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Chapter 11 - progress
He was hot. Sweat poured out of him and drenched his bed sheets. His breathing came in small pants, being unable to draw more in. His mind foggy, he wasn't able to think straight. He had to stop this. With his face covered in Kanda's shirt, only a soft mumbling could be heard;
" Manda, MI Man't Mreathe!" not getting a reaction. Allen tried to collect all his strength and pulled his face from Kanda's chest.
"Kanda your suffocating me!" This seemed to pull the boy back to his senses. He quickly released Allen and jumped off the bed. He had a strange look in his eyes. "Sorry moyashi, I'm ..Sorry.." With that Kanda walked out of the room, into the linking bathroom.
Allen didn't really know what happened. Why was Kanda apologizing? Allen thought about it and started to remember the recent events. Kanda had attacked him. But that wasn't Kanda right? It couldn't be. After all, in the end Kanda helped him again. He must've regained his senses then. Thinking about it, wasn't he very injured? He looked down to his stomach and chest to find a huge, ugly scar going from his shoulder to his hip. Ah, that's were Kanda struck him with Mugen. Another scar was found just above his naval, a bit on the left side. The object that pierced him must have been pretty large. Some kind of spear probably. But that wasn't the issue. The fact was. They were mostly healed. How long had he been unconscious?! Looking further down he saw he was drenched in blood. Wearing the same pants and all. Had he been in bed with these close for weeks? Kanda really needed to learn how to nurse someone, Allen thought.
After deciding that thinking about it wasn't going to give him any answers, Allen figured he should just go shower. As he tried to stand up though, his legs gave out from underneath him. Huh that was weird, maybe because he hadn't used them for some time? Well he was going to need Kanda's help on this one..
"Kanda could you come in here for a sec?" Allen yelled from inside the room. Kanda was staring into the mirror, thinking. Just thinking. He had screwed up magnificently again. He had hurt the boy, sliced him with mugen. And if that wasn't worth enough, he had also kissed him and almost hugged the life out of him. Allen would never trust Kanda again! He now knew Kanda couldn't keep his hands to himself, he'd probably never want to stay even in the same room with him..
"Kanda!" Allen tried again. Shaking Kanda from his thoughts. Kanda stood up and walked to the door separating the two rooms. He took hold of the handle, took a deep breath and entered the room. He wasn't expecting to see Allen sitting on the floor, panting. Kanda quickly rushed to Allen's side, but didn't touch him.
"Kanda, I guess because I haven't used my legs for so long, they kind of lost their strength." Allen said with a grin.
"What are you talking about, you've only been unconcious for 3 hours."
"huh? But then how are my wounds healed?" Allen asked shocked.
"ah.. I used my blood." Kanda said, suddenly realizing how gross that sounds. "ah, I'm sorry. I know it sounds gross and all, but you were dying, I had no choice." Kanda ranted.
"oh no! Kanda you saved my life. I, why would I think it's disgusting? It's just a bit of blood. Speaking of blood. I really need a shower, but I cannot seem to get up. Could you help me?"
Kanda's eyes widened. "you mean you..?" Kanda stopped. "Never mind." He the stood up and took Allen under his arms to hoist him up. Throwing Allen's arm over his shoulder, he headed towards the bathroom. "You still suffered mayor blood loss, that's probably why you can't stand yet." Kanda said. Putting the lid of the toilet down, he let Allen sit on it.
"well here you are." Kanda said as he made to leave Allen alone.
"uhm, Kanda. There is no bathtub. How am I supposed to..?" Kanda turned around and opened the curtains hiding the bathing area. Allen was right, there was no bathtub, only a shower. "well, fuck" Kanda stated.
"Kanda! Don't say such words!" Allen scolded. "anyway you're going to have to help me."
"are you crazy, I'm not going to help you shower!" Kanda objected.
"Kanda am I to remind you that this is partly your fault? You shouldn't have left without me this morning! If you hadn't none of this would've happened. So you're going to take responsibility." Allen demanded.
"You really are crazy. Do you realize what you're saying? You know I have feelings for you wouldn't you feel immensely uncomfortable if I saw you're body?"
"Well it's not like you've never seen my body before, and were both male. Besides seeing my body will definitely not arouse you. It's too messed up for that." Allen stated matter-of-factly. This made Kanda flinch. Allen then shrugged his shirt off. though the front was ripped apart, it still held together around his neck and shoulders. Allen then stopped midway; "Kanda my shirt is stuck to the wound on my back."
Kanda walked to Allen and gently pried the shirt loose, making Allen wince just a little bit. He then threw the shirt into a corner. It could be thrown away. Allen then tried to stand up in order to take of his pants. But as soon as he stood up, he fell back down again. Only to be caught by Kanda. "I'll hold you up, so you take it off." With that Kanda held on to Allen as he tried to take of his pants. When finally off it didn't surprise Allen that even his boxers were covered in blood. Kanda set Allen back down. And went to turn on the shower. After checking if the temperature was alright, not to hot cause that could make the scars burn, Kanda turned back around to Allen. Allen had already managed to remove his own boxers, leaving him as naked as the day he was born. Kanda quickly avoided his eyes. Taking a deep breath and finding his resolve, Kanda took off his shirt and shoes, keeping his pants on, as he went over to Allen to help him up again. Being sure to not look at the boy. They went into the shower together, but Kanda managed to avoid most of the water falling from the showerhead. As soon as Allen was hit by the water, the floor of the shower turned red. The blood washed of him. It was really a lot. No wonder he couldn't stand on his own and he was feeling short of breath.
