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I'm so glad that you enjoyed the previous chapter! I wasn't so sure about it at first because I was afraid that it sounded too serious. Evidently I was wrong! I'm really happy you liked it and I wanted to thank you all for the amazing reviews and all your support... They really made my day.
Warning: This chapter is rated M because... Well, do I have to explain? Also this is just my second attempt writing a sex scene.
Maura's POV
Enjoy
The touch of her lips against mine was like nothing I could have imagined.
No dream or fantasy could stand before such sensation. Because it was real. Jane Rizzoli, my best friend, the woman that I have loved since the moment our eyes met, was kissing me.
At first the kiss was tentative and with so much tenderness that I thought I was just imagining it, but after a few seconds our lips parted, asking for more.
Passion and desire was a flame that threatened to consume us, my knees were suddenly weak and Jane tightened her hold on my waist while her mouth played magic on me.
This was not chemistry or hormones, I couldn't find an excuse about this because there wasn't an excuse that needed to be made. I wanted her, every fiber of her being interlaced with mine.
I let her control my tongue to her will, she could have everything she wanted, everything she needed, and I was willing to give her all that it had been denied until this moment.
She poured every emotion she was feeling into our kiss. I could feel her insecurities and fears in the was she was holding me, like if I was a delicate creature that might break by her consuming passion if she couldn't restraint her need to be closer to me.
I could feel her desire, but most of all, I could almost see the pulsing core of her love for me.
And then I knew. Jane Rizzoli loved me, just like I loved her.
The thought, the realization, brought me to a new level of pleasure, that hit me so deeply and hard in my lower abdomen like a fire that was spreading quickly across every cells of my body making my center throb with need and every other nerve tingle in jealousy. The sensation was so consuming that I was almost forced to pull away from the kiss and breath like a swimmer that breaks the surface of the water after minutes without air.
Never. In my life I have never experienced something so pure and addictive like this.
My arms were wrapped around Jane's neck trying to pull her closer, while her hands were running along my side and back, making me shiver with pleasure. Those hands were capable of so much tenderness but always maintaining their strong and reassuring touch, and I wanted to feel them on my skin more than anything.
I could no longer resist without oxygen so with a last soft and slow kiss on Jane's upper lip, I reclutantly pulled away licking my lips, unable to resist the urge to taste her essence one more time.
I probably should have know that Jane could have misunderstand the reason because I needed to broke off our kiss, because as I opened my eyes a look of panic appeared on her face. Her hands dropped from my waist, where she was holding me.
"Oh God..." She brought her hands on my arms that were still wrapped around her neck, they were shaking. Her breath came in short gasps and her voice held so much fear that made my chest ache.
I should have expected this. Because this was just like Jane Rizzoli handled her feelings. She was the most smart, brave and fearless detective in her dangerous job, never thinking twice to put herself into danger if it could help to save someone else, but when Jane Rizzoli, the woman without badge was in front of her feelings, she had the tendency panic, take all the fault on herself, and then run away.
Not this time. This wasn't going to happen. Not now. Not with me.
Before she could say another word I cupped her face in my hands, looking directly into those dark scared orbs.
"Don't." My voice was a whisper that echoed around the room.
She closed her eyes in a painful expression shaking her head, like if she was trying to shake off what she was feeling.
"You don't understand Maura." Her voice was shaky and vulnerable.
I didn't wait a second longer. "Yes, I do." I said those words looking into her eyes, my voice wasn't harsh, but strong enough to let her know that I was aware of what was happening and that I wanted it to keep going.
To reassure her further I kissed her sweetly on the lips, without urgency or lust, and when I leaned back, I caressed her cheek, waiting for her to realize that I was here with her, that I wanted her as much as she did.
Her eyes opened, and all I could see reflecting in them was pure adoration.
We just looked at each other for a long time, finally seeing the emotions and feelings that had always been there, once hidden under the fear, were now exposed.
Jane broke the silence first. "Maura, I-" I silenced her with another tender kiss. "I know Jane..." I knew what she wanted to tell me, she needed to say those three words that were threatening to spill from her lips in a matter of seconds, but she had already said that in a thousand of different ways just in the last few minutes, so there was no urgency. I wanted her to know that I was feeling the same for a really long time. This wasn't the time for words. Words were highly overrated.
