Niels wanted to shower and curl up next to Mathias. The act had not even been committed and yet Niels already felt like a dirty cheater.

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"Wow babe, hope ye don't have too big projects for tonight, 'cause ye're commin' home," he said with a slightly drunken laugh. He told the man where he lived and near what he lived since the whore didn't seem to know where it was and hung up. He prepared his room, moving the stuff away and made thing comfortable for him. Well, he didn't know how he looked like, but the least he needed was a hole to fuck, and if it was attached to a beautiful body, it was even better. The German was normally into women, but when needed, he didn't dislike a feminine man. He would never go seek for a guy, a normal guy…

No, feminine men were alright… and sometimes, when they were willing to, Gilbert would make them wear girly outfits so he felt a bit less weird to fuck a man.

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Niels took a bus, following the directions. The house was no more than ten minutes away from his work, but put him farther away from. On the way there he text Mathias that he was offered a free drink and would be home in an hour and half tops. Every word the text he thought threw, making sure there was nothing that could be read between the lines. What Mathias wouldn't ever know wouldn't hurt him. This was a deal that Niels would take to his grave.

Walking up to the door, Niels noted this man was loaded in money. No wonder he was going to get paid well. The next day he really needed to give Thomas his thanks. Pushing the doorbell he waited silently. All ready his heart was beating quicker than he wanted. Right now, he could walk away go back to Mathias a good man and struggle with food and money for the next week. Sacrificing a relationship that Niels found himself happy with felt so wrong. But he wanted the food, Niels also wanted to see Mathias eating well as well. In some weird way, Niels could feel that Mathias was replacing Eirik's spot. He felt obligated in the same way towards Mathias as he had done for his brother. It was sick.

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Hearing the doorbell, Gilbert was agreeably surprised to see a very well feminine looking man in front of him when he opened the door. Though, slight surprise could be seen in the whore's eyes at his own sight and he cleared his throat in a short laughter as he stepped aside to let the man come in, "Yeah, people react like that when seeing my awesome self," he said when closing the door. It wasn't everyone that could come across an albino, though, Gilbert had no clue, and didn't want to know, that the prostitute he was hiring for the next hours had a late false albino brother.

Anyway, he rapidly leaded the man to his bedroom and showed him the bathroom, "Do yer stuff there, I'll be waiting for ye," he said, staring at the man disappearing behind the bathroom's door. He rapidly got rid of all his clothes, having taken care of his body hygiene before. He didn't care about the man for this, it was only for his self esteem he kept himself clean during sex. He wanted to give a good impression for the man would come back to him for further money fucks. Hey, he was the one paying for it but if the fuck was good and the prostitute had a good memory of him, he could be willing to propose Gilbert more often, and this one wasn't looking bad at all. In fact, he was a real beauty.

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Niels opened his bag and found the lube. Unfortunately his cocaine was still in Eirik's urn so he would be doing this utterly sober. Due to his earlier sex with Mathias, Niels was able to stretch and prepare himself fairly quickly. Already Niels was regretting his decision and sat there in some man's bathroom with his head in his hands. This wasn't a big deal, he had done this thousands of times. Niels would go home sober take a shower and Mathias would never know. He kept repeating that to himself as he exited the bathroom.

He saw the albino on the bed stretched out and waiting for Niels. Despite his duty and his relationship to Mathias, Niels still found the man hot. He had that look and cockiness that made him have sexiness that would not had been there otherwise. Sure this man wasn't naturally good looking like Mathias, but he did know how to lie in a bed and look like a god. Niels tried to not look, to not rape his eyes over the pale body that looked too good on dark sheets. Leaning on the bed, Niels tried to give him his best lustful stare, but it wasn't as good as the one he could wear when high.

"So... how do you want to do this?" Hurry up and get this done so I can go home, Niels thought to himself.

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The German looked at the prostitute come out of the bathroom and felt his mouth water. Oh, those beautiful slight curves of his. Gilbert didn't mind skinny males; it only made them look even more feminine. The man had a grace other males didn't have and it was turning him on even more. He made a little sign to the man to bring him closer; making him slowly crawl on the bed until he was found kneeled over Gilbert.

"Hi, I'm Gilbert, and ye?" he said with a cocky smile, looking up at the man as he let his hands wander on the whore's perfect hips, "And where d'ye come to have such a sexy accent?" he asked again with a slight chuckle.

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Gilbert. It was an odd name to his ears, but Niels figured that he wouldn't forget the name. "Niels..." he breathed as silky as he could muster, feeling the man's hands trace the curve of his ass. "I must say you're the first man to like my accent." Niels said in a pouty voice as he traced his nails over the man's chest. God he wanted to rip his tongue out for speaking in such a way. But he was selling himself and Niels knew very well that his grumpy cool self was not sell-able. "I'm from Norway. Just arrived in this country and who would have thought I would have found such a sexy man to play with?" he babbled as his hand grazed down to the man's silvery pubes. The sad thing of the situation was that he half believed the words.

"Are you German?" Niels asked innocently as he began to play with the hardening cock.

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Gilbert silently breathed in when he felt the Norwegian's little gentle finger play down on him. He gave him yet another cocky smile, "Ya, ye're good," he hotly whispered as he kept the soothing touches on the other male. Though, he wasn't really willing to touch him in other ways than this. He knew he had already prepared himself since most of the male prostitutes he had slept with didn't like to be stretched by a stranger and well… since he basically wasn't into males, he didn't want to touch his cock.

Hey, he was still paying for that, hewanted pleasure after all and the other man wanted money. He was giving.

The German took the condom he had put on his night table and brought it to the Norwegian's mouth for he bit on the edge while Gilbert pulled on the plastic envelope to sensually rip it open. Niels rapidly grabbed the German's cock and pumped it a bit to make him fully hard and the man didn't way to unroll the rubber on his erection. He was certain this man was full of… things he certainly didn't know the name of.

He was a whore after all… those people weren't clean.

"Ready for a ride boy?" he mocked as he firmly grabbed Niels' hips.

