Chapter 6

Christian was sitting at his desk looking at his computer screen and trying to concentrate on all the work he had to do but nothing was happening as he kept going through the talk he and Ana had just had.

Everything Ana had said to him was running through his mind and the ludicrous idea she put forth to him, which was so fucking stupid he could not believe she had asked him. Did she honestly think that he would agree to what she wanted to do? Obviously she must have thought he would be on board with what she wanted, but that was not going to happen.

His thoughts and feelings continue to run wild as he cannot seem to stop them and he needs to get them all in order before he decides to go and find Ana, so they can speak like adults instead of shouting at each other which will happen if he decides to leave his office at this precise moment. He decides to sit and brood a little bit longer to try and get himself more under control.

Ana is still sitting on the couch stunned at what had happened between her and Christian. She still could not believe how he reacted. Although what did she expect, it wasn't like he was going to say "yes of course Ana, I totally agree with your idea and yes you can bring a submissive into our home and playroom".

As Ana was going over the conversation in her mind, she realised she might of fucked up her relationship with Christian because of what she spoke to him about. Why didn't she keep her thoughts and feelings to herself instead of going straight to Christian. What did she expect for him to say, Did she expect him to be supportive about everything that was spoken about.

Still sat on the couch, as her legs at the moment would not support her if she tried to stand, Ana started to cry. She wanted desperately to go to Christian so he could wipe her tears away, but she knew at that moment it wasn't going to happen which hurt her so much.

Christian was still very fucking angry at his wife. How could she disregard his feelings like she did, that's what hurt him more then her wanting to bring a third person into their personal life. How could the love of his life make him feel like he cannot satisfy her needs, even though she has told him countless times that she is beyond more than satisfied. But there must a reason why she needed to discuss this situation with him.

But no matter what Ana says to him at this precise moment, Christian still believes that he cannot give her everything she needs and that scares him the most. Even though Ana tells him that he is everything she will ever need and says this is not about him and that it is about her exploring her sexuality and absolutely nothing to do with their own sex life, as a man this is not what he wanted to hear from his wife and as he has been referred to as a sex god on a number of occasions, Christian still cannot help but think of himself as a failure to his beloved wife.

In business he is successful and never fails but in his private life with Ana he is very much insecure and that scares him more than anything failing at business, as Ana is his more, his entire world.