I wanted her to feel.
Feel her body against mine, moving like water in an infinite dance. Guided by no one but their own will and desire, animated by the love that we were feeling for each other. Because her body couldn't lie. And even if I didn't want to read much in every small gesture that she had made with me over the years, I knew, deep down that this was inevitable. It never was a matter of 'how'. It's always been a matter of 'when'.
With a new surge of desire to feel those lips against mine, I kissed her and she greatly reciprocated as her hands started roaming over my body.
She was more confident now, her touch more possessive and her kiss more aggressive.
I loved every minute of it.
We slowly made our way towards my bed never breaking the kiss and when Jane hit the edge of the bed with the back of her knees, I made her sit, straddling her lap.
The new position brought us even closer and my core came in contact with her abdomen. I could't resist to grind against her making us groan in unison.
Jane's hands tightened their hold on my waist, fisting the hem of my shirt in a powerful grasp, but she was holding something back.
Unwilling to pull away from our passionate kiss but guided by the need to reassure her, I had to separate our lips, whispering the words against the corner of her mouth.
"I want you Jane... All of you." I heard her breath hitch at my words as I trailed kisses from her jaw to her ear, biting no so gently on her earlobe, then soothing the sensitive area with my tongue.
When I leaned back and saw the fire in her eyes I knew that I had succeded.
Jane grabbed the hem of my shirt, pulling it over my head in a swift movement, esposing the upper part of my body.
When the offending garment landed on the floor, Jane gaze was already on my chest, she was licking her lips and from how she was playing with her hands, I could tell that she was impatient to remove the last thin barrier that was the bra I was wearing.
She looked up at me like if she was asking for my permission, I didn't respond to her with words but only bringing her hands on the center of my back, where she could find the hooks.
Her hands were shaking with anticipation and I was starting to feel too exposed looking at her still fully-clothed body. I wanted to touch her as well, feel that smooth tanned skin under my fingertips and make her shiver in pleasure with my touch.
A deep groan escaped Jane's lips when her gaze fixed on my naked chest. "God, Maura.." Her hands came immediately up to cup them, her thumbs brushing delicately on the hard rosy buds of my sensitive nipples making me moan.
Jane continued to tease my nipples for a few minutes as I squirmed on top of her, running my hands through her thick dark hair, bringing her closer, wishing to feel her mouth on my skin.
"Please Jane." I didn't even realize that I was pleading her, all I could feel was the rising heat of my own body and the constant throb between my legs that was almost unbearable. When my eyes fluttered open I saw Jane looking at my face, her strong features seemed even more defined in the dim light of the room, but her eyes were soft and caring, memorizing every expression and every sound I was making thanks to her magical touch.
"You are so beautiful." Her deep raspy voice sent a new pulse of pleasure directly to my very core and my hips bucked involuntarily against her. I whimpered in frustration when I realized that nothing was going to satisfied me enough until Jane would decided to finally touch me.
Her lips were on my neck trailing kisses from the sensitive spot behind my ear all the way to my breast, taking one nipple into her hot mouth, sucking on the little bud and then grazing it softly with her teeth. The sensation caused me to cry out loud, keeping her head in place, encouraging her to continue.
When both my nipples were hard and wet, she resumed kissing me. I felt the throb between my legs intensify when her nails started scratching my inner thighs through the thin material of my yoga pants.
I couldn't take it anymore, I took her left hand placing it over the wet patch I knew I was starting to form on my pants. I thrust my hips forward at the contact and Jane grunted feeling how wet and ready I was for her. That seemed to be the confirmation she needed. Her hands were suddenly on the front of my pants fumbling with the waistband, she tried to pull them down but the position didn't allow her, so in a swift movement she switched our position and I found myself with my back on the cool duvet of the bed.
Jane was standing in front of the bed, she took her shirt off and I raised on my knees to help her with her bra.
The light of the candles in the room was more than enough to see every curve of her naked body, appreciating the lean sheet of muscles on her abdomen and the perfect shape of her beautiful breasts where two already hard nipples were begging for my attention.
