Disclaimer: I do not own "Gravitation" or the song "How to Save a Life." It belongs to Maki Murakami and The Fray respectively.

A/N: This is my very first Gravitation fanfic so please be gentle.

Summary: Five years has passed and Yuki moved on with his life. Shuichi left him just because Yuki didn't say he loved him. After five years, when Yuki took the first step into moving on, Shuichi realized his mistake and wants Yuki back into his arms once again.

Warning: Angst and maybe death.

Chapter 6- The Painful Reality

The doctor led me through the halls of this hospital. My heart went berserk against my rib cage as I bit my bottom lip. Something isn't right, something isn't right at all.

"Mr. Usesegi, we're here." I snapped back from my drifting mind to see that we had stopped in front of the Intensive Care Unit. I felt goose bumps run up my arms as he opened the door walking in. I couldn't move my damn legs. Why the hell couldn't I move my legs? "Mr. Uesegi." He said as he walked in the room and finally my legs started to work again and I walked into the dimly lit room, only to see Shuichi lying on the hospital bed. He was sleeping.

"He's sleeping?" I asked bemused, looking down at the doctor who sighed and nodded his head.

"He's been asleep for the last month." He said softly and I could feel my face draining of color. The doctor must have noticed, because he allowed another sigh escape his body. "He had a high chance of recovery. Tests showed that he is perfectly fine and it is only due to his emotions he collapsed. But after he collapsed, he never woke up. Also, it is also due to his emotions that he is like this. In his state right now, I doubt that he will ever wake up. With my calculations, I'll bet he'll only have 2 more weeks to live."

"There has to be something that you people can do! Dear God there has to be something." I panicked, suddenly rushing to his side in the bed. This is my entire fault, what have I done to him. Shuichi had so much hope so many friends, so much potential in life. "Shuichi, please you have to wake up, I don't want to lose you again, please!" I begged my knees collapsing my hand grabbing his absently as I listened to the monitors steady beeping.

Suddenly the monitor flat lined and my eyes widen.

"SHUICHI!" I cried out as the doctor paged some other doctors, which rushed into the room at once, one of them pulling me off the pink-haired boy. The doctor ordered the nurse to take me back to the waiting room, which the nurse obediently followed.

"Mr. Uesegi, please wait in the waiting area. The doctors need to attend to him and it's best if you just wait." The nurse said.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! CAN'T YOU SEE HE'S DYING! HE NEEDS ME HERE! SHUICHI, I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY SHUICHI! PLEASE WAKE UP! SHUICHI!"

"Mr. Uesegi, please calm down, the doctors will do their best. Kindly wait in the living room." The nurse said as calmly as she could.

The nurse led me into the waiting room and there I waited on what would happen.

(Narrator's POV)

As soon as Yuki was out, they ripped open Shuichi's shirt and grabbed the defibrillators and pressed them against the young male's body making him jump.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

"Hurry we're losing him!" The doctor who had been talking to Yuki shouted as the defibrillators recharged, and the next moment he shocked the singer again, his whole body jumping into the air again. "C'mon Shuichi, hang in there please." He begged, as he shocked him again.

So, that's chapter 6. So, what do you think will happen? Will Shuichi die or not? I want to hear from you. Do you want him to die or not? What do you want to happen in the next chapter? Give me your ideas. I know it is another short chapter. Please understand that these chapters are intended to be short. You'll soon find out why I've written the said chapters short. I would like to dedicate this chapter to my best friend and girlfriend, Cleo who has been a big part of my life and being the bitch that I am still considers me her best friend and loved me for who I was. I miss you so much and I wish you're soul still exists in this world I live upon. She died almost 6 years ago. I love you so much Cleo. I hope you're happy in paradise.