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Niels let out a shaky breath, losing grip on his role as a prostitute. Technically he could still back out now and he wouldn't have cheated on Mathias. But... Niels wasn't a good enough person. Sinking onto the cock, Niels shut his eyes, trying to imagine Gilbert away. The man beneath him was Mathias, not some random German. He let his hands slide down the man's chest, but he could already feel the difference. Gilbert was thinner than Mathias and more ripped. Even his ass could feel the slight different in sizes...

But he bit back the difference and kept the Dane in his mind as he started a slow sensual and teasing pace. Some clients loved to be toyed with and he was sure that if he did this for a little while, Gilbert would get frustrated and flip Niels over for a quick hard fuck. It would be over quicker and he could go home to Mathias. That was his master plan and dear god he wanted this to be done with and have the money in his hands.

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Oh, that tease bitch. But if he wanted to play like this, Gilbert wasn't against it. He looked utterly sexy anyway, at least, he had the view. Though, with his eyes closed like this, it was almost like he didn't like it and the German wasn't exactly pleased about that, "Hey babe, if ye're gonna work for me, the least ye can do is look at me," he said while stretching a hand up to gently stroke the man's forehead with the tip of his fingers before grabbing back his hips and trying to push him down a tad further. He wasn't surprised the man wasn't as tight as he looked like. It was his job after all to have plenty of cock down his ass.

Gilbert gently stroked the man's sides, looking up at his still closed eyes and sighed. Well, at least he looked very hot like this biting on his lower lip as he let out some soft moans. And, to say the least, Gilbert had been surprised to see the male come out of the bathroom with normal looking eyes, he was waiting for blood injected ones or very dilated ones, like he would have snorted some coke or something… but no, he looked sober…

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Imagining Mathias wasn't working so he decided to look down at Prussia between heavy lidded eyes. Gilbert looked completely comfortable with the slow grueling pace. Niels only received a nudge to go deeper which made him feel extremely disappointed. Realizing that Gilbert wasn't his average client, Niels started a better pace that he knew would feel good. His slipped almost all the way shut so Gilbert became blurred and his bangs slipped in front of his eyes. Niels let out a few key moans, but to say the least he wasn't too thrilled about have sex.

Everything he did was half hearted, but at least he was able to move his hips in a professional and yet good way. Leaning back Niels tried another angle that would no doubt feel tighter for Gilbert. When he heard the German make a satisfied sound, it encouraged Niels to move at a harder and quicker pace. Why couldn't Gilbert be a desperate 30 something virgin, buying a whore so they didn't die without getting laid first? This man probably didn't even need to buy Niels. He probably could easily pick up anyone at a local bar.

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"Oh, oh yeah babe," he whispered, looking at the new angle Niels had moved in. Damn, he was extremely sexy like this. He sure didn't mind about the other male's pleasure in this action, but normally, when he was hiring a male prostitute, despite the duty, they still were aroused, but not Niels. Or well, he wasn't fully since his limp erecting was bouncing along with his hips movements.

It was simply a weird fact that made him smirk. It wasn't funny, Niels wasn't having fun in the action, but it was hisproblem, he had simply not made the greatest career choice.

But still, leaning his head back a moment to let slip a low pleased moan, Gilbert looked back at the man and asked "Are ye distracted babe?"

He sure looked like someone who was thinking about something, "D'ye have a boyfriend darlin'?" he asked out of nowhere. He was certain it wasn't the case and he would think very awkward if it were… but it certainly couldn't. Whores couldn't really be willing to have a significant other while they would be walking the streets for sex with other people… it was ridiculous and he didn't even know why he had asked this. Well, maybe because the man did look clean and was really beautiful; he guessed guys like Niels couldn't be single.

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The question made Niels seize on top of Gilbert. Swallowing thickly, Niels scrunched up his face trying to not let the words sting too much. "No." he answered coldly before rolling his hips and going back to work. Why did that man ask that question, could he read his mind? Did he look guilty? With each thrust of his hips Niels wanted to run away and go sobbing into Mathias' arms. Crying? Niels almost rolled his eyes at the notion of him doing something so gay.

"No more questions, babe. Just sit back and enjoy yourself." Niels said in a strained voice.

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Gilbert let out a slight relieved sigh and fully dropped himself backward with a low pleasure grunt, "What a shame; such a gorgeous babe like ye…" he said, slightly giggling, until Niels impaled himself faster on the German who couldn't even formulate straight thoughts anymore. Damn, Gilbert had been so lonely in the last few months, he was way too glad to have such a beautiful company with him at the moment…

He almost didn't want him to leave ever.

"Hey babe… If I pay ye enough, would ye like… stay here longer? Not that I feel lonely or anythin', I have tons of other babes I see all the time, but just sayin' so ye can be part of my collection…?" he asked, trying not to look desperate. Hey, if he were to provide money and food to the man, why would he go see somewhere else? Having a regular sex with such a beauty… Gilbert would never say no.

Seconds later, Niels' phone vibrated with a little sound, saying he had received a text. Mathias was replying 'have a good time 3 I found money'.

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Niels couldn't see the phone but he heard it. The sound made his heart thud loudly. Was Mathias asking where he was? He hadn't been gone too long right? No, by Niels' calculations if he wasn't here riding this Gilbert guy, he would just be arriving home. More money had been offered, but Niels wasn't sure if he would be willing to. His head was pounding with his pulse as he was sure that Gilbert could hear it. But he kept riding the man, trying to enjoy himself and get Mathias out of his head while he weighed his options.

"I... can't stay for too long. But I can stay an hour or two." Niels finally said at long last. After finishing with Gilbert, he could text Mathias telling him he would just be 30 minutes later. Not a big deal, Mathias would understand and would probably go to sleep and not wait for him. It'd be then so easy to slip inside and take a long shower, cleaning himself of any trace of Gilbert. It was a flawless plan but god it made Niels feel sick.

