"Young prince are you alright?" An older servant stops her work to look over at the young Zoldyck who is sitting at the dinning table, a plate of eggs in front of him that he didn't touch. At her voice, Killua tenses, looking up from the plate he was just staring at to look at her. "You look awfully tired. Where you not able to get some sleep?"
"Yeah something like that." Killua averts his gaze, willing his face not to heat up when he thinks of why he didn't get too much sleep last night. It's that fucking Gon's fault. He couldn't get him out of his head and he kept thinking of things, things that he shouldn't be thinking about like how it would feel if Gon came inside him-
"You're red young master. Should I tell Brisky you are not feeling well? Maybe you should rest-"
"No I'm fine. I can train." Killua waves her off quickly. The last thing he wants to do is lay in bed all day. He'll just think about that stupid servant. He knows he will. If he wasn't thinking about dirty things with Gon, he was thinking about Gon and the blonde and that pissed him off. While Killua was pleasuring himself, thinking about Gon, what was Gon doing? Did he go to bed with that blonde bitch?
Killua feels his anger rise and soon without saying anything he ends up grabbing his class of juice and throwing it against the wall. He feels so irritated. There's an itch in him and he's trying his hardest not to scratch it.
"I-I'll go get ms. Brisky." The old servant quickly leaves, her face getting pale when she sees the expression of pure rage on Killua's face.
"Stupid servant. Piece of trash, talking back to me. Getting on my nerves." Killua crosses his arms, breathing out deeply through his mouth to try to calm down. "I could kill him if I wanted. No one would question me about his death. He's nothing but a rat." Killua smirks to himself but it doesn't last long. He knows it's a lie. Killua wouldn't put his dick in a rat after all. He's just frustrated. It's only been four days since Gon has been here and already it's taking a toll on him.
"Someone is in a bad mood." Killua's eye twitches when he hears that voice. He glares over at the young woman that walks into the room, her blonde pigtails making her look much younger than she is. Brisky smirks, those eyes twinkling. "I haven't seen you this peeved in a while. Did you find a girl you finally like and she rejected you?"
"What the hell are you talking about, hag?" Killua gets up from the table, not feeling hungry. He shoves his hands into his pockets, walking closer, trying to keep his expression in check but Brisky can see right through it. "No one has rejected me-" Killua stops talking when he thinks about Gon glaring at him, mud on his face, those amber eyes burning with defiance. His heart beats faster and his stomach twists at the same time.
"That face tells me you're lying." Brisky chuckles when Killua glares at her. "Who's the unlucky lady?"
"There's no lady." Killua snaps, feeling pissed off. Brisky was right in that he got rejected but it wasn't a lady. It was a man. A servant at that. And Killua doesn't like him...He's just tight. He feels good. Killua grips his fist, thinking about those amber eyes and that fire. Why does he have to look at him like that? It makes Killua want to break him. It makes the prince want to force him to do things. So Gon knows that he's a servant. So he knows that he belongs to Killua-
"There's deff someone." Brisky's sing song voice snaps Killua out of his shock from what he just thought. "Don't force it though. No one like that." Brisky shakes her head, studying those unsteady blue eyes.
"Don't talk to me about forcing anything. I know you forced all your lovers to take interest in you, who would like a hag like you by themselves-"
"I hope you're ready to fight because I'm ready to kill." Brisky smiles, a vein sticking out of her forehead.
"Bring it." Killua smirks, happy for the distraction. The last thing he needs is to stuck here thinking about stupid things like Gon and getting himself all worked up over nothing. He'll work on his moves, he'll work on his swordsman work. He will lead his army to victory. He will be the king. Killua is still moving up in the world.
Gon will always be a servant. A man who plays in the mud for fun. A man who smiles so brightly and can talk normally after being abused. A man who gives up himself for others. A man who picks flowers for his lovers. A man who looks so good with his face flushed and his mouth watering-
Gon is nothing. Gon is a dirty commoner. He's a dirty, stupid man. Killua had his fun. It's time to move on from him.
