Im sorry guys this isnt an update but please read this!

I have been searching FOREVER! for a story that was perfect, i need to know the name of it and if anyone can tell me, ill be soo happy,

its about Edward, and he bites bella on the first day, and he gets so ashamed of himself, because he takes her to his car and starts drinking her blood, and once he thinks shes dead, he shamely puts her in the snow. Then alice comes and see's the girl and freaks out on Edward, and that was the 2 chapters.

This was one of the first stories i read when joined fanfic, almost year ago, and ive been on a wild hunt trying to find it! please help,