A/N: Ok, this is an ALTERNATIVE scene for chapter 23. This didn't happen in the story. It's just something that was prompted to me.

This one is dedicated to: runwithwarlocks. Here you go dear.

I hope you will like it.

Enjoy reading.


"Why did you do it?"

Magnus was looking at Alexander with all love he could. The younger boy was looking like an angel. Magnus didn't care that Alec shaved his hair. For him he still was the most gorgeous boy on this earth.

"I don't look pretty anymore, so why do you want to look at me?" he said. Magnus put his hand under Alec's chin and raised it, making the other boy look him in the eyes.

"You are the most beautiful creature in the whole world Alexander. And I love you the same, with or without hair" he sighed and lowered his gaze once again. "It's not the look I love in you, it's your heart"

"I see how people look at me and the pity in their eyes is…"

"You can't help on it" Magnus interrupted Alec by placing his arms around him "You're sick Alec. And loosing hair is a normal thing. And people will look at you like that, that's humanly thing."

Later when Alec was asleep in Magnus's arms, the other boy couldn't help but admiring the small frame of his boy. The angelic face of Alexander was nuzzled in his chest. He was thinking. Hard thinking. He knew that Alec was right, that people will look at him with pity. And that will crush him, even if he went through it once. And Magnus didn't want his boy to be hurt. He wanted to protect him from every hurt he could.

He moved his hand through his loose hair. It felt weird now. So weird. Especially now when he couldn't ruffle Alec's hair anymore, when he couldn't stroke them anymore. He pressed a light kiss over Alec's head before he wrote down a note for his boyfriend.

I'll come back later.

I love you sweet cheeks

M.

He was standing in the bathroom in his home, looking at himself in the mirror. He knew he wanted to do it. He was sure of it. But still there was some hesitation in his look.

Maybe Alec won't like me after I do it?

Maybe Alec will be mad at me?

Maybe Alec will hate me?

Maybe Alec will stop love me?

Maybe Alec…

"Stop!" he yelled at himself. "He won't stop love you"

He took the razor in his hand and powered it. There were rather a loud buzzing and vibration on his hand before he moved the razor to the top of his damped hair.

He started slowly, moving the razor very carefully.

One long lock fell to the sink.

Second long lock fell to the sink.

The third.

The fourth.

The fifth.

The sixth.

Finally the seventh long lock of black hair landed in the sink on the top of the rest of it.

Magnus put down the razor and looked at himself in the mirror. Surprisingly he still looked good. He moved his hand over now a bald head.

He knew that it was something what seemed right to do.

Later when he came back to the hospital, Alec was alone, reading a book, that Ellie probably brought for him. Magnus was keeping the hood of his red hoodie on, and smiled to his lover.

"Hi baby"

"Hi…" Alec looked at him confused, yet warily "What's with the hood? Is that mine hoodie? The one I left at your place?"

"Yeah…"

"Why…" the sick boy stood up from the bed and moved to his boyfriend, being all suspicious. Alec took off Magnus's hood and stood shocked. This was something that he didn't expect. Nor he ever imaged. He moved his hand over now hairless head of Magnus, with tears in his eyes. Soon the tears were running down his cheeks "Why did you do it?"

"Because I wanted to" Magnus answered with a confidence in his voice.

"You didn't…."

"Alexander I wanted it" he interrupted him, grabbing his hands. "I'll grow them back once you'll be healthy. So will you"

"But Magnus…"

"I told you that we're in this together" he captured his lips with his own in a sweet kiss. "Besides, don't you think I look sexy like this?"

"You do" Alec blushed a bit, and eyed his boyfriend from head to toes. Magnus indeed looked really hot, even without his beautiful black, long hair. "I love you"

"I love you too sexy"


A/N: So, did you like this alternative scene?

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The next one will be how Alec revealed to Magnus that he's his long-time crush. (And there will be posted their very first meeting as well)

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