Getting up is a lot easier for Gon than yesterday morning. There's only an aching in his jaw, a slight soreness from last night's activities but it's nothing. Gon feels ready for the day. Gon jumps out of bed, grabbing his uniform that's folded next to him on his night stand. He gets dressed quickly before walking into the bathroom. He grabs the comb and tries to get it through his thick black hair. He combs it the best he can before he brushes his teeth and puts on deodorant. It's so weird having these hygiene products when he use to not have anything to clean himself with. Kurapika told him to make sure to use these products in the morning and to take a bath at night. He's not allowed to use this tub for washing anymore, he has to use the public bath.
Gon walks out of the bathroom, taking a moment to look out of the widow, taking in the red sky from the sun raising. He smiles. Mito is probably getting up right now, she'll start by watering the crops and then with what's left of the water she'll save it for cooking. Gon's chest tightens thinking of his aunt but he doesn't think too much of it. He'll be back soon.
Gon walks out of the room, blinking when he sees a bunch of servants just coming out of their room, all of them are jogging down stairs. Gon jogs with them , waving and trying to start conversations but most of the servants ignore him.
"Gon, you're up." Kurapika is waiting for him at the end of the stairs, smiling gently. Gon smiles, his eyes lighting up. "I thought I might have to wake you up but as expected, you didn't need any help at all."
"Yeah. Getting up early isn't anything for me." Gon grins, feeling proud when Kurapika looks him over and gives him a pat on a shoulder. He did everything right.
"Lets get you some breakfast. If you hurry you can get some cereal before Leorio tries to feed you his eggs." Kurapika sighs, leading Gon into the kitchen which is filled with servants. There's so many there's barely any room to walk. It's strange. The servants are all in little groups, huddled together while keeping away from the other groups.
"Hey Kurapika!" A older looking man is cooking some eggs, he turns towards them to smile at Kurapika when they walk closer. His eyes widen slightly and he grins. "And you must be Gon!" Leorio looks around the servants proudly as he grabs Gon and puts an arm around his shoulder. "Gon here ate all my left over pancakes. Tell them how good they were."
"They were pretty good. Kind of dry." Gon beams. "They filled me right up!"
"Dry? Well I can work with that." Leorio seems pleased all the same. "You must be hungry! Eat some of this." Leorio puts some eggs on a plate before handing it to Gon. Gon's eyes light up.
"Don't poison the boy you fool!" A loud voice gets Gon to look over. There's a large buff man sitting on the floor, his face scrunched up in irritation. There's a thinner man sitting next to him who is eating a piece of bread quietly, not looking at Gon. "Your nasty pancakes are one thing but you never cook your eggs all the way through!"
"Yes I do! Get out of here with that Knuckle. You're just jealous of my skills." Leorio's face gets red in his anger.
"The last time I ate your eggs I was sick all day." Kurapika adds, getting Leorio to glare at him.
"Okay that time I uncooked it but I know better now. You're both going to be eating it up when I become the head chef."
"Hahahahaha!" Knuckle busts out laugh, hitting the table, his large fist looks like it could break the table easily. Leorio's face gets redder and he clenches his jaw. Gon is hungry and Leorio's pancakes weren't so bad. The eggs look fine to him.
Gon puts a fork full in his mouth. Knuckle's laughing stops and Leorio is looking at him intently now. The eggs are dry but it's good to Gon. He eats it up all the while, Leorio's eyes are lighting up and his grin is wide before he smirks over at Knuckle. "Tell Knuckle what you think of my eggs."
"I like them. They're just a little dry too. Try adding a little more milk! That's what my aunt would do and she would make the best eggs." Gon smiles.
"More milk...I can do that." Leorio frowned at first but his grin comes back soon after.
"Ugh don't tell him that you fool! He's going to waste all our milk!"
"Hey! Shut up! I'm not-"
"So yeah. This is Leorio." Kurapika cuts Leorio off before turning Gon so he's facing Knuckle. "That's Knuckle and Shoot. This is Gon."
"Yeah the kid who gave himself up for his aunt." Knuckle grins and it feels warm even though he has a scary face. "You're okay in my books. I like that look in your eyes too."
"It's safer here than it is out there." Shoot mumbles.
"You're free out there though." Knuckle rubs the back of his head.
"Here Gon, There's an apple left." Gon looks over at Kurapika who hands him a fruit. He feels it in his hand before he opens his mouth, ready to bite into it. He winces slightly when he feels the pain in his jaw when he chops down-
"Are you hurt?" Leorio's face completely changes, getting serious really quickly. Gon swallows down the apple.
"No my jaw is just a little sore."
"Have you been cut by any rusty nails? Does the soreness spread to your neck, can you swallow for me?" Leorio's hand is on his neck and Gon swallows.
"No just my jaw." Gon smiles at Leorio ."I'm fine-"
"I don't want to take any chances." Leorio gives him a firm look. "Could you open your mouth?"
"Leorio is the doctor here. Once he thinks something is wrong he won't leave you alone." Kurapika says but there's a fond smile on his face.
