The White Shadow 12: I don't own Frozen or any Characters.
Rating: M
Pairing: Eventual Elsanna
Words: 4,469
Characters: Anna, Elsa, Minor parts: Belle, Aurora, Hans and Kristoff
Summary: Anna acts on her suspicion that Elsa is homosexual and the pair have a moment.
Elsa curled up next to Anna after she changed cloths and quickly fell asleep. Elsa once again wrapped in warmth and she held the warmth close. Elsa didn't want to wake up, but she was awake and couldn't keep her eyes closed any longer. Elsa once again woke to a mass of strawberry blond hair that was everywhere at once. Elsa had to smile as once again Anna was using Elsa as a pillow. Elsa started to once again play with Anna's hair.
"Do you want me to move?" Anna asked.
"Not unless you want to," Elsa said, as she kept running her fingers through Anna's hair.
"I'm going to order some breakfast do you want anything?" Anna moved off Elsa and grabbed the phone.
"Toast, jam and a large pot of hot water for tea for two," Elsa said, as she planned to make some special tea for Anna and herself. Elsa had packed the tea that she had found at what once was Anna's favorite store. Anna called for room service and then rolled back over and was about to place her head back on Elsa, but stopped. It was as if Anna had realized what she was about to do and rethought it since she never had permission to lay on Elsa. Elsa just placed a hand on Anna and pulled her back onto chest. Anna just laid on Elsa once again and Elsa started running her fingers through Anna's hair.
"Elsa can I ask you a question about the story you told me on the airplane? If you don't mind of course," Anna asked. Elsa could feel Anna's nervous energy as she fiddled with the comforter.
"Anything," Elsa replied, as she got Anna's hair to finally lay flat.
"Why did your mother say she was honored to have you call her mamma? She was your mother what else would you call her?" Anna was too smart for her own good. Elsa had decided to stop lying to Anna after they got on the plane. Elsa hadn't told anyone the whole story before. Not even her father, Elsa always left out what mother said to her, but Anna got the whole story.
"Can it wait until we get home before I answer that question? I promise I will tell you my whole story and answer anything you want," Elsa answered, hoping that it was a good enough reason for Anna.
"Of course," Anna answered, and Elsa sighed with relief. Anna turned and looked up at Elsa and she had a guilty look on her face and Elsa tilted her head to the side in confusion. "I have a confession, I know your secret," Elsa couldn't hide her shock at Anna's confession. What secret did Anna learn? Where did Elsa slip up and let Anna know something she shouldn't and why was Anna so calm and not angry. "I wanted to wait until you felt comfortable enough to tell me yourself, but now that I have been thinking about it for so long I'm interested." Now Elsa was even more confused than before. What was Anna interested in? Being an assassin or was she just thinking that she knew something that wasn't real.
"So instead of waiting," Anna stopped there and started to move closer to Elsa. Elsa was still confused as Anna laid her body on Elsa and brought her face closer. It was only when Anna's eyes were closed and her face was inches away from Elsa's did Elsa realize what Anna was going to do. Elsa had no time to react as Anna's lips met Elsa's. Elsa intended on pulling away from the kiss, but now that Anna's warm lips were pressed against Elsa's she rethought.
Elsa started feeling the lightning start to stream through her body. The feeling was just as amazing as when Anna's fingers dragged up Elsa's bare skin on her back. Elsa laced her fingers in Anna's still messy hair and pulled Anna closer. Elsa had trouble controlling her breathing as the kiss lingered on, but Elsa suddenly wanted more. Anna's lips started to part and Elsa acted instinctually as she slid her tongue into Anna's mouth. Anna's mouth was very warm and smooth and Elsa moved her tongue around Anna's.
When Elsa moved her tongue into Anna's mouth Anna gasped and grabbed Elsa's shoulders pressing their bodies together. Even though Elsa was exploring Anna's mouth with her tongue Elsa was still acutely aware of her body and the feeling of Anna's body against Elsa's. Elsa was able to easily ignore the pain in her back and stomach as she felt like she was in a sauna as her body temperature sky rocketed, especially her chest and pelvis. Anna's body felt in hotter than Elsa's and Elsa could feel Anna's breasts pressed against her and Elsa could feel Anna's nipples through the shirts that they were wearing.
