Alright, I know it's been a while, but I took my time with this chapter because I wanted to add every detail as I could. I really enjoyed this chapter, and I hope you do too. And for those who sighed when they realized that's it's rated T, just wait till the chapter is over. Review, it helps, seriously. ~D
Chapter 10:
(Kakashi's POV)
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Something warm woke me up. I didn't care what it was, it was disturbing my sleep. Groaning, I screw my eyes shut and roll over. Then, there was nothing, no bed, no nothing, just air. I fell to the ground with a loud and painful thud. If I wasn't awake before, I am now.
As I slowly woke up, I find I didn't mind being up early. It was another rough night where my dreams had me shaking in my sleep. I felt bad for constantly keeping Iruka up, but he held me nonetheless. The dreams slowly disappeared but it was too late for any real sleep.
The only thing that covered my naked body was the sheets that came down with me. Twisting my body around, I untangle my legs and kick the sheets off. Sitting up, I stretch out and hear bones pop in multiple places. "Must be getting old." I yawned and rubbed my face with numb fingers. "Probably slept on them weirdly." I murmur and stand up, stretching again.
That's when that warm feeling hit me again. I looked at the window and the sunlight pooling into the room forcing my eyes to squint. Iruka must have opened the curtains to wake me up. A headache formed with my already sore head, so I slowly made my way to the joint bathroom and closed the door, locking it.
Turning on the sink, I scrub at the blood lacing my fingers. It dripped onto the sink, turning the white porcelain into a red muddy color. Pumping soap into my hands, I quickly lather my hands together and scrub vigorously. I made sure to get all the blood between my fingers, under my nails, and up my forearms. Why isn't it washing away? Go away, please. Stop haunting me!
When the blood didn't disappear, I gripped the edge of the sink and bowed my head. "I was so stupid. Please, forgive me." A tear fell from my closed eyes and I brought a soiled hand up to wipe it away. Opening my eyes, I noticed the blood smeared across my face, and stared wide eye as it was the blood dripping from my eye. The eye I lost in the car accident.
Accident. More like murder. I clutched the sink, my already pale knuckles turning white. I'm surprised that the sink hasn't broke off by now. Shaking my head, I blink my eyes and take deep calming breaths, and when I open my eyes the blood is gone. I pick up my toothbrush and smear toothpaste on it, cleaning, spitting and rinsing. It's always my imagination.
Leaving the bathroom, I notice my cold sweat and find myself needing Iruka's warmth. I send him a quick message thanking him for last night. I didn't expect him to reply right away so I shut my phone off and throw it the bed before leaving to start my project.
Boss Sarutobi wants me to try out some of the POV cameras, and I had the perfect way to test them out. I pour water into the coffee machine and a paper cup, putting coffee maker into the machine. Starting the machine, I make a bagel and walk to the living room.
I sat on the couch and sunk into the cushion. Reaching over and lying my bagel to the side, I grab my fully charged laptop and start it up. I ate my bagel as I waited for my coffee to finish while working on connecting the POV cameras to a recoding device.
The coffee maker finished and I quickly sat up and walked to the kitchen. Pulling out a coffee cup, and sugar I pour coffee into the cup and set it back in the holder. After three scoops of sugar and stirring, I sit back down and blow over my coffee and sip the hot liquid. Feeling satisfied, I set it next to my half eaten bagel and continue working on the cameras.
Deciding to place them in Iruka's shower, for whenever we have shower sex next time. I hold up the small camera lens and waltz to Iruka's bedroom, stopping to pick up a step ladder from the supply closet. I lift the ladder unto my shoulder and make my way to Iruka's bathroom. With an overly excited smile, I set up the step ladder at the edge of the shower and step up the it's highest level. Pressing my hand to the ceiling, I feel for a crack or indent to stick the small camera in.
Feeling a crack, I stick the camera inside and angle it perfectly to watch the person in the shower. I place a camera above the door and the last one on top of the mirror. I smiled satisfied, thinking about all the times I could watch Iruka jerk off in the shower.
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It was hours in to the day, and I was on my lunch break. Iruka was throwing a fit about his students not understanding such an easy project. Honestly, sometimes I'm happy to have graduated, but sometimes I miss it so I can see my friends again. Thinking about my friends, I probably gave Iruka a scare last night. It was a violent one, one I haven't had in a while.
I was back in the drivers seat, taking a drunk Obito and Rin home. I didn't know why they dragged me out to the bar for them to get drunk, leaving me to take them home. Obito burped and laughed. I sighed and looked at him. Drool was running down his face and his eyes were drooped and hazy. "Remind me to never get drunk with you guys." I spat.
"Ah, Kakashi babe, it's not that bad. We are your best friends, you should have been drunk as well." Rin slurred. She probably wouldn't remember a thing in the morning. I didn't care that she was drunk, it was Obito. I was in love with the guy, but he was hopelessly in love with Rin. I knew he was straight, but dammit, sometimes you can't help who you love.
"Rin, don't call him babe. Call me babe, only me sweet thang." Obitio grinned and then threw up. I groaned and rolled down all the windows. Rin nearly puked as well but held in it.
"But I'm in love with Kakashi baby," Rin grinned and then passed out. I sighed and stopped at the red light. I looked over at Obito, who was sporting a hurt look. A frown marred my face and I couldn't take my eyes off him.
"Why? Why does she love you and not me? I'm sexy as hell, and a good fuck." Obito was spurting with an adorable drunk pout. I looked away and thought about it. Rin knew I was gay, but still loved me nonetheless. She always knew I had a huge crush on Obito.