I looked up at her, my breath short and my heartbeat so fast and strong that I could feel it jump against my ribcage. I ran my fingertips over that new exposed tanned skin while my lips sealed around one of her nipples, sucking it into my mouth and grazing it with my teeth, intoxicated by the encouraging sounds that Jane was making.
After a few more moments Jane stopped me, gentely pushing me on my back pulling my pants off along with my soaked panties.
The scent of my own arousal hit my nostrils and the contact with the cool air almost had me come on the spot. I pulled myself up on my elbows, watching as Jane parted my legs further, groaning when every part of me was revealed to her.
She didn't waste any more time as she kneeled in front of the bed running her hands up to my thighs. I watched as she licked her lips with a hungry expression.
"You are so wet Maura."
And then she dipped her head between my legs kissing the thin strip of curly blonde hair that she found as her thumbs delicately parted my outer lips.
The next thing I knew was that I was moaning her name as her tongue licked from my entrance all the way up to my clit. I fisted the duvet in my hands and my eyes fluttered shut.
When Jane repeated the movement sucking my clit into her mouth, I collapsed backwards arching my back from the mattress.
After just a few moments I was so close, my inner muscles were contracting rhytmically at every stroke of Jane's tongue, and all I needed was to feel her inside of me.
"J-Jane.. I need you.." My plea caused Jane to look up at me, she gave one last slow lick and then brought her thumb over my clit circling it slowly as her tongue teased the tight ring of muscles there.
The second her tongue pushed past my entrance, one of the most powerful orgasms I had ever experienced hit me so hard and unexpectedly that I shouted her name at the ceiling, my inner muscles clamped down around her, trying to pull her deeper inside me while my hips were thrusting forward and every muscles of my body spasmed of their own will.
Jane placed her other strong hand on my abdomen, trying to keep me down while I was riding the aftershock of my incredibly intense orgasm.
I could feel my inner walls contracting even when Jane pulled her tongue from inside me, licking me clean at best and placing one last tender kiss on the tip of my swollen clit before she made her way up to my body.
I was still gasping for air when I saw her appear in front of me, her lips still glistening with my juices and a look of pure satisfaction all over her face.
"God Maura... You taste so good." Hearing her say that was too much and I couldn't resist the urge to kiss her, moaning at the taste of myself on her tongue e lips.
Without separating our lips I helped Jane to get rid of her sweatpants leaving her with just her boyshorts.
We moved together towards the headboard of the bed where I straddled Jane's waist, lacing her hands with mine while grinding my center on her muscular abdomen leaving a glistening trail of wetness.
When I leaned back from our passionate kiss I saw a flash of incredulity cross Jane's features, her eyes soft and so full of love that made me release her hands and stop the movement of my hips on top of her.
She cupped my cheek with one hand as the other rested on my hip, stroking the soft skin she found there. I turned my head to kiss her palm like I had done before. When our gaze met I saw all the emotions swimming into those impossibly deep and dark eyes.
"Please Maura, tell me this is not another dream." I felt the pain and vulnerability in her voice and the sight was heartbreaking.
I placed my hands on her cheeks bringing our lips together in a deep slow kiss and when I leaned back after a few minutes I whispered my answer looking into her eyes.
"We both know that this is better than any dream Jane.." I smiled lovingly at her. "This is real."
Her lips captured mine with so much passion that sent a new flood of arousal out of my core, coating Jane's stomach in my juices and making her groan into my mouth.
I reached a hand between her legs, past the waistband of her boyshorts, finding a small patch of soft curls resting just above her sex.
Jane's lips continued their assault on my neck while my hand ventured further down over the hard slick bud of her clit until I reached the source of her wetness that was pooling at her entrance. I moaned feeling how wet and ready she was.
"Do you feel that?" Jane asked against my jaw. "This is how wet I get every time I see you."
My breath hitched in my throat at her confession and my fingers started circling over her clit.
Another groan escaped Jane's lips, muffled by the skin of my neck that she was biting softly. Having Jane so close to me, breathing against my neck and smelling her intoxicating arousal in the air, was almost enough to make me come a second time against her stomach. But I wanted to feel her, feel her muscles around my fingers, and hear her moans as I thrust inside of her, but just when I was going to slid inside, Jane pulled me off of her lap and into my back.