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The German nodded, still a bit disappointed. Couldn't stay long? Oh well, he maybe had other guy to get a fuck with for money and stuff like that, stuff that prostitutes did. Well, Gilbert was no expert and he clearly didn't want to. He would prefer one single fuck with a stable girlfriend over thousands with a prostitute. But life didn't like the man and it seemed ladies didn't either.

Gilbert looked at Niels with slightly flushed cheeks and down at the view he had of the Norwegian's ass being impaled by his pale erection; he looked different than the other prostitutes he had fucked in fact, it was funny, "Ye're clean… it's nice," he said, moving a hand inside the other male's thigh.

At home, Mathias waited for his lover's reply during a little less than twenty minutes before giving up and jumped in the shower, this time, making sure to remove his bandages and to cover his arms with plastic bags. He suppose Niels was having a good time at some random bar around with his co-worker. It was leaving a bitter taste in the back of Mathias' throat. He thought the Norwegian didn't like crowded places… the reason why the Dane wasn't taking him in club and bars anymore. He didn't like that… He tried to convince himself to not be jealous in any sort, but he couldn't. He felt slightly betrayed for no real reasons. Niels could have his friends and his own side life too…

But Mathias could simply not convince himself of this.

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Niels walked home after spending an hour after sex with Gilbert. The German offered him several beers that Niels took gratefully. At least if the off chance Mathias was still awake he would taste like alcohol if kissed. But, that was over shadowed by the fact that Mathias had texted him he had found money. It made Niels' whole night seem pointless... and in the end Niels believed he just cheated on Mathias for money. Niels with all of faults never thought of himself as a horrible person, but instead a calm and collected person. He always thought threw with his actions, so when Mathias sent him that text, Niels felt a blow to his pride and his gut. Simply put, he ignored Mathias' text because he was disgusted with himself.

But before heading home, Niels found a 24/7 market and bought a few food items. Niels would lie and say that he convinced his boss to pay him the money he had already worked for. Even though the amount he came back with from Gilbert's was more than what Niels could have made at his job. If Mathias was awake, he would grin and say well at least this way they could buy a microwave and a mini fridge.

Descending the stairs, Niels felt like running away and never showing his face again. He stood for a few minutes outside their door. Inside there was movement and sound. Mathias hadn't gone to sleep like he hoped. It was just past mid night and the man didn't have an early morning job, but still.. Taking a deep breath, he swung their door open.

"You're still up?" he asked casually before walking over and placing the groceries on the counter.

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"Ya," Mathias replied sat on their temporary bed and trying to put a bandage on his left arm, "Ye're late…" he said as he kept concentrating on what he was doing and finally stood from his spot on the covers, naked, and walked to the counter where he stretched his arm for Niels to help him. He had correctly put the other on his right arm, but was completely failing at making the other one. He noticed the food the Norwegian had bought and smirked, but it disappeared as he looked up at the man with a slight worried and reproving look, "Ye could have sent me a message…" he almost whispered.

He had been scared in fact… Not that he believed Niels would be willing to cheat him or something, or maybe yes, but he was afraid about other guys wanting to get his boyfriend… he was so gorgeous…

With his free hand, he rummaged into the bad to collect jelly and bread again, oh, cereal bars, and opened one to hungrily bite into it. Worrying all evening had dug him a hole in the stomach.

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Niels sensing that Mathias had wondered where he was at, he tried to smooth things over. "Sorry babe." he pecked the man on the lips. "I was able to convince my boss to pay me for the days I've already work and finding a super market that was still open sort of consumed my thoughts." Which was a big lie, Gilbert had told him exactly where to find the market.

"I need to wash up. Give me a few minutes." he said almost fleeing the room. God wanted to scrub himself raw. Closing the door he tossed his dirtied clothes and stepped in under the hot water. The fact he had to sleep with some man sober was having its toll on Niels. He couldn't even look Mathias in the eye.

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Mathias stood in the kitchen for a moment. It was nice Niels had received and advanced pay from the work, and so, with the money they had gotten together they could buy some vital stuff they needed. Though, when it was coming to priorities, Mathias was far to be an expert… He would very certainly need Niels to tell him what to get them first and all.

Cocking an eyebrow, Mathias turned the head to the bathroom's door and sighed. It was nice; the Dane had noticed Niels didn't smell like smoke. He had thought his clothes would have absorbed the scent, but it seemed like no. And he was still surprised the man hadn't asked him where he had gotten the money… Mathias had no intention on telling him he had came across his ex-girlfriend with who he was almost going to get married and she had felt generous, it seemed, and had given him a huge amount of money. To Mathias' eyes, it was huge…

He would have to find a story to tell him if he ever came to ask him where he had found the money.

Mathias took a fruit in the bag and rapidly ate it before walking to their bed. But before he continue, he decided to walk to the bathroom's door instead and opened it to slip in and slip inside the shower right behind Niels. He gently enlaced the soapy man who tensed into his arms.

"Wow babe… calm down…" Mathias whispered into his ear.

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Niels almost jumped out of skin when he heard Mathias open the bathroom door. Berating himself for not locking the door, Niels stood stiffly as he felt Mathias climb in their small shower, wrapping his arms around him. "We just bandaged your arms..." Niels sighed heavily as he watched them become soaked by the water. But Niels didn't move to kick Mathias out of the shower.

He should have been happy to have the man wrap his arms around him. It had an opposite effect and Niels could only feel Gilbert touching him. Taking the soap in had he scrubbed away before turning to stare at Mathias. It wasn't that he needed visual conformation that it was the Dane, it was more of the fact that Niels wanted to keep his ass out of Mathias' hand. Without a doubt his hole was still loose from his session with Gilbert. What would he say if Mathias suddenly tried to get frisky? Oh that's from this morning? Well he could but he would be lying...

Reaching up for the shampoo Niels lathered his hair, showing Mathias that he was more interested in showering than anything sexual.

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Mathias had no real intention to get sexual in their over tiny shower, but he was surprised Niels didn't try anything. The Dane slightly laughed at his idiocy, looking at his bandages getting wet again. Oh well, it was worth it, only to be with Niels like this in the shower, "Ye had fun tonight?" he asked, trying not to look jealous or anything. They didn't need that in their situation…

The Dane wandered his hands on the Norwegian's soapy sides and hips, washing the soap leaking from his head away as he gently caressed his chest and brushed Niels' nipples with his fingers.