"I don't know." I answered and stepped on the gas when the light turned green.
"I know why." Obito said harshly. Well, at least tried to since his words were slurred and runny.
"And why is that Obito?" I ask, chancing a look at him. He had a beer in his hand and took a huge swig from the bottle.
"Because you were always better than me, in everything and I was never worth her attention. Not even yours." Obito said loudly, waking Rin.
I froze and felt my body go numb. I was barely paying attention to the road as his words washed over me. Never worth our attention. Is that how he really felt? But I love him. But I never told him that, or expressed it, I thought sadly.
"Obito, I love you." I say loudly enough for him to hear me. I hear him snort in disbelief and all my confidence drained.
"Yeah, right? You're just saying that because I said something." He said in a drunken anger.
"No, I seriously love you. I have for the longest time. I never said anything because you love Rin. And I've always been scared of rejection." I say quickly. The car was left in an tense silence as I drove them home.
I glanced over at Obito who was staring intently at me. His dark eyes full of lust and love. For me? He put the beer down and I watched his mouth open.
"Kakashi, I lo-" He never finished his sentence as bright lights invaded my vision and a searing pain took over my body. My vision turned black and I drowned in pain and a warm, sticky feeling. When I opened my eyes, I was hanging upside down. I tried to blink, but there was something stuck in my left eye. I took in the scene around me.
The car was over turned and the roof smashed in. Obito was crushed under the weight of the car, half his body visible. He should have been wearing a seatbelt. I looked for Rin in the back seat, and chocked when I saw a huge piece of bark was lodged in her chest. I looked at myself in the rear view mirror. There was a piece of glass stick in my left eye, blood running down my face, and dripping onto Obito's body. Realization hit me. Obito and Rin aren't going to make it, and it's all my fault.
Smaller pieces of glass were lodged in my face, permanently scarring my face. I unbuckled my seatbelt and fell un top of Obito. "OBITO! Talk to me! Come on, say something. Please. You can't die and leave me." I was crying helplessly, shaking his body. He coughed and his eye slowly opened to a slit. "Kakashi, I love you too. Always have since I met you." His voice was weak and still slurred. The sounds of police and ambulance drowned out his voice.
I stared at him in shock and held onto his hand for dear life. "Obito.." I choked on a sob and looked at his damaged body. There was no way he was going to make it, but I refused to believe it. "You are going to be fine." I tried to remove the scrap of metal, but it wasn't bulging. A timid touch on my leg stopped me.
"Kakashi, stay with me till I go." Obito coughed up blood and I look down to see my arms covered in his blood. I cry harder and my body convulses violently. His hand moves to my cheek and pulls me to him. "Kakashi..." I open my eyes and look into his. "Kiss me." Was the quiet demand.
I hastily close the space and push my lips against his, taking away his last breath. He responded weakly, but I drank in every bit of the electricity flowing from the kiss. I always knew he was the one for me. When I felt his lips go cold and limp, I pulled away. He was dead, in my arms. His blood still coating my body. I cried more and called out his name. That's when I heard Rin groan painfully from behind me. My eyes snap opened and I quickly crawl to her.
"It's a good thing he finally confes-" Her body racked with nasty coughs. I hushed her and pulled her into my arms. Her blood smearing my hair and face.
"Rin, I'm so sorry, I should have had my eyes on the road." I nuzzled my face against her growing cold neck.
She gave a weak chuckle and ran a hand through my hair, like she always did to comfort me. "It wasn't you. It was the man that ran into us. Please Kashi, don't blame yourself." I held her tighter and heard a few bones snap. She weakly cried out, but her voice died out. "Don't blame yourself, move on Kaka-shi." Her chest stopped moving and I let go of her limp body. I just killed my only two friends.
"OBITO! RIN!" I never stopped screaming their names, even as the paramedics dragged me away and to the hospital.
My dream faded to the court room where they found the drunken man that hit us, guilty.
"Mr. Hatake sir, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have been driving while under the influence." The man went to grab me but I balled up my fist and decked him in the cheek.
"Don't you dare talk to me," someone locked my arms behind me and held me back as I stepped toward the man. "You killed my only friend and lover!" I screamed at him. His eyes widened in fear as the police officer dragged him away. I knew it should have been me in the orange suit. I should have been paying attention, I should have made sure they were wearing a seatbelt.
The driver behind us was a semi carrying logs. He was speeding and drunk, he rear ended us going at 87 miles per hour. It flipped our small car over and a log flew through the back and into Rin. I knew he was technically responsible, but I only blamed myself.
I shook away the rest of the dream and rub my tired eyes. I lost sight in my left eye, and it's permanently red, and there's a long scar that runs down across my eye to the tip of my lip. I wore a mask after that and still do to this day. Today's shots were the boring usual, non original scenes. I mean, butt plugs, nipple clamps, whips, all boring, and the fake moans. I sighed and leaned back in my office desk chair. I have to shoot a rough oral scene today, I rather be giving Iruka a blow job than watching other people preform.
A knock sounded on the door and I look up at the porn star about to go on. "Mr. Hatake, I just finished with makeup, and ready to roll." He said with this sexy grinned that promised many good things to come. I stretched and grabbed my tri-pod and camera. Standing, we left the room and to a cubicle in the studio. The client was already there laying on the set up bed. Cute, I guess. Shaggy brown hair, sparkling brown eyes and a short, lean body.
