A/N: Here's the fight Magnus and Alec had, that led to their made up.
Enjoy reading.
"Pour your heart out"
It's been two months since Magnus was back home with his family. Two months of trying to get their trust and love back. And as much as he was succeed with Lily, with Alec it was a different case.
Of course, in front of their daughter, Alec was being all nice for Magnus, calling him lovely names, like he used to, so Lily wouldn't suspect that something is truly wrong with her parents. But when she wasn't look, Alec was giving a cold shoulder to Magnus. They didn't speak about anything, since the night Magnus had come back.
Magnus tried so hard, to get Alec to talk. He knew that they can't bolt everything inside of them. They have to talk about it. But Alexander was too much stubborn. It's like he's been ignoring every word that had left Magnus's mouth.
To say that Magnus was pissed off about it, was an understatement. It was only a matter of time, before he'd snap.
And the day finally had come.
Lily was out with Isabelle and Simon, they'd took her to see some cartoon movie in Cinema. So it was a night only for Magnus and Alec. Before all this mess, an opportunity like that, would make Magnus all happy and horny too. But tonight, he was shaking with an anger and fear. Anger, because he had enough of this cold attitude of his husband, even if the said man had right to act like that. And fear, because he was afraid what Alec can say to him.
Magnus was playing on the piano, the song he had written for Alec, all those years ago, about their love. Tears were streaking down his cheeks, when he hit every next key. Then Alec came inside the home.
"Where's Lily?" he asked, standing in the doorframe of living room.
"Isabelle and Simon took her to see some movie" his husband nodded and moved to his study. "Alec?"
The blue-eyed man, looked at him with the coldness in his eyes. It's like an ice were shooting from them, straight into Magnus's gold-green eyes.
"What?" even his voice was cold and without emotions.
"Can we talk?" Alec remained silent, and only looked annoyed "Please, talk to me. It's been 2 months Alexander"
"You done?"
"Why won't you talk to me?!" a loud cry left Magnus's mouth. He stood up and moved closer to his husband. "Please…do you want me to get down on my knees and beg? Say a word and I'll do it. I'll do everything you want me to, just please talk to me!" Alec still was all silent. "We used to talk about everything…"
"You used to love me" he finally said.
"I still love you! I've never stopped loving you!"
"Really?" a trace of mockery was heard in Alec's voice "Last time I checked you said you would be better off without me and Lily!"
"What I said that night was a lie!" he shouted. Alexander fisted his hands so much, that his knuckles turned almost white.
"Do you have any idea how much it hurt?! You broke my heart then!" tears left Alec's eyes, when he was glaring Magnus "It felt like you've ripped my heart out!"
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I know those words won't change anything" Magnus's voice was breaking with sobs. "When I realized that night, what I said, I was coming back…I was driving back to beg for your forgiveness, Alec…"
"Sorry isn't enough!" he spat back. "You hurt me and my baby with those words! Do you know, she was blaming herself for your leaving! She thought you didn't want her! That you don't love her!"
With that Magnus's legs gave up. He dropped down to his knees to the floor, face hidden in hands.
"And when you woke up from your coma, she was so happy! So happy that you'll come home!" he was shouting more "She said to Izzy that she prayed, and promised to the God, that if you'll wake up, she'll never make you mad again! Do you know how much I've broke her heart, when I told her you're not coming back?! Do you have any idea?!"
"I'm sorry" Magnus was whispering repeatedly.
"Do you know how much have you hurt me?! When you threw your wedding ring at me, after I told you we're married?!" Alec felt too much anger now, to stop. He saw, that he's hurting Magnus with it, but he couldn't stop. He needed to shout everything what was inside his broken heart. "Do you know how much it hurt when you were claiming that you love HIM?!"
"I know, I know…but I've never truly loved him! Not the way I love you!" Magnus got himself up from the floor, and tried to come closer to Alec, but the latter took a step back. That broke Magnus's heart more. "I know I've hurt you…"
"When you were with him…do you know how hard it was for me to watch you all lovey-dovey with him?" Alec's voice was filled with sobs, and growls. His eyes full of pain "It made me sick, when I saw you kissing him, or holding his hand… You'd acted like I and our love never existed, like I wasn't in your hear ever. Like you have never loved me! I wanted to die! That's how much it hurt me!"
Magnus sprinted to Alec, and threw his arms around him, pressing him strongly to his chest. The other man was struggling, hitting Magnus's chest with his fists, trying to get away from him. But finally he gave up, and let himself being held by Magnus. Bane's shirt, was soaked from Alec's and his own tears, as they both sunk to the floor. Desperately holding each other's in arms, as if the other was about to disappear.
"I'm so sorry" Magnus was whispering into Alec's skin, as he nuzzled his nose in the crook of his neck. "I know what I've done is unforgivable. I'm so sorry. I had hurt you, and it's gonna torment me for the rest of my life"
Alec only let out a loud sob, tightening his arms around Magnus's slim frame.
"Without you there, I felt empty…I felt like I've been running around in some glass world, separated from my heart and soul…From you…from my love" He rose his head and looked into Alec's blue eyes, now red and glassy from tears. His own must have looked the same. "I love you, and my heart belongs to you and Lily…and I can't live without any of you. You are my life. I love you, and I will, till the last beat of my heart"
"I love you too, I never stopped…even when you hurt me so badly…I still love you"
Alec crushed his lips over Magnus, making the latter gasp in a surprise. But Magnus didn't protest to that kiss. He let Alec lead everything, he didn't want to do something that could hurt his beloved man. He slipped his tongue inside Bane's mouth. The kiss wasn't any loving. It was desperate, hungry, filled with pain, tears, and this unconditionally love that both of them had for one another.
Alexander's hands slipped under Magnus's shirt, and rolled it up. The latter understanding the meaning, quickly disposed his shirt. His husband followed his suit. In no time, both of them were naked, and once again admiring each other. Alec lifted Magnus, and moved them to the bedroom, that was unused for a long time.
"Just be gently with me" Magnus said, after Alec had prepared him "I haven't done it for eight months"
"What?" Alec was clearly confused "You and him…"
"I've never let him touch me this way. It felt wrong, I always faked a headache when he wanted to do it" Bane caressed Alec's pale cheek "I didn't let him touch me like that, since I was teenager…"
"That son of a bitch lied to me…" Magnus rose his head and captured Alec's lips with his own in a soft kiss.
"Let's forgive about him, my love" Alexander smiled a little, and pecked Magnus's lips. "Have you…and Jake…"
"No. I couldn't…when we tried…it felt wrong for me"
"Let's not think about it now, and never again. It's you and me now" Magnus's voice was soft "Please Alexander, make love to me"
…
"I know, we won't ever get back to what we had" Magnus said, later that night, when they were laying in the bed, face turned to each other, looking into their eyes. Magnus was having his hand over Alec's heart, and the other was stroking his hair. "I know this, I know I messed up a big time…but can I ask for a second chance?"
"Do you love me?" Alec asked.
"With all my heart" he kissed Alec's knuckles.
"And I love you" his voice was soft, yet you could heard a small pang of pain "And I want us to try to be happy again…you, me and Lily…to try again…"
"Thank you, my Angel" Magnus kissed lightly Alec's lips, in a loving way "Thank you for this chance. I swear on our love, that I won't ever hurt you, and our baby. I love both of you so much. You guys are my everything"
From that night, Alec was slowly opening his heart again for Magnus, to finally let him back inside for good.
A/N: Did you like it?
There will be one two more one shots. One about Oliver, and the other about Alec's and Jake's goodbye.
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