Gon opens his mouth, Leorio peering close to look. "There's some irritation." Leorio feels around his jaw getting him to wince. "That's strange." Leorio stares at him, thinking intently.
"Gon...Leorio is the person to go to if you have something that needs to be looked at." Kurapika gives him this look. He's worried and Gon understands. The blood on the sheets made it look like he got raped badly. Gon feels better but he's not sure. He could still get an infection.
"Is there something else wrong?" Leorio locks eyes with Gon. Gon thinks if he should get checked up. He hasn't seen a doctor since he was five. That was before he died in the bombings.
"Maybe after your work, Leorio could do a physical exam. Everyone should have one anyway right?" Kurapika looks at Leorio. Leorio opens his mouth but after studying the look on Kurapika, he nods his head.
"Yes. I need to do a physical exam. So after work, i'll take you to my office and we can get you checked out."
"That sounds fine to me." Gon smiles. Leorio is kind. Kurapika is kind. "I thought I'd never see a doctor again. It's been so long. That's amazing that you're a doctor Leorio."
"I'm nothing special." Leorio flushes, rubbing the back of his head, a pleased smile on his face.
"Don't feed his ego Gon." Kurapika shakes his head, a smile that could be playful on his face when Leorio glares at him.
"Yeah his heads fat enough!" Knuckle yells in.
"I've had it up to here with the both of you. Gon is better than all of you!"
"They're going to go back and forth for awhile." Kurapika grabs Gon's wrist and leads him out of the kitchen. "It's about time to start heading over there anyway." Kurapika smiles at Gon.
"You look nice in the uniform, Kurapika." Gon smiles, taking in the small blonde in the suit. His features are so soft. Gon certainly wouldn't mind taking Kurapika out. "You look gorgeous."
Kurapika cheeks tint and he looks at Gon like he's surprised. Gon must be giving him an intense look because his face gets redder. Gon wears his emotions on his sleeve. "Thank you Gon." Kurapika stares at him for a moment, those eyes shifting lower on Gon's body before he looks up quickly and turns his body, the blush reaching his ears. "T-This paper has what your morning chore will be. It changes every week. You have dishes, and laundry. This paper will change tomorrow so you'll have to look at it to see what you have to do."
"Okay sounds easy enough!" Gon beams, flashing Kurapika one of his award winning smiles, a smile he never means to make. It's the same smile he would give to Zushi and the boy would melt. A smile that shows his teeth and his amber eyes soften. "thank you for everything Kurapika. I think I'll be fine."
"Yes." Kurapika breathes out, staring at him intently. Gon waves and starts to walk towards the exit but he's stopped by Kurapika's words. "Forgive me for asking Gon but do you have someone waiting for you back at home?...A lover?"
"No. I don't have a boyfriend if that's what you're asking." Gon smiles back at Kurapika. His relationship with Zushi is strange. It's just a mutual feeling of attraction but there's not that feeling of love. Gon cares about Zushi and Zushi cares about him but it's really just friends making each other feel good. Zushi has a boyfriend now and when they get into a relationship they stop. It's simple. It's something that could end at any time, nothing that's suppose to last forever.
Kurapika's eyes light up at his words and he swallows, looking nervous. "You do fancy males?"
"Yeah I do." Gon's heart picks up speed, knowing where this is going. "When you're free Kurapika, i'd love to take you out." Kurapika is kind and pretty. Gon can't help to think of those blue eyes and how the prince had his cock in his mouth last night. Killua will never be in a relationship with him. Gon isn't naive to understand that. Killua has an attraction to him but it's an attraction he tries to deny. Killua said he doesn't want him to be around him anymore anyway.
Kurapika stares at him for a moment. He looks into the kitchen and it looks like he's looking at Leorio who is now in a head lock by Knuckle. Kurapika sighs before he looks at Gon, a smile turning his lips. "I'd like that. We'll talk more later, we need to get to work." Kurapika walks out of the building with Gon. Gon is bouncing next to him, the feeling of starting a new relationship makes him excited and giddy.
"Yeah." Gon giggles, getting Kurapika to smile over at him.
"You are the one who is gorgeous, Gon." Kurapika looks forward as they walk through the garden towards the entrance to the palace. "That smile is contagious."
Gon doesn't get to talk to Kurapika much because soon Kurapika is going up the stairs and Gon is going towards the kitchen to work. He tries not to think of Killua and last night. He tries to think of Kurapika instead and the possibilities.
Gon needs a man who can admit his feelings and not blame others for them.
"Great work today Gon." Melody smiles at Gon, her soft voice being easier to pick up now.
"Thanks." Gon smiles, finishing his folding of sheets before handing it to another servant who takes them without a word. Today has gone by a lot smoother than yesterday. He didn't bump into Killua. He hasn't seen him at all. There's a part of him that's disappointed but he knows it's for the best if Killua doesn't want to see him anyway.