I angled the camera and adjusted the lighting. The two introduced themselves and talked, sometimes giving a little too touchy before the camera was even on. "Starting in two." I call out as I start up the camera. Someone else shows up with microphones and someone else for the lights.
After starting, I moved around occasionally to get different view points, and watched the star take the client completely. I rolled my eye at the fake moan the star complied, but the absolute sluttiest moan from the client was real. My cock was limp, and this certainly wasn't turning me on. Now, it was different when I thought about Iruka and I making one of our own, but Iruka never would. Something about modesty and embarrassment and what not. I just shrugged and turned the camera off. But that will change with the hidden cameras in Iruka's bathroom. I'm sure he won't hate me too much.
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I got sent home early. There was enough employees, and I have dinner to cook. I was expecting a nice, quiet place when I unlocked the front door and stepped inside Iruka's apartment. I was carrying the last of my stuff from my old apartment. Iruka asked if I would move it with him, so I said yes. Most of my stuff was already here so I just had to grab a few things, clean up, and wait for the lease to end before actually moving in, which would be today.
So, as I stepped into our apartment, my jaw probably would have hit the floor if it weren't still on my face.
The shower was running, and it sounded like it was coming from Iruka's. Was there an accident at school and he had to come back home?
Excitement over took me and I quickly dropped my stuff on the couch and opened my laptop. The recorder was blinking red, meaning it was recording everything since he triggered the sensor.
After logging into my laptop with lightning fast typing skills, I open the camera and watch him strip. I froze and felt my throat go dry, then a mischievous idea floats into my head and I smile, proud of myself for thinking of the best thing in the world.
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I wave him goodbye and he drives back to school. Still smiling since I thought of my idea, I hastily get to work on it. Good thing he left his computer on, and I guess it's a good thing I'm good at hacking computers and systems.
After getting past his password, which surprised me that is was Kakashi-Is-A-Ninja, but who am I to judge when mine isn't all that good either. Iruka's-Ass-Is-Mine, so to speak.
He was surprised to see me but I just explained that there was no more porn stars available and enough camera men if there happened to be one. He blushed and left quicker.
After I locked the front door, I went back to his room and uploaded the video of his strip tease and shower. Of course I blurred out his penis but he has a nice ass, so that was left untouched. Smiling evilly to myself, I switch out one folder for his class and replaced it with the video. So when he chose to play his lesson for the class, it would actually be the shower video. I know, I know, I'm a genius.
I saved it on his flash drive and shut down his computer. One is going to pissed and the other will probably be embarrassed, but they will get over it. Hopefully.
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I had just finished making dinner - chicken and rice - when Iruka and Naruto came home.
"No Naruto, I can not give you extra time on the project, that's favoring since you're my son. Tomorrow you and Sasuke will present since you finished early. Maybe I should make him your permanent partner, he seems to be a great influence on you." I heard Iruka tell Naruto as he relocked the front door.
"Not true! There were times where I had to tell him to stop playing around." Naruto cried out. I rolled my eyes and poured the yellow rice into a bowl. It won't work Naruto, the only one who begs is Iruka. And that's when he's with me. Try again.
"It was mostly the other way around though." He stops talking and I hear him take a deep breath. Probably smelling dinner.
"Smells delicious." They say together. I softly chuckled and put the dirty dishes in the sink, rinsing them out.
"Dinner's ready if you would like to get in here already," I called out, amusement evident in my voice. Iruka's happy face graced my sight and I felt my heart flutter. No one has been able to do that to me since Obito. My dream came back to me, and I felt my fear creep back into my body. Sometimes, on a good day, I will go most of the day without thinking about them, and sometimes when I'm with Iruka, they completely slip my mind. But no matter what, the memories are always there to remind me that I killed my two friends, and my could-have lover. I looked down and gave Iruka a sad smile.
I felt my mood shift, and I know Iruka saw it for worry replaced his smile. Again, memories of my dream came back and I almost dropped the plate holding the chicken. Iruka quickly stepped in and grabbed it from me, setting it softly on the dinner table. He turned back to me and tapped his lips. I smile at the small sign and pull my mask down. He quickly wraps his arms around me and kisses me.
I hug him and use my hand to cup his chin and tilt his face forward; deepening the kiss. He melted into my arms, and I smiled when I felt him step on his tip toes and press harder into the kiss erasing all of the bad memories. I parted my lips slightly and traced his with my tongue. Iruka parted his and just as our tongues connected, Naruto cleared his throat.
Iruka pulled away and looked up into my eye. Even though he didn't say a word, his question rang loud. I nodded showing that I was okay, and nuzzled my forehead against his. We stayed like that for a while. I felt my face soften and my good mood slip back as I noticed Naruto moving around us to finish setting the table. I never actually told Naruto about my history, it's honestly none of his business. When he first met me, he was very cautious of me, always claiming that I was never good enough for Iruka. That is, until he caught Iruka and I together on our third year anniversary and heard Iruka tell me he loved me. Naruto deemed me worthy after that and I actually came to like the brat.
I kiss Iruka's forehead and release him from my death grip. I frowned as he smiled, but rubbed his sides a bit. I must have been really shaken up this time. Iruka laced his hand in my and pulled me to the table, where Naruto sat patiently. I saw his innocent smile and smirked. It instantly transformed to a scowl and my fear disappeared.
"So, Naruto? How was your day?" I asked maybe sounding a little too suspiciously for he gave me a weird look and slowed his movements.
"Alright, I guess. Though Sensei here is making Sasuke and I present tomorrow because we finished early." I noted the amount of hate he added to the word sensei and the evil glare he threw at Iruka. I glanced over at said person. He had his eyes closed in his "I-don't-know-what-you're-talking-about" way and he slowly chewed on a piece of chicken. M smirk grew as I looked back at Naruto.