With Allen's arm hanging over Kanda's shoulders and Kanda's arm around Allen's back, the both of them had one free hand. This really wasn't and ideal situation. When Allen took a cloth hanging in the shower stall he tried to scrub some of the blood of his stomach that had dried up. When he looked at Kanda for some aid, he notice the look Kanda was giving. Kanda was frowning and looking in another direction.
"If you really hate this that much you can just leave me on the floor here, I'll manage somehow" Allen said a bit sad. What had he expected? That Kanda would gladly help him clean his ugly body? Kanda must've thought Allen was such a nuisance. Not even able to shower by himself..
"Don't be stupid." Kanda said but didn't look at Allen.
"Look, I know I don't have the prettiest body, but looking at me won't make you sick!" Allen yelled. He had always been unsure about his body, what with the scar on his face and the deformed left arm and all. But now there were also numerous scars covering his body. The one from when he stabbed himself with Crown Clown. And now two more from today..
This had made Kanda to look at Allen in the eye. "what are you talking about? I'm just keeping myself from temptation."
"huh?" Allen could only reply. This made Kanda lose his temper.
"argg, you're really dense sometimes!" Kanda yelled. "The person I love is standing right in front of me naked and defenseless! What do you expect me to do?!"
Allen was really shocked now. Kanda was really weird. He found Allen's body ..tempting? "you're really weird Kanda" Allen giggled. "you have a fetish for ugly bodies?" Allen smiled
Kanda got mad at that, that was the umpteenth time now that Allen insulted his own body. "no I don't. I have a thing for you, moyashi. Besides, it's not like my body is exactly normal either.. So your body is covered in scars, it only shows how much courage you have. That even though hurt so badly you still want to keep on fighting. Its proof of your skill and strength. As for your arm.. it makes you one of the strongest people on this planet. It makes you special. It makes you, you. Kanda said as he trailed the back of his hand over Allen's cheek.
Allen had never felt so.. good in his life. He felt loved and appreciated. The way Kanda spoke to him with such adoration. Kanda's hand trailing over his cheek left a soft tingling sensation. He couldn't believe that in the past, Kanda was such a jerk.
"I like you much better like this" Allen giggled. He smiled sweetly at Kanda with his eyes closed and a blush on his cheeks. Kanda couldn't pass up this chance. He leaned down and pressed his lips to Allen's. He felt Allen go stiff, and there wasn't any response. But he wasn't pushing him away either. SHIT what was he doing?! He quickly pulled away.
"shit I'm sorry!" Kanda said quickly.
"It's okay" came the soft reply from Allen. The boy was looking down and blushing like crazy.
A short pause until Kanda began again,
"let's hurry up or you'll catch a cold." With that Kanda took the washcloth from Allen and started to scrub his back. It didn't go very smoothly because Kanda also had the job to keep Allen upright, making it a bit difficult.
"uhm Kanda.." Alled started shyly. "your uhm.. poking me" Kanda quickly looked at Allen so he could follow his eyes to his pants. Shit! Kanda thought.
"shit. I can't help it. just ignore it. let's just quickly clean you off so we can get out of here." Kanda finished cleaning Allen's back when he suddenly heard that timid voice saying something no so timid; "shall I ..help you?"
Kanda was shocked but tried to keep his cool. "don't be ridiculous" he said.
"sorry" Allen said, you could hear the hurt in voice.
"No I mean, I'm not going to take advantage of you. Like you said we'll be friends and I'll hold back. You don't have to have pity on me or anything. Maybe one day you'll actually like me.." Kanda said sarcastically.
"I do like you.." when Allen saw the confused face Kanda made he continued; "I. I don't know if it's love or anything but I really do like you. These past couple of days you've been so nice to me. You've shown me how nice and gentle you can be. And you even manage to keep that stubbornness of yours. I'm glad you fell in love with me. I'm glad I get to see this side of yours. I'm glad I met you" Allen said with a blush on his face.
That's it. Kanda couldn't hold back anymore. He kissed Allen full on the lips. And after a while Allen even started to reciprocate. Kanda licked Allen's lip in order to ask for entrance, deepening the kiss. Unintentionally Allen granted access after he gasped. After a while of heated kissing Allen pulled back in order to catch his breath.
"If you want me to stop" Kanda said.
"no, I just needed to catch my breath. I've never really kissed with anyone before" Allen said, unintentionally arousing Kanda even more. this time, as Kanda went to kiss him again, he also drew his body as close as possible to Allen's. he heard a sound then and after looking down, realized Allen was unfastening Kanda's pants, with a huge blush covering his entire face.. That was strange. Allen managed to be so timid while being so bold. "It must feel uncomfortable" Allen giggled. After Kanda's pants was opened and his length released. Kanda pushed them together again. Creating a beautiful friction for their lengths as they rubbed together. One of Kanda's hands went to Allen's nipple and played with it. The boy was moaning so beautifully for him, he wanted more. but no he had to hold back. Allen was weak right now. He should actually be resting.
The sensations the others body were creating for them felt so good, it didn't take long for them to see stars. As Allen came Kanda quickly kissed the boy on the mouth to capture his moan. It took only a few more rubs before he too saw stars. Allen fell to the ground now as Kanda leaned against the wall, panting. After catching his breath Kanda sat down and washed the sweat, blood and semen from Allen's body. He did the same for himself. Allen had fallen asleep somewhere at that time. Kanda quickly dried the two of them of and laid Allen in the clean bed. Figuring the other one was dirty, he joined Allen in the bed. For once he could fall asleep peacefully again.
Pheww! Well thats it for today!
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