Survive For Me

Chapter 10: Mentally Unstable

"Impressive," I murmured distractedly as I watched Felix take down most of the guard in just a few swings.

"Felix is the strongest on our guard and the most deadly," Caius purred in my ear as we watched Felix take down every guard member that stood before him. "That, my love, is why he is your bodyguard. No vampire can match his strength or skills."

I continued to watch the guard fight amongst each other, training themselves.

Glancing at the other side of the large room, I saw, what appeared to be, a small boy and girl standing by and watching the guards fight. The girl with her blonde haired pulled into a tight and neat bun, gazed at her fellow guard members with a sneer on her face, while the brown haired boy appeared to enjoy watching them fight, judging by the grin on his face.

"Who are they?" I asked Caius. Why was their children here? Caius had so lovingly informed me that he made sure only the best of our kind were chosen to serve and protect them and, well, now me.

Caius smirked, wrapping his arm around my waist pulling me towards him, despite the glare I threw his way, "That is Alec and Jane, our best guards. Jane has the power to induce a pain illusion onto anyone she so chooses. It's quite entertaining to watch actually."

I cocked an eyebrow at him. Aro and Marcus did warn me that Caius was a bit of a sadist, but I didn't know how much until now.

"And what can Alec do?" I murmured as I continued to gaze at them. At the sound of his name, the boy looked up at me. We stared at each other for a few seconds before the corner of his lips turned upwards into a gentle smile, before he redirected his attention to the man Felix had so thoroughly pummeled by now, shaking his head in disappointment.

"Alec can cut off any and every sense you have. He's very useful in a fight."

"I'll bet," I mumbled absentmindedly as the guard continued to train.

Caius started nibbling on my neck, kissing my pulse point before softly biting down on my flesh, smirking when I stiffened in surprise. There was at least one thing I knew about Caius. He was not subtle or patient.

I awkwardly cleared my throat, before, with great difficulty, pulling myself out of Caius' embrace. As much as it appealed to me, I did not want a repeat of that horribly awkward situation I had gotten myself into with Aro.

"So what else is there to do besides watch Felix beat the shit out of the rest of the guards?" I asked Caius, being careful to keep my distance. I didn't trust him not to start anything and I most certainly didn't trust myself to not finish it. As much as him and his brothers appealed to me, I wasn't ready to get physical with them... no matter how tempting they are.

Caius sighed dramatically, "Well there is the library, but it is ever so dull," he purred to me, stepping closer. "How about I show you the perks of the bed that lay in our chambers?"

I swallowed thickly, "No thanks," I croaked out before turning and walking out of the room, knowing he'll follow me.

Without turning around, I began to roam the halls, just looking at the beautiful stone walls and dark furniture. After quite a few minutes of just exploring the huge place with a honey blonde on my heels, I jumped in surprise when I felt said honey blonde wrap his arms around my waist.

"Are we done exploring my pretty little mate?" I could hear the impatience in his voice.

"Nah, I think I need a few more minutes," I teased him, knowing it was a dangerous game I was playing, removing myself from his arms and walking on.

I heard his growl behind me and a flash of desire struck me, making me stumble in shock. I let out a yell in shock when he suddenly swept me off my feet and sped inside a random room, shutting the door behind him before setting me none too gently on a dark velvet red couch.

My breathing and heart rate accelerated in excitement as the lust filled vampire towered over me. For once, my head wasn't screaming at me to run away. I didn't know what to make of that. Had I finally accepted that this was my fate? Or had my mind simply given up?

My thoughts were cut short when Caius climbed on top of me, being careful not to crush me with his weight, and pressed his lips against mine.

I moaned into his mouth, wrapping my arms around his neck, threaded my fingers into his shoulder length honey blonde hair. I cried out when Caius sunk his teeth into my neck, not hard enough to make me bleed, but hard enough for me to feel it.

"Hmm, you taste so sweet my darling," he purred to me, licking the hickey he left behind, causing a flush of wetness to appear in my underwear.

~sfm~

Caius roared over me, burying his face against the pillows, tearing them to shreds as he, presumably, came as well.