"Naruto is over reacting. He should be grateful he's going first. He gets it out of the way for other homework, and usually the person who goes first will be the one most people forget about because by the time the last person goes, there's is the most recent one they remember. Plus, Naruto could just so happen lose everything he needs for his project and poor Sasuke might murder him if he did. And we wouldn't want that, now would we?" Iruka stated in a fake pout.
I looked in between them and raised my hand innocently. "I actually won't mind. If he's gone then no one can interrupt us anymore." Naruto chokes on his water and stares at me shocked. Iruka on the other hand, bursts into laughter and sets his fork down. He wraps an arm over his stomach and just keeps laughing. It is such a beautiful sound, his laugh. It's what made me fall in love with him. He would be the only one to laugh at my jokes, and it was never fake. They were real, and full of life, just like this one.
"I'm sorry Naruto, it wasn't that funny but I just had to laugh." He says, wiping a tear away and catching his breath. I smiled under my mask and waited for Naruto to look away before pulling it down and quickly shoveling food into my mouth.
"It wasn't funny at all, and I bet you he wasn't joking at all. He would purposely throw away my stuff just to watch Sasuke murder me. Damn ninja." He mutters the last part and I see a small piece of chicken fly out of the corner my eye and hit Naruto dead on the forehead. I chance a glance at Iruka and see his face twisted with adorable anger.
"Watch your mouth, I swear I will shove a bar of soap down your throat if you don't clean it up." He said raising his hand to throw another small piece of chicken.
We all sit in a dead silence for what seemed eternity. Then all together, we laughed throwing food at each other and having a good time. When Iruka finally settled us down, there was more food on the table then our plates. I picked a chunk of chicken from Iruka's cheek and ate it. "Delicious." I whispered softly in his ear. His body froze and his laughter died away. I'm always horny, and right now, seeing the food on his body and thinking about the shower we will need is seriously turning me on.
Standing up, and holding my hand out for Iruka, I speak to Naruto. "I made dinner, and you were the reason why Iruka threw food at you so you clean up." I drag Iruka away, who was trying to apologize to a pouting surprised Naruto.
"But, wait. I wasn't the only one who made this mess." But it was too late, I already stepped into our room and pulled Iruka inside. Once the door was shut, I pick Iruka up and shove him against it with a loud thud.
"Kakashi..."I heard him moan softly. I groaned in response and pushed his thighs apart and step in between them, loving the feel of his hardening cock press against mine.
"Thank you, thank you...thank you." I whisper as I kiss every inch of his caramel skin. He tilted his head, exposing his neck. I pulled my mask down to my neck and latched onto his skin. He runs a hand through my hair and thrust lightly into my hips. I suck harshly on his collarbone and release his skin with a pop. It was a bright angry red and I lick it softly and apologetically. Iruka starts gyrating his hips and I find my need for him increasing.
"Kashi, please..." Iruka grips my hair tightly and tugs my face towards his. I kiss him in an open mouthed kiss, crashing our tongues. He pushes against mine, trying to dominate the kiss, but with one sharp thrust our of erections, he relinquishes control and I take advantage of it. I explore his mouth with my tongue and grip his waist in a vice like grasp. He lets go of my hair and runs his fingers down my back and grabs my ass, pulling me into him. Our chest pushed flush together, with another loud thud on the door.
"Thank you... 'Ruka." I murmur breaking the kiss.
"Bed," Iruka whispered. He went to push me but tonight will be all about him; treasuring him, pleasuring him, thanking him, and loving him. My everything begins with him and ends with him.
There was another push from Iruka, towards the bed. I shake my head and bend down. I wrap a arm under his shoulder blades and hook my other under his knees, picking him up bridal style. "Kakashi?" He squeaked as he was scooped up. I kissed his cheek and carried him to our Queen sized bed. The blankets floating up and falling around us as we fell into a loving embrace.
"Tonight, I will love you Iruka, because I know that words aren't enough. I will love you in every way possible, forever and always." I grind into him and capture his lips in my most heated, passionate kiss I could muster. His fingers desperately grasp my hair and kisses me back equally passionate. Everything happened in a frenzy. We sat up and removed each others shirts, teasing each others nipples as we did.
I lick Iruka's brown, harden nipple, causing him to arch into the touch. Rubbing my hands along his side, I bite down on the nub and tug on it. Iruka squirmed and I flattened my tongue, slowing rolling my tongue over the pert nub, soothing the pain from my bite. Resting my hands on the bed beside Iruka's waist, I focus my attention on the other small nub and feel Iruka slowly grind his cock against my stomach. I trial my kisses lower and trace my lips over his muscles, nipping and sucking wherever I could.
He softly moaned and pushed my head further along. I hummed against his stomach, sending shivers through his body. I moved down his body, kissing every inch of his soft, supple skin. He hummed his approval, but kept his fingers knotted in my hair. I got to his pants and growled at them. He gave a breathy chuckle and assisted me by lifting his hips. I unbuttoned his jeans with my teeth and pulled the zipper slowly down, our need increasing with each slow tantalizing clicking sound of the zipper. I pull his jeans down his thighs slowly, kissing each and every inch of skin now exposed. He tried wiggling out of his jeans, but I held his hips down in place, and bit the waist line of the material, and tug them down, nipping skin every now and then.
