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Summary: When two boys can't seem to get their feelings straight it will send both their lives into chaos. How will either of them survive?
Chapter 2: Misunderstandings
"Come on smile Yuu, I'm sure he wasn't that fixated on Lenalee this morning," The Baka Usagi poked at me and laughed trying to cheer me up. "I mean sure he refuses to look at you but I'm sure he's not staring at her!"
"You're not helping me, maybe I should just stop doing missions with him, everything I say comes out wrong, and I'm sure he hates me now," I grumbled. That Baka Moyashi, I try to keep my cool but my tongue gets tied and I just get so frustrated. I'd just tell Komui working with Moyashi lessens my productivity. Yeah, that's it and if he doesn't listen I'll just bribe him with something, I don't know what but something.
"I don't know how that'll work out, but come on let's go get some lunch," He suggested trying to keep my spirits up but it wasn't going to work.
I walk in there and order my usual, sit at my usual spot, but there was something unusual about this scene. Moyashi wasn't here, Lenalee wasn't here yet to go get him, and Usagi had gotten distracted by yet another conversation with Jerry. If no one else was going I would, Moyashi doesn't just skip meals. I knocked on his door and when he opened his door he looked generally shocked.
I thought I'd have to just walk back alone but he followed me and when we got to the mess hall he didn't order his usual amount. I silently and indifferently ate my food but I honestly couldn't help but worry about him. He hasn't been himself for a few weeks now, and though I'd never admit aloud, I was worried.
I tried to focus on the fact that I was worried about him as I saw him just sit there and stare at Lenalee. I know I normally want to kill people but I'd love to kill her more than anyone else. I couldn't stand her, sitting there like having his attention was nothing.
When Moyashi put his dishes away, Lenalee instantly dragged him away. How can she just talk to him so openly like that? How didn't she get tongue tied? I sighed, I couldn't eat anymore and through out my left overs. I left the mess hall and walked away, sulking.
"I love you," Moyashi's shaking voice rang out in the empty hallways. I didn't care who he was saying it to because it wasn't me. I marched the opposite direction towards the training room. I needed to let off steam, NOW!
There was no way I could go on missions with Moyashi now, it hurt too much. Not to mention the countless times I'd seen him sneak in and out of Lenalee's room. There had to be something going on between them.
As I saw his visits with Lenalee get more and more frequent my trips to talk to the Baka Usagi increased. Though he was annoying he knew more about being gay than I did. I didn't have anyone else to turn to, he's all I had for advice and if I wasn't so desperate I wouldn't have needed any.
One night, after Usagi and I got back from a mission, I went to Usagi's room to talk. The baka thought it would be funny to say in Moyashi's voice, "Oh Yuu-kun take me I'm yours!"
I almost killed him but he shoved me off the bed we were discussing on, straight onto my ass which then hurt. I got up and left saying as I shut the door, "Good Night Lavi and next time try not to be so rough." I went to my room to go grab some shut eye though it was hard to lie comfortably when your ass hurts.
The next morning Usagi said plain as day in the hallway, "You know, you should really just walk up to Allen-kun and just tell him how much you love him."
"Lavi, shut up, don't let anyone hear you," I shouted in a hushed voice. It wasn't to early in the morning, people would be waking up soon, especially Moyashi.
"Oh come on Yuu, it's going to get out sooner or later," He sounded back. This wasn't funny at all, if Moyashi heard him, I'd kill myself, even if it's impossible.
"Shut up! I'm not as open about being gay as you are," I shouted back. I couldn't handle the thought of him finding out. "No don't touch me," I shouted as Usagi reached out and put his hand on my shoulder, trying to be comforting after such a cruel thing.
I stormed away from him. I simply walked about the order until I came across Moyashi's room, who's door was wide open. I piered in and I imdeately did not like what I saw. There was blood splatters on the ground, all his clothes were missing and a sheet of white paper was on the ground. I walked in and read the paper, my face turning whiter than the page. This wasn't good, I had to find him. With out grabbing anything or telling anyone I ran outside, dropping the note behind me.
He couldn't have gotten far, could he?