The blonde can have his sloppy seconds for all he cares. He's done with the whore.
Killua's hand twitches and he grips his fist so tightly that his knuckles turn white. He feels that rage again but he seethes silently, following Brisky out to train. He'll use this as an outlet.
He won't acknowledge how pissed off he got at his own thoughts of Gon and the blonde.
"Rage won't make you stronger. You know that." Brisky strikes out, countering Killua's sword with her own, blocking the sharp blade from cutting her.
"I know." Killua turns on his heel, swinging the blade with him, Brisky jumping back. The move took her off guard though and he was able to cut the edge of her dress. Killua smirks. "And lecturing me won't bore me to death if that's what you're trying to do."
Brisky's lips twitch in annoyance as she jumps towards Killua. Soon the prince and the skilled woman are going back and forth, striking and blocking, the sound of metal clanging filling up the air. Killua focuses on the blade, focuses on Brisky's movements-
Brisky kicks his leg, making him falter. "Crap!" Killua blocks the sword that was aimed at his face, barely able to do so with his lost of balance. He turns on his heel to gain his balance and to get away from the skilled woman. Killua has killed many with his sword, has been in many battles, and Brisky is still a challenge to him. That's why she's the only one who trains him.
Killua jumps towards the older woman, ready to end this, a smirk playing on his lips when he sees his opening-
"Whoa!" Killua tenses at that voice, unconsciously he looks over to see Gon standing there, watching with his amber eyes so wide and full of awe. But when Gon locks eyes with him, his lips twitch down into a frown and he quickly walks off, skipping over to Pokkle, yelling about something and smiling again.
"Eyes on your opponent!" Brisky kicks Killua's legs from out under him, just as she hits his sword with hers, sending the prince's sword flying. Killua falls on his butt, wincing slightly. His heart is beating wildly and his face heats up when he thinks of Gon seeing that but when he looks back, Gon isn't looking at him. He's talking to Pokkle and jumping around about something. "What got you distracted? That was a first."
"Nothing." Killua gets up, brushing himself off. He grips his fist. Curse his need to train outside. Next time he should just train in the palace. There's no reason to do it in the garden when Gon could be watching. He barely watched but just that moment when he saw Gon looking at him with admiration and those eyes...It was enough to make his heart do this weird skipping thing. It was like in that very moment when Killua looked at him, the sun shone down on Gon, making his eyes sparkle and look so...
"I doubt it's nothing." Brisky looks over at Gon then and Killua finds himself tensing, feeling anxious. "Did that servant do something?"
"No. He's just annoying is all." Killua crosses his arms, finding himself staring at Gon now that they're talking about him. He looks so stupid, smiling and jumping around like that. Killua swallows when Gon suddenly looks back towards him. Those amber eyes are looking at him, his head tilting like a dog. Maybe Killua has a weird look on his face because Gon doesn't look scared. He seems confused.
Killua snarls at him. Gon glares before smiling back at Pokkle. That just pisses him off. That's the response he wanted but why the hell is he pissed about it? Gon can turn away from him so easily to talk to someone else. He's not bothering him or trying to talk to him. But that's what he wanted. So why is he so irritated?
"Gon!" Killua's mouth turns sour when he hears that voice. His head snaps over to see the blonde running towards Gon, a smile on his face. "Are you about to go out?"
"Yeah! We're fishing today!" Gon jumps up and down, looking like he's about to explode from excitement. "What are you doing here Kurapika?"
"I just wanted to see you off." Kurapika smiles and Killua wants to gag. I just wanted to see you off? This guy is lame.
"Aw!" Gon's eyes sparkle though and his cheeks tint pink. Killua's face falls and without him knowing it he grips his fist so hard that he pierces his skin with his nails. Killua takes a deep breath through his nose, trying to shimmer this rage he feels. He's pissed and he's pissed that he's pissed. What the hell should he care?...But he doesn't like Gon blushing because of the blonde.