Gon rolls his eyes at the thought, standing up and brushing off his pants. He smiles at Melody, he enjoyed the time spent with her. When he was doing the dishes he didn't meet anyone nice like Kurapika or Leorio. It was straight work. But while doing the laundry he's had Melody to talk to. He's going to miss her when they switch jobs tomorrow.
"So now I just get into my work clothes and meet up with Pokkle." Gon grips his fist. "Do you know where I can find Pokkle? Out back?"
"Yes. He'll be talking to Ponzu." Melody gives him this gentle smile.
"I'm going to go get changed and head out! I'm excited about getting to fish! I hope I can see you again soon Melody!" Gon waves before he runs out of the room, running as fast as he can back to the servant's building. He grabs his working clothes, taking off his uniform before putting them on. He's happy to find that his working clothes consist of stretch pants and a regular black t-shirt. Nothing too fancy and something he can breathe in. Gon leaves his uniform on his bed, he'll have to wash it and iron it later.
Gon runs out of the building and towards the back garden. He's too excited. He's going to get to fish. It's going to be great. So much fun.
Gon's amber eyes are bright, sparkling as he looks around the garden, trying to spot out Pokkle. Pokkle isn't who he sees first though. Gon feels his chest tighten and his stomach clench when he spots Killua in the back garden.
The prince isn't looking at him, holding a sword in his hand. Gon watches in awe as Killua moves gracefully, stabbing and swinging the sword with precision and skill. His face is blank like he's bored and he moves so mechanically, like a robot or a puppet being pulled by strings.
It's a breathtaking sight. It's like a work of art. Killua is experienced in war. Killua is a fighter.
Gon's heart beats faster and he feels warm and it's not just because of the hot weather. The bright sun is shining down on Killua, the light reflecting off his sword making it look like he's holding light itself. Every swing he makes, his muscles shift and he's so quick. Deadly. Yet he's surround by beautiful flowers, he's surrounded by life and greens and trees and there's butterflies around him and it's just...
Killua suddenly stops his movements, his blue eyes snapping over, locking right on him. Gon feels himself stiffen, his face getting slightly pink from being caught. He knows he was gawking at the Prince. He was admiring him and ogling him at the same time. Gon does the first thing that comes to mind.
"Killua that was amazing!" Gon can't contain his excitement. Killua tenses, his eyes widening before he glares at Gon. Those eyes becoming dark.
"What are you doing standing around servant? Get back to work." He growls, marching up to Gon. "Don't you ever call me by my name. You call me master. One more time and you will be punished." Killua gets up in his face. The servants that were outside are now all looking at them.
Gon can feel his ears get red. His blood rushing to his face. He doesn't want to call Killua that. He doesn't want Killua being mean to him. He grips his fists, wishing he could tell Killua to fuck off but he can't. Not when Mito could be harmed.
"Got it." Gon says huffily, turning on his heel to walk towards Pokkle. His new boss is watching with wide eyes. Everyone is.
" 'Got it'? Do you know who you're talking to? I think you need to be reminded of your status." Killua's voice sounds very nasty today. Something about it makes Gon's skin crawl and just makes him irritated. When Gon is about to say something- Killua starts to smirk. His smile shows his teeth and those blue eyes light up in dark glee. "Bow to me."
Gon glares at him but he does a slight bow-
"No. Get on your hands and knees. Bow to your prince." Killua crosses his arms, looking too amused by this. Gon opens his mouth, feeling his blood boil but all the servants are watching. Servants are suppose to bow to royality. They're suppose to listen. Gon doesn't want to. He doesn't want to be Killua's servant. Gon's not sure what he wants to be to Killua but it's pissing him off that Killua is doing this to him. Killua knows he doesn't like it. Killua is doing this to embarrass him and hurt him.
"Hurry up please. Bow." A servant says hastily. It's a young man with blonde hair, he's trembling, looking between Gon and Killua.
"Yeah I don't want to clean up the blood." Someone else jumps in.
"Master Killua is being so kind! As soon as he said bow, you should have bowed! He's kind for not killing you."
Gon can't believe what the servants are saying. Everyone gathered around because they thought Killua was going to kill him. They're all watching this like some form of entertainment.
"That's enough." Killua snarls. All the servants get quiet. "I'm waiting Gon. Hands and knees. Fill the role of a servant and bow. Or do I need to visit your aunt?"
Gon grinds his teeth. His muscles tense in defiance and he grimaces but he forces himself down. Slowly, ever so slowly, getting on his hands and knees in front of Killua. He's so pissed right now. He bows, huffing out in irritation when he can just feel Killua sneering at him from above.
"You're down there, face in the dirt. I'm up here. That will never change." Gon gets up from his bow, glaring up at him, not able to help it. Killua smirks, not fazed by it. He leans real close, whispering in his ear hotly and harshly so no one else can hear. "You have no more effect on me. If I catch you ogling me like that again, I will break your teeth in. You have no more influence over me." And then he pulls away. Face blank before he turns and starts walking away from him, leaving him sitting in the dirt. "Get back to work."
It feels like something just went sour in his mouth. What the hell does that even mean? Gon can't even look at him. Can't even admire him? Even after everything they've done in the past two nights? For no influence, Gon seemed to have a lot of power over Killua last night when he was panting and using his own mouth to fuck himself with.