"Hope that Thomas didn't get too flirty on ye," he said and mentally smacked himself in the face for this.

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Niels chuckled lightly at the notion of Thomas trying anything on him. Mathias was jealous and over the wrong guy. Smiling as best as he could, Niels said in faked smile, "Thomas I think is homophobic, so you really don't have to worry. But yes I had a good time. Only drank a few beers. For the most part we watched a football game."

It all came out as Niels had perfectly practiced. He really hoped he wouldn't have this lie coming back to bite him in the ass. Niels imagined on pay day he would have to ask Thomas for a few drinks to make the lie a truthful one. When lying Niels usually told half truths, but this time it was a full out lie. Those were the most dangerous kind. One question and everything could come down around his ears.

"So what did you do today?" he asked trying to get Mathias off his day. Niels didn't even want to think about his day. "Did you find the money in a pocket of your coat?"

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It was a soothing feeling to know about Thomas probably being homophobic, though, he still wasn't sure about it. As long as he wouldn't see it from himself, he would always have some very bad suspicions about the man.

Though, when the questions backfired him, Mathias had to quickly find something to tell… but in the end, he thought that he maybe should say the real thing and maybe only change the reality a bit, "I went in town to check for future jobs when those will be healed," he said truthfully, showing his arms and returned to caress his lover, "And I came across an old friend who gave me back some old money I had gave him years ago."

He wasn't proud to hide his ex-girlfriend to Niels, but truth was that he had never really stopped to love that girl, and only reminding that he had just seen her was somewhat reviving a dying flame inside his chest. He would try the most he could to never come across her again… it would only cause trouble into his actual couple.

He giggled, looking away slightly shameful, "God, I could never find nearly 1500 kroner in my coat's pockets babe…"

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Niels felt even worse... 1500 kroner... Mathias had received more from his friend than he did from Gilbert. Putting on a strained smile, Niels answered, "We can some stuff for the house with that. You're lucky."

Rinsing his hair and body Niels wanted to find a dark corner and not move. It was hard to be a somewhat depressed person when you had a constantly sunshine and rainbows man at your side. He'd almost prefer Mathias to sobbing about his family life than keep looking at him with that smirk. Even though he knew that Mathias wasn't that simple, Niels still felt the same.

"I feel like going to sleep for a long time." Niels announced as he turned off the shower head.

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Mathias kindly smirked but couldn't help but notice the change in Niels' expression.

"Is somethin' the matter? Did I say somethin' wrong?" the Dane said, unsure while stepping out of the shower with Niels. He grabbed a towel and rapidly dried himself back before removing his bandages and gently sponged his stitches with the towel. After that, Mathias dropped his towel on the floor and gently stepped closer to the Norwegian to grab his chin and pull his face up, gently caressing his cheek, "Hey," he whispered with a cocky grin, "Don't be upset babe… everythin' will be alright soon, I promise… My arms are almost healed and I will be able to get back to work soon… I just need to find somethin', but I'll do, I swear!"

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Niels felt guilt when he realized that Mathias was taking Niels' somber mood on himself. He wasn't one to console people. Niels felt deep inside that he wanted to wrap his arms around Mathias and kiss him until he realized that he hadn't done anything wrong... or something rather. But Niels wasn't the type, instead he took one of Mathias' hands and kissed the back of his knuckles before saying in a serious tone, "I believe you." No he wasn't going to deny that he hadn't thought those thoughts even though he hadn't. It was better just to end the night like this.

"Come on let's get some new bandages on you and call it a night. I want to pick up a fridge and microwave before work."

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And that was just what they did; Niels put new bandages on Mathias's arms and they went to bed. The Dane felt particularly affectionate that night and he spooned his lover most of the night, snuggling and hiding his face into the man's neck and hair. He was feeling deeply relieved that he was making peace with the fact he would see his family for a long long time. He could sooth himself with many thoughts in fact… he had realised lately how Niels needed him just as much as he needed the Norwegian. Or well, his lover needed him more than he thought.

Being depressed leaded to nothing in the end, and Mathias needed to keep walking forward despite the obstacles.

The next day, just like planned, after eating, they went to the furniture store and looked for a cheap but good microwave and fridge. They ended up taking a fridge a little bit smaller than the conventional ones, which would be delivered the next day. They took the microwave back home and went out for a walk around the downtown until Niels had to go work.

They had some money left, and Mathias handed it to Niels, "There," he said as they walked hand in hand on the sidewalk, "Ye prolly more responsible than me with that…" He giggled, knowing just how he would want to spend the remaining which was still enough for a modest grocery. He would certainly go spend in to beer or something… it wasn't a good idea to give Mathias money for too long.

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It was true that Niels was handle all of their money, but it wasn't necessarily because he didn't trust Mathias or that Niels was anymore responsible. It was more on the fact Niels was so used to handling all money affairs. Once feeling the money in his hands, Niels almost thought out loud, 'I can buy a lot of cocaine with this' but refrained from speaking. Standing on the tip of his toes, Niels pecked Mathias on the lips lightly only to deepen the kiss.

They were in public and he was most certain that Thomas was somewhere glaring at them in disgust, hell Niels usually didn't do these type of things. But after Gilbert and all of last night, he just wanted to taste one more kiss from Mathias. It was like trying to wash away the bitterness of guilt with something sweet. It was still there, but it became forgettable.

Pulling back only enough so Niels didn't have his tongue down the back of Mathias throat, Niels said in a soft voice, "See you tonight." Oh he planned on seeing Mathias, but Niels wanted to go and pick up some of that cocaine he had been fantasizing about since about thirty seconds ago when Mathias placed the money in his hands. Saying good bye, Niels left Mathias and entered the work building.

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The second Niels entered their cubicle, Thomas was already sat at his desk waiting for the man to get in before putting his headphones on, "Hope you feel guilty. I mean; had a great night with Gilbert yesterday?" he asked with a mocking smirk while putting his headphones around his neck.

