Blossom: Dang I havent updated in a while but its high school sweetie! Well I'm back so lets PARTY!
"Damn it! I cant be in love!" Sakura screamed while punching her bedroom wall. What about the promise? What about her parents? They had DIED all because she hadnt followed through with the promise. It was bad enough that he had come back to remind her. Did that mean someone else would be next if she didnt do it in time? Questions flooded through her mind as she kept punching the unwavering wall as hard as she could- without chakra. Her knuckles started to bleed and the tears threatened to pour out.
She flipped from facing the wall to pressing her back against the wall and curled up to her knees to keep her breathing.
"Is it really even love? How do I know that I have felt love?" It was true. She barely felt emotion except for anger, sadness, and coldness. Together had always meant "me, myself, and I." It had always been about the eyeliner- not that anyone knew, EVER.
xXSakura's POVXx
Nothing was ever right. I had finally gotten over him and I fell right back into the darkness of helpless love. But, wasnt love a choice? Maybe I had no choice to choose love. I pulled myself up and sat down at my baby grand piano.
I started to play Dont Matter by Akon. (my-piano. listen to midi version).
No.
No.
No...
I wouldnt give up.
Wasn't there a way to have both?
Why was I even working for Orochimaru?
My life was my choice. I finally realized something also.
I wasnt scared.
For the first time in my life, I wasnt scared.
Was it because I had Sasuke?
Was it because I had finally felt something?
To be honest I didnt know. But I was going to make the right decision.
I was a survivor.
Not a coward.
That was it.
I was going to meet HIM.
And he was not getting away.
Not this time...
Blossom: Sorry its so short.
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