Gon is angry. He keeps glaring at Killua. The Prince must sense it because he glances back at Gon, glaring back. This is dangerous for him to do. He shouldn't be glaring at Killua, not when Killua has the power, not when Mito could be hurt. The last two nights don't matter. Killua blamed them on Gon. Killua won't even admit he's gay for him. Maybe it would be easier if Gon just thought of these pass two nights as Killua using his holes to pleasure himself with. No making love. That wasn't what they were doing. Nothing nice. Gon hates how attractive Killua is. Hates that he likes him at all.
"Wipe that look off your face." Killua marches over, grabbing Gon by the hair before shoving his face into a mud puddle. "You keep giving me attitude and I don't think you get it. You don't understand, I'm-"
"You're the prince and I'm the servant, Yeah. I get it." Gon starts to wipe the mud away from his eyes, Killua letting go of him.
"Then act like it." Killua growls, walking away. Gon can't help to chuckle. "What are you laughing about?"
"I use to play in the mud all the time with my aunt. When I was younger, it was one of the only things to look forward to. Playing in the mud, it was so much fun." Gon keeps wiping the mud off his face. "Having your face in the dirt isn't so bad, being dirty isn't so bad either. Maybe I could never be where you are but I don't think it would hurt if you got some dirt on your face too. It's funner down here than it is up there." Gon isn't talking about this position. He's talking about in general. The life he has with Mito. The life the people in his town have.
"Have you gone mad?" Killua glares but his eyes have soften and he's stiffen.
"No..." Gon stands up, walking towards Killua. The Prince doesn't step down and the servants have gone tense around them. Gon stops and leans in just like Killua did to whisper. "The craziest thing i've done is liking you. I don't even know why I would want to be with you. After all...I'm just a servant and you're the prince. That's how i'll think of you now. Don't worry." Gon's lips curl up into a smile once he's done before he walks pass Killua.
The prince has gone stiff. He didn't like that. Not at all. But Killua doesn't say anything. He just stands there before he goes back to swinging his sword. Gon isn't going to admire him this time.
"I've never seen anyone talk to Killua like that and live." Pokkle says when Gon gets to him. His eyes are wide. There's a few other men by him who are looking at him like he's crazy, some shaking. "I don't know what to be more shocked at. How stupid you are or how lucky you are."
"Be shocked at both." Gon smiles, not wanting to dwell on Killua anymore. " Let's go fishing! I'm ready for this!" Gon cheers, punching his fist in the air.
Pokkle blinks before he shakes his head. "Today we're hunting in the forest for some deer."
"Aw." Gon deflates a bit only to perk back up. "Hunting still sounds fun! Do I get a gun? Or are we using traps?"
"Got you covered." Pokkle grins. "We use shotguns."
Gon listens to Pokkle explain what's going to happen. He gets more excited and his heart is beating so fast. Hunting is fun too. He'll get a lot of deer.
"I'm going to hunt the most deer!" Gon cheers over at his team mates, grinning from ear to ear, hoping to get a rival or someone who will compete with him. It makes it more fun. All of them look at him like he's crazy.
"We'll see about that." Pokkle grins. "I'm the best hunter around."
"I think i'm pretty good too!" Gon cheers, happy that he has a challenger. Now Gon will really try hard. All the other men look like they want to sleep or die rather than hunt. As Gon goes into the forest, he doesn't look back towards the garden but he feels like someone is staring at him.
Gon has a feeling and that's why he doesn't look back, that the prince is the one who was watching him.
"Can I have this flower?" Gon questions after they walk out of the woods. The other team members who didn't really catch everything are dragging 6 deer carcases. Three are Gon's and three are Pokkle's. It was a tie.
Gon asked this question when he spotted a rose that is barely hanging on the bush. It's bloomed and beautiful though.
"Don't see why not. It's about to fall off anyway." Pokkle grunts. Gon beams, pulling the rose off, smiling at it. Gon's all dirty and sweaty but he doesn't' mind. It reminds him of home. Gon has an idea for this rose. "Since me and Gon did all the work, you all have to gut them and prepare them for the butcher."
They all groan but Gon isn't paying attention.
"Gon you can go and have your free time. Great work today." Pokkle puts a hand on his shoulder, grinning. "I'm glad you're on the team."
"Yeah. It was a lot of fun." Gon smiles, enjoying the praise. "Bye Pokkle. See you tomorrow."
"See ya."
Gon runs out of the back garden, heading towards the front one, his heart beating faster and a smile tugging at his lips. He loves being sweet. He loves being romantic.
"Gon!" Gon skids to a stop at the voice. He grins when he sees Kurapika and that blonde haired guy again who was telling him to bow for Killua. Speaking of Killua he's also there, standing and talking with that long haired guy who looks like a doll. "Where are you running to? I would think you would be tired." Kurapika chuckles before walking towards him, staying goodbye to the blonde. Killua doesn't look his way. He's talking intently with Illumi and that's good.