He wasn't mad against the Norwegian or nothing, he just loved to pick on him, knowing that he had been in some sortcheating his boyfriend the last night; if he had enough balls to actually call the weird albino and do anything with him.

"Did he make you wear some cute dresses or something?" the Dutch asked, crossing his arms and leaning in his chair. He was simply having too much pleasure making fun of Niels. Gays were fun to make fun of. And he had to keep telling them he had nothing against them as long as they didn't fall for him…

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"No." Niels answered disinterested in Thomas completely. He knew he was being teased and if this Dutch thought he would be easily galled into reacting, he would find out he was wrong. Turning on his computer, Niels answered smoothly, "Gilbert and I didn't do anything out of the ordinary, so you can stop fantasizing about me in a outfit."

Thomas was really hard to read. At times, Niels thought the man was fine with homosexuals, but other times he wasn't so sure. Niels did like Thomas at times, but he often felt like he was on egg shells with the man. So he tried to keep his distance, but Thomas with his passive aggressive personality always kept invading Niels' bubble. "I'm thinking about going to that dance school after work. I have a little extra money. You wanna come?"

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Before putting on his headphones, Thomas slightly frowned, "Wanna dance uh?" he coldly joked and shrugged, "Yeah, why not… In fact, you better let me speak with him if you want a low price…" Thomas said before isolating himself with his headphone and slightly shivered. He didn't want to do that for Niels in fact, but if he were to go give the Spaniard a visit, he would take some provisions and keep his weird relationwith him to keep his low fees.

"Seems like Gilbert paid you well," he said as he turned back to his computer and answered an entering call.

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Not wanting to really respond, Niels turned to his own computer and waited for calls. For the rest of work, he answered the calls without muttering a word to Thomas. There was a strong guilt in his stomach that he couldn't shake off and Thomas wasn't making it any better. Niels didn't plan ever seeing Gilbert again. He had the money he needed to get through the week and with this job his life would be stable. Even if Mathias didn't get a job. But, Niels wished to go back to school and having this full time job made that pretty tough.

When work finished, Niels texted Mathias saying that once again he would be a tad late but would be back fairly soon.

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When they were finished with work, Thomas and Niels left the building. The Dance school wasn't that far from the job, and so they aimed for their destination in a slow pace. The Dutch lighted himself a cigarette and had finished by the time they reached the place.

"Ok, whatever happens in there, the moment I hear you laugh, we leave," he warned, crashing his cigarette on the ground. Shortly sighing, Thomas leaded the way in. They had to go up a long staircase before pushing another wooded door. The Dutch man knew that at this hour the Spaniard would be there and that he would be alone.

"Antonio?" he called, seeing the big mirrored room was empty.

"Amor, is that you?" a voice echoed in the room before a dark tanned man with black hair and green eyes appeared in the corner of the room, exiting another little room there. He flashed a wide smile to the Dutch and rapidly crossed the room the almost jump into Thomas arms, "Was about time you come to see me, mi amor, I was wondering what was happening with you…" Antonio said in a hurt voice.

Subtly, Thomas gave a dark took to Niels and gently shoved the Spaniard away before their lips met in a short kiss. Automatically, Thomas's cheeks turned red and he embarrassedly coughed when the Spaniard stepped back.

"Yeah well, we came for your stuff…" he said, showing Niels that had been forgotten. The Spaniard widely smiled at Niels and leaned to grab his cheeks, "Dio! What a cute boy! You're not cheating me with him, are you?" he asked, throwing a dark look to the Dutch. Thomas lifted his hands in the air defensively, "Just as much as you," he simply said, avoiding looking at the Norwegian.

"Oh well, follow me," the Spaniard said, leading the way to his office.

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Confused at what Niels had just seen, he decided to keep his mouth shit. Even though there was a huge urge to ask Thomas if he was gay. One of the good things about Niels was he knew went to stay quiet. But as soon as they left the place, he would no doubt ask his question. It almost made him smug the way that this Antonio clung and tried to love on on Thomas. The Dutch acted like a bristled cat being forced to take a bath.

Seeing the office, Niels' eyes almost went wide at the large stock of multiple drugs. His head almost went dizzy, his body developing a sweat as he eyed it all. Niels wanted to let go and just ingest and sample all of it. Swallowing thickly, Niels tried to look normal, but he knew he looked pale. "This is quite... the collection." he added cautiously. The money in his pocket felt heavy and was starting to burn a hole. In the back of his head, he wondered if he could spend all the money and visit Gilbert again for quick cash. Mathias would never know right?

Of course... Niels didn't know where he would stash his huge collection...

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Thomas was always sweating nervously when they stepped in the office. Dear God, he disliked being around Antonio so much, it was almost making him feel sick each times. But damn it, he was ready to do almostanything for his low prices. His heart was always beating dangerously rapidly. Those gays damn it…

But well, he could at least have access to his low priced pot. He simply told the man what he wanted, the usual, and Antonio made just as requested, hiding the whole stuff in a little paper bag and approached dangerously close to Thomas to wrap his arms around the man's strong neck and make their lips gently collide, not caring about the new guest around. Again, Thomas' face turned red as he slightly froze, and one could see their tongue swirl with each other before Antonio slowly moved the head back to whisper loudly enough for Niels to hear, "You know you can have this for free if you follow me in my room, sí?"

Keeping his composure and even giving the other man a cocky smirk, the Dutch gently stroked the littler man's sides, "Not before marriage, Antonio, you know that…" he simply said before grabbing his bag and giving the Spaniard his money. The Spaniard giggled while passing a hand in his dark hair and turned to Niels, showing his stock, "What do you want my boy? All of this is really good quality, I assure you," the man said, grabbing some random packet and waving it in front of the Norwegian.

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Niels scrunched up his nose at the bag of pot. "Sorry... that's... not exactly my flavor." he stated simply before heading towards a stack of white packets. Without picking any of them up, Niels scanned his eyes over each packet, trying to figure if any of it was laced with baking powder or sugar. Niels hated when sellers tried to rip him off. But, from his eyes, he couldn't pick anything up. It looked like high quality, better stuff than Berwald's by and landslide and probably even more so than Christoffer's.

