Chapter IV: Walking a Broken Dream

She opens the door.

And found the pathway of rock facing her.

Only to find it covered in white snow and raging wind.

She walks forward, slowly, but it just felt strange, she never felt anything before, but now, she feels cold.

But the cold didn't stop her from moving on, passing the statues of people, like it was so quick that they didn't even noticed it, they just stand there, some stand like they was talking, some just walks the street, until they were frozen in ice.

Smile still appears on their faces, but not on the queen's, she doesn't understand, this pathway, quiet as the depth of night, and the whispers of the snow just keep lingering.

And in front of her laid the castle, but it's not the castle she knew, this castle was made out of ice.

She walks and walks, all she knows was walk, hoping to find her, she thought she would find her daughter when she opens that door, but this is not what she expected.

She felt cold, she felt the frost bite into her skin, but she doesn't stop, the path just feel like slipping from her, and the wind getting stronger.

She reached the entrance, but it was not a bridge leading to the gate, but a long stairway leading to the door made of ice.

The air suddenly hard to breathe; step by step she took, until the door within her reach.

But on the other side, it was just an open space of nothing but whiteness.

The wind was stronger, the snow was heavier, and nothing was around within her gaze but white, and then she saw her in the center of it all.

She was standing there, back facing her, then like she have an eye in her back, she turned around to face her, and the world just suddenly smaller, it pulled her closer to that person who gaze fixed on her.

Eyes of a bright blue sky, skin like a white as snow, and hair yellow mixed with the color of white.

There was a small distance between them, like the gap before closed.

First there was a look of surprise on the younger woman face, but then it was replaced by unreadable expression, her hand suddenly folded neatly in front of abdomen.

''You are not real, aren't you?''

''You are just like any other nightmares…..''

''That I cannot let go…''

''You promised to come back, you promised to be here with me, again…''

''Be here and watch us to be a family again….''

''But you were gone, and now only me there to shed Anna's tears''

''Do you have to go….and leaving us behind?''

''You are not real…..you just a bad dream, like the other I'm having, you just here to haunt me, to scold me, to judge me, for not control it like you said''

''But it was not conceal, or don't feel, it was just 4 words, but then you would never know, because you have left…''

Idun was quiet, and listen to every words pinned to her heart, and the wind suddenly got stronger, and the ice below their feet started to crack.

Little does Elsa know, she wasn't a dream, she was real, but her daughter didn't see it that way.

''You taught me how to fear, fear myself….if only, we found out sooner, I wouldn't have to stand here, and you would be alive, and home''

''Love was the answer…Ma Ma..''

And Elsa turns her back on Idun, and walking away without another word, the ice just keep cracking, the storm was forming.

''Elsa….''

''Elsa!''

Hearing the voice almost faded with the raging storm, the young queen turned around, facing her nightmare again, in the form of her mother.

''I'm sorry…..my love''

Sorry?, nightmare never apologize, they just judge her, they just crush her with her own pains, but this one, said sorry.

A sorry she never heard from her mother, it was too late.

But maybe, this was not… a nightmare

''We have to do it, for you, for her, for our family, our heart lost a piece everyday when we heard Anna sang, another piece for every tear you had shed, we just want you two to be safe''

''We just want you to be a part of the family again, we love you, I love you, and we have to, even if our hearts is broken''

''I'm sorry I didn't come back, for you, for us…..''

Elsa's knees gave out.

Tears starting to escape the former queen's eyes, as her every word pierce through the air.

''I'm sorry, because it was too late…..for us to say sorry''

The world shattered piece by piece like a mirror, the storm quieted down, the wind stops, the ground shaking.

''We will always love you, even if you would never forget us, we always will…''

''Even in death….''

'' Forever and always''

The world around them gave out, in the last word Idun spoke, it shattered like a mirror, disappearing piece by piece, but before she could disappear along with it, her legacy held on to her, closing their distance, by tears and sobs.

''We miss you…..''

The world goes black, and her gaze was blurring.

The coldness left her, again, she feel….empty

''I love you '' she murmurs to herself while no one was there but the empty darkness to listen.

She closed her eyes again, hoping that it would take her away, into the far away land she always dreamt of, to see him again.

But the world she's dreaming isn't look like her daughter's room, with an open window and 2 sleeping royals.

Smiles on their faces, and she was glad, she didn't know how she gotten into Elsa's dream, but maybe later, she would find out, she puts a hand on her eldest's temple and plant a small kiss on her cheek, she was there, to see them, the two sisters together, but she wasn't there anymore.

Like she thought, she didn't even belong to this world anymore.

She was wrong from the start, but they fixed it for her, and she can finally go peacefully, without anymore sorrows to linger behind.

There is only one thing she needed to do left….

She needs to find him… Agdar, wherever he is.

Last chapter will be…. Posted this week, that I can assure you guys, to Concolor44, you are the best, and thank you to those who read, review this story, I'm humble to entertain you.

See, I'm not dropping this story ya Concolor44 :P