"I'm a little tired but I got excited to see you!" Gon hid the rose behind his back when he heard Kurapika call him. He hopes he didn't see it. Killua looks at him then. It wouldn't be noticeable to most but since Gon is standing where Killua is facing, he can see him when he looks at Kurapika.
"That excited?" Kurapika flushes. "Gon lets go back to the servant's building. You got all dirty. I'll help you wash up before you see Leorio-"
"Okay! But first..." Gon leans up quickly, taking out the rose, offering it to Kurapika, smiling brightly at him. Kurapika's eyes widen and his cheeks turn pink.
"G-Gon did you take that from the garden-"
"IT was hanging off. Don't worry I asked. I saw this and I thought of you. It would look great in your hair." Gon leans up and slides the rose in, right behind Kurapika's ear that's red. "Cute." Gon smiles, feeling his heart beat faster when he sees Kurapika smile at him shyly.
"I didn't know you were so smooth Gon." Kurapika chuckles and it's cute.
"I just like making people happy."
"I see." Kurapika's looks at him, those long eyelashes fluttering at him. Gon beams when Kurapika grabs his hand. "Let's go Gon and get you cleaned up." Kurapika's voice is lighter.
Just then Gon spots Killua looking at him again. This time he's glaring darkly. No. He's glaring darkly at Kurapika. His face goes blank soon after when Illumi talks to him but he was watching and he was getting pissed off. Gon doesn't understand him.
Gon starts to tell Kurapika about his day, enjoying having Kurapika's hand in his. He swings their arms, telling the blonde about this and that and he listens, nodding his head and smiling. Kurapika is nice and the more Kurapika looks at him, giving him those side glances, Gon knows he likes him.
He's attracted to him.
Gon has that feeling again. This time it's like daggers at the back of his head. Gon looks back and this time, Killua is no where to be seen. The door to the palace just closing.
"Are you ready for me to come in Gon?"
"Yup!" Gon kicks his feet, sitting on this table that probably should be used for eating but that's okay. He cleaned up with Kurapika. There were a few other servants in the area so Gon kept his hands to himself for the most part but Kurapika was looking at him. Looking at his body and Gon was looking at his too. Kurapika is thin and curvy like a woman. But he has muscles and he's just...Gon is attracted to him.
Gon isn't going to try to get too physical in till he takes Kurapika out. He needs to know what Kurapika wants out of their relationship. Does he want something like him and Zushi have? Or is he looking for something more? Gon doesn't mind. It would be nice having a boyfriend for a change though.
After taking a bath with Kurapika, he was led in here for his check up by Leorio. He's in nothing but a towel. Gon isn't shy when it comes to his body though.
Leorio comes into the room, a smile on his face and he gives Gon a nod, trying to calm him maybe. "Hey. This won't take long. I'm just going to do a quick assessment." Leorio locks eyes with Gon. "Anything discussed or seen in here is completely confidential."
Gon nods his head. "Okay. I'm fine Leorio. It's nice you're doing this for me. I don't have any money to pay you-"
"There's no need." Leorio shakes his head. "This is why I wanted to be a doctor. To take care of those who don't have the money for it." Leorio's expression softens, this far away look before he focuses on Gon again. "Does your jaw still feel sore?"
"Just a tiny bit. I'm sure it will be better by tomorrow."
"Have you been vomiting? Stomach pains? Diarrhea?"
"Mmm No? My stomach hurts when I'm hungry." Gon lets Leorio touch his face and neck before he pulls back and inspects his chest.
"Everything seems fine-" Leorio stops when he gets lower, looking at his hips. The bruises Killua left one night ago are still lingering on his skin. "How did you get this bruise? You have two on your hips."
"I fell." Gon lies. Again. He feels bad about it and when Leorio gives him this look, he flinches. Leorio doesn't believe him.
"Don't lie to me in here. I'm here to help you. I can't help you if you're not being honest...Did someone hurt you?" Leorio looks like he's getting angry as he looks at the bruises. "This is why Kurapika really wanted me to look at you isn't it?"
"Someone did hurt me." Gon thinks of that night with Killua behind him, gripping into his hips and thrusting into him with no restraint, panting behind him, the sound of slapping skin filling the air and the prince's groans... "Not really bad." Gon adds when Leorio looks at him with a deep frown. He doesn't want him to think it was terrible. It did hurt. Killua did hurt him but it wasn't all bad.
"How did they hurt you?" Leorio studies the bruises.
"He didn't use any lubricant and didn't prepare me." Gon frowns, his eyebrows furrowing. It shouldn't have been painful. Killua just doesn't' know what he's doing and he wouldn't take his advice.
Not that Gon wants to have sex with Killua again. Not after today.
Leorio nods his head, his expression serious. "Who did this Gon? Can you tell me? Is your jaw sore because of this guy too?" So he added two and two together.
"I can't tell you who it is and yes he's the reason why my jaw is sore too."
"Why can't you tell me who it is? Are you worried about getting him in trouble? Did he threaten you or are you worried you'll get in trouble?"