It's all for Iruka, everything. My heart belongs to him, my body, and soul have his name written across them. I'm sure that Rin and Obito would have wanted this for me. As I sat up to pull his jeans off his feet, a thought came to me, and I felt my blood run cold and my heart somersault. Yes, it's perfect.
I decided to speed the process up a bit, and quickly slide his socks off and undress myself as well. Once I was naked, I laid back down in between Iruka's thighs. I kissed and licked his belly button as I slid my hand up his milky thigh and under his briefs, loving the soft feeling of skin, and then smirking because Iruka shaved. I teased my love by trialing my fingers up his thigh, twirling his pubic hair, and back down, not touching him at all. "Kashi," Iruka whined.
I smiled and tugged my mask off completely and brush the hair our of my eyes. "Look at me." I order him as I pull his briefs off. He opens his closed eyes, and looks at me with pleasantly lust filled brown eyes. He stares into both my eyes, the love shining between his lust as he cups my cheek and traces my scar. I sigh and lean into the touch, placing my hand over his. My other hand tickles him as I gingerly stroke his hard flesh. It twitched under my touch, and I slowly begin grinding against his thigh.
"I love you," I whisper into his hand, and grip his cock tightly. I pump my fist slowly, rubbing the head and spreading his pearly drops of precum down his shaft.
I increase my speed, rubbing my thumb over his slit, massaging it and then sliding down his shaft again. "I- ha -ha, fahh," I speed up again. "Fuck! I love you too!" He moans loudly and screws his eyes shut. I lean down and take him into my wet, cool mouth. He hisses as his heated flesh is engulfed completely. It took practice, but I eventually found a way to take him completely without choking. I hummed as the head hit the back of my throat. He began to pant and laced his fingers in my hair, tugging painfully. But tonight is all about him.
I bobbed my head back and forth, sucking harshly on his shaft. Wrapping my tongue around his rock hard cock, I lavish him in spit and barely graze my teeth along the side. He shuddered and thrust into my mouth. I gripped the sheets next to him and hollowed my cheeks as he fucked my mouth. "Fu-ha, fuck, fuck, fuck." I hummed, loving how vocal he is. I stopped his thrusting and sucked gingerly on the tip and nothing else. I slipped my tongue over and in the slit and the engulfed the head only sucking softly. I released him and moved my hand. I grabbed his cock and pushed it against his flat stomach. I sucked in a teste and fondled it with my mouth and tongue. His cursing only got more explicit.
I then took in both balls and tugged on them. I nuzzled my nose in his pubic hair and breathed in his wonderfully delicious smell. My eyes rolled back and closed. I pumped his penis as I sucked his balls. His hands left my hair and fisted the sheets. "Shit Kakashi! Take me, please!" He started begging.
I let go with on final long, flat tongued lick from balls to tip. He shuddered and pulled me up to his face, and kissed me. I kiss him for a few seconds before pulling back and reaching over Iruka and under the bed. Feeling around, I fingers brush a tube and I quickly grab it and sit up. I pop the lid of the tube of lube I brought from the studio. This is the good stuff, really lubricates well, smells exotic, and taste wonderfully. I flip it over and push the remaining bits out over my cock and over my fingers.
I lean into Iruka and slowly, teasingly circle my finger around his anticipating hole. He rolls his hips along with me and I slowly press a finger into him, and push till I'm knuckle deep. I pull back and twist my finger. I push back, twisting again. Iruka mewls and asks for more. I add another finger and bend my fingers, stretching him open. I thrust my fingers in and out slowly and scissor them, opening him wide. Iruka starts thrusting his hips to meet my fingers and I add another finger. He slows down and shifts around.
I kiss his lips briefly, and then his cheek, trailing to his chin and jaw. I proceed to suck on his neck and tongue it. He gasps and wraps his arms around my shoulders. I pull my three fingers out of him and pump my cock a few times before shifting closer to his opening. Iruka spreads his leg as far apart as he could and I grab a pillow and tap his leg. He lifts his hips and I push the pillow under his ass, so not only is he comfortable but it gives me a better angle to his prostate.
I position my penis at his anus and rest my hands on his hips. I slowly push inside and suck in a breath of needed air. We both stop breathing and hold in our moans until I'm fully inside. Iruka moans and pants loudly, blowing hot air on my face. I lean over and rest my head on his shoulder. I search for his hands and pull them from their tight grip on the sheets, and entangle my long pale fingers with his long bronze fingers. I push our clasped hands above our heads and under the pillows. Stretching our bodies out together.
Staying where we are for a few minutes, I gather my thoughts. I love Iruka, that's obvious, but how do I tell him, when I was never good with words. I can't wait till it's too late, like I did with Obito. No, it has to be now. He is my savior, my answer to everything. And it's time I show him that.
I wait for the nod of approval from Iruka before slowing pulling out and thrusting back into him at a slow pace. I lift my head and stare into his teary eyes. I pull back out at an agonizing slow pace and push back into. His ass opening and stretching for my rather large flesh. His eyes flutter shut as I hit his prostate head on. "Kakashi..." He whispers my name and grips my fingers tightly. I kiss the tears away and lick away the saltiness.
I hold him tightly as I set a slow, moderate pace. "I love you, I love you, I love you so much Iruka." I say in between each thrust. He cries out in frustration and arches into me.
"I love you so much it hurts, Kakashi." He whimpers, and I quicken my pace just barely. I thrust sharply into him, and stay there. Rolling my hips into him. He wraps his legs around my waist and digs his heels into my butt, pushing me further inside him.
