This is the one-shot, role play that I did with MeishPV. Hope you will like it
normal - Magnus POV (Intoxic)
Italic - Alec POV (MeishPV)
This is the first one shot, practically opening the one-shots from ATLHEA. More will come soon.
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Will they live happily ever after?
"I remember…"
As soon as those two, particular words escaped Magnus's mouth, the said man felt as his guts were twisting. His husband was looking at him with something unreadable in his beautiful blue eyes, something odd. Magnus could feel that his whole body is barely holding itself. He had a feeling that if Alec will be quiet longer, he would simply pass out, and not only from the pain he felt from those hits that Oliver served him.
"Alec…I remember…"
"You. . . you came all the way here just to give me that crap?"
"Crap?" Magnus thought that he misheard Alec, the boy was looking at him with a frown on his face "This is not a crap Alexander…I remember all…and I came back home…To you and Lily...to my family"
"Came back?" Alec scoffed. His eyes had darkened almost it became pitch black. Then he chuckled humorlessly. "What another kind of drama is this Magnus? I can bear it, if you wanted to play and hurt me. But don't! Don't you dare involved 'my' daughter! You have no right to hurt her! don't give her the false hope and then afterwards you'll break her heart! He yelled at Magnus with an absolute rage.
"Alec…" Magnus whined, when tears built up in his tears, some of them were running his cheeks already. His husband had never looked at him with so much hate in his eyes, he had never spoke so hateful to him. "I love you. I love you and our baby. I love you. Please…please…this isn't a play…Oliver…he…I know he'd manipulated me! He drew my away from you! But I love you and our Princess…and I miss you! Please…I want to be with you guys…Please, Darling…please…"
Just then Magnus heard some voice that he hadn't know.
"Alec is everything ok?" Some black haired, tall guy with unbuttoned green shirt came to the hall of their home. Magnus was speechless. "Alec…"
Alexander has another man.
And then, Magnus, acted on an instinct, as the realization, pain and anger filled him. In one second he threw a punch on the poor man's face, making him fall to the ground, with a loud thud.
"Jake! Are you okay?" Much to his horror, Alec went to the man that was lying on the floor. Blood had started to seep from its nose. Alec grabbed his shoulder and helped him stand up and keep his balance. Alec then turned around and glare at him.
"What gives you the right to do that Magnus?! Why did you come back here and make all of this complicated! Don't you 'remember' what you said? We're DONE! We're over! The door is 'so' open for you to leave! Don't call me! Don't you freaking step your feet on this house ever again! I 'don't' want 'you' around me anymore! Nor I want 'you' to be around me!"
Tears were streaking Magnus's face, as he watched the scene in front of him, when his mind understood what Alec had said. He covered his mouth with the hand, that a second before was on the other's man face. This was not the way Magnus imagined it.
"But Alexander…I love you…I was wrong! But Oliver had manipulated me into thinking that you were abusing me!" Alec's eyes widened at that "He kept telling me that you were abusing me…please…I was wrong…but don't…don't end what we had once! I love you more than anything, please…please…"
Alec took a deep, fortifying breath as he tried to calm his raging heart. So he's the abusive now? And what hurts the most was that Magnus believed it. How could he? His heart was shattering with agony from what he heard. Sure, Magnus was easily manipulated because he couldn't remember a single thing. But the body and heart was supposed to remember, isn't it? They say, you may forget the memories, but your body and your heart will always remember. Why did it feel so wrong? Does that mean Magnus never truly loved him? Because he had forgotten every moment they shared? He remembered their love-making, how his body, soul and heart had soared into heaven when they became one. How his heart had stopped, his body went weak every time he looked at the gorgeous golden green cat eyes that was staring at him. How his own electrifying blue eyes mirrored his soul, his undying love for Magnus. How he sacrificed everything just to be with him. And yet, Magnus couldn't remember any of this feelings at all. Even his heart, body and soul had been consumed by lies. They say, if the body and heart had long forgotten, it's not true love.
His body went numb at this realization. He couldn't breathe, he wanted to cry. It's been too much already.
