Pregnant? How the hell can I be pregnant Charlie thought as she looked up at the ceiling of the hospital bed. The doctor had left them alone and Jax was just looking at her as he let her gather her thoughts, but a huge grin was on his face. "How did this happen Jax?" She said more to herself then to him. She knew exactly how it happened but she still couldn't believe it. "Well babe…you know all those times I made you cum…and then…" Charlie smacked him and cut him off "Shut up. I know HOW it happened…" she rolled her eyes and chuckled at him.

Jax was glad to see her smile, he was afraid that she wasn't happy about this baby, because he was. "Abel is going to LOVE being a big brother." He said as he slid his hand lightly over her stomach, not wanting to hurt her because of her gunshot wounds that were still fresh. "You're okay with this right?" he asked looking at her, needing that verbal reassurance. Charlie looked at him and nodded "Yeah. I mean, I always wanted kids…this is just a little sooner than I expected is all" She said as she put her hand on top of his on her stomach.

A smile spread on Jax's lips and he leaned in and kissed her "God I love you." Charlie slid her hand to his cheek and ran her fingers against his beard "I love you too." She pulled away and leaned back against the bed , she felt good, really good. "But you're telling my father and brother…" She smirked and looked at him. Jax closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against hers, wondering how he got cornered into doing her dirty work "You're evil darlin. Pure evil."

A few days later Jax was helping Charlie get settled in his house, all her stuff had been brought there and she was just sitting there in her wheel chair telling the prospects where to put it. Jax rubbed his hands down his face and laughed as he watched her. They were having a baby. Another baby. And he had to tell two of his brothers. Fuck. He walked into the other room and leaned down and kissed the top of her head "I called Opie and Piney told them to meet me at the club house. I'm gonna tell them okay?" He said quietly so that only she could hear him. She smiled up at him and nodded "Good luck love." She said before she went back to ordering Kip around.

Jax had been sitting on the picnic table, a joint in his fingers, as he took drags a few times while he waited. He saw Piney and Opie arrive together. This shouldn't be too bad he thought to himself as he tried to gather his thoughts. He and Charlie really should be telling them together but he understood why she wanted him to tell them. Charlie could handle her brother and father to a point, but sometimes they really knew how to get under her skin and she didn't need that right now. "Whats up brother?" Jax heard Opie say as he leaned in giving him a masculine hug. Piney made his way over and sat down "Yeah everything okay Jackson?" Piney was one of the only people who still called him Jackson. "It's not a club matter, which is why we're out here and no one else is here." Ope leaned against the pillar and set his jaw "So this is about my sister I'm assuming." Opie had just gotten out before Jax's phone started ringing.

He pulled out the phone and looked at the number and recognized his house. "Hey babe" he said expecting it to be Charlie; no one ever used his house phone but her. "Hello Jackson" he heard and it was Charlie, but he knew who it was; Cameron Hayes. "What are you doing in my house?" Jax ground out, jumping up when he heard Charlie scream in the back ground "A son for a son seems about right" he drawled in his Irish accent, his voice thick with emotion. "Cameron! Don't you…" Was all Jax could get out before the connection died. All the while Opie and Piney were staring at Jax who had worry written all over his face. He slammed the phone down and ran to his bike "call the guys tell them to meet me at my house now! Cameron did something to Abel!" he yelled before he sped off in the direction of his house.

Charlie sat next to Kip, tears running down her face and blood all over her hands and arms. She had tried to stop the bleeding but the knife wound had been too deep. She was just staring into space, tears running down freely down her face, Kip was dead, Abel…he took Abel. She was jolted from her thoughts when she heard Jax bound into the house like a wrecking ball "Where is he?!" he yelled as he looked around, finally making his way into the kitchen. Jax saw her sitting there in blood, Kips blood, as everyone else flooded his house. "Oh Jacky boy…" Chibs drawled out as he took in what happened along with everyone else. "Juice and Ope stay with her." He said before he made his way out of his house, dead set on killing this bastard. He had to find his son.