Digging into his pockets, Niels counted out seven big bills. "How much can I buy with this?" he asked coolly. Niels was only leaving him and Mathias a couple kroner for food. But he decided he would give Gilbert another visit the next night. It'd be fine, and Mathias would never know the difference for they had food at home. Enough to last them another two days easy. His heart began to pound heavily, knowing that he was picking drugs over Mathias.

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Antonio peered at the Dutch man who shrugged and he handed two little packets to the Norwegian, "This might do," he said, giving the drug to the other man and grabbing the money to count, "Perfect," and put it into a drawer of his desk. He shooed the two men out of his room and closed it lock before rapidly accompanying them at the door.

"You better be back before next week you smart ass," Antonio said at the Dutch in a dirty teasing voice before pulling him back into a hot kiss. They wetly parted and Thomas rapidly pulled Niels out of the place, rapidly descended the stairs and silently sighed when they were out.

To his own despair, the way to their own places was the same. He simply hoped the Norwegian wouldn't have thought anything weird about the previous minutes… if he were lucky.

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Niels was trying to not think about what he had done on the way to the bus stop. At that moment he felt like the scum of the world, so it didn't occur to him to ask about Antonio until they were sitting on a cold bench waiting for their respected buses. "I thought... you were straight." Niels asked simply. As soon as the words left his mouth, they drifted back to the cocaine in his bag. God he wanted to find an ally real fast and take some. It would help him get Mathias and Gilbert off his mind.

But seeing how it was late and not a soul around not even a car around he took out a dollar bill and roll it up and opened his bag to unzip one of his purchases. Bending over, Niels snorted an unhealthy amount. Feeling the sting of substance in his nose, Niels let out a choked sigh. Instantly he felt relief. "Sorry just couldn't help myself. Not like anyone is around anyways."

Wiping off the bill on the bench, he stuffed it back into his pants, and looked slyly at Niels. Not in the lustful way that he often gave Mathias when high. Now that his veins were pumping feel good feelings into his system, Niels simply felt more social. "Really what is your status. I can keep secrets."

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Thomas felt almost rageful at the man's remark. The only thing that escaped his lips was a spat "I am straight," and he sighed, looking at Niels snort his coke. What an eager child… the Dutch couldn't even believe that this man would come back home and get into his gay boyfriend's arms and do gay stuff without him realising his gay boyfriend was high on coke.

But he seemed to insist. Feeling blood boil in his veins, he rapidly wiped his mouth, remembering just how the Spaniard had forced them to kiss and all.

"He's playing sick games with me, and if I let him do, I get low prices. But I'm not gay!" he insisted, giving the high Norwegian a dead serious look, "He disgusts me, really… I love women, well, girls. Not men."

He feared that insisting like this; the Norwegian would really believe he was simply hiding his homosexuality, which he truly wasn't. The other man's bus soon arrived and Thomas felt relieved to get rid of this high annoyance.

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Niels waved Thomas to simmer down, not really caring that his words had angered him. Niels didn't really fully believe Thomas, but he didn't care enough to say a word. "See you tomorrow." he said blandly as his bus arrived. Slipping in a seat in the back, Niels typed, 'I'm on my way home babe'. Niels quirked an eye brow at his usage of babe. God he must have been higher than he took into count. Stretching, Niels leaned into the window, watching the lights of cars and lamps hypnotically.

He really did feel bad about what he just did, the drugs couldn't cover it up. Worst of all, it didn't let him fully forget Gilbert. Once in awhile, he could see the man's unnatural white skin underneath him and those pale, red eyes and smirking mouth. Swallowing thickly, Niels wanted to kick himself for thinking of a client in such a way. Under cocaine, his body and mind were more than willing to have some fun in the sack with Gilbert. It didn't surprise Niels. Many times he had found people attractive when under the influence when sober he wouldn't have looked their way. But what scared him was how little he was thinking of Mathias.

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Mathias had been looking around town again that day for a possible job, and just like he had been hoping to come across his ex-girlfriend again, he had came back home without having seen her. Well, it wasn't like he would see her everyday just by walking into the streets… It was like he wished to speak with her a little more, maybe to explain them and stuff like that, he didn't know. But sure, he felt a tad bad to wish for that; it was like he was mentally cheating on Niels.

His arms were slowly healing and he was pretty sure that the day he would go back to the hospital to have his stitches removed, he would be ready to go back to work.

By the time Mathias grabbed his phone to check the text he had receive while he was taking a shower, Niels was stepping inside the apartment. Naked and slightly dripping on the kitchen's floor, the Dane looked at his lover and gave him a beaming smile, "Hey," he exclaimed, dropping his phone on the counter to step closer to the man and grab his hands and pull him closer.

"How was yer day?" he asked in a low sensual voice as he leaned to kiss the man's forehead and grabbed his head to massage his scalp and neck. He had noticed that recently the Norwegian was often coming back late from work, like he always had something to do right after, "What's keepin' ye always away, babe?" he asked. He then turned the man around to make him lean on the counter and pressed his back with the tip of his fingers like he often did. Random massages were the bests, and Mathias just knew how Niels liked them especially after hard work… which he didn't do anymore, but still.

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Sliding his eyes shut, Niels almost forgot to answer Mathias' question. "Found out Thomas isn't half as bad as he seems. It's nice to chat after work." Grabbing the hand in his hair, Niels brought it to his lips to kiss the man's knuckles and palm. "Why? Did you miss me?" he said a little sultry. He knew that Mathias was starting to wonder why he had came home late twice in a row, and tomorrow he would commit a third one in a row. But he had to do what was right, even though it was despicably wrong. Niels had made another bad choice which was going to lead to an even worse choice. But as soon as they had steady cash and Mathias had his own job, there would be no more Gilbert.

