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When Thor got to Asgard he immediately ran for the palace. The twins were screaming in his arms and he could do nothing to quiet them. Right as he got to the palace the doors were thrown open by Frigga. She glanced at Thor and the twins. He closed the gap between them and he handed her one of them. They immediately ran for the healers.

"Thor what happened? Where are Loki and Amelia?" she asked once the babies were being cared for.

Thor leaned back against the wall never taking his eyes off of the twins.

"I do not know mother. The Frost Giants separated Amelia from the children and told Loki to choose between them. I went for them and he went for Amelia. I do not know what happened." He said.

Frigga put her hand on Thor's arm. "I will stay with them. You go and see Jane and Lily."

Thor walked down the halls to his room. He could hear the laughter of Addy on the other side of the door. He pressed his head against the door and took a deep breath before entering.

Loki landed on Asgard with Amelia's lifeless body in his arms. Heimdall did not say anything to him as he walked down the rainbow bridge. The walk to the palace was the longest walk of his life and yet the shortest. How was he going to tell his children that their mother was gone? How could he make them understand? And how was he going to raise 4 children on his own? Were there even 4? Had the Frost Giants taken more from him than his wife? He approached the gates and they were opened for him. He stepped into the palace and Frigga came running down the hall. She stopped in her tracks when she caught sight of Loki and what he carried. Loki could no longer contain it or hold himself up. He sunk down to the floor on his knees, Amelia still in his arms. Frigga came running to him and sunk down on the floor in front of him.

"Loki is she…" she started to say.

Loki held Amelia's body tighter to him. He rocked back and forth clutching on for dear life. A moment later Thor came down the hallway. He immediately ran to his brother's side. Loki looked up at Thor with questioning in his eyes.

Thor nodded. "Your children are safe brother."

Loki looked down and moved Amelia's hair out of her face.

"So it is only I who have failed her." He said quietly.

Frigga reached out for him. "Loki you did not fail her."

He looked up, his eyes more red than they were green at the moment.

"Yes mother I did fail her. I tried to save her but I couldn't. She was so much stronger than I am. She brought me back but I couldn't do the same for her."

"Come Loki we must get you cleaned up. Your children need to see their father." She said

Loki slowly stood up still holding onto Amelia. He blindly followed Frigga down hallways. They stopped at the healers. There was nothing they could do for Amelia now but they would at least take care of her body.

"Loki you can set her down there." Frigga said motioning to a table.

Loki walked over to the table and stood by it. He looked down at Amelia in his arms. Her face was pale; her lips were blue and had blood trailing out the sides of them. He did not want to set her down. Loki realized that this would be the last time he would hold her in his arms. The last time he would feel her weight in his arms. He did not want to let go. For when he let go she was gone. Thor was by his side.

"Brother you have to let her go. Let the healers do their job so she may enter Valhalla." He said.

Loki let a single tear slide down his cheek and he leaned his head down to kiss Amelia on the forehead. It was cold. He slowly set her body down on the table. He moved her hair out of her face and brought her hands together on her chest. He did not want to leave her but he needed to see his children. He needed to see that they were alive. He bent over and gave Amelia one last kiss on the cheek and then the forehead. He felt a hand on his arm and it was Frigga. He finally pulled away from Amelia and followed his mother.

Loki went to the bedroom he shared with Amelia. All around him was evidence of their lives together. Her clothes were hanging in the closet. Her side of the bed was still unmade from the day she was taken. The book she had been reading was sitting on the couch, the pages still open from where she left off. As he entered the bathroom as he could smell was her soap. The way she has always smelled of apples. Her brush sat on the counter right next to one of Addy's hair bows. He stripped out of his clothes and dropped them to the floor. Loki stepped in the shower and turned on the water. The hot water flowed over him. He looked down and saw the water swirl with the bright red of Amelia's blood. He watched it flow down his legs and then down the drain. He opened her shampoo bottle and breathed in the apple. His breath caught in his throat. He would never again wake up next to the tangle of apple scented hair in his face. Never again would he feel her body pressed against his in the night. Never again would he hear her soft lullabies she sang to the children. His heart felt like it had been ripped right out of him. How could he even continue on in life without her?

Frigga sat rocking her newborn grandsons. They were both given a clean bill of health and wrapped in blankets. They had been given formula so they were calm and asleep. She looked down at these little ones. They would never even know their mother. They would not know how strong and courageous she had been. Frigga feared for her son. She did not know what Loki would do. He may very well have died alongside Amelia. She hoped for her grandchildren's sake that he had not. These children needed their father now more than ever.

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