I groan loudly and sink into his warm heat. It feels amazing. Heat clamping around me, accepting me inside someone, our souls connecting and clashing. I lean down and capture his parted, plump lips in a searing kiss and begin to thrust faster. Breaking the kiss to cry out, Iruka presses his forehead against mine. "I love you, I love you. I lov" Iruka cut me off with a glare.
"Hush, Kakashi. I know. Now love me." Iruka murmurs in my ear. It fuels me, and sit up, bringing our intertwined hands to our connecting hips. I roll my cock inside him, while he grinds to match my pace. The room was filled with both our moans and panting.
I felt the coil in my stomach, tighten and the familiar feeling rises, and increases with every loved filled thrust. I release one hand to grab Iruka's cock and gave it a few pumps. Iruka screamed my name as he came, me following suit, filing Iruka with my seed, my being. I collapse on top of him and roll off him, sliding unceremoniously out of him. He winces slightly and rolls to his side to face me. I do the same, our noses brushing.
I pull him into my arms and hold him tight against me like he wasn't going to be there tomorrow when I woke up. He cuddled under my chin and I felt his breathing even out. "I'm not going anywhere Kakashi. I'm yours forever and always. I love you, I love you more than my own life." His whispers filled my heart with joy. I felt tears spring to my eyes, but I wiped them away by running my face into his messy brown hair.
I didn't say anything, but held him for dear life.
{::}
I volunteered at the high school again. In the morning, in the shower, Iruka either complained that I was too happy about something -cough, the camera's- or complained about all the broken computers at school. So, here I am, taking apart a computer and replacing the fan that burned out. I was screwing in the last piece when I felt a pair of eyes on me. I blinked dumbly and looked up. Sasuke.
"May I ask why you are here? Don't you have class?" I ask, probably sounding bitter. A bunch of kids today where being noisy and annoying, asking me questions about the computer and what I was doing. One actually fell, knocking a computer off the desk, shattering the screen.
"Hn," Was his reply and I rolled my eyes. I looked away from Sasuke's contemplating look.
"If you have a question, just go ahead and ask. I'm a wise old man, and according to Naruto, I'm a super intelligent ninja. So hit me." I say dryly and continue placing the last piece to the computer and sitting it up straight.
"It's about his birthday." Sasuke's timid voice rang through the empty class.
I dropped the screw driver and stood up. Throwing a casual look at him, I shrug. "That is a personal matter that is not up to me to tell you." I say simply. His expression went from thoughtful to sadness, but only for a split second before going back to a blank slate.
"It's not about that. I got him something, I wanted your opinion." He stated sternly, like he was demanding me to do it. I smirked and cleaned my hands off on my jeans before holding my hand out. He gives me a questioning look before gazing at my hand.
"Well, let me see it." I say. amused.
He blushes and fumbles around in his track duffle bag. "I'm sure you know I'm the track captain." He started, digging through some clothes and shoes.
"Yeah, Naruto mentioned it before." I smirked as his blush grew. They really just need to fuck already. I couldn't help but think.
He pulled out a square box and set it on the desk next to him, and then pulled out an even smaller box, and set it next to the flatter, larger box. I stood up and ran a hand through his hair. Pointing at the smallest box." That's from Itachi." He started and opened the box. Shock startled me as I looked at what was inside.
"Jesus, how much did that cost?" I couldn't help but ask. Even I don't have the money for that.
"I asked Itachi that too, but he wouldn't tell me. I thought it was a bit much but then he explained it and it made sense." He answered and shrugged, closing the box and setting it down again. Then he opened the bigger box. A real smile graced my lips as I looked inside.
"Naruto is never going to shut up. You really have the power to just do this out of the blue?" I asked glancing at the number on the item and smiled. He sure is number 1.
I took notice of Sasuke's playful smirk as he rewrapped the item and put it back in the box, placing the lid back on. "Yeah, I talked to Guy Sensei about it and had him come watch us during our free period. Said he was amazing and couldn't believe he never noticed. I, of course, smirked and told him that he had to be on or I would leave. He immediately signed the papers needed and talked to Iruka Sensei about it. He secretly signed the appropriate papers and I got his size. I think it's time he finally does something he loves." A genuine smile spreads across his face as he slowly fingers the box.
I guess I should be glad he truly cares for Naruto, but he really needs to fuck him already. "That's very thoughtful of you. But I'm sure Guy Sensei would have let him without you threatening to leave." Sasuke smirks and looks at me.
"Hn, I took care of business." He says and shrugs, stuffing the boxes inside the bag, covering it with his clothes and shoes. I stood up and adjusted the sling on his shoulder. He walked to the door and left.
I turned around and went to work on the other computer and worked fast so I could join Iruka for lunch.
{::}
Lunch went by too fast for my liking. I was just about to undress Iruka when one of his students walked in announcing lunch was over before blushing and running out of the room. I sighed and had a sad pout on ever since then. I finished everything and was reading in the library. I was given specific instructions by Iruka to not enter his classroom unless I wanted to sit in timeout. I sucked in a large gust of air and blew out loudly, lifting my bangs from my face, exposing my scars for a mere second.
I hooked a finger in my mask and realigned it on my nose, when a cough caught my attention. I swear everyone wants to bother me today. I snap my book closed and set it down. Sass level 10/10. "Someone is on their man period today?" Naruto's familiar voice fell upon my ears.
"Always when you're around." I say playfully. He huffs and crosses his arms.
"I'm done taking your shit Kakashi," he says seriously. I laugh and grab my book again, flipping to the page where I left off.