And god nothing could beat cocaine with a side of Mathias' massages. Niels hissed when his thumb found that particular knot he was starting to develop from sitting at a desk all day. There was nothing that Niels would trade for this treatment. Knowing that he was putting their relationship at risk with Gilbert was enough to bring a sour taste to his mouth.

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Oh, Mathias couldn't help but sincerely feel a bit jealous. He didn't like it, but still… he tried to believe in Niels and trust him, but after those weeks of worrying for him if he were to come back safe from his night wandering in the streets, a bit high and searching for a man to have a fuck with for money, Mathias had problems to put his trust into the man. He still seemed to have proved he wanted to get a better life style and hadn't went whoring since the day before Eirik got murdered, or well, that was what Mathias was thinking. And he seemed to have completely dropped cocaine, which was another good point…

Though, he was so beautiful… not only beautiful, but Niels had some kind of a sexual appeal into him that could light any gay guy around. This ass was simply so fuckable… and it had experience.

"I sure missed ye, babe," the Dane said as he pressed on a hard knot on the man's back and finally made long and big movement from his lower back to his shoulders and neck. The more he massaged him, the more he lifted his shirt to reveal his entire back. He leaned to put a kiss right above his exposed butt crack and licked him all the way up to the base of his hair.

"What 'bout ye?"

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Niels had bite his lips to not let out a moan when he felt Mathias, wet tongue lick up the curve of his back. With eyes closed tightly, Niels felt his body becoming feverish. "I'd... say yes if you keep doing that." he said after a moment, trying to give Mathias come cheek. God it was so easy to turn him on when he was high, just from the light touches and kisses Niels was feeling himself go taught. Smirking darkly, Niels grabbed Mathias' arm and lead his hand to his groin. "But if you need confirmation, there it is."

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Feeling Niels' hard-on was turning him on, madly. Mathias felt like they hadn't have sex for days even if it clearly wasn't the case. Though, they clearly had a bipolar relation which was getting the Dane confused with time and believe he was the problem in this relation. Some days, Niels showed up like this; very horny and sexual. And other days, he showed a bit more reserved, which was just as attractive, if not more, since Mathias had to work his way on the man to win him and get him down to bed.

But either way, as he would always think, he liked it. He still preferred the more reserved side of Niels, but wished he could open more often and speak to him about his darkest sides and thoughts. But well, he was a mysterious man.

But not now.

The Dane expulsed a hot breath into Niels' ear as he grabbed his groin and massaged it through the fabric of his pants. He snaked his other hand under the Norwegian's shirt to brush his fingers on his stomach and chest, reaching one nipple to roll it between his fingers. His other hand unbuttoned the littler man's pants and pushed them down under his ass. He then pressed his own erection against his ass and slowly rubbed it there as his hand played with Niels' sack for a moment before grabbing his erection and slowly pump it.

Mathias kept the man bend over the counter with his ass against his crotch. He enveloped him with his nude and slightly dripping body.

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Letting out a sigh, Niels gladly let Mathias bend him over. He could gladly say that he could trade one of Mathias' massages for being bent over and his erection pumped. Humming in approval, Niels brushed his ass against Mathias' nude body. Oh most likely this would be rough sex devoid of any love making, when high, Niels didn't mind, he almost relished the thought.

Feeling Mathias' lips on his skin, Niels leaned into him like a cat. Oh, Niels knew that he played the man with his hot and cold sides. It probably confused him and drove him nuts. But if Mathias knew that Niels was abusing, it would all make sense. How he could ever date someone so oblivious was beyond him. But at the same time, it was sweet. People like Thomas who knew all about people like Niels did not treat him as if he was special or even a good person. Niels was belittled and had to put up with their snarky comments. So when Mathias treated him with respect, even if it were due to his naivety, Niels could only find himself liking the man more and more.

His body felt like it would explode from Mathias' touches, and the wetness of Mathias' body pressed to his. So, carefully, Niels opened his bag that sat lazily on the counter. Ever so cautiously he rummaged finding his own personal lube. He knew it was too dark Mathias to get any clear view of his bag and that he was too busy kissing the curve of his ass to see, so Niels didn't feel nervous. Rezipping the bag back up he reached behind his and dangled the bottle in front of Mathias' face.

"I say we christen the kitchen."

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Not even taking time to wonder where Niels had taken the bottle of lube, Mathias eagerly snatched it from the man's hand and poured some on his fingers before snaking his fingers down the Norwegian's backside to tease his hole as he usually did and was finally forced to slip one finger in with one impatient movement of Niels' ass. He returned to caress the man's frontal body, stroking his nipples and down to his stomach to finally continue to pump his precum dripping erection.

Christen the kitchen sounded like a really sexual idea… and indeed it was. Only thinking about it was making the Dane's mouth water and body heating.

And God, he was happy they didn't need any more condoms.

Mathias got rid of Niels' shirt by pulling it over his head and made him remove his pants and underwear by slipping them all the way down his legs before making him lift his ass in the air by lying on the counter. He parted his buttocks even more with one hand and used two fingers to penetrate him a bit more eagerly, looking down at his job. Damn, his erection was getting painful…

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Impatient, Niels sucked on one of his fingers before reaching back and adding one of his fingers to his hole. He could feel the cramped room and Mathias' own fingers working and sliding. Niels smiled filthy out of the pure joy he received from his actions. The anticipation to have Mathias drilling into his ass made him tremble. In hopes that Mathias would hurry up, Niels began to shamelessly moan and push his hips towards the Dane. Feeling the thrusting hand pick up the pace, Niels moved his own finger to the mix, driving himself nuts.

Withdrawing his hand Niels swatted Mathias' away. He sighed lightly only to hiss when he felt Mathias brush his cock playfully against him. Slapping the counter top loudly, Niels looked over his shoulder to see Mathias began kissing his back. Niels had wanted to give him a cold look but at least he heard the lubes top being popped off.

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Damn it, Mathias thought he had been very lustful for the Norwegian, but Niels was a hundred times worse than him. Adding more lube on the littler man's hole and on his own length, the Dane positioned himself the best he could in the position they were and pushed in, or well, was forced forward by Niels pulling on him in any way he could. They both moaned in relief and Mathias settled a hard and deep pace the Norwegian seemed to claim for.

