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Holding Tight, Letting Go

Note – This story is a little sad in some parts so you may need a tissue. It takes place the next morning after Dyson, Tamsin and Bo found Kenzi. Dyson is still under the doubt but its wearing off and Tamsin is a little OOC along with Kenzi. Bo is just worried about Kenzi at the moment and doesn't want to think about Trick told her. Also it will be from First person POV and 3rd Pov. Just to let ya know...

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(Kenzi's Pov – 7:00 AM – Back Room Of The Dal)

"WHY?" I heard snarled into my ear. His breath made me shiver. "Tell me!" He ordered as he turned my face to his. I could see the hurt there but I just couldn't.

"Because you're Bo's mate, not mine." I whispered leaning my head back and waiting for the door to open and then slam but it never came.

Chapter 9: Confessions

(Kenzi's Pov – 8:00 AM – In Back Room With Dyson)

I had my eyes clenched tight because I knew that he was Bo's mate, not mine. No matter what I wanted, Dyson could never be mine. I was listening to him try and calm himself but I didn't expect the next thing that happened. I had always known that Trick had a hidden room back here but I never knew where. I finally found out because I was rushed into the room and thrown onto a bed. I stared wide eyed as I looked around. The room was done in mirrors and I wondered what kind of kinky shit Trickster did back here in the day. However, when I heard a loud click that vibrated through the room, my eyes snapped to the door. I couldn't help the squeak that left me because I could see that Dyson was pissed with a capital 'P'.

I was about to say something when he started to stalk towards me and the bed that I was pressed against the head board. It was against the wall which for I was no to happy about. I had no where to go because there were no windows. Just pictures that I couldn't really find the conscious to care at the moment. I could see that Dyson's eyes were gold and they didn't look like they would be going back anytime soon. I swallowed as I watched him stop at the foot of the bed and hook his thumbs in his jeans and started to pull them down. My eyes betrayed me when I watched them slide down his hips and I then realized he went commando.

Nice... I could instantly feel myself getting wet at the sight of him.

I looked at him now and wondered how the hell he fit into me. I couldn't help but shiver when I noticed that his nose flared as he took in the scent of the room. I swallowed trying to calm my beating heart but for some reason the look he was giving me was rather heated. He crawled up onto the bed and wrapped his hand around my ankle. The skin where he touched started to tingle but that wasn't what shocked me. He smirked as he pulled and suddenly I was underneath him. His naked body pressed against mine. I then realized that I still had my clothes.

"Dyson?" I whispered looking into his eyes. "What... are you..." I had to swallow again. "Doing?"

"I'm showin' ye dat yer my mate." Dyson growled low as his eyes racked over my shivering form.

"But..." I tried to argue but when Dyson snarled almost feral I stopped.

His hands were on either side of my head but his right traveled down pass my neck and to the side of my breast. I still had my shirt on but I could feel that he was barely touching me. In a swift moment, I was undressed from the waist up. I had never known Dyson to possess such speed. His finger tips traced the bra I had on before he rid me of that also. I couldn't help but shiver under his gaze. I tried to hide myself but when he growled deeply I stopped.

"Dun't hide ye self frum me, lass." His eyes were traveling down until he noticed that I was still wearing my pants.

With a smirk he used his claws to slice each side of my pants and then ripped them the rest of the way off. I had to admit that it was rather thrilling and scary all at the same time. I watched as Dyson's eyes grew darker as his nose flared as he took in my scent. He then leaned down and ran his nose from my jaw, down to my neck as he licked me. I shivered at the coolness of his tongue and the heat of his breath. I could now feel his hot body next to mine. When I felt his shaft against my heat I whimpered because I couldn't help but remember what it was like the last time. As his tongue lavished my neck, his hands worked their magic on my body. He was touching me everywhere and I couldn't help but moan.

"Oh, Dyson." I whimpered as I weaved my hands through his hair to pull him closer to me.

Dyson chuckled as he pulled back and used his legs to part mine. He licked his lips and I found that he was in fact wanting to eat me alive. His eyes were glued to my dripping sex. Without much of a thought, Dyson moved down the bed and lowered his head between my legs. His first lick was from bottom to top and had me arching off the bed to get closer to the pleasure. He smirked as he kissed the inside of my thigh and then delved his tongue into my heat. My hands found their way into his hair as he ate me alive. His arms were looped around my legs to keep me still but that didn't stop me from wiggling and withering under him. I soon felt the heat pooling in my stomach and knew I was close to the end. I clenched my eyes as tight as they would go and tried to pull Dyson as close as I could as the heat built up and finally released.

I couldn't hold back as I screamed his name to the gods. "DYSON!"

I had no idea how it happened but when I finally came around from my high I found myself on my hands and knees. I couldn't help but think of the irony as I felt him bend over me. I could feel him pressing against me but not entering.

"Are ye ready, Lass?" He whispered into my ear.

I could only nod because my voice had left somewhere and hadn't returned yet. Suddenly I felt him plunge into me and hold still before he started working me like a fine tuned machine. I couldn't help the mews, moans and groans that were coming from me but then I heard Dyson above me grunting as his fingers dug into my hips. I could tell that he was close because of his speed. All to soon I was pushed forward that way I was on my elbow. Dyson leaned over and bit into my neck as he stilled as he sent me over with him.