Elsa's hands started moving without thought as she reached down under Anna's long nightshirt and dragged her fingers up Anna's thighs. Anna gasped as she brought her own hands up and grabbed Elsa's face. Anna body started to quiver under Elsa's fingers and Elsa started moving up Anna's thighs towards her underwear line. Elsa traced her fingers along crest of Anna's butt and Anna continued to gasp at Elsa's touch.
Elsa couldn't believe what she was feeling as she caused Anna's body to do things that Elsa never imagined she could cause someone to do. Elsa could feel her heart racing and her own breathing was ragged. Elsa's hips started moving on their own as Elsa could feel Anna's leg was pressed against her. Every little motion sent shockwaves through Elsa's body and every hair on Elsa's body stood on end. Elsa started gasping herself and Elsa's hand slipped under Anna's underwear. Anna's butt felt so smooth and firm as Elsa cupped Anna's butt and pulled Anna's pelvis hard against Elsa's leg.
BING BONG. Anna suddenly pulled away from the kiss and she looked towards the door. "Ma'am did you order room service? Also your mother called and wanted to remind you that she would be here in an hour and a half to pick you up," one of the guards called into the room.
"Yes I ordered room service just leave it in the entry way and why is my mothing coming so early?" Anna yelled as she sat up still straddling Elsa's leg. Elsa just got a small glimpse of Anna's pink lace underwear before her nightshirt fell back down covering Anna. Elsa was still catching her breath and could feel Anna's crotch pressed against her leg and the underwear felt hot and moist. Then Elsa noticed her own underwear felt just as hot and wet.
"Ma'am your mother will be here at three o'clock and that is an hour and a half away," the voice replied and they both moved looking at the clock on the night stand. Just like the guard said it read 1:30 pm, of course to Anna and Elsa it felt like 9:30 am as they are on east coast time.
"Ok," Anna said, as the disappointment in Anna's voice was clear. Elsa could hear as the waiter wheeled a table in for the room service. Elsa wanted to check out the waiter and the table before Anna got to it, but Elsa was under Anna and couldn't move without throwing Anna off. Of course Elsa wouldn't do anything like that to Anna especially after what just happened. They both heard the door shut and Anna looked down at Elsa and her face looked so conflicted. Elsa could only smile a big smile at Anna. Anna smiled back as she laid back down on Elsa and brought her face back down.
Elsa brought her own face up and kissed Anna gently, but then pulled away. "We have to be responsible," Elsa said, and Anna's face fell again. "I promise that we will explore what we started more another time," Elsa said, with a smile and as she opened her arms. Anna laid the rest of the way down on Elsa and Elsa wrapped her arms around Anna and held her tight. Without the passion the pain of Elsa's wounds screamed at her and Elsa couldn't stop flitching and grimacing.
Anna must have felt something, because she nearly leaped off Elsa. "I'm sorry did I squish you?" Anna said, looked down with concern. Elsa just shook her head as she closed her eyes and drained all emotion and pain from her body. "You sure you are ok?"
"Yea you just hit a sore spot. Do you want a shower?" Elsa asked trying to figure out how she was going to hide the wounds from Anna.
"Yea," Anna still looked conflicted, but then an excited smile just shone down from Anna. Elsa couldn't stop from smiling back as Anna opened her mouth a few times to say something, but she stopped herself. Elsa just nodded trying to get Anna to say what she wanted to say. Anna got the hint as she blushed slightly as she said "do you want to join me?"
If Elsa could have had a bigger smile she would have and she couldn't suppress a giggle at Anna's question and embarrassment of asking. If Elsa didn't have angry cuts all down her back and Elsa's abdomen was a very dark purple right now. "I would love to, but if we both go into the shower and get naked together I have a feeling that we wouldn't get out of the shower until well past the time your mother would get here. So go ahead and I'll skip the shower today," Elsa said, and Anna's face glowed brighter and then fell as Elsa talked.
"You are probably right," Anna then bent down and kissed Elsa again. Elsa had to use every ounce of willpower she had not to start everything all over again. Anna rolled off the bed and walked into the bathroom. Elsa remembered that the food cart was still at the door. Elsa grabbed a knife from her folded pile of cloths next to the bed and inspected the cart. Everything was in order as it had two orders of toast, jam and a large steaming hot pot of water. Elsa smiled as she went over to her bag and pulled out the little red box of tea. Anna had said earlier this week that she had hoped that one day Elsa would share that tea with her. Today of all days was a good day to share something special together.
