Rin
Today is the day, we are going to the park in an hour with Sesshomaru and I cannot decide what to wear, it is pretty warm so I was thinking shorts, but what to do about a top,
"mommy your being silly" says the little demon laying on my bed
"Haru, you are a boy so you will never understand"
he smiles
"I hope so"
I laugh
"Haru I just do not want to look like a hobo"
he laughs
"sure mommy"
he got up and ran out of my room, am I that obvious, yes I do want to look good for Sesshomaru, this is the first day of us spending it like a family, but I know I need to wear shorts for chasing after haru when he tries to ditch us, I decided to wear a white tank top with a purple plaid t-shirt over it, I have my hair in a side braid, I look in the mirror again, I slip on my sneakers,
"I think I look okay" I say to myself,
not a vision of beauty like Kagura but still, for being a mom.
"mommy are you done yet" complained Haru from the other room, I hear the door bell, he is half an hour early, I guess in Sesshomaru time that is rotten minutes late, I open the door, to find him in a plain white t-shirt, with a black leather jacket and blue jeans, I want to laugh at how casual he looks, now this is how my Sesshomaru used to look.
"I know I am early but I had nothing to do"
he leaned against the door way
"its okay come in"
I move to let him in,
"we can leave now if you like, we are ready to go"
he nodded,
"dad" said Haru
"hey"
he picked him up
"lets go"
Sesshomaru
"I still do not see why we couldn't of taken my car"
I say driving Rins car
"you don't even have a car seat, Haru is still too small not to have one" Rin says,
she looks so beautiful, simple and perfect like she always has been, I have been thinking a lot about the choices I made, we arrive at the park, Rin holds haru's hand, and I walk beside him
"what do you want to do Haru?, play on the playground"
he smiles
"of course"
we walk him over and sit on a bench,
"so this is normal?" I ask
"I guess, can't keep him inside all day, he is to active for that"
I nod
"I'm glad he accepted me"
Rin looks at me confused
"why wouldn't he?" she asks,
I shake my head
"its nothing"
she looks back to watch our son play with the other children, I look down at my hands, I sigh, and watch Haru again, this is what I wanted but something feels off about this place,
"Rin"
she turns and looks at me
"I'm sorry"
I lean into her
"Sesshomaru its okay, please stop apologize, honestly it is not going to change anything, I'm fine and Haru is fine as well"
she smiled
"dad will you push me on the swing" said Haru running up to us
"okay"
I take his little hand in mine and place him on the swing
"hold the chain in both hands"
I give him a little push
"you okay?" I ask him
"yeah but I want to go higher"
he complained
"them start pumping back and forth with your legs as I push you" I say to him
"okay" he relied happily doing as I say,
I give him a big push, he starts laughing
"this is fun" he says,
I just smile and keep pushing him, Rin walks up to us with a camera, she smiles and takes a bunch of pictures, I stop pushing him and move to the side to just watch him. He is the exact opposite of me when I was his age, all I wanted was to prove to father that I was the perfect son, but when he left my father and I, it hurt more then I can describe, and here I did the same thing, I left haru's mother but he still welcomes me into his life, Rin is laughing as haru keeps giggling,
"haru do you want to walk on the trail now?" Rin asked him,
"yes mommy" I walked behind the swing to stop him safely, he hops off of it,
"come on dad"
he smiles and runs over to rin.
Rin
This is going better then I expected, haru seems to love having Sesshomaru here with us, though I do feel a little guilty about ditching Kagome, though she will be happy to know that haru and I are both having fun, I am sitting on a bench on the trail as Haru and Sesshomaru are looking at the pond, I smile,
"mommy I am hungry" whined haru looking back at me,
I smiled
"I guess its lunch time"
Sesshomaru nods, I take haru's hand
"why don't we go back our house to get something to eat" I said
"my place is closure plus I wanted to ask haru some question on what he wants to do with what is now his room"
he took haru's other hand,
"okay, haru how does that sound"
he smiles
"yay! First the park and now more time with dad"
he smiles up at Sesshomaru, I smile at both of them, my boys, they look so much a like it is crazy,
"come" Sesshomaru called to me,
I snap my head up, "okay"