'No! Alec! You will not shed a single tear for him again! Get on with it Alec! You had move on! You already have someone. With Jake, you won't have to go through any of this. He won't hurt you.' Alec thought. And with determination he held back the tears and looked at the man he once love.
"No! You don't love me! You never did! Because if you love me, you should have seek me in the first place! But instead you seek him! Scratch that, if you really love me you should have listen to me in the first place! I told you I never wanted you to be near that man again! But you didn't listen to me! You met up with him! Because you love him! All this time, you never loved me! You just wanted to escape his abuse so you chose to be with me! I am just your bitch that you played and hurt! But Magnus! I am not your bitch anymore! I am not your bitch that you can come back with anytime you want!"
Alec's words cut him open. It hurt more than any of Oliver's hit. He was about to throw up from all that pain, caused by Alec's words.
"You're wrong…do you remember how I told you that I see stars in your eyes?" Alec didn't respond to it "You are my star Alexander, the one that led me out of the darkness. You were the one who picked my broken heart, who glued it so it could beat again. You were the one who showed me that love can be beautiful…that it doesn't have to hurt" Magnus's voice was breaking. The Jake man, moved himself to the door, eyeing Magnus, before he turned to Alec, and whispered something. Alec only nodded after a while, and placed a kiss on his cheek. "You're right, I should have listened to you when you told me to stay away from Oliver. You were right, and I admit it's my mistake. But I'm just a man, a man that makes mistakes. I know I hurt you, beyond anything…I know this. And I know that simple 'I'm sorry' is not enough…but I know also…that you love me. I've seen the way you looked at me, when I still had amnesia. Those eyes were filled with love. And even when my mind didn't remember you, my heart was beating faster, whenever I saw you. My legs, were all jelly, just like the very first night we kissed, on your doorstep, after our first date. At nights, when I had dreamt about you, my body was on fire, screaming for your touches, for your kisses. For you. My mind was blind, but not my heart. I loved you, even when I didn't remember you, Alexander. And I will always love you"
"Better start diverting that love to other man Magnus. Because I had moved on. Let's not hurt ourselves any longer. After all, you already have Oliver by your side who will always love you and be there for you. He must love you too much to went this far. And I . . . I have Jake. Jake won't hurt me. With him I won't have to go through with this any longer. We now have different lives, you with him. I, with Jake. Let's just all move on already."
"No! I love you! Not Oliver! I never have loved him the way I do love you!" He tried to touch Alec's cheek, but the latter took a step back, brutally away from Magnus. This hurt Bane even more, if that was even possible "You are my heart, without you there's no me, Darling. I messed this up, I know. I take the full blame, even though I didn't know what I was doing. I know I have hurt you and our baby…but…I never loved Oliver so much as I love you. When I was with him, I felt empty inside…like my heart and heart wasn't there…" he made a long pause, followed with crying. In Alec's eyes tears danced as well. "I don't wanna hurt you anymore…so…please…look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me anymore, that you don't want to be with me, that I mean anything to you now…tell me you don't love me anymore…and…and I leave you in peace…so you could be happy with that Jake…just tell me you don't love me anymore…"
He fisted his hands so much that it hurt. His nails digging into his flesh, but Alec didn't care. He was breaking down inside. He didn't know if he could do it. He knew he said hurtful things towards him. But that was because of the pain, the frustration, the agony he felt all this time. The feeling of losing everything you love; was like losing the world. The horrible feeling of being alone in the darkness had turned him numb, frozen. And that drove him to talked back to Magnus. But this. . . can he really say that he didn't love him anymore? He could feel his heart raging against him. Rebelling against what his mind was telling him. But he needs to let him go. He shouldn't go through this pain again. He needs to. . .
He rose his head and looked him in the eye. Golden green met his blue one. Alec was clinging to his own sanity as he tried to force the words out. "I- - I don't. . . love you. . . anymore." Suddenly, everything became blurred. He couldn't see anything. He choked up and big tears were freely falling against his eyes as his knees went weak as he knelt on the floor.
It felt like someone was ripping his heart out, and stepped on it repeatedly, as Alec's words ringed in his mind. His whole world stopped at once. there was nothing more. He felt lost in the darkness, and there was no one that could pull him out.
