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Holding Tight, Letting Go

Note – This story is a little sad in some parts so you may need a tissue. It takes place the next morning after Dyson, Tamsin and Bo found Kenzi. Dyson is still under the doubt but its wearing off and Tamsin is a little OOC along with Kenzi. Bo is just worried about Kenzi at the moment and doesn't want to think about Trick told her. Also it will be from First person POV and 3rd Pov. Just to let ya know...

Also – Bo's Father is Vampire/Shadow...

!Attention! - Ok I know that I have been gone however I am back and this chapter will have a little twist in it why you ask well everything will be answered at the end of my story. Also this is a sorta AU. Dyson doesn't get attacked.

Note:

Dyson's thoughts/Kenzi's thoughts

Dyson's wolf thoughts/ Nezi's thoughts.

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Chapter 19: Forgotten Yet Remembered

(Kenzi's Pov – Room Gabe Left Her In – Unknown Time)

I looked around the room to find that none of my clothes were present. Nezi was throwing a fit because she hated the outfit we had on and I had to agree. The white silky like grown or nightgown was not my style. Bo's maybe but not mine. Shaking my head, I needed to get my shit together and focus. As I headed to the door, the room began to shake. That caused something to completely freak out as I ripped the door open only to find another car like a train. That's when the rattling started to get worse as the door to the other train opened and suddenly I was facing a female in a maids outfit. She blinked a couple of times before she stepped aside as to let me through. I hurried through the door, slamming it behind me before she was able to leave. I grabbed the girl by her throat and slammed her up against the wall.

"Where am I?" I snarled trying to figure out what was going on. "Why cant I remember anything?"

She looked a little worried. "That is the side effect from being on board the train, ma'am." She then looked down to my hand then back to my face. "Where are you going? Then I can tell you where you are."

"I want to go home!" I snapped at her face, I could feel Nezi trying to surface because of the thirst I suddenly felt. "Now where can I leave!"

She must have noticed my eyes because she suddenly pointed to the back of the car we were in then dropped it back to her side. Then the woman did something completely stupid, she bared her neck and I couldn't help myself. Before I could stop myself, I had drained most of her blood but she would live. Putting her on a bed in the room, I walked to the back of the train and found that the train kept shaking but worse with each step. I growled as I pushed further getting tossed from side to side, that's when I realized I had a hand on my stomach. Names, dates, faces and memories flashed through my eyes as I stood with my hand on the door hand, at the back of the car. I knew then where I needed to go. Thinking of the loft, I took a breath and yanked the door open. What I saw was something I never wanted to see.

Blackness.

Nothing.

Taking a deep breathe, I backed up slightly and ran straight through the door that lead to nothing but blackness. "I want to go home!"

I screamed, throwing myself off the back of the moving train, that went to nowhere. I couldn't believe this was where I landed myself when Gabe grabbed me but I knew that I would soon be able to be with my babies and Dyson. I waited to land on something but before I could even open my eyes, a blinding light engulfed me then complete darkness as I hit something, rather hard. I could only pray I woke up to see where the hell I was, because Dyson, Mikael and Ali were waiting for me to get back. I needed to survive for them.

I would survive for them.

(3rd Person Pov – The Dal – 9:00 AM, The Next Morning)

Dyson walked in the Dal with the pups in his arms. Lauren rushed over and took the girl as Bo grabbed for the boy. Mikael snarled and snapped at Bo while Ali chuckled in Lauren's arms. Bo frowned as she gazed from the boy to his father.

"Why doesn't Mikael want me?" Bo was shocked that Dyson's pups wanted nothing to do with her. "I am his mother, arn't I?"

Dyson was shocked at this and couldn't help but growl. "No you're not." Dyson snapped as he grabbed Ali from Lauren. "Kenzi is their mother."

"But Dyson, we already said that we don't remember a Kenzi." Bo shook her head as she looked at the boy and girl in Dyson's arms. She did have to admit they were rather familiar to her.

"And I told you it was because after Gabe took Kenzi he had our memories wiped." Dyson growled causing both pups to whimper and nuzzle him under his chin. "For some reason he doesn't want Kenzi around."

"It could be that the Una Mens are the reason." Trick said walking out of the back room. "They have already called Lochlyn and The Morrigan to them." His posture was rather sluggish.

"Why are they here?" Bo asked looking from Dyson to Trick. "What are they? Some kind of Fae?"

Trick shook his head. "No they are very old even compared to me." Trick rubbed the back of his neck. "They watch over the dark and light. Since Bo is unaligned, they have showed to make sure she picked a side."

"What!?" Bo yelled as her eyes flashed blue. "No way in hell will I pick one side or the other. I do things my way and that is that." Everyone in the room knew that Bo was serious because of the blue eyes she now wore. "Do they know why our memories were erased?" She thought as she added it.

Trick shook his head. "That is something they don't get into." His eyes moved to Dyson. "Do you have the swirl?"

"Swirl?" Zombie asked as he stood next to Hale, Macy and Lucia.

Trick nodded at Zombie. "Yes, its under the eye when someone has messed with your memories." He walked over to Dyson and pulled his under eyelid down. "Do you see anything, Dyson?"

Dyson nodded looking into Trick's eye, the complete under part of his eye was a giant swirl. "Who ever did this is rather strong."

"I'd say check everyone else." Trick looked around the room to see that Lauren and Bo were already checking each other.

"We both have it." Lauren said as she turned to Hale, Macy, Lucia and Zombie. "Do you?"