I felt his hot seed pool at my womb but knew that it wasn't going anywhere because he fell to his side taking me with him. He didn't say anything else as he pulled a blanket over us and pulled me to his back. I could still feel him pulsing inside me and I couldn't help but moan softly. He was still as hard as he started. I then realized he marked me as his mate. My heart went soaring as my eyes drifted shut. I couldn't believe I had the wolf man of my dreams and he loved me vampire and all.

Of course, he is our mate. Nezi snorted as she closed her eyes. She was as worn out as me.

I just sighed and let my mind drift off to sleep. I didn't realize til now just how tired I really was.

(Dyson's Pov – Four Hours Later)

Looking at Kenzi on the bed, my heart did a little flip. I could smell that our pup was fine from the little fun, her and I had little bit ago. I couldn't help but sigh as I noticed that Kenzi's expression was relaxed. I hadn't seen her like this, ever. Until now that is. I glanced at the clock on the door and found that we had been in here for about four hours. I hated the fact that I needed to wake Kenzi up but things needed to be discussed. I also want to know if she wants to mark me. I couldn't help how I did that last night because my wolf was mainly in control because he hated that Kenzi didn't believe him about her being our mate. I just hoped that this proves it to her once and for all. Of course I wouldn't mind a repeat but after our discussion with the others. Walking over to the bed as quiet as I could I climbed up to the right side of Kenzi.

"Kenz." I murmured kissing her shoulder and nipping slightly.

Kenzi moaned and wiggled as she murmured something about five more minutes. I couldn't help the chuckle that came out of me at that. "I know that you want to sleep but we need to talk to the others." I kissed her bare shoulder again before getting up off the bed.

Kenzi's eyes shot open as she looked over at me and blushed as bright as a fire hydrant. Her hand came up and moved over the spot where I marked her and I felt the tug telling me that she needed me. I smirked hearing her moaned then as she caught herself moaning. Kenzi's eyes shot to mine and they widen even further. I tilted my head to the side and frowned.

"What's the matter?" I went to her side then she reached up her hand and touched a spot on my neck, causing me to shiver at the contact.

"I bit you." She sounded breathless. "Here." Her fingers brushed over the spot again.

I didn't remember her biting me. Do you? I asked my wolf.

Oh yes, He licked his lips. She woke me up by biting my neck. I think she did it in her sleep. He couldn't rid the smirk of his muzzle.

"You may have done it when you and I were sleeping." I tried to tell her but she shook her head.

"Why would I do that?" She looked up and locked eyes with me. I found that she had golden flecks in her eyes. "You have light blue flecks in your eyes." She reached up and touched under my right eye.

"You have golden flecks in your eyes." I smirked as I leaned forward and pulled her into a kiss. "And the reason you marked me is because I marked you as my mate. Plus you are my mate, not Bo." I told her placing a finger on her lips when she tried to interrupt me. "But if you don't believe then I would love to show you again." I smirked looking her up and down.

I could see that she was blushing. "Alright, I'm up." Kenzi slapped me on the shoulder as she stood. "Man, the lil' guy is growing awful fast." She said rubbing the small bump of a stomach.

"That he is." I whispered pulling her into my arms. "Now let's get dressed then head up to the Dal. There are things we need to speak to the others about." I pulled away from her after kissing her on the cheek and grabbed some jeans and t shirt. Slipping them on I turned to see that Kenzi was standing there staring at her jeans, that I had slit up the side.

"What am I suppose to wear?" Kenzi looked at me with one hand on her hip and her shredded jeans in the other. "You shredded my jeans Kujo." She narrowed her eyes at me playfully.

"Then you'll just have to stay here." I smirked as I walked over to her and pulled her into my arms. "Don't want Hale, Trick or Bo to see you like this." I bent my head down and licked the mark on her neck.

Kenzi shivered as she tried to push me away. "Calm down boy." She slapped me pulling away with a grin. "I just so happen to have some shorts around here somewhere." She found her bag that I had placed in here and started to dig around. "Here they are!" She cried as she pulled out black skin tight jean shorts. I almost took her again right then because of the fact she had to shimmy her way into them.

"Looks like you need some bigger shorts." I smirked leaning against the end of the bed. "Since you'll only be pregnant for 2 ½ months."

Kenzi whirled around and glared at me. "Are you saying I'm fat?" Her eyes flashed light blue. I was surprised that Kenzi's eyes weren't red but I could tell when she was hungry because her light blue turned into red.

"No," I pulled her into my arms and kissed her. "Just gaining some weight for the pup. In fact, its good for you to gain some weight. I always thought you were to skinny." I smirked seeing her eyes widen.

"You thought I was to skinny?" She sounded shocked.

I just shrugged. "I thought you could put some weight on without any problem but I love you just the way you are." I could see surprise in her eyes. Then I realized I never told her I loved her.

"You love me." She whispered looking into my eyes. I could see tears starting to gather.

"Yes Kenzi." I looked into her eyes. "I love you with everything I am. My wolf is yours as you are mine." I took her right hand and placed it over my heart while I placed mine over hers.

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Author Note – Here is the next chapter. So what do you think? Kenzi has finally been told that Dyson loves her and that she loves him. They have mated but what will happen when the show up in the Dal, upstairs? Who will be there? Stay tuned to find out til then keep reading and reviewing...

~*Dragon*~