"Zack..." I tried getting his attention, but after he said that he didn't know me he hasnt said a word. He's just been staring out the window for about twenty minutes.
He finally turned around and looked at me before saying, "You're right. We don't know you as well as I thought we did. Because if you know, if you knew me as much as I thought you did, you never would have had to hide this. You would have known to come straight to me, that I would help you, but you're right. I wish to god you weren't, but you are. It's okay though, I'll stay out of you're way since you think I can't help you. Just to let you know though, that when you do come to your senses, I'll still be here. All you have to is say my name and I'll be there. Alright...I guess that's all I have to say. I'm going to back to bed." he said as he climbed back onto the mattress and pulled the covers over his head.
I stood there, looking at him for a while. I wanted to say sorry, I wanted to appologize. I wanted to make this better, but my mouth wouldn't open, my tongue wouldn't form the words. So I just stood there, thinking of how this was ruining us.
It's funny how one situation can change your life forever, can change your realationships with people. I thought this was only going to affect me, but it winded up affeting everyone around me. It was funny how having one thing done to you, could change your whole world, how it could take over your life. I hated how this was taking control of my life the way it was.
I hated not being in control of my life and I wanted to do something about it. I wanted it to stop. I wanted my ife back.I was tried of having to have someone with me at all times before I would step outside. I hated it that no one could touch me besides Zack without me jumping a mile out of my skin. I was aways the sensitve twin, but this was going to far. I wanted my life back and I would stop at nothing to get it back.
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I woke up a couple of hours later to the smell of pancakes in the kitchen. I got up and looked over at Zack's bed. He was still asleep, and I decided not to wake him since the smell of the pancakes would wake him up in a few minutes.
I walked into the main room to find mom setting the table. She turned to me as soon as she saw me and a look of pity crossed her face. I hated it been people looked at me like that, but I just brushed it off as I sat down at the table. "Good morning, Cody. Are you feeling okay today?" she asked. I could tell she was trying not to say the wrong thing to me.
"I'm fine mom," I said forcing back the urge to roll my eyes.
"Good, now go get Zack, breakfast is ready."
I got up and walked back into our room and walked over to his bed. I shook his shouder lighty as I called out his name.
"Mmmmm...yeah," he said slowly sitting up.
"Mom said to come get you up, breakfast is ready." I said as I walked out of the room and back into the main room.
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As soon as breakfast was over I got up and walked back into the room and put some clothes on. I walked out of the suite without talking to anyone and waked out the hotel headed for that alleyway. I was going to get my life back, starting with the guys who took it from me. I was a little nervous as I neared the ally, but I pushed it back to the very back of my mind. I wasn't going let them win.
I took a deep breath as I stepped into the ally.
Authors Note:
sorry for the short chaper, but im working on making them longer. i just want to say thanks to everyone who is reading and reveiwing this story. ill update as soon as i can. until then tnx for reading.