Zombie nodded but it was Hale that spoke up. "That doesn't explain why no one has seen lil' momma..." His eyes widen. "Whoa, did I just say that?"

"You always called her lil' momma." Dyson growled rolling his eyes. "That's what I've been trying to tell you. Kenzi is missing and everyone's minds have been wiped but we need to find out who."

"Kenzi has always been a fighter and since having the babies her instincts will be in high alert." Zombie leaned again the bar with his arms crossed. "She's most likely trying to find her way back here as we speak."

Lucia nodded looking at Macy. "Kenzi has always been the toughest out of the three of us." Macy nodded smiling sadly. "If anyone can get back here it would be her. Not to mention, if she did have Mikael and Ali then she's in even more of a hurry because she knows they are not old enough to survive without her."

"But I'm here." Dyson snarled not liking what the half vampire was speaking about.

Lucia rolled her eyes shaking her head. "Macy is trying to say that Kenzi would put a lot more effort to get back since she has a couple of kids." Macy snorted narrowing her eyes at Lucia. "It's in the genes of a female vampire that she doesn't leave her young more then a few hours to hunt. Since Kenzi is a lot closer to her animalistic side she will be even more of a threat."

"They are both correct." Lauren popped up. "Kenzi is part vampire which means she will be wanting to get back sooner then later. Since she is more then likely coming to them. I think we should make sure the kids are always with someone. Dyson would be the best candidate but..." She paused to look around then frowned. "Where's Tamsin? She didn't show up."

"She had the smell of death all around her." Dyson told them looking at Trick who nodded confirming what he believed. "Tamsin was dying and she knew it but we still need to find her."

"What is she?" Zombie asked looking between everyone.

"Valkyrie." Trick said without explaining.

Zombie whistled shaking his head. "Man, and she's on your side." He looked rather skeptical. "Usually Valkyrie's only do what is best for them or if their bored they torment the battle fields. One that is young, such will be of the case with Tamsin when she's found, is extremely rare."

"Why?" Lucia asked not knowing what the hell the 'adults' were talking about.

"Because they can be shaped." Hale spoke up as he pulled Macy to him. "When a Valkyrie dies, they return to the age of about a 6 year old. That is unless they're on their last life, then they have wings on their back. Few are able to last until they receive their wings. It can take along time to get that much war under your belt." He shook his head. "The only reason the Morrigan wished for Tamsin to be here was because Gabe was worried about Bo intervening when he grabbed Kenzi. For some reason, the Una Mens are afraid of her and will also be afraid of the pups." He tilted his head to the two that were asleep in their father's arms.

Trick looked rather worried. "How do you know all this?"

"Lochlyn was allowed to leave while the Morrigan was 'spoken to' privately." Hale locked eyes with Trick. "They are going to kill anyone who doesn't choose. Including Bo, Dyson, the pups and Kenzi."

"They will not touch my family because we have decided that we want no part of the Light and Dark Fae." Dyson snapped and snarled his eyes turning a golden color.

The pups started snarling and soon two little puppies were running around under Dyson's legs. That snapped him out of whatever trance he was in and was shocked to see his not even a day old pups had transformed and were barely move between his legs. There was slips every few steps but other then that they were walking rather well. He also noticed that the two diapers he had on them were ripped to shreds and one of the twins had to use the bathroom before he shifted. Bo gagged as Lauren rolled her eyes and hurried over to clean up the mess. Dyson couldn't think about that as he tried to get them to turn back into their human forms. Although they looked a lot like Dyson when he was in his wolf form except they had red highlights through out but Ali was pure white other then the red and black highlights through out her fur. Mikael didn't have his sister's markings as he took after his father in his appearance, except for the red highlights in his fur.

"No, no matter what happens." Zombie spoke up his eyes on the two babies in Dyson arms. "Kenzi will be back and we will take care of this problem."

They all nodded knowing that at any moment one of them could be called. Dyson vowed to fight tooth and nail to keep his pack safe. Trick may have something to do with this but Dyson wondered all to well what side Trick was on because he never said light or dark. Frowning, Dyson held Mikael and Ali closer to his chest as a low rumble was emitted. I seemed to calm them just as it did Kenzi. Bo and Lauren were shocked at what they had hear so far. Bo remembered that she had given birth but even Lauren checked her out and told her she had never given birth when she remembered that morning but then Dyson came in with the boy that looked like the one she gave birth to and when she went to grab him he snarled as if knowing what she was thinking. Lauren was able to pick up Ali because Bo didn't even realize she was there til she looked her way. It was strange but every time Bo, or anyone else for that matter, wished to look at Ali, they had to concentrate or they would start looking away from where she stood. Dyson believed that it could be a power while everyone else thought it was a defense ability. None said anything but kept trying figure out what they were going to do. Some wanted to go look for Kenzi, while others wanted to wait.

Dyson wished to go but with Mikael and Ali he was needed there. He would not leave his pups.

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Author Note – Here is the next chapter! Gabe was turned to ash by Kenzi! Or did she turn him into ash? Part of him was still in the shadow... Ooooo, now what do you think of how I flipped it where the Una Mens arrived during Kenzi's disappearance? Only time will tell on why they are here. Does Trick have something to do with it? And just remember it will not be exactly alike the scene's in the Lost Girl series on Syfy or what ever channel you watch it from. So til next chapter, keep reading and reviewing...

~*Dragon*~