Charlie sat there in disbelief; he hadn't said one word to her. He looked at her, noticed she was covered in his fallen prospects blood, then left. Her heart fell into the pit of her stomach. She knew that there was a baby's life on the line, but he didn't even ask if she was okay. Her side was killing her, she wasn't supposed to be moving around a lot, but here she was on the floor. Opie was at her side and he helped her up, tears were still flowing, though she didn't even notice them anymore "Char…are you okay?" her older brother asked and she just looked up at him. "no." she mumbled before she walked zombie like out of the kitchen and into the bathroom to wash up. She still had the stitches in her side so she couldn't even get a shower yet, not without anyone's help and she wasn't about to ask her brother or juice.

She let the water run over her hands and arms, she just stared at the bright pink that swirled down the drain. She heard Opie barking orders at Juice, telling him what to do with the body and how to clean it up. Charlie felt a wave of nausea run over her and she leaned over the toilet and got sick. She wasn't sure if it was morning sickness or because of the stress, but either way it didn't make her feel any better. She finally got all the blood off of her and made her way down the hall and headed towards the kitchen. She made it to a little before the entry way before she stopped "ope…." She whispered, and then her brother appeared.

Opie looked at his sister, first she was shot, and now she had to watch Halfsack die. "Char…why don't you go lay down?" He asked as he walked to her, wrapping his arms around her, even though his body towered over her tiny frame. She just nodded against his chest and he walked her to what he figured was now her and Jax's room. He still wasn't sure how he felt about the two of them together but there was nothing he could do about it at this point. He helped her get into bed and under the covers before sitting down on the bed next to her. "Do you want to talk about it?" he asked her, looking at her face.

Did she want to talk about it? She guessed she would have to, to tell them what happened, what was said. Charlie let out a breath and told her brother what happened, every detail that she could remember, every word that Cameron had said. She was about to feed Abel as Kip was playfully complaining about the stuff that she was making him do. Then Cameron came busting in the house, a huge knife in his hand. They were all in the small kitchen, Abel was in his car seat on the counter, Charlie was in her wheelchair and kip was leaning on the table next to her. They weren't sure what Cameron wanted until he called Jax and said "A son for a son". Cameron had held the knife up to the baby's throat and Charlie yelled at him, the tears had started at this point. Cameron hand turn around to tell her to shut up when Kip charged him, the knife sliding like butter into his stomach.

"I'm gonna be sick" Charlie said as she made her way over to the trashcan in the room and vomited. Ope knew he shouldn't have pushed her, but his brothers needed to know what happened. Once he helped her and got her back into bed he kissed the top of her head and handed her two pills. "Here, Juice gave me these to give to you. They're just sleeping pills." Charlie looked down at the pills in his hand and shook her head "I can't Ope…" She said as she leaned against the head board. He didn't question her; just put the pills on the side table. "I'm going to go finish cleaning up, if you need me call me okay…" He said and kissed the top of her head before grabbing the trashcan she had vomited into and carried it out.

Charlie must have fallen asleep because the next thing she heard was the guys crashing into the house. She got up slowly, since her side still hurt her, and quietly made her way down the hall to see what was going on. Once she got to the end of the hall she stayed in the shadows so no one would see her, so she took in her surroundings. Jax was slumped against the wall, a big bottle of whiskey in his hands along with a few empty ones next to him, and he was steadily drinking. The rest of the guys were sitting down around him and talking about what happened and what they were going to do. There was no baby, her baby was gone. At that thought a whimper must has escaped her because all the guys' heads shot up, all except Jax's. Clay came to her side and walked her over to the couch, sitting her down between her brother and Tig. "Where…Where's my baby…?" she questioned everyone, waiting for someone to answer.

Jax's head was going a mile a minute, from the booze and the situation. He didn't know what was going around him, nothing registered, and all he knew was that his son was gone. He stood up when he heard her question; he didn't even know she was in the room. "He's not your son. Maybe if he was, you wouldn't have let him get taken." He ground out and threw the empty bottle at the wall, only a few feet away from her. He walked past everyone and made his way down the hallway into Abel's room. Opie was lunging at Jax for what he said, but Charlie stopped him and shook her head.

Charlie felt like she had just been smacked in the face, 'He's not your son' was just ringing in her head. He was right, he's not her son biologically, but she loved that little boy more than anything, except maybe the little one growing inside her, but she didn't love him any less. She stood up shakily and said goodnight to the guys and made her way to her bedroom, locking the door behind her. She didn't want to be bothered, and she definitely didn't want Jax sneaking in there, not that she thought that he would, he obviously blamed her.