I should Kill Him part 11
Kathryn got to sickbay with B'Elanna sitting up on the bed wuth the Doctor running a scan.
"Well Lieutenant it would seem that Mister Paris has left you with a parting piece if himself. "
B'Elanna looked at with large eyes. His word sinking in and causing a weird feeling in her gut. She felt arms snake around her waist and a head rest on her shoulder. She rested her hands on the arms and tilted her head to rwat upon the other. But nothing felt real. She stared off at the corner of the room.
"I would like for you to go rest Lieutenant and come back in a few days for some more scans." The Doctor said.
B'Elanna noddes her acknowledgment and slid off the bed out of the arms of the one holding her. She walked to the door and almost as if in a trance walked back to Kathryn's quarters. She knew she was beside her the whole way and probably wanted her to talk but she couldnt. She couldnt feel anything.
Kathryn lead her to the bedroom and pulled her onto the bed spooning her rubbing her fingers over her still flat belly. It was a soothing motion. Kathryn hadn't run away either and that made her feel secure.
"B'Elanna I know you really dont wanna talk but just know that I am not going anywhere. I will be here and help you no matter what."
B'Elanna rolled over and burried her face into Kathryn's neck.
"I don't know what to do Kathryn. I don't know if I should even tell him or if I will be a good mother to his child or if I should terminate it or. . . "
She started to tear up and she pulled Kathryn closer. The older woman stroked her back.
"Shh Darling. It will all work out. No matter what we will figure this out together. "
B'Elanna cried herself to sleep. Kathryn carefully dislodged herself from the young woman. She walked into the living area and got herself a coffee. Her first cup in two days. She let the heat wash over her and the smell permeate her senses. She had so many emotions running through her she needed something to take her aggression out. She wanted to cry out all the fear and hurt and sadness she felt. She wanted to scream her frustration. And most of all she wanted to look Tom Paris in the eye and tell him how disappointed and angry and disgusted she was with him. She wanted to kick his cocky arrogant ass all over the ship.
She got up and changed into a work out cloths and hailed Chakotay.
"Chakotay here."
"Chakotay I need a sparring partner."
Her voice made him hesitate.
"Are you sure Kathryn.?"
"Please."
"Alright. Ill meet you on the Holodeck."
"Thank you.
Chakotay noticed the second the got in the ring that he would be defending more than throwing any punches. Kathryn Janeway was atightly coiled spring ready to pop. The ring bell sounded and Kathryn came for him hard and fast. Her fist where a blured combination of jabs and full swings. She continued like this for alot longer than he expected. He gave her ten minutes the most before she ran out of steam but she went for twice as long before she backed off him.
"Damn woman. Are you alright?"
She looked at him trying to catch her breath. She didnt want to cross any lines with B'Elanna but she knew if she asked him not to say anything he wouldnt.
"She's pregnant."
Chakotay's jaw dropped. He didnt know what to think. With everything thats happening he felt at a loss.
" My gods. How did she handle the news."
"Like a zombie. It was almost like she didnt hear him. We got back to my quarters and she cried herself to sleep."
"I dont know what to do. I hate seeing her like this Chakotay. I actually feel completely useless. I feel like I have failed her by letting that piece of shit ever fucking touch her."
Tears free falling down her face she sank down to the canvase of the ring and cried for the first time in a long time. Chakotay pulled her glove off and pulled her into a hug. She cried harder.