"He did threaten me and I know i'll get in trouble if I say anything. It's okay though. It's over now. Even if I did tell you who did it, there's nothing you could do."
"...Is it a high up?" Leorio frowns deeply. He looks...troubled by this. Gon nods his head. "Was it...Hisoka?" Leorio gets pale. It's kind of funny that's the first person he thinks of. Gon shakes his head. "...Higher or lower than Hisoka's rank? Do you know?"
"Higher than Hisoka."
Leorio's eyes widen. "Higher than..." Leorio's eyes light in realization and he swallows thickly. "...Is it a royal?"
Gon doesn't know if he should nod to that. Leorio is getting to close to the truth. Leorio takes a deep breath. "It's a fucking royal." Leorio covers his eyes, seeming very distraught and confused by this. "I know you can't tell me which one. I know but...who...why..." Leorio takes a deep breath. "When did he attack you?"
"The first day I came here and then last night."
"They've been coming in your room at night?"
"Really late at night when everyone is asleep. But like I said, I don't think he'll be coming in anymore." Gon blinks. "You really believe me when I say it's a royal? I didn't think someone would believe me."
"You have no reason to lie and your eyes...they're honest. If it wasn't a royal, then I believe you would be quick to have this guy punished but..." Leorio frowns. He swallows slightly before giving him a serious look. "...I'm going to look back there okay? I want to make sure there's no signs of infection." Leorio's face is pale. He's not taking the news of a royal doing this to him well. Because Leorio knows he can't do anything. Gon knows he can't do anything.
They are only servants. Killua is a prince. Killua made that clear today and even if Killua didn't do that, Gon already understood.
While he's here, he doesn't have freedom.
"Just lay on your side with your knee on top of your other knee." Gon turns on his side, getting in the position asked, his back to Leorio. Gon feels the towel get untied from the back, exposing his bottom. Gon waits patiently as he hears Leorio put on some gloves. "I'm going to visualize the area affected okay?" Gon nods his head, it's weird getting checked up by a doctor again. Gon feels more comfortable with Leorio than most of his old doctors.
Gon feels a cold hand on his cheek before he's spread. Leorio doesn't say anything as he stares and Gon's starting to get nervous. What if he sees something? What if he's already infected? What if it looks all gross?-
Leorio pulls away quickly, taking off his gloves and washing his hands before he sits in his chair and sighs loudly.
"Is it bad?" Gon frowns at the reaction, fixing his towel to cover himself again.
"He ripped you a little bit. It's a bit red and the area around it swollen. Wash it with soap every day. I will try to see if I can get you some antibacterial cream. You should be fine though. You're going to be sore for awhile." Leorio looks at Gon, a anger burning his eyes. "I haven't seen anything like this. Yes there have been rape cases here but for the most part we're able to give them justice...I can't..." Leorio frowns. "He was very rough with you, the bruises still linger and he ripped you. I really don't know what to say."
"It's okay. Like you said, it should be fine. Just having you look at it made me feel better so thanks."
"I really haven't' done anything." Leorio is troubled. That look in his eyes. He doesn't like that he can't help him. "You said that he won't do this again. Why do you say that?"
"Because he said he wouldn't. He blames me for his actions, says I seduced him or something." Gon kicks his legs, feeling irritated thinking about it.
"..." Leorio closes his eyes. "Gon, try to stay away from this royal as much as possible and if he's coming to your room, maybe we can switch the room? Throw him through a loop? Then again if he searches you out he may get angry and punish you." Leorio is thinking too much.
"I'll try. I don't really see him too much through the day." Gon thinks about it before he smiles at Leorio. "Kurapika knows about what happened."
"Yeah...is it okay if I disclosed what I found out to him?"
"Sure." Gon smiles, his chest getting warm thinking about Kurapika worrying about him.
"Everything else looks good. Do you have any questions for me?"
"No I think I'm good." Gon jumps off of the table, keeping the towel on.
"If this happens again tell me." Leorio gives him a serious look. "I don't want you getting an infection and I might be able to get you some pain meds. I can't do much but..." Leorio frowns.
"I know." Gon smiles, his eyes shining. "You're kind Leorio." The older man's face lights up just as he's opening the door for him to walk out of. Kurapika is waiting for him, holding his clothes. He smiles at Gon gently as he walks out before looking at Leorio with a frown. Leorio gives him this nod to come in.
"Gon you can head up to your room to get your things ready for bed. I'll meet you up there once i'm done talking to Leorio."
"Okay." Gon notices how Kurapika touches his shoulder, just to linger there a moment longer than needed before he walks into the room with Leorio. Gon knows they're going to talk about what Leorio found out. It's okay as long as no one knows it's Killua.
Today is starting to catch up to him as he walks up to his room. He yawns as irons his uniform and gets his work clothes ready for tomorrow. By the time he's done, Gon is ready to sleep. He hops in bed, closing his eyes, ready to drift away into the darkness-
Someone knocks at his door.
