Day 6
Dear Journal,
Ace was avoiding me. I hadn't even talked to him about... that yet! But he's acting like it's the end of the world. He's so weird.. I mean, it's not like i don't find it odd that he moaned my name while pleasing his body, but.. I don't know. Maybe he just happened to have a girlfriend who had the same name as me? Maybe..? I hoped..
I saw him in the hallway on the way to French1 (don't ask..) today in school, so I ran up to him to talk to him, you know, just like I do every school-day. But then his face turned really red and abruptly decided to walk into the bathroom. I was starting to get really annoyed, and I didn't want him to have to keep avoiding me, like I did something wrong! So I yelled out his name and then followed him.
I know I might sound uber creepy for following him.. into the bathroom.. but I had to know what his deal was! I couldn't just let it go that easily! So I set my books down on the ground next to the first stall, and stomped over to the last stall which was always dark and perfect to hide in. So I'm gonna write out how I remember our conversation going..
"Stop avoiding me!" I said, pushing open the stall door before he could close it.
"I'm not avoiding you.." he protested, looking down at the ground next to him. I gave him a glare and poked his chest.
"You're not a very good liar.. but that's not my point! I need you to tell me." Ace gave me a weird look, and I sighed.
"Tell me why you were moaning my name...Ace?"
Ace turned away from me and bit his lip. His face looked like it might have exploded right then and there. I could tell he was thinking really hard...harder then the both of us usually think. Ace shut his eyes tightly, but then suddenly turned and pushed me against the wall by my shoulders. I guess I never really realized how much taller my brother was until he was literally standing right over me. So I looked up at him with the most blank expression ever, not knowing what to do or think. But when he leaned down and wrapped his arms around my back, resting his head on top of mine, I could just slightly feel my face heat up. I didn't know why, though.. 'cause Ace had done that so many times before! But then he move his head and pressed his cheek against mine, and I could feel how hot he was, too. His body was always warm, though, so... but then he whispered into my ear.
"Luffy..."
My mind froze in place at hearing him say, no, whisper my name into my ear. It was.. really, really weirdly nice for some reason, though.
"H-hmm?" I managed to question, sort of.. and then Ace tightened his grip around me until my chest was flat against his upper-abs. My eyes went wide, and I glanced around the stall nervously, waiting for what he would do next.
"I..." Ace started, moving a hand up my back which sent shivers down my spine.
"You what?" I asked him quietly, putting a hand on his shoulder.
"I..I'm sorry, and I know this is wrong and really bad on my part, but.. I love you!" I swear I wore the most bored expression ever at that moment, I mean, what kind of brother doesn't love their sibling?
"Why are you sorry? What's wrong with loving your brother?" I asked him, pushing him off my body so I could look at his face. He smiled weakly and then put a hand on my head.
"Not that kind of love, Luffy.. more like.. I would marry you right now if I could, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.. that kind of love," he said taking my hands into his own and looking right into my eyes. I was a bit surprised by his choice of words and tilted my head in question. What kind of statement was that? Just kinda out of the blue and everything!
"Ace, I don't un- ?!"
I couldn't even finish my sentence. Ace just plainly leaned over, held my back and the back of my head, and kissed me. On the lips and everything! My face pretty much looked like a tomato, and I think I might have fainted for a second. I couldn't really tell. It seemed like he was never gonna stop, oh, and I forgot how to breathe, so I started hitting his back as a sign to let me go before I died. He finally realized this, as my face was turning blue, and let me breathe; still holding me just in case I decided to really faint. Ace looked down at the ground and then sighed.
"Do you get it now?" Ace asked me, letting go of my body completely and rubbing the back of his head. I looked up at the ceiling and nodded, putting my hands in my pockets. But then I started feeling weird, and I realized that all this excitement made my stomach a bit.. upset. And before I could even say anything, I fell onto my knees and then threw up my lunch into the toilet.
Still feeling a bit sick...
Monkey D. Luffy