He doesn't like him looking at the blonde like that. "Thanks! I'm glad I got to see you before I go. I'll be back late. So don't wait to take a bath." Gon leans in, kissing Kurapika on the cheek. Those soft lips are kissing that other servant. Killua feels like he's been punched in the gut. He knows his face has gotten scary, he knows his eyes have turned into a dark blue, his pupils constricted because the servants around him have moved.
Kill the blonde. That's the thought that goes through his head. He wants to kill him. He wants to get rid of him. His heart is beating faster and he doesn't understand but...Just that kiss Gon gave Kurapika set him aflame. Maybe it's because Kurapika has something that Killua doesn't.
A willing kiss. Willing affection. Kurapika can't make Gon do that. Gon did it because he wanted to and that makes him want to shout.
Killua reaches for his gun only for Brisky to grab his wrist stopping him from moving. "Take deep breaths." Brisky commands and though Killua wants to throw her off and grab the gun, he takes deep breaths, trying to calm himself.
"See you Gon." Kurapika waves Gon off before he starts to walk away. Gon waves happily and runs off with Pokkle, not sparing Killua a parting glance. Killua just stands there, breathing heavily. His blue eyes turn slowly to watch Kurapika walk away.
"That's not the way to do it." Killua tenses and looks at Brisky. She's looking at him with this probing look before she grins. "Does someone have a love interest?-"
"What?" Killua snaps out of whatever state he was in and backs away from Brisky when her smirk gets wider.
"Don't try to deny it now. You got so upset when you saw those boys kissing-"
"It's because they're fucking gay, kissing out in public-"
"Oh please. You wouldn't have gotten so upset." Brisky watches Killua glare at the ground, his hands slightly trembling. "It's the darker haired one isn't it? Gon?" Killua doesn't answer, he can't. He's worried his voice would give him away. "I don't blame you. He's a hottie." Brisky sighs. "If only I was 20 years younger, I would be all over him-"
"Ew please stop." Killua wrinkles his nose at her, glaring. "Even if you were younger, he wouldn't want a hag like you-"
"That quickness to put down a potential lover...you're only making it more obvious." Brisky's eyebrow twitches in irritation. "But you see, Gon is very popular with the ladies around here. His kindness attracts a lot of people and his charming nature is easy to fall for."
"What?" Killua frowns slightly at hearing that. But at the same time, what does he care if a lot of girls like Gon? It's not like he even likes girls-
"He's caught the eye of a couple of men too. Like the blonde-"
"Shut up." Killua snaps, his tone of voice getting Brisky to sigh. She raises her eyebrow when Killua starts to march off.
"Where are you going?"
"None of your business. I'm done with training for the day." Killua growls, leaving his sword with Brisky to put away.
She can't help to notice that the young prince is marching off in the direction that Kurapika went. Brisky sighs.
"He's hopeless."
Killua takes a deep breath, blowing out of his nose. Calm. Cool down. As he walks slowly towards the blonde who is speaking with another servant about something, he gains his mind. He needs to proceed with some caution. The blonde is smart. He can't give away his intentions or his reasons.
" Kurapika." Killua address the blonde, keeping his voice steady. He needs to stop whatever is going on with him and Gon. Their relationship is causing him to feel things he shouldn't.
"Master Killua!" Kurapika quickly turns around, bowing to him. Killua feels like smirking. There's nothing to worry about. "What can I do for you master?" Kurapika keeps his head down. Killua looks at the servant who Kurapika was talking to who is bowing towards him as well.
"You're dismissed." Killua watches as the other servant leaves. "I need to speak with you about a few things that have come to my attention."
"Yes of course." Kurapika lifts up, his back straight. Killua is getting irritated by being so close to this guy. He wants to ask him if he's touched Gon. He wants to tell him to back the fuck off.
"You've been waiting for your chance to fight the spiders haven't you?" Killua holds back his smirk when Kurapika's eyes light up and he nods his head, holding his breath. "You have exceptional swordsmanship and a deep hatred for them. So I decided you will accompany my troop in our battles during the night."