"I'm coming Kurapika." Gon smiles as he gets up and walks to the door and opens it. The blonde looks upset. Gon smiles brighter. "Don't be sad beautiful. It's okay." Gon beams, getting Kurapika to look at him in surprise, his cheeks tinting.
"You're still cheery after...a royal..." Kurapika takes a deep breath, his eyes look tinted red. "I admire you Gon. If I was treated in such a way I may have lost my faith in the crown. To think that one of them would do such a thing. Death happens all the time and it is necessary but that...that is overusing their power. I will not ask which one it is but know they are in the wrong. Royal or not, they have no right."
"Yeah I know. Lets not talk about that anymore." Gon doesn't want to think about Killua. "What do you like Kurapika?"
"What do I like?" Kurapika seems thrown off by the question as Gon grabs his wrist and leads him over to his bed so they can sit down with each other. Kurapika gets comfortable beside him and even though he still looks like he wants to say a few things about what happened with Gon, he keeps quiet and thinks of his question. "...I like to read." Kurapika says quietly.
"Really?!" Gon's eyes widen. "We have a few old books at my home but they're hard to read. They hurt my head." Gon smiles sheepishly. "What books do you like?"
"Mystery. I'm a fan of horror and action as well. Anything good I like." Kurapika smiles, seeming to relax more with Gon. "What do you like, Gon?"
"I like a lot of things! I like swimming and fishing and hunting. I like to play in the mud puddles and I like the food Mito's makes- well I like all food but Mito's the most! I like to take care of my crops and I like being outside. I like helping people and getting stronger." Gon could go on and on about the things he likes. Kurapika listens intently before chuckling and it's light and nice.
"When I was younger I use to play in the mud puddles as well." Kurapika smiles fondly. "Messy but fun."
"Right?" Gon grins, glad someone can appreciate the mud. "I also like learning new things and shooting guns and I like Kurapika too." Gon gives him that smile again, the one that makes both guys and girls melt.
Kurapika flushes at Gon's boldness, looking forward for a moment before glancing over at Gon who is staring at him brightly without any shame or embarrassment. "I think I like you too Gon."
Gon's eyes light up and he starts to go on about other things, asking about Kurapika's day, what his favorite food is, what he dreams about, what he doesn't like, anything he can to get to know Kurapika better. These questions are important for a proper date. This is what people should do. Talk and see if they like each other. Learn about each other. Have fun with each other. Then go on a date and take It from there. That's how Gon's been doing it.
Killua didn't even want to talk to him. He skipped ahead to the sex without a connection or without at least trying to get Gon off too. Killua is selfish. A selfish lover. A prince who looks out for his own needs. There's a part of Gon that wants to prove this wrong but with everything he's seen so far, he doesn't have anything.
Gon really has to stop thinking about Killua. He has Kurapika right next to him and he's smiling at him and talking to him. Killua is a prince, he's out of reach.
Princes should just stay in the fairy tails.
"Damn it." Killua grinds his teeth, pacing back and forth in his large room, ignoring the woman who is sprawled out on his bed, her hair messy from the prince's actions just a few moments ago. Killua should be focused on her. He should have been focused on her. She's a hot young woman. Great tits and curves. She felt tight and she moaned for him but...
It just wasn't getting him off. She's not getting him off.
Being inside her felt good, it did but it wasn't enough. Her moans were irritating him and every time he looked at her it just put him off. She's not ugly. Definably not. That's why he doesn't understand his problem right now. Why he's pacing around in his room, completely hard, sweating from the work he started to put in, just trying to finish but he just couldn't.
"Leave me." Killua growls at the woman. He watches her pick up her clothes and leave quickly. She's obedient. She understands her place. She looked disappointed but Killua doesn't care. That woman wanted him. She wanted to please him. She's everything that other servant isn't and she's a woman. Why couldn't he finish? Why does he feels so frustrated?
It's all because of that servant. He knows it is. The goofy man with that stupid smile. What's his name...Gon. Gon has been nothing but trouble. Acting out, glaring at him, talking back and if anyone else did that to him, Killua would have killed him. But he doesn't kill Gon. That bothers him. What bothers him even more is the fact that he's affected him like this, to the point he can't even finish! Can't even enjoy himself.
It's because of what that servant said to him in the back garden. After that talk, Killua couldn't get his words out of his head. He didn't like it, like something was crawling in his stomach. He doesn't get these reactions the servant can make come out of him. Just from those amber eyes staring at him while he was practicing, watching him so carefully, admiring him...Killua got hot.
Maybe something is wrong with him.
The first time Killua visited the servant's room to pleasure himself he did so out of curiosity. Nothing more. The second time he felt as if Gon wanted it, the way he was licking that ice cream and those amber eyes... But that was stretching it. Gon shouldn't be able to seduce him. A man shouldn't be able to do that to him.
Treat the man like a servant. Treat him how he's suppose to be treated. Ignore what ever this strange feeling is. That's what he has to do to fix this. Killua isn't gay. He's not.
But Gon is.
