Nightmares and Confessions Part 2
'You love Haru?' Rei asked Makoto.
Makoto nodded with a down expression on his face, half of it sadness and half of it in worry. Was it that Makoto was feeling a little edgy telling someone a secret?
Rei smiled. 'Makoto-senpai, I already knew you liked Haruka-senpai.'
Makoto's eyes widened, 'huh?'
'It's the way that you look at him, you look at him like you look at nobody else and you also blush around him. Also you act more clumsy around him and fidgety it's rather funny to watch sometimes.'
Makoto scratched his head thinking of all the times he has blushed, acted clumsy and of course stare at Haru in a way that only a lover could.
'Don't tell Nagisa or anyone!' Makoto blurted out.
Rei adjusted his glasses, 'of course I won't.'
Makoto now had a smile and it was a true smile and nowhere near a fake smile, tonnes of weight had been lifted off his shoulders, he could take a small breath of relief.
Meanwhile, outside a similar conversation was taking place. Nagisa was bouncing up and down with questions to Haru such as why he liked Mako and how long had he liked Makoto.
Haru answered all the questions, he told the interested blonde that he had liked Mako for just over a year and that his caring side was one of many features he fell in love with.
Nagisa smiled at Haru's answers, 'so when are you going to ask him out?'
'Nagisa?' Haru was confused to why he would do that, Makoto is not gay and even if he was he would not go out with someone like Haru but rather someone attractive like Kisumi.
'You've got to ask him out Haru-chan or you'll never get the chance!'
Nagisa was right he had to ask him out if he was to have a chance but was it a realistic thing to do. Haru couldn't. 'I can't.'
'Sure you can Haru-chan.'
'No I can't.' Haru said before standing up. 'Don't tell Rei or anyone else.' He added causing the blonde to nod.
Makoto had told Rei his feelings for Haru and Haru had told Nagisa his feelings for Makoto, it was like a spider web of trust and secrets.
As Haru walked in, Makoto was sitting on the couch whilst Rei was next to him.
Before Haru could sit himself down the pizza man was at the door. The blonde ran to the door at lightning speed and before anyone could blink he was back with the food. He placed a pizza on the floor and made the group watch a movie. Haru and Mako laid on on one side of the pizza box which was in the middle of the pizza boxes whilst Rei and Nagisa were on the other side.
Rei was learning his back against the couch whilst Nagisa laid his head on his boyfriends lap. Haru and Makoto often looked over and hoped that one day the could be like Rei and Nagisa.
The blonde and his boyfriend were looking at Haru and Makoto, each of them was thinking how and when they were going to be a couple but only Rei knew Makoto loved Haru and only Nagisa knew that Haru loved Makoto, it was a puzzle indeed.
Throughout the movie it was scary as Rei was hiding behind Nagisa which was odd as he was quite small. Makoto hid behind Haru which was also weird for as Makoto was the tallest boy in the room .Haru shrugged as Makoto shook his friend's shoulders hoping for a channel change to something more lighter but nothing happened and Haru remained silent. Towards the end of movie Makoto began to drift off too sleep, his head landed on Haru's lap whilst the rest of his body laid against the hard floor; causing Haru to feel happy but uncomfortable at the same time. Should he get Makoto to bed or savour the moment?
Nagisa looked at Haru and moved his eyes towards the direction of the bedroom. Haru nodded and lifted his friend up to his two feet. Even though Makoto was standing on his two feet he was still asleep so Haru had to take him to the bedroom so he get some rest. At the same time Rei and Nagisa turned the television off and headed for bed themselves, but on the way Nagisa whispered into Haru's ear, 'stay with him tonight, sleep in the same bed.'
Haru's eyes widened until he slowly nodded. Nagisa was soon off and Makoto had been placed into the bed. Haru placed a blanket over him before getting into bed himself.
He looked at his best friend who was peacefully asleep, nothing seemed wrong at all but would it last, would Makoto get nightmares later in the night? That deep thought circulated through Haru's mind.
With the time moving forward later into the night Haru was getting sleepy so he turned the quite so dim lamp off and got ready for sleep but before he closed his eyes, he whispered, 'I love you.'
Makoto heard the words but he interpreted it as his dream of Haru that he was currently having, it was peaceful, the two were swimming in the pool at school. No one was around but just Haru and himself. He felt like it was a dream come true, the weather was nice and Haru appeared to be smiling as he splashed through the water, but this was soon to change. Haru got out the pool and began to dive in but he as he tried he feel back and cracked his head causing blood to spill on the poolside surface. 'Haru!' Makoto shouted, his heart was racing and his body was racing to get out of the pool.
Whilst Makoto was dreaming his nightmare, Haru noticed that his best friend was fidgeting in his sleep, his breathes were heavy and he was sweating a little, something wasn't right.
'MAKOTO' Haru shouted.
Makoto shot up to the sitting position in bed, he didn't say anything, he didn't need too, his tears were enough. 'Don't die.' Makoto told his best friend whilst embracing him for a hug causing Haru's heart to skip a beat. His blood was rushing through his body at a boiling rate, Makoto was not okay. He hugged his friend tightly, 'i'm here and I will always be Mako, go to sleep, I won't let go of you!'
Haru didn't know what he was saying, the words just came out. He didn't let go of Makoto, not for the whole night, not until the very point Makoto left the bed the next morning.
When Mako hugged Haru and the boy who swam free hugged back, Makoto felt better all of a sudden, so good he fell back too sleep, it's as if his dark dreams were killed off.
The next morning Makoto woke up to being embraced in a hug by the smaller boy next to him. He began to blush and his heart beat started to increase. Haru woke up and looked at Makoto who was red. 'Was he embarrassed?' Haru thought as he looked up to his friend, he was bright red. Haru immediately let go and ran to the shower leaving Makoto confused.
As Haru got out the shower with his towel wrapped around him, Makoto walked up towards him and stopped directly in front of him. 'Thank you Haru.'
As he finished the sentence Makoto walked towards the shower leaving Haru confused this time. 'Was Makoto not embarrassed, he said thank you?'
The group had decided to finish their sunday not going back home and doing homework but rather with each other on the beach again. Makoto was feeling better and was more able to let Haru go into the water but he was not to go too far out which Haru complied too.
After an hour of swimming in the not so deep water but deep enough to swim, the group headed out of the cold water and sat themselves down on the sand. The sun was setting and letting it be known that it was evening. Nagisa and Rei were teasing each other in an arousing way whilst Haru and Makoto sat next to each other in silence. None of them didn't know what to say. The silence was interrupted by Rin who came between the two and sat himself down causing Makoto to feel a little hurt whilst Haru felt some anger.
'How are you two, didn't expect to see you two here?'
'Ah we wanted to chill on the beach.' Makoto replied to Rin's question whilst Haru just grunted a little.
'Well do you two have any idea what you want to do after graduation? Rin asked. The two boys shook their head, neither thought about it and wanted to think about it, both scared that they would not see each other.
'Well, Haru you're bound to get scouted by many people, i'm sure I am too, who knows, we will be in the same university next year!'
The comment made Makoto feel hurt whilst causing Haru to worry. He didn't care so much for being in the same university as Rin, but Makoto instead, he really did like swimming with the red haired boy but just liked Makoto's company much more maybe was it because of love? Haru knew the answer deep down.
'I'm going wherever Makoto is going.'
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I feel like this is going downhill and so I may stop this fanfic but eh I 've got another one called 'Love in a Boy Band.
Check it out! It's another MakoHaru fanfic featuring RinHaru at times also
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