He had lost him, lost him entirely…when it struck Magnus, his knees gave up and he kneeled next to Alec. His eyes were red now from all tears that rushed out of his eyes in one moment. He couldn't breathe, his chest was tightening. He was feeling like there was a glass wall between him and Alec now, a wall that separated them forever. Magnus knew that he had hurt Alec, but he believed, believed so strongly, that their love for one another is stronger than anything.
But now it seemed not strong enough.
Magnus took three deep breaths, that hurt his chest inconceivably, before he looked in Alec's eyes again. Pain was written all over Alec's face, and Magnus wanted nothing more than took it away from Alec.
And there was only the one thing he could to, to stop this pain, that he caused the man he loves.
"I…I…I hope…" he whispered, every word hurt him like a knife "I hope…you will…be happy with Jake…you deserve the whole happiness in the world…I'm sorry I couldn't be the one to make you happy. I'm sorry I couldn't be the one to deserve your love…and I'm sorry…I'm sorry that I hurt you Alexander"
Magnus got up, holding the doorframe for a help. Wiping, at least a little the tears that ran down his cheeks. He took off the wedding ring, that he had founded in his mother's home, off his finger and handed it to Alec. When their hands touched, Magnus felt even more pain. Alec got up as well, gripping Magnus's wedding ring. Then, Magnus leaned down and captured Alec's lips, in the last, bittersweet kiss, mixed with tears, anger, and many more emotions.
"I will always love you" he whispered when they pulled away "You're my only love. Be happy with him…you deserve it…"
Magnus turned around. With light footsteps he walked towards the door. As he made his steps Alec could feel his heart was slowly breaking, slowly drifting apart. This time, if he let go of Magnus there will be no turning back. Is this really the end? Did he truly see his future with Jake? Did he truly see himself spending the rest of his life with him? It may be true, that Jake can give him so much, so much love and beautiful life the world could give for. But he felt lost, empty and incomplete. His heart, his body and his mind was screaming for Magnus. Even though Magnus hurt him too much that he went through hell and darkness, his soul longs for him. He would rather be trapped in the darkness, even in hell, as long as Magnus was with him. He couldn't let him go now. If he did, everything will be over. His thoughts was suddenly interrupted when he heard a soft, click of the door. Magnus was gone. No! He started to panic. 'No! Magnus! Please! This isn't over!' He quickly ran and chase Magnus. He ran so hard as if his life was depending on this race. And he hugged Magnus so tightly, so tight that he thought he would disappear in a second. Rain started to pour between them as he finally gave himself free.
"No! No Magnus please don't leave me! I love you! I don't care if were in hell or darkness, as long as were together! You're my only life in this world! Without you I would be nothing! Please! Please let give ourselves another chance! Please I love you! I'm sorry I lied! I have love you all this time and always will! You're the only man in my life!"
It felt like a dream, a sweet dream that was meant to torture him with the most horrible way. But when he felt Alec's arms around himself, he felt…he felt like he's falling, falling into the light again. Into the light that was his Alec.
"You…you love me?" there was so much disbelief in Magnus's voice, as he turned to face Alec. "Oh my god…" they both sunk to the floor, holding one another in a tight grip, never letting go. Magnus was afraid that if Alec let him go, the darkness will engulf him again. "I love you so much…I'm sorry, I'm sorry…please…please…" he crushed his lips over Alec's in a hungry kiss "I love you Alexander…and I know I don't deserve you…but…but" he was saying between kisses "please…let me prove my love to you, let me prove it to you…I love you so much…"
"Yes Magnus. I love you. I am sorry that I lied, I am sorry that I was too stubborn to believed you. But when you gripped the ring out, it broke my heart. And when you kissed me, I tasted heaven. This is where I belong, right here in your arms. No one else's. And yes, yes, we have eternal lifetime to prove our love for each other. In fact you could. . " Then he leaned in and whispered to his ear huskily. "prove it to me now."
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(outside)
The loud pour of rain coupled with thunderstorm echoed in the whole house. But Magnus and Alec couldn't care as they were lost in their own world. They were lost in the darkness, but with each other they have found their light again. This light brought them to where they belong. In their own personal heaven. Finally, they have found their heaven, their own happily ever after.
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