A/N Hi everyone, I hope you liked my first fanfiction! I would love constructive criticism on how to improve my writing. As you can tell I wrote this story using 2 different points of view. Did you like it like that or did you think it was a bit repetitive?
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Love,
LadyLizzie
Troye's POV
When I collected my luggage I said goodbye to Allie and Burt and gave Gladys a big hug. "Go get em Troye my boy." She encouraged.
I walk through the automatic doors and scan the crowd for Tyler and Zalfie. I walk through a crowd of people waiting for their loved ones and I see him. Tyler is standing all by himself, hands in his front pockets looking as adorable as fuck. His neck is craned as he looks towards the door I just exited. His head turns and he catches my eye. His face breaks into an adorable grin and I feel mine do the same. I walk forward as he stands there with his arms wide open. "Come. Embrace me Troye Sivan." I laugh as I remember the first time we met and my awkward attempt at an over the table hug. "Hey Tilly!" I say as I approach him. He pulls me in for a hug and my senses are overwhelmed. It's been far too long since I've been able to hug him. I never want this to end.
As we pull away. Tyler shifts his weight from one foot to the other. He isn't looking me in the eyes. What's wrong? Was he lying when he said he liked Happy Little Pill? Does my breath smell bad?
"Look Troye. I have something to tell you." Tyler begins.
"Is everything okay?" I ask. "Where's Zalfie? Are they alright?"
"They're fine, they're waiting in the car." Tyler replied. He's rubbing his hands on his thighs and fidgeting. " It's just I have to tell you this now because I want us to be alone when I say it even though technically Zalfie know everything I'm going to say. When I say what I'm going to say I don't want it to change anything or ruin everything so promise me that everything will be the same as it alwa-"
Oh my god. My nightmare wasn't just a nightmare. It was a premonition. He's with someone else isn't he? Oh my god. I look over Tyler's shoulder and I see a man in his mid-twenties standing there. He's looking towards us. He's smiling. Oh my god. He's walking towards us. I hold my breath. My body is as rigid as a plank. Please, please, please let him not be Tyler's secret lover. Please. Please. Plea.. Oh thank goodness! The man walked straight past me and began making out with a girl who had just walked through those doors. Oh my god that was close.
"ys has been." Tyler continues as if I didn't just have a heart attack. "I guess what I'm trying to say is that..." Tyler looks me in the eye. "Is that I'm in love with you Troye Sivan." My eyes widen and my jaw drops.
"I have been for a long time. I know you don't feel the same way and that's fine. Completely fine. You're still one of my best friends so we can just leave it at that and I'll get over it. So yeah it's really no big deal. Just thought you ought to know. So yup." Tyler rushes. He grabs my suitcase handle and quickly walks away.
W-what the hell just happened? Did he just..? Does he really? Oh my...
"Wait! What?!" I jog to catch up to Tyler. "Did you just say what I think you just said!? How is that is that not a big deal!? I-"
"It's not a big deal because I'll get over it." Tyler snapped but I can see hurt in his eyes. "I honestly don't know how I am going to but I will because when the day comes where you're an incredible superstar with an incredibly sexy boyfriend I will be happy for you. I will not be dying on the inside every time I see the two of you on television and I will not cry every night eating ice cream with my five one direction cats. And I will be so thrilled for your success that I won't care that you've forgotten all about me." Tyler grabs the handle and begins to walk away from me for the second time.
"Wait!" I half scream after him. I grab the handle and force him to stop walking. "Tyler I-"
"Just forget about it Troye!" He says roughly.
"Forget about it? Forget about it!? Are you mad?!" I exclaim loudly. "How the bloody hell can I forget that the man I love just said that he loves me. How can I forget about it when every day for the past year and a half I've wished that you would like me the way I like you. Dreamed about the day I could actually kiss you and hold your hand. Do you really think that I'd ever forget about you?! How could I forget about the one man I love? How could I forget my best friend? When every moment of my life seems to revolve around you and what you're up to. Whether you're interested in someone or suddenly going to elope and leave me all by myself. How could I forget when I have been trying to pluck up the courage to ask you out ever since I first met you and realized that you are a million times more incredible in person than in your videos? I didn't every think that was possible! How could I forget about the person who has always been there for me, through every bad hair day and through every hate comment?" I take a step towards him and stare into his eyes. "How could I forget about you, Tilly? How could I ever forget about my happy little pill?" I say softly.
As I stare at him Tyler's cheeks are bright pink. "You love me?" He asks quietly.
"Of course I love you." I reply. "I've always loved you."
Tyler grins at me. "Well then." He said. "It looks like Zoe was right. She truly is never wrong when it comes to love."
I laugh. I feel all light and floaty. As if happiness is a gas and I'm just going to float away from being too full of it.
I stare into Tyler's eyes and before I realize what I'm doing, I cup my hand underneath Tyler's chin and I press my lips to his. His arms wrap around my neck and pull me closer. His lips are soft. One of my hands rests on his waist while the other is wrapped in his hair. Our kisses are slow at first, cautious, savoring the feeling of actually kissing each other but then our kisses turn more passionate. Our lips are moving urgently against each other's. All I can think is holy crap he is an amazing kisser.
I pull away as I hear a noise behind me. I turn around and I see everyone who was waiting for their loved ones clapping and cheering. I can see Burt and Allie in the crowd and Burt gives a loud wolf whistle. Gladys is standing beside who I can only assume is her daughter. She is beaming and clapping her hands with gusto.
I turn back to Tyler and blush as I look at him. His face is bright red as well but he is grinning his head off. He gives me a quick peck and gives a cheeky little wave to the crowd. They laugh and return to reuniting with their loved ones.
Tyler grabs my hand and intertwines our fingers together. I'm amazed at how perfectly our hands fit together. "So does this mean you'll be my boyfriend?" He asks teasingly.
Damn I wanted to say that. I pour my lips. "I was just gonna say that."
"Too bad Troye Sivan. Does that mean that's a yes?" He asks.
"Hmm let me think about that.." I stoke my chin and pretend to give it consideration. UM YES!
I lean down and kiss him. "Yes" say against his lips. I feel Tyler's lips turn up in a smile and than hear him say "good." as he pulls away from the kiss and hugs me close.
"Oh by the way I love, love love your song!" Tyler exclaims.
I beam. "Thanks Tilly! And guess what? I love, love, love you." I say.
He laughs and gives me a quick kiss. "That's really cheesy boo!" He teases.
I shrug. "I know. Sorry." Not sorry I add in my head.
When Tyler leans in to kiss me I don't let him pull away. I capture his lips and the two of us enjoy the feeling of kissing the other.
Here we are, standing at an arrivals gate at LAX, grinning like idiots, kissing each other. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else in the world right now.
A/N Hi, I'm sorry I just realised that I have let this be a fairly open ending. I meant for it to end this way and I hope you don't mind that it has ended. I know some people have followed this story (which is freaking awesome!) so I just wanted to say that this is the last chapter. I can't believe it's been over a month since writing this, it's a very odd/cool feeling! Anyway I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it!
-LadyLizzie xx
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