Elsa walked over to the mirror and pulled off her shirt to inspect the cuts to her back. They all appeared to be healing well, but they look really red and angry right now. Then it dawned on Elsa that Anna said she brought the blue dress that Elsa wore the other night. That dress has a sheer fabric top from the shoulders down towards Elsa's back. The cuts would be clearly visible and that would mean that Elsa would have to explain the cuts. Elsa ran over to Anna's large hanging bag that should hold the dresses in it.
As Elsa opened the dress bag she saw the dress that Anna was going to wear tonight. It was another amazing looking dress. It was a blue dress from the chest down with amazing embroidery on it. The top was black velvet that covered Anna's shoulders and arms. It was a different kind of blue then the dress Elsa will ware, but together they will look amazing. Elsa walked over to the bathroom and tested the door and found it unlocked. "Anna I'm hanging your dress on the back of the door," Elsa said, as she reached around and hung the dress on the hook.
"Ok," Anna replied from behind the shower curtain. Elsa went back and pulled out the same dress she wore the other night and Elsa realized that the back went down lower then she remembered. Elsa pulled on the dress half way back words so she could hopefully zip it most of the way up to see how many cuts she would have to try and hide with makeup. Elsa was able to zip it up half way before turning it correctly and thankfully she was able to reach the zipper. Elsa went over to the rooms full length mirror and saw that the worst cuts were hidden by the dress. There were several smaller cuts that she would have to cover weather by wearing her hair down or by makeup and that was going to burn. Elsa hated wearing her hair down and would rather accept the pain.
Elsa grabbed her makeup bag and unzipped the dress so she could try and cover the cuts on her shoulders. Thankfully due to all of Elsa's training her flexibility made it so that she could reach well past her shoulder blades. Elsa had to grimace every time she put makeup on a cut as it burned, but just as Anna's shower shut off Elsa had finished. Elsa quickly stashed the makeup bag and pulled up her dress.
Anna was just coming out of the bathroom when Elsa zipped the dress up the rest of the way. Elsa turned around and saw Anna holding her dress up over her chest. "Can you zip me up?" Anna asked, as she turned around and pulled her hair out of the way. Elsa walked over and touched Anna's back as she grabbed the zipper. Elsa longed to feel Anna's skin against hers again, but was barely able to resist the urge as she finished zipping up the dress.
"Do you like tea?" Elsa asked as she walked over and moved the cart into the room.
Anna grabbed a piece of toast and put a large helping of jam on it and just before biting in she said, "I love tea." Elsa smiled as she poured a cup for each of them and handed one to Anna. Elsa tapped their cups together before bringing it up to her mouth. The smell of jasmine and citrus flooded into her nose. It was just like Elsa had remembered from all those years ago. Memories of all the good times with her mother came flooding back as Elsa sipped on the warm tea. "Wow this tea is amazing. It so floral and has a wonderful smell. What type is it I have to buy some," Anna said, bringing Elsa out of her day dream of memories. Elsa pointed to the little red box that was sitting next to the tea pot and Anna's eyes went wide with shock. "But this is your mother's tea are you sure?" Anna said looking down at her cup.
"There is no one else in the world I would rather share this with then you," Elsa said, with a smile that caused Anna to blush a shade of red that Elsa had never seen before. The redness in her face was so simple yet it caused Elsa's heart to flutter. They ate their toast and drank the tea in silence and it allowed Elsa to think about their recent activity. Elsa didn't know your body could feel that way without bursting. Then it dawned on Elsa that Anna still didn't tell her what secret she was talking about. "Anna," Elsa started and Anna looked up with a questioning look. "What did you mean earlier that you knew my secret? What secret do you mean?" Elsa asked.
"The secret that you are gay," Anna said, matter-of-factly and Elsa recoiled in shock.
"I'm not gay," Elsa said, but after this morning Elsa couldn't actually say that, "Well before this morning I didn't think I was gay –"
"Wait what?" Anna interrupted, her face turning a whole new shade of red. "I wouldn't have kissed you if I would have known that," Anna said, as she turned to look away from Elsa.