"Thank you master!" Kurapika bows his head, those gray eyes so bright. Killua didn't do that to make him happy. Killua did that so Kurapika wouldn't be alone with Gon while he was away.
"You've been working hard. I'm glad to have you in my troop." Killua smiles as sweetly as he can. It's strange how naturally he can force himself to smile, how easy it is to lie.
"Will there be training at night as well?" Kurapika seems to be considering something now.
"Could be. You will be called when you are needed."
"Who will manage the servants?" Kurapika questions, his eyebrows furrowing.
"I'll find a replacement. Do you want this or not?" Killua can't help to have a bit of edge in his tone. He's becoming impatient. Why does Gon like this guy? Because he looks like a girl? Because he has soft features? Maybe he likes blondes? Killua is stronger than Kurapika. He's richer than him-
And the fuck does he care? This is pissing him off.
"Yes I do want it. Please." Kurapika bows his head again. "...There's something else I wanted to talk to you about."
"Hm?" Killua raises his eyebrow when Kurapika looks up at him.
"I've recently taken a liken to someone." Kurapika's face starts to get pink. Killua's stomach twists up. "I was going to ask your father but since you are here, I will ask your permission. I want to take him out to Setting Sun river...So on our day off I'd like to take him there-"
"No!" Killua finds himself saying before he even thinks about it. He shouted it. Kurapika stares at him with wide eyes, and the look on Killua's face must be terrifying because the blonde gets pale. "You want to take Gon out to the river? No. I won't allow that." Killua grinds his teeth. This guy wants to get all romantic with Gon, wants to spend alone time with him where there's no servants around.
"Master-" Kurapika starts, his eyes wide with confusion.
"This is an order Kurapika. As your commander and as your prince, you are not to be in a romantic relationship with Gon." Killua stands tall, his intense gaze never wavering even when Kurapika's eyes widen and he looks at him like he can't believe what he just said. "Do you have a problem?" Killua's voice drips with venom. He's just daring Kurapika to defy him. Killua will be quick to kill him.
"I-I...It's not that I have a problem, i'm just confused." Kurapika frowns, putting a hand over his chest. "May I ask why?"
"Are you questioning me?" Killua breathes out of his nose like a bull about to charge. But soon he gets calm and he smirks, his blue eyes getting darker. "Maybe I made a mistake, choosing you to be in my army. Maybe I'll pick someone else to fight the spiders-"
"No!" Kurapika tenses up, his eyes wide with fear. Fear of having his opportunity taken away from him. "I will not be romantic with Gon, master Killua. If that is what it takes to get my revenge, then I will break it off with him." Kurapika's face goes blank and he stands tall. Killua's smile is crooked. That's what he wanted.
"That's what I want to hear. Break it off with him and don't tell him it's because of me. Breaking it off with him anyway that you like."
"It's going to hurt him." Kurapika frowns. Killua scowls.
"I'm sure it's not going to hurt him that much." Killua grumbles, irritation pricking his skin.
"He seemed to like me a lot." Kurapika glances up at Killua, catching how Killua grinds his teeth and the gripping of his fist. Also how his lips turn in a frown. Kurapika's eyes flash with realization before he looks down. "But I will break it off with him. "
"Don't talk to him unless it's work related. Don't hug him. Don't kiss him." Killua turns his back to Kurapika, resiting the urge to beat his face in. Why would Gon like him a lot?! He's nothing! "Oh and Kurapika..." Killua turns his dark eyes on Kurapika, a wicked grin spreading across his face. "If I see you disobeying me, I'll put a bullet through your skull and mark the kurta's as traitors."
Kurapika's face is pale and he's sweating slightly but he doesn't back down. He just nods his head. Killua smiles with fake sweetness. "I'll see you tonight for training." Killua waves at him before turning and walking away.
