I Should Kill Him Part 12
Kathryn left the holodeck feeling not much better then when she went in. She sat on the mat and cried into her friends should for what felt like forever. But now she had something to take care of. Her hands hurt her eyes were puffy and her mind jumbled. She had to get this out of her system before she popped on the wrong person.
Walking into the brig she dismissed the security officer on duty, walked over to the control panel and disabled the force field. She stood infront of Tom Paris. He looked up at her full of hatred but he seemed too weak to do much of anything.
"What do you want?" He spat.
"Get up." She ordered.
Paris rolled his eyes and pushed himself off the floor mumbling. He stood slightly wobbly on his feet. Kathryn got closer to him and looked him right in the eye.
"You got something to say asshole?" She whispered.
He looked at her enraged. He made to swing at her.
"In your current stated do you really wanna do that?" She stopped him.
"Fuck you Janeway!" He hollered.
Kathryn just smirked. She stepped closer to him. She was toying with him and she knew it. She wantes him to take the first swing that way kicking the crap out of him would be justified.
"Back off me you wife stealing cunt." His words spewing from his mouth.
"Oh! Such language. You kiss your mother with that mouth?" She pushed.
He dove at her sloppily. She avoided him easily enough. He landed on the floor in a quivering heap. The drugs not completely out of his system just yet. He spun around and came at her again only to have her knee connect to his groin. He collapsed to the floor. No longer able to move. He cupped his manhood and cried in pain.
"Why are you doing this to me?" He cried to her?
"Doing what to you?" She knelt next to him.
"You're a fucking degenerated junky. You're a rapist and an assailant. I didn't do that to you. Thats all self-inflicted you piece a shit." She mockingly groaned in his ear.
She stood up and loomed over him. He gripped her pant leg trying to move. She kicked his hand off of her.
"Dont fucking touch me you prick." She sat down on his bed and watched him.
"You know when I first saw all the marks you left on her body all I wanted to do was kill you. I wanted to kick you' re fucking head in. You make me sick. I look at you now and you are a pathetic pile of flesh. You are a sick, poor excuse of a man." She seethed more and more.
"And as far as stealing your wife. I didn't steal anything. You haven't been a real husband to her in months. Don't blame me for your short comings." she rubbed her hands over her face.
She stood up and walked out of the cell reactivating the field.
"When you are clean I will figure out what to do with you."
She turned on her heels and left the brig and a broken man behind. She made her way back to her quarters and took a long hot bath. B'Elanna walked in. Her eyes still showing sleepiness. She stripped her clothes and sank into the tub with her. Kathryn made room for her to settle between her legs. B'Elanna took one or her hands and kissed her red knuckles. The redness did not go unnoticed.
"Where were you?" She asked softly.
Kathryn kissed her head holding her tightly.
"I was on the holodeck."
B'Elanna turned in her arms to face her. She stroked her cheek. Tears filled Kathryn's eyes.
"Whats wrong Katie?" B'Elanna became concerned.
Kathryn shook her head and pulled B'Elanna closer burying her face in the younger woman's neck. She held her tightly and cried.
"Kathryn why are you crying?"
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry." She repeated over and over.
"For what? Kathryn you've done nothing wrong."
Kathryn looked into her eyes.
"I didn't protect you. 'Lanna I fucked up!" She cried harder.
"Shhhh darling. You have been nothing but supportive. You couldn't have known what was happening. "
"I should have never let him get near you."
B'Elanna stood up and reached for Kathryn's hand pulling her up. She stepped out of the tub and wrapped a towel around herself and Kathryn. They walked back to the bedroom together and cuddle close once in bed.
"You have been my ancor Kathryn Janeway. You are my savior and my heart and I need you. Please dont feel like you have failed me. You have done no such thing." She placed a light kiss one each puffy blue eye and on her down turned lips.
"Please don't pull away from me?" B'Elanna pleaded.
Kathryn pulled her tighter.
"Never letting you go again. I have decided to have you stay with me for awhile if you're willing that is." Kathryn smiled uncertainty filled her voice.
B'Elanna cupped her cheeks stroking her lips.
"I am more than willing." She kissed her lips again and snuggled under her chin closing her eyes a drifted to sleep listening to the heart that had become part of hers.