I panted as black spots appeared in my vision, my heart still pounding so hard that it hurt. I greedily sucked in as much air as I could, trying my very hardest to not pass out. My legs fell from Caius' waist carelessly landing on either side of his legs, completely spent.

We both laid there for a few minutes trying to gather ourselves when we suddenly heard clapping. We both turned to see an ash blonde vampire standing a few yards away from us, leaning against a bookcase, a smirk on her lips, though her eyes screamed fury. I suddenly realized that Caius had dragged me into their library.

"Well, well. It's nice to finally meet the new queen of the vampire race," she sneered at me while I frantically tried to cover myself. Caius quickly swept up his fallen cloak and wrapped it around my chest to prevent her from seeing anything.

He stood up and glared at the woman, "Athenodora," he snarled.

Athenodora? She was Caius' pretend mate. Marcus warned me about her and her companion Sulpicia, warning me to not go near them for their sanity was questionable at best.

"Hello Caius," she cooed, taking a step closer, completely ignoring his warning growl. "I haven't seen you in weeks. I missed your company," she purred, seductively swaying her hips back and forth as she approached his tense form. "But I can see now that you've replaced me with this... child,"

Her dim red eyes glared hatefully at me, with an unfamiliar emotion passing through her eyes so quickly I assumed I imagined it. Realization struck me from nowhere. She was jealous of me. She wanted Caius for herself.

She scoffed, "How could she possibly please you? She's nothing but a little tramp-"

"Do not insult her," Caius roared, grabbing Athenodora's neck and slamming her into the wall, the stone falling around her. I jumped at the sudden rough gesture. Was this the man who had just made me feel so much pleasure not a minute ago? I had to remind myself that he was the most sadistic of the brothers and he was a vampire. It was practically in their nature to be violent. Even so, I didn't regret what we just did, and nothing would be able to change that.

Athenodora mock pouted at him with her perfect bloody red lips. "Oh Caius, I know you missed me. Just let me eat her and then we can go back to my chambers and-" Caius tightened his grip around her neck.

A flash of anger shot through me at the thought of Athenodora running her disgusting hands all over my Caius. I sorely hoped Caius would lose his temper and accidentally behead her.

I blinked in shock, did I really just think that? Caius has been rubbing off on me... and giving me sadistic thoughts as well.

"Felix!" Caius shouted and not a second later Felix was at my side, "Take Leonora back to her room while I deal with Athena," he growled.

Felix went to usher me out of the room, but I hesitated, not wanting to leave Caius alone with 'Athena'. I didn't trust her and I most certainly didn't want her grubby hands all over my mate.

Caius, sensing my hesitation, looked behind him at me, keeping both of his hands restraining Athenodora, and smiled at me reassuringly before nodding towards Felix.

I sighed but followed Felix out of the room to go back to our chambers. I had been here for just a week and I was pretty sure I had accepted them finally. I'm sure that thought would please Aro once he touched me.

After arriving at our chambers I stripped and got into the marble tub, washing all the sweat and cum off of me. I sat their for I don't know how long before I felt a pair of arms reach into the tub and pull me out of the now cold bath.

I was dressed in a pair of boxers and a silk shirt before placed in the familiar bed. I sighed in comfort as I felt three bodies surrounding me.

It's okay be happy, even if I'm not there with you.

~SFM~

"What did Athenodora want?" Aro growled lowly as he looked at his brother from across the bed.

Caius scoffed, "The usual. She wanted me to warm my bed so she could cling onto the power I had until I was of no use to her and she could find someone more powerful to sleep with."

"What a cunt," Leonora grumbled startling the kings with her vulgar language and alerting them she was still semi-conscious.

"Indeed she is," Caius smirked.

Leo grumbled to herself before falling back asleep.

Marcus sighed in thought. They had to be very careful to keep Sulpicia and Athenodora away from Leonora. They were mentally unstable and who knows what would happen if even one of them got their mate alone.

"Agreed," Aro murmured as he swiftly touched Marcus' hand.

They spent the rest of their night in silence, content to just wait for their mate to wake up.

Edit 11/13/19: hump no more motherfucker you have been officially COCK BLOCKED!