Elsa reached out and stopped Anna "Don't hide, I am very glad you did. I never thought that I could feel the way I felt this morning. I'm just wondering what made you think that?"
"Well it always seemed like you had these two different parts of you that were constantly battling. There is the quite person that almost seemed cold and then there were glimpses of someone so warm and caring. I thought it was that," Anna explained a very well thought out thought process. It was partially true though Elsa was battling with two parts of herself until just recently. With Elsa's father and grandmother gone she had nowhere else to go and she wasn't going to let anything bad happen to Anna. Anna of course had no idea the amount of changes that Elsa had gone through in the last week.
"You are right there were two parts of me battling, but I have made my choice of who I want to be. After this morning I have made another choice that I didn't even know I could make. If you are willing to make that choice with me we could try and explore what we were feeling this morning later," Elsa said, and Anna just nodded her head fruiously. Elsa could only assume that Anna was reliving this morning's events as her face went very flush and her breathing changed. Elsa reached over and touched Anna's face and Anna blinked with surprise as she came back to the present. Anna then closed her eyes and placed her hand on Elsa's and pressed Elsa's hand against her face.
"Ma'am your mother will be downstairs in five minutes," the guard called into the room again.
"Ok," Anna said, without letting go of Elsa's hand. Anna opened her eyes and looked at Elsa in a way that made Elsa's heart flutter again. "We should go," Anna said, as she stood and dusted the crumbs of their breakfast off her dress. Elsa downed the last bit of her tea and did the same. Elsa moved her mother's tea box back into her bag, grabbed her little purse and then reached out for Anna's hand. Anna took her hand and started moving towards the door, but just before they reached the door Elsa gave Anna's hand a tug towards her. Anna wasn't prepared and Elsa pulled Anna into her arms. Elsa wrapped Anna in a hug and brought their faces together in another kiss.
Anna placed her hand on Elsa's face as Anna slide her tongue into Elsa's mouth. The feeling of Anna's warm moist tongue exploring Elsa's mouth made Elsa's heart beat like it was trying to erupt out of Elsa's chest. Elsa curled her tongue around Anna's and hugged Anna's body tightly against her own. Elsa didn't want to move, but a quiet knock at the door and a guard saying "Two minutes Ma'am," was what broke the state of bliss Elsa was in.
Anna pulled away and looked up into Elsa's eyes and had a smile on her face "I can't wait until we can explore more." Elsa just nodded as she helped Anna back to her feet and Anna opened the door. The guards were ready and flanked them as they moved out of the room.
Anna had trouble keeping her breathing and heart under control. This morning's activities were the most amazing feeling Anna had ever felt. Anna had touched herself plenty of times in the past, but this was something totally different. Anna was so convinced that Elsa was gay that Anna had spent the past several days thinking about it. Those thoughts made Anna feel that maybe she was too.
Anna never really thought guys were cute or handsome when Aurora or Belle talked about guys. Anna just thought they weren't her type and she would eventually find a type. Although Anna often thought about how beautiful Aurora and Belle were. Anna often thought about how they looked in bathing suits or when they tried on cloths at stores. It was all those thoughts that caused Anna to kiss Elsa this morning and that kiss rocked Anna's world. The feeling of Elsa's breasts and nipples pressed against her even though they were wearing shirts. When Anna thought it couldn't get any better Elsa started rubbing Anna's thighs and Anna thought she was going to explode. Then Anna thought she was at the peak Elsa started wiggling her hips against Anna's thigh and every wiggle sent shockwaves through Anna's body. It started where Elsa's thigh touched Anna's crotch and went all the way up to Anna's scalp.
Just thinking about it was causing Anna's body temperature to rise again. When they reached the ground floor and her mother was standing there Anna fanned herself with her hand. "You aren't getting sick are you? I don't want you fake another illness just to get out of this dinner," Mother called out, as they walked up towards her.
"No mother I just took a really wonderfully hot shower and I'm still cooling off," which was a total lie as Anna took an ice cold shower. Anna had to try and think about something else that wasn't Elsa's perfectly round breasts that looked so amazing in her blue dress.
Anna shook her head trying to cast away those thoughts. "What do you mean no?" mother said, and Anna realized that she wasn't listening to her mother and when she shook her head to get the thoughts of Elsa's breasts out Anna must have said no to something else.