He was so hot God damn it. Niels was way too hot. Mathias leaned forward and grabbed the man's chin to turn his head around and mess their lips and tongues together in a wet lazy way before giving the man a lustful look, though, the bigger man couldn't unnoticed Niels' absent and avoiding look. He had the same when he was high on coke… the exact same…

But it couldn't be possible anyway. Mathias suppose it was the excitement that caused him to look this way.

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Niels remembered that he was high just in time to look the other way. No doubt Mathias would be able to connect the dots if he saw his eyes up that close. That scared him, but he knew it was inevitable that Mathias would one day find out. But their condition before Eirik's death was for him to stop working the streets, which he now had violated with Gilbert. Mathias had not mentioned drugs.

All thoughts melted away when he felt Mathias pound into at the perfect angle. Letting out a cry of pleasure, Niels tried to grip for anything he could find, but the counter was smooth. It felt so good to have Mathias back inside of him. Gilbert hadn't felt even a fraction as good as Mathias. Even though sexually Mathias and he were just at the beginning of things, Mathias seemed to have a really good idea of what he wanted at all times.

Spreading his legs further apart and lifting up onto his toes, Niels desperately huffed with shorten breath, "Stroke me." he wiggled his ass into Mathias' groin trying to encourage him.

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Just with those little two words, Mathias could have cum right away; damn it he loved when Niels told him what he wanted… And acting so sexily, he couldn't simply say no to his order.

One of the Dane's hand went to rub the Norwegian's back up and down, pressing on his muscles to massage him while he leaned to wrap his fingers around his erection and pumped it while he continue to trust hard and deep into the man. It felt so damn good. There was so much lube that it was making a loud wet plopping sound each times Mathias' hips were slamming against the lied man's round ass.

What Mathias didn't know was that cocaine was causing every of his touched on the Norwegian to echo in his body like he was touched by ten men at the same time. But this, the Dane wouldn't know… he was way to naïve to acknowledge that Niels was actually high on a drug he should have stopped to take right after he had left prostitution. Or well, he simply didn't want to believe Niels could still be taking it… he wanted to believe in the man he was actually fucking… and deeply liking, certainly more than just that…

Mathias finally wrapped his stroking arms around the man's waist to roll one of his nipples between his fingers while he kept pumping his as fast as he could with the trusts.

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Usually it was really hard for Niels to cum when on cocaine. However, from the stroking and powerful thrusts and that wondering hand, Niels couldn't help but twist and wither. He wouldn't last very long, his body was too sensitive to all of Mathias' touch that Niels was going mad. Soon, all he could do was collapse on the counter, his mouth open as he panted and moaned in submission. His body rocked into the counter painfully and Niels almost drooled when he felt sneak a hand just behind his ball sack.

His head was pounding, and his cock seemed to have the same dull thudding pulse. pressing down on the counter and curling his toes, Niels tried to bite back the orgasm. "Fuck.." he cried out, hold back his orgasm was painful. Mathias' hand was more or less pulling his orgasm to surface and before he knew it, he let loose letting out strands of cum.

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Mathias came not long after. He had felt his climax build up until his partner released, constricting his ass muscles around the Dane's sensitive erection. The Dane lowly moaned as he expulsed his seed into the Norwegian's ass multiple times before trembling, exhausted, and slowly pulled out. He wandered lazy eyes down on Niels and parted his buttocks to look at his cum leak out of his ass. It was such a satisfying sight.

And then, he crashed down on the man, resting his upper body on Niels' limp body as they panted along.

"Baptisin' the kitchen; checked," Mathias joked as he pulled Niels back on his weak legs and peeked over his shoulder down at the counter; there was a long sticky track of milky cum leaking on the counter's wall, which they would eventually need to clean. But right now, it only worth drying.

Mathias turned Niels around and took him in his arms to walk to their bed in the living room. Yet, the Dane had noticed that his arms weren't hurting that bad now and he didn't need the bandages anymore; it was simply not very aesthetic to wander around with black stitches on the arms.

He put Niels's sweaty body down on the covers and lied next to him. It was getting very late and yet the man was free of work for the upcoming weekend. Mathias would be actively searching for a job, though, he had wondered if Niels had though about going back to school at the end of the winter break, which was still in three weeks. The Dane felt a bit unsure about many things surrounding this fact, which was first having to go back in Oslo, and a second being one of them having to move out again and trying to find a suitable place back in Norway. Unless they were able to bring back their school records in Denmark, which would be quite impossible for the coming semester, they had no choice but to head back to Norway… which would mean going back into Niels' old stuff, his clients and all the bad people he knew that could influence him back into whoring and taking drugs.

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Niels felt as if Gilbert were a thousand miles away at that moment as if he were still a good boy still. Snuggling closer, Niels wished he really could be as good to Mathias as Mathias was to him. He was garbage and he knew it. Closing his eyes, Niels was surprised when sleep took him quickly.

Weeks flew by and Niels at least twice a week would be late from work. One day to sleep with Gilbert, whom he found to be a pretty decent guy for a client then the other time to see Antonia for his cocaine. During that time, Niels had learned what Gilbert liked and the time between the two were becoming more pleasurable for him. Though Niels thought of that bonus in pure disgust. One time, after coming home for Gilbert's Mathias had climbed in the shower with Niels and tried to get him to lean against the shower wall. When Mathias prodded his ass and felt how loose Niels was, the man went ape shit. But clever Niels came up with a suitable lie. "I masturbated while I was at work." he said with shame in his face. Mathias believed him, and Niels' secret was kept longer.

His friendship with Thomas had begun to turn for the better. The man seemed to have started comprehending Niels and his sarcastic bite was all in good fun. They spent more of their breaks together discussing things that didn't make the other pissed off and huffy. Though the gay jokes never stopped. In a way, Niels liked them and decided they made him laugh.

But there seem to be an issue at home. Mathias had still not found a job.