"C'mon Naruto. What has your undies in a twist today?" I ask, pretending to read. I huffs again and begins browsing the shelves.
"Nothing honestly. Surprising as it seems, but I like to read during my free period. And it's my birthday. The dreams are coming back again." His voice was barely over a whisper and the reason why he came to me was suddenly clear.
"Getting laid would help ease your mind, but since your a helpless virgin, that's out of the question." I say matter of factly. He blushes and drops the book he was holding.
He stutters and looks like a tomato. I smirk behind my mask and crook my finger at him. He bends down and picks up the book before stepping closer to me. "Will talking about it help you?" I ask as he sits in the chair across from me.
"I don't think so, it's the same as ever. But I find myself more emotional this time around." He says sadly, looking away from me and out the window. I narrow my eye at him and put my book down.
"Naruto." I say sternly. He jumps slightly and focuses his attention on me. "I think it's a time for a visit." I say calmly. I will not allow Naruto to follow the path I did. It was hard and depressing and it kill Iruka to see Naruto like that. Naruto stares at me for a few minutes before blinking and looking at his folded hands in his lap.
"You don't think so?" He asked hesitantly. I nodded and stare intently at him, waiting for his response.
"All right, I will ask Iruka to take me there tomorrow after school. Thank you, da- um, Kakashi." His face fell and looked away, twiddling his thumbs. I stare disbelievingly at him. Was he about to call me dad? Does he really see me as his father? I mean, Iruka is Mother, and I am dating him. Not for long though.
I smile and stand up. I walk to him and ruffle his hair. "Anytime, son." His head shot up and I looked into big blue surprised eyes. His eyes sure are one of a kind. I mused to myself. He jumped up and wrapped my in a bone crushing hug.
"Thank you, thanks so much dad. I have been wanting to call you that forever now." He said truthfully. I felt my throat tighten up. I never wanted kids, but now that there's a child calling me dad, I sort of like the sound of it.
"Now go, Naruto. I'm sure there are other things you could be doing right now." I said softly as I hug him back. His hair tickling my chin. He squeezes me before letting me go. There were tears in his eyes and I felt my left eye throb a little at the urge to cry.
"I think I know why it hurts more this time dad." He says thoughtfully. I stare at him confused and he nods his head. "It's because I found a family that replaced them," he states. I felt my eyes widen as I stared at the teen in front of me. I never thought that would be the reason but as the words process in my head, it makes sense. He feels guilty for finding a family that replaced the parents that were supposed to raise him and love him unconditionally.
I patted his head once more, and gave him a little shove towards the exit. "Like I said. It's time for a visit. Now leave, you're interrupting my reading." I sit down and pick up my book, pretending to read. He puffs out his cheeks and stomps out of the library but not before making me promise to not tell anyone about this. I give him a thumbs up and then shoo him away. I smile to myself and flip to the next page. I completely missed the stranger listening to us behind the bookshelf.
{::}
I asked Iruka if I could watch Naruto and Sasuke present their projects. He said yes but if only I behaved myself.
"Why is the Horny Ninja here?" I hear an angry Naruto ask. Iruka glowered at him and Naruto went rigid.
"Because I said he could be. Is that a problem, Naruto?" Iruka hissed Naruto's name, scaring the boy. I placed my hand on my lips to stop the laugh from escaping me.
"No Sensei. We are all good here, right Kakashi?" He looks at me, asking for help to get him out of trouble.
"Sure, Helpless Virgin." I smirk at him.
His face grew red with embarrassment and anger and he began stomping toward me, fist raised. Kiba jumped in and grabbed him by his stomach, holding him back. I wave innocently at him, and hear Sasuke snicker. "Oh, I wouldn't laugh Sasuke, you are not any better than Naruto is, maybe even worse with all the porn you watch and read on your phone." I call out. Might as well, just for the hell of it.
Sasuke glares murderously before sauntering towards me. He made it further then Naruto when Iruka finally spoke up. "Enough! Everyone sit down! Naruto and Sasuke, you may continue with what you were doing." He points at them and then at the computer that held the switched files. Then he turns and throws a dark look at me and I gulp.
But my amusement comes back ten fold when I notice Naruto clicking on the fake video. Get ready for the show kids. I snicker to myself and Iruka gives me a weird look. Oh man, I can't wait to see how he reacts. I might just die today.
The video starts playing on the big projector, and Naruto has his back to the board, so he can't see what's going on. "This is our poetry project. It provides information about our two favorite poets and our favorite poems by the poet. I shall start with Sasuke's." Naruto started, sounding professional and like he knew what he was doing but everyone's eyes were locked on the video behind him. I rubbed my hands together and sat up straight.
In the video, taken in Iruka's shower, with my hidden camera, is Naruto. He came home early after having an accident in the cafeteria. He used Iruka's car and drove home. I was too shocked to comprehend that he was talking about a plugged drain or spider so he was going to use Iruka's shower and then head back to school.
As Naruto continued, everywhere was gaping at the stripping Naruto. He stretched his arms and body out, pulling his shirt off, dropping it to the floor. He then proceeded to massage his neck and his shoulders, and then trail his fingers down his chest and over his nicely muscled abs. He rubbed his stomach for a few stomachs before stretching again. He put on a full display of his muscles, but his scars were edited out.
"Dobe, shut up and look at the screen." I hear Sasuke hiss at Naruto. Yeah, he's totally turned on.