"Sorry mother I had a stray hair that was tickling my neck. What was the question," Anna said, still fanning herself. Anna should have brought a strapless dress instead of the full length sleeves that she did bring. Anna wanted to kind of match Elsa without looking like they were matching.
"You will want the chicken course tonight and you will only talk when spoken to correct?" Anna's mother always had to go over the ground rules every time. Anna had been to enough of these that she had these rules memorized.
"Yes mother. I'll order the chicken, but not eat very much. I'll only speak when someone speaks to me and I'll keep the responses under one sentence," Anna replied as she got into the limo her mother's comments caused Anna's blood pressure to rise in a different way. Thankfully Anna's mother sat down towards the front and Anna sat in the back. Anna was more than happy when Elsa sat down next to her and Elsa's knee touched hers. It was a small gesture, but it was so soothing to feel Elsa's touch.
Elsa leaned over and whispered in Anna's ear "Close your eyes and think of only a candle and nothing else. Pour all your emotion and feelings into the fire. Do it until there is nothing left, but peace and quiet." Anna knew that Elsa must be sensing Anna's change from passion to anger. Anna didn't really know what Elsa meant, but it was worth a try. Anna closed her eyes and thought of a candle and did as Elsa said. At first Anna felt no change, but soon she started to feel a release of pressure that she didn't even realize was there. The tightness in her shoulders vanished and all her anger faded into the flame. Anna opened her eyes and felt worlds better. Anna looked over at Elsa and Elsa must feel the difference as she smiled the smile that was reserved for Anna and it made Anna's heart flutter.
Anna was able to look out the window and watch as the buildings past by and the grounds of the capitol building appeared. Anna hated going to these dinners and would be perfectly happy never going to one again, but sometimes the family needed to look like a united front. Even though Anna felt like they were far from a united front, but Anna would do what her mother wanted to just keep the peace.
The car pulled up and the security team opened the door. Anna's mother was out first and Anna and Elsa got out next. Anna followed her mother to the entrance and luckily this wasn't a huge formal dinner where there would be a giant line through security. It was just the members of the committee and their corresponding delegates from the other countries.
Anna walked up just as her mother handed her ID and said who they were. "Ma'am you and your daughter can precede, but Miss Elsa Queen will have to wait," the guard said, and Anna had to suppress a laugh. Obviously this guy must be new.
"Why?" Anna's mother said, in her authoritarian tone.
"Miss Queen hasn't been cleared by the Secret Service," the guard said, the annoyance in his voice.
"If it's a big deal I can go back and wait –" Elsa started to say more, but mother held up her hand and Elsa stopped. Anna looked over and saw that Elsa was very tense. Anna tilted her head at Elsa, but Elsa just looked right past Anna as she looked around.
"Sir Miss Queen is my guest and the director of the service assured me she was clear to enter," mother said, while Anna reached out and touched Elsa's shoulder. Elsa's head snapped around and she grabbed Anna's wrist hard.
"What's the matter?" Anna asked, looking at Elsa's near panicked state.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have come this was a mistake," Elsa said, as she turned to leave.
"Elsa you stay there. I'll just get the director on the phone," mother said, as she pulled out her phone. Elsa froze in place at mother's request. The guard started to look less annoyed and more worried as mother answered the phone with, "Joe how are you?" Of course Anna could only hear half the conversation.
"Remember that phone call about my new guest?" Mother was staring at the guard "You said it would be fine before the party and we are standing in the hallway waiting. You sure? Ok one second." Mother looked back at the guard "Refresh the list," was all mother said and the guard looked down at the computer and then waved them through.
Anna grabbed Elsa's hand and pulled her through the metal detector. Elsa still looked around very nervously as Anna pulled Elsa through the entry hall to the dining room. The party was in a large room with a few tables around it. "This is the social hour and we will go to a different room for dinner. We can just claim a few seats at the table and just hand out until dinner. Elsa didn't reply and only continued to look around as if she were expecting an attack.
I usually keep my chapters under 3k words, but I will be going on vacation and will be gone next week. I might or might not have internet while out of the country. So you get this nearly triple chapter as consolation that my readers won't have an update for a week. Disney Cruise to the Caribbean here my family comes!
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