The prince feels better. Kurapika won't be around Gon at night when Killua can't keep an eye on him and Kurapika has been ordered to break off his relationship with Gon. If he disobeys, Killua kills him, it's as simple as that. There's no reason to be all worked up now. It's over.
"He seemed to like me a lot."
Killua's breath hitches and he grips his fist, hitting the wall next to him, scaring a couple of servants. How much could Gon have liked him? They couldn't have been together that long...Or was the blonde talking about something dirty? What did they do last night? Did Gon suck his dick? Did he moan for the blonde? Did he let him in that tight ass? Or maybe Gon pleasured himself by fucking the blonde-
Killua walks to his room as calmly as he can. Once he's in, he shuts the door, grabs a pillow, and screams into it. He wants to go back to Kurapika and rip out his throat. He wants to hurt Gon for doing that to Kurapika.
Gon shouldn't be doing that with anyone else. Gon belongs to him-
Killua takes deep breaths, sitting on the floor, covering his face with the pillow. Why is he acting this way? Does he need a fix? Is he just horny? Or is he just possessive of Gon? Why? Why does he care who touches that servant?
The memory of Gon watching him this afternoon flashes back, Killua having to watch him walk away.
Why did that bother him? What does he want from Gon? Does he want to fuck him? Or maybe... Killua flushes and shakes his head. There's no way Killua is going to let a servant fuck him. But maybe that's what's wrong with him. Maybe he just has to live out his sick fantasy and this will go away.
Why does he want more of that man? He's a guy! He has a dick! What's wrong with Killua? Has he been poisoned? Has Gon done something to him?
Thinking of Gon almost makes the prince wonder how Gon's days have been going and how the hunting has been going. Killua misses that defiance. He misses those amber eyes that burn at him. But he also misses the way Gon would smile at him sometimes.
He wants those lips.
There's a knock at his door. Killua sits there for a moment, feeling like crying after thinking that. There must be something...really wrong with him. He gets up, straightening himself out, he opens the door. He raises his eyebrow at this young woman who is playing with her skirt, big blue eyes looking at him.
"M-Master...would you like my company?" Killua stares at her with a blank expression, taking slight satisfaction with how she squirms under his gaze.
"Come in." Killua moves out of the way, the girl's eyes lighting up as she comes in. He needs to have sex. He needs to have sex with a woman. This is the good stuff. This is what he wants. Not Gon. Not that man. The woman is pretty, her body will serve him well.
Killua doesn't kiss her, he never kisses any of them, as he watches her get undressed, not that impressed. She's skinny, nice curves but a small chest. She will do. Soon she's on top of him, her warmth surrounding him. It feels good but watching her bounce on him and listen to her moan is annoying him. He closes his eyes, trying to focus on the pleasure alone.
It's no longer this woman ridding his dick, it's Gon. Killua's breath hitches and he groans with his eyes still closed when he thinks of Gon bouncing on him, drooling, his amber eyes half lidded and his mouth opened. Gon is moaning, sucking his cock up with his ass, staring at him with those eyes, his own arousal jumping with every thrust.
"Yes..." Killua covers his eyes with his hands, his lips parting, his eyebrows furrowing in pleasure. "You like me...inside you..." Killua can just picture Gon's lips moist and swollen, can just picture him speeding up in his bouncing, moaning his name, the muscles in his legs twitching from working so hard-
"Y-Yes I do." Killua's eyes snap open, growling at this woman for ruining that. He forgot it wasn't Gon. He forgot it was this girl who was on him. The look on his face must scare her because she stops. "M-Master?-"
"Keep going." Killua tries to keep his eyes open this time. He's not suppose to be thinking about Gon damn it! He's suppose to be staring at her, getting off on her. The woman starts back up, groaning softly. Killua reaches out to grab her breast, feeling the soft flesh there. It feels nice. It does. But it's not getting him off. He's bored with this. Killua doesn't like her blonde hair. It reminds him of Kurapika.
