.Chapter 15
Ana woke up the next morning after her and Christian's fuck session, she felt sore but it was all in the right place's which made her smile.
Once she got dressed she went in search of Christian and found him sat at the breakfast bar reading the paper and drinking coffee.
After sitting down next to him she reached across and kissed him on the lips and he pulled her closer to him and deepened their kiss.
When they both pulled away they were both breathless. Even after all these years, Ana can't believe he still kisses her like that and it stll affects her just like it did the first time.
After eating breakfast together Christian went to his study to work and Ana went into the libaray to catch up on her emails. As she is sitting there going through numerous emails, she start's to think about her time in the playroom with Sarah.
She start's going over what happened in there. Ana know's that both parties involved were nervous even though Sarah was an experienced sub, she has never been with a woman so it was something knew to her. Ana of course was nervous, even though her and Christian have played together, this time it wasn't her and him and that took her out of her comfort zone. She knew she had to start thinking about her next scene with Sarah otherwise they would be stood there looking at each other which wouldn't be good as that would make Ana look like she had no idea what she was doing. In all fairness she didn't but she was determined to make herself become at least a capable dom and then as she got more experience she would become a good dom. Well that was her plan anyway. But with help from Christian and his support and trust, she knew she would be able to do it.
After bringing her self back from her thoughts she decided to look on line at different bdsm site's to see if they could give her any idea's. Clicking on different links she found on one of the site's, Ana started looking through all of the different aspects there were of bdsm.
She looked on one site and couldn't believe what she saw it was brutal bdsm and it made her feel physically sick. She couldn't understand how people enjoyed it so brutal and it looked very demeaning, some of the people in the pictures looked like they were in actual pain and were crying.
Shutting down her computer as she didnt want to look anymore. Especially after what she had just seen, Ana understood why people liked bdsm. She never in her wildest dreams thought she would like it but she did and she had a good teacher.
Ana knew that certain people liked ceratin aspects of the lifestyle. Some people needed control, wanted to be detached from their feelings etc, but she didn't understand why people would put themselves through what she had just seen, it looked like torture. Although to people who don't understand bdsm, that is probably how they think it goes but most of the time it isn't like that at all. Ana was one of those people who thought that until a certain grey eyed, sex god came into her life. Now she couldn't imagine her life without it. If you have the right partner/dom who know's what they are doing and is patient with you, the experience can be mind blowing.
Still finding it hard to get rid of the images she just saw, she decided to go into the playroom and see if she could figure out what to do.
Once inside the playroom she took a good look around. She had obviously seen the room before but she just wanted to take a long look around and scanned all four walls. On two walls there were floggers on one side and on the other wall there were cane's. Slowly she walked over to where the floggers were and brushed her hand over one of them. The leather felt so soft and smooth she picked it up and held it in her hand like she was going to use it on someone. She pulled her arm back and the flogger flew through the air making a whoosh sound as it did.
Replacing the flogger she went over and picked up a cane from the other wall. As she held it in her hand the wood felt good against her skin which surprised her as she didn't expect it to. She then did the same as she had done with the flogger and made the cane fly through the air. But it didn't make the same sound, it made a much harsher sound.
After inspecting all the implements on the wall she went over to the draws and started going through them. She didn't realise how much equipment they had. Pulling open different draws, she found nipple clamps, butt plugs and a variety of different sized and styles of vibrators.
Once she had finished looking at everything she walked out of the playroom locking the door behind her, going to get Christian as she hadn't seen him in a couple of hours. She expected him to still be in his office but he wasn't, he was in the family room waiting for her. When she sat down he asked her why she was in the playroom and she explained to him what she was doing in there.
After she had explained, he turned to her and asked "Do you know what you are going to do in your next session?" to which she turned to him and said "Yes I do