"No teme, I said I would do this part of the presentation." Naruto hissed back and did a quick glance at the screen just as the video Naruto, popped the buttons on his jeans and bent over all sultry like and wiggled out of his socks and shoes. The class watches as Naruto kicks his jeans away and the pokes his erection. Must have been thinking about Sasuke. He actually mouths his name, but it takes my expert eyes to catch it. He hooks his thumb's into his boxers and tugs them down.
A few students whistle and Naruto starts screeching at Iruka and tries to cover the screen. But it's too late, because there stands a naked Naruto, playing with his hard erection. Iruka moves fast, and quickly turns the video off. Naruto is redder than a tomato and runs out of the classroom. "Jeez, who knew Naruto was so hot?" Ino spoke up.
"Ino, did you see those muscles? Is anyone else horny?" Sakura barely says loud enough. Both her and Ino nod, blood dripping from their noses.
I looked at Sasuke who was probably the worse out of everyone. His cheeks and ears were flaming red and he was shaking. I looked lower to see his boner poking out in his jeans. Now he knows what's he's missing out on. They seriously need to just fuck. I laughed as he excused himself, saying something about a bathroom.
The second Naruto left, I burst into laughter. My cameras worked great. When I stopped laughing, I looked up and saw Iruka's angry glare. I stopped smiling automatically.
"What? It seems like he accidentally switched the files. " I shrugged my shoulders. His glare turned cold. "Ok, it was meant for you, but I wasn't expecting him to be the one in your shower. And it's about damn time he shows off a little." I say and stand up.
I wasn't irritated at Iruka, no not him. But at Naruto and Sasuke. They are acting like kids. How hard can it possibly be to tell someone you like them? I told Iruka that everyday till he finally gave in and went on a date with me. I walked over to Iruka, kissed his cheek and said I would take care of it. I followed Naruto out the door and watched him leave the building. Probably going to the roof. I sighed and jogged to catch up to him. I kept a few paces behind him and kept my footsteps light. I watched him walk into another building with the highest roof top. I followed him through the double doors and to the door that lead to the roof. The door to the roof almost closed on me, but I squeezed through just before it did. He sat on the edge and sat in silence. I leaned against the door and closed my eyes.
A few minutes passed and nothing was said. Naruto just stared at the sky and I kept my eyes closed. "I'm sorry." I said, the wind carrying my voice to him. He laughed and turned around, smile on his face.
"I'm not mad at you, but disappointed because that was a great prank that I didn't think of, but trust me Kakashi I'm planning one for you now." he grinned mischievously and it sort of worried me. "Watch your back" he added.
We laughed together and I sat down with him. Wind caressed us as we sat in a peaceful silence. Naruto sighed and leaned against my shoulder. "I can't believe you actually did that. But I'm glad you at least edited out Kyuubi and my scars. Those are the prettiest things to look at." I hear Naruto say slowly, carefully.
"You and me both Naruto. Scars are permanent and sometimes they are ugly and sometimes they aren't that bad. They remind you of the things you accomplished and fought through. They are a part of you and you can't hate them for they are a piece of you that won't ever go away." I reply, knowing where Naruto was going with this.
"Yeah I get it." He says, a bit irritated. Probably from getting a lecture.
I sigh and bring my hand to ruffle his hair. "I'm telling you this because you think you get it, which isn't the same as actually getting it. Get it?" I looked at the clouds passing by.
"Like I said, I got it dad." He said softly before laughing tenderly.
{::}
We were at home and Iruka was helping me unpack the last of my stuff. "You know, we should tell Naruto that you're moving in officially." Iruka tells me as he hangs up my dress shirts.
I shrug and stuff my dildos and toys in a drawer by the bed. "I guess, but I rather wait. I practically lived here before officially moving in. I'm positive he probably thinks that I moved in a long time ago." I place the lube in next and position the tubes so they will be easy to grab. I smirk to myself and close the drawer.
"You have a point. But we still are telling him." Iruka says calmly. I squint at him and sit on the bed. I noticed the way he would make quick glances at me and then look away.
"Is there something you want to talk about?" I ask, a little venom in my voice. I don't like it when he hides things from me.
He doesn't flinch or jump, instead he turns to me and stares me straight in the eyes. "I heard you at the library. I'm glad he's calling you dad. And what you said was very inspirational. It's funny, you know?" He giggles and I smile at the sound.
"What is?" I ask, encouraging him further.
"It was like he was giving his our blessing, he opened up to you which I haven't seen him do in a while, and he called you dad. Dad Kakashi, he sees you as his father, someone he can look up to and come to for help. It was like he was giving us his blessing." He repeated that phrase again. Was he hinting at something? My mind was coming up with many different questions but stopped thinking all together when Iruka straddled my lap.
He gently rolled his hips against mine, and sucked softly on my clothed neck. He bit the edge and tugged it down, exposing my face to him. He kissed and licked every part of my face, and took extra care and love when he went over my scars. I hummed and gripped his waist.
"I love you so much Kakashi. You're my everything. Without you, I would be nothing, hopeless, dead. Don't ever leave me please." Iruka begged kissing my lips. I pull him closer to me and deepen the kiss.
"I'm not going anywhere. I'm yours, you're mine. I love you Iruka. Forever and always." I reply, breaking the kiss.
"Forever and always." Iruka repeats.
Alright, tell me what you think. And I know the sex scene isn't all that great, but it's my first one, so I will get better the more I write. Reviews are encouraging and greatly appreciated. You will learn more about Kakashi in later chapters, I promise. And if you are wondering if I purposely held information about Naruto's birthday present, I did. It's a surprise. Anyways, thanks for reading. Till the next chapter.