"Ah~ Kurapika please more" Gon moans, on his hands in knees, looking back at the blonde that is holding onto his hips, thrusting into him.
"Get the fuck off me!" Killua snarls, pushing the woman off of him. His chest heaves in his anger and he points at the door. "Leave!"
She's quick to go, grabbing her clothes and putting them on hastily, tears in her eyes. Killua doesn't care. He shouldn't have let her in. She wasn't his type. She had fucking blonde hair like Kurapika. The fucking bitch.
Killua needs to go out and kill people. He needs to go out and fight or he's going to drive himself crazy. Killua takes deep breathes, hugging his knees to his chest. Why can't he get Gon out of his mind? What does he want?
Killua grips his knees.
Tonight. He has to see him tonight. And it will be the last time. It has to be the last time.
"What?" Gon frowns, the smile he had on his face gone. He stands in his working clothes, wet and dirty from head to toe.
"I'm sorry Gon. I don't want us to be in a romantic relationship." Kurapika repeats again, his face is blank but those eyes look a little sad.
"Did I do something?" Gon tilts his head. They were doing just fine earlier today. They were planning on having a date Saturday when they were off too.
"No. This is my fault. You didn't do anything." Kurapika tries to smile but it doesn't reach his eyes. "I just...don't want us to continue this. And to be honest with you, i'm still in love with an old lover so I was no good for you anyway."
"Oh." Gon frowns slightly. He thinks for a moment before he smiles. "That's okay. Thanks for being honest with me. I still want to be your friend Kurapika."
"I still want to be your friend too Gon." Kurapika's eyes flash at that. "I'm glad you're taking this well."
"Yeah. I'm a little upset but it happens to me a lot." Gon rubs the back of his head, giving Kurapika a sheepish smile.
"I'm sorry." Kurapika averts his gaze, guilt on his expression...and a hint of anger.
"Don't be! It's fine." Gon smiles brightly. Kurapika is nice. "Are you going to tell your lover how you feel?"
"H-Huh? No." Kurapika flushes and shakes his head. Gon beams, getting closer.
"Why not-"
"Gon." Kurapika's voice suddenly gets serious. Gon straightens out, tilting his head. "I'm going to be in the army, battling at night from now on-"
"What?! Seriously?! That's awesome Kurapika! I'm jealous." Gon whines at the end, pouting.
"Yes but..." Kurapika frowns before he takes a deep breath. "...It was Killua wasn't it?"
"Huh?" Gon blinks when Kurapika looks around and leans closer.
"...Killua is the one who has been hurting you hasn't he?"
"...Why do you think that?" Gon averts his gaze, biting his lip.
Kurapika is quiet for a moment. "He was looking at you strangely and he's the one who put me with his army. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do for you Gon. Please lock your door at night."
"I will." Gon nods his head. Killua was looking at him strangely? Gon didn't notice. He glared at him today like he always does when Gon was staring at him. Kurapika is acting strange too. If breaking up with him is one thing, the look in his eyes is another. He looks angry. Guilty.
"I have training to go to. Please take a bath and wash yourself properly. And get some rest." Kurapika pauses. He glances around before he hugs Gon tightly. "I really do apologize Gon. I wanted to love you. I wanted to move on." Kurapika pulls away, looking into his eyes.
Gon may not have another chance to do this so he leans in, kissing Kurapika on the lips. The blonde tenses but soon he relaxes into it. The kiss is light, soft, nice. Kurapika's lips feel like clouds and he feels really nice. When Gon pulls away, both of them are flushed. Kurapika leans in again, the kiss becoming open mouth but no tongue.
"...Clean yourself up." Kurapika nods at him when they pull away, his face so red. Gon smiles, his own face flushed.
"I will." Gon chuckles, watching as Kurapika walks past him. "Be careful out there! Kick butt Kurapika!"
Gon watches the blonde go before he sighs. That kiss would have been nicer if it wasn't going to be their last. Gon's not really sure what It means to have an ex-lover. He's never really been in love so