Killua grinds his teeth as he flops down on his bed, remembering Gon giving that flower to the other servant. How he was looking at the blonde bastard. That burnt him. Not in a good way. Not in desire. He felt overwhelmed by the sudden emotions and he had to get away from him. He was going to do something strange in front of his brother if he didn't.
He wanted to snatch Gon away from that other servant.
Maybe that's what's bothering him, why he couldn't finish. The thought of Gon with the blonde was still in the back of his mind. Are they together now? Is the blonde touching Gon? Is he fucking him?-
Killua growls, punching the wall, leaving a large dent. He pants, his eyes widening once he realizes the burst of rage he just had. There was something else mixed in it that he's not willing to admit.
"What the fuck do I care what he's doing? He's so gay. Can't keep his legs closed for a day." Killua digs into his bed sheets, pissing himself off with his own words, thinking about Gon willingly letting Kurapika inside, wanting him to do it. The blonde guy looks like a chick. Why would a gay guy want someone who looks like a chick? And he's not that attractive anyway. Gon should be thinking about his work, not courting some blonde dick head.
Killua stands up, having the urge to just march over to Gon and tell him that what's going on with Kurapika is going to stop. He stops himself, taking a deep breath. He shouldn't care. He should stay here. If he goes over there...They'll just fight and if they're alone, Killua will do something to him. It's like he wants to go over there to see him. But he doesn't. Gon is a servant. Nothing more. You had your fun now just ignore him like all the others.
"The craziest thing i've done is liking you. I don't even know why I would want to be with you. After all...i'm just a servant and your the prince. That's how i'll think of you now. Don't worry."
Killua swallows, remembering the servants words. Yes. That's how it should be. Gon should look at him as the prince. He should see himself as a servant and nothing more. But when he thinks of Gon saying that to him, why does he feel sick? The urge to go over there to see Gon increases and he has to sit himself down.
You haven't gotten much sleep lately. That's why. Gon comes in and he's new and you wanted to have a little fun with him and that's it. He was an experiment. Just keep fighting, practicing skills, releasing your needs on the plenty of women who would gladly take it. Have all the fun you can before they pick out your wife. Killua cringes at that, feeling sick.
He needs to focus on the war. Not on whatever is up with the servant.
Killua lays back in bed. This is the rare occasion where he gets to sleep. He's off from fighting tonight and he wishes he was out in the battle field. He gets up and turns off the lights, getting into the bed. He moves to the side where the woman wasn't on and sighs. He'll just go to sleep. Doesn't care, doesn't care at all.
Killua closes his eyes. For awhile it's nice. He doesn't' think of anything and he relaxed into his bed. Maybe he'll actually get some sleep-
A unwanted image pops into his mind. Gon walking towards him with his work clothes on, his shirt is off, showing that tone chest that's glistening from his sweat. Showing that sun-kissed skin. He looks dirty but that just adds to his appeal. Killua's eyes snap open but the damage has been done. Killua doesn't have to look to know he's hard.
Killua turns on his side, trying to sleep, trying to think of something else. He tries to think of the woman he just fucked, tries to think of her but her image warps in till it's not her anymore. Now he's thrusting into Gon, his ass in the air, his face turned slightly to look back at him with those half lidded eyes amber eyes.
Killua's breath hitches and he sits up in bed, panting. He should call that woman back in. He should do something with her. But Killua is already taking matters into his own hands as he's thinking this. He reaches over and takes some lube out of his night drawer. He squirts it into his hand and starts to stroke himself, closing his eyes.
He really tries to think of the women he's done it with. Tries to think of a hot blow job by a chick but it doesn't get him off. When Killua thinks about Gon giving him a blow job though, sucking at him just right, sitting between his legs, licking at his length, drooling falling down the side of his mouth, giving him all he has...The prince throws his head back and moans, stroking himself harder.
He tries to stop thinking about the man. He tires to but the more he strokes himself, the more far gone he gets. Now the images just keep flowing. Gon on his hands and knees, Gon between his legs, sucking him off, Gon on his back, his face flushed as Killua thrusts into him. Then something flashes through his mind that shocks him more than the fact he's thinking about Gon while jerking off.
Killua on his hands and knees, Gon's strong body behind him, his large cock stretching him and thrusting into him, those amber eyes watching him, those large hands on his hips as he fucks the prince-
"S-Shit!" Killua bites into his knuckles, cumming violently, reaching his orgasm much sooner than expected. Killua pants, stroking himself, milking himself for all he's worth before he stills.
Killua stare at the wall, not believing what just happened. Killua just came...he came thinking about Gon fucking him. Killua groans, falling back on the bed, grossed out by the feeling of his cum on his stomach. Killua just doesn't get it. He shouldn't be thinking about this. The servant shouldn't have affected him this much.
He needs to stay away from Gon. He needs to stay away from that servant. These thoughts are unnatural. They're crazy.
How the hell could he have came thinking about a servant fucking him?
Killua wants to feel sick but when the image of Gon behind him comes back, he flushes darkly and hides his face in the blanket.
This is all wrong.
Thank you for the support! I'll update Change next. Till next time.
