You all are going to kill me when you see how short this chapter is. It's just a little view on how Anakin is - I don't own Star Wars the Clone Wars or any of it's characters.


Chapter 7

Anakin POV

It took a while for Anakin to start getting over the death of Ahsoka Tano. For the first 2 months he didn't do much. The Order didn't risk sending him on missions in the state he was in. Most days he was holed up in his room. The room Ahsoka and he used to share. All the while, life moved on around him.

He spent a lot of time with Padme, but even she couldn't fill the void his Padawan had left. Obi-Wan tried to be there for him, but he didn't understand what Anakin was going through. No one did. The only person who remotely understood him was Master Plo Koon (more on that later).

After two months of grieving he was sent back into the field. Anakin thought that maybe if he was back in the action it would help him get over Ahsoka. Everyone he knew had already told him 'she wouldn't want you to be like this.' He got that advice about three times a day.

He knew that Ahsoka wouldn't want him to stay stuck in her death, but that didn't change the way it was. Even when he was back in the field there were still the moments where he would expect to hear her tell him how stupid an idea was. Sometimes he even turned to his side asking her a question, when she was no longer there to answer it.

Rex noticed whenever this happened but didn't say anything out of respect for the General. Anakin's entire squad was uneasy about the idea of Ahsoka no longer running around on missions. She was so fiery, and bold. She brought inspiration to the squadron.

Sometimes he would wake up and forget that she was dead. He would pass it off as a nightmare. She couldn't be dead. He only remembered when he saw that her cot was no longer in their shared quarters.

She was really gone.

Anakin surrounded himself in the war. His mind filled with mission plans, names, battles, attacks. That way, maybe all of those things could lessen the pain from the loss of his Padawan. But they didn't. They only buried his emotions deeper.

Every day he still mourned for the loss of his Padawan. He mourned for the loss of the strong, proud, and brave Jedi Knight that Ahsoka never got become.


I am really sorry that this chapter is short. This is a one time thing, I swear. I just wanted to give an insight to Anakin since we haven't seen him in a while. Actually the chapters get longer after this, so that's good news for you guys. I'm sorry it's short. It'll never happen again. Thanks for reading. Complain about the length if you want. I'll put up with it. -Saraphine