9/6/20—

We stayed the night at a begrimed local hotel. The police called us early this morning and put them under arrest after finding evidence of stalking and pyromania paraphernalia. She look saddened by this news, told me that when they were together she never would have thought this of them. On the train ride to work this morning she asked if I ever regretted her coming to me. It was a shock and I didn't know what to say, I mean isn't it obvious I never would have regretted having the person I love fall in love with me, too? She didn't ask any more questions after I shook my head. Our relationship is getting slightly bumpy. We're under stress from work, isolation with co-workers, and her parents still don't know about us yet. She is becoming depressed, I can see it. I feel like sometimes, she forgets she has me. I feel like the real question is whether or not she regrets coming to me. I know she's in love with me, I feel it between us. But there's no denying we're a pair of star crossed lovers and though I don't believe in fate, I feel like something is out to get us.