I didn't even have time to react because a second later I saw that her boyshorts were gone and she was settling between my legs.
"I want to come with you, Maura. I want to feel you come with my fingers inside of you."
God yes... Those long fingers buried deep inside of me.
The thought made me moan her name as I wrapped my legs around her waist bringing our bodies closer.
Jane kissed me supporting her weight on one elbow while her other hand was running over my leg.
When her hand stopped over my sex, she broke off the kiss, looking into my eyes as asking for permission. I let go of my hold on her waist spreading my legs apart as she smiled taking the invitation.
She coated her fingers in my juices making me shiver with delight and anticipation.
"Please Jane. I want you. All of you."
That was enough. She thrust three fingers deep inside of me in a slow, hard thrust making me scream into the dark room, my nails scratching her back hard enough to leave marks on her skin.
I felt Jane freeze above me. "Did I... Did I hurt you?" I heard the panic in her voice and before she could missunderstand my reaction I kissed her hard silencing her doubts.
We were both breathless after the kiss but I managed to whisper a few words against her lips. "You feel so good inside me Jane. Please... Don't stop." I wanted her to take me like no one else ever had.
Jane groaned as she started thrusting in and out of me.
Her fingers were so deep, reaching places I didn't even know existed inside of me, I moaned every time she pulled out feeling my inner muscles fluttering around her trying to keep her inside as deep as possible.
I reached a hand between us and even if the position wasn't as comfortable as I wanted, I was able to fit my hand between Jane's legs, running my fingers over her slick folds.
She moaned into my neck and when I finally pushed inside of her she sank her teeth into the sensitive skin of my troath, not hard enough to feel real pain, but I was sure that a mark would be visible in the morning. I loved that Jane had marked me as hers, and the thought brough a new surge of desire through my body.
We started moving together, moaning each other names, kissing every inch of esposed skin that was visible as our fingers thrust deeper and faster, making our gasps and the slick sounds of our bodies against each other, the only sounds in the room.
I could feel Jane's inner muscles tightening around me and I knew she was close, so I started circling my thumb over the hard bud of her clit. The response was immediate, her moans grew louder and more frequently. "God Maura... I'm going to come!"
I felt her fingers curl on that sweet spot deep inside me that had me scream and my hips buck up to meet her thrusts. Our eyes met in the dark. I was so close and I wanted to come with her. "Come Jane. I'm here with you. Come with me."
Not even a second later she came, clamping impossibly tight around me as she buried her fingers as deep as she could one last time curling them on that delicious spot resting deep inside me.
Feeling her come around me was the best sensation I had ever experienced.
I had fantasized about this moment so many times in the past, but nothing could have preapared me to this emotional storm.
We rode out our orgasms holding into each other like our lives depended on it as our inner muscles fluttered rhythmically.
We kissed until we didn't have nothing left to give, withdrawing slowly our fingers from each other. Jane nuzzled my neck trying to catch her breath but unwilling to separate our bodies. I turned on my side to look at her finding her eyes smiling up at me.
I kissed her another time addicted to the taste of her lips and the feeling of them against mine.
I ran my hand over her chest, noticing her sweat mixed with my arousal glistening on her toned stomach.
She is so beautiful.
I could feel my eyes fluttering shut after the incredible orgasms I had experienced and looking at Jane's face I noticed the satisfied smile playing on her lips and the fact that even she was trying everything to keep her eyes open.
Pulling the covers over us I took one of her hands giving my back to her so she could hold me from behind. She wrapped her arm tightly around me kissing the back of my neck before whispering into my ear "Promise me you will be here when I'll wake up?"
I smiled hearing how sweet and innocent her voice sounded.
I turned my head to kiss her and when I pulled back I could only answer what I knew for sure.
"I promise Jane."
All the candles in the room had burned out except the ones on my nightstand. With a final effort I blew on them. I rested my head down on the pillow lulled to sleep with the soft breathing of Jane on my shoulder and the feeling of her strong arms wrapped protectively around my naked body.
The last thing I remember before I could completely fall asleep was the smile that I felt forming on my face after hearing a barely audible "I love you Maura."
So... I hope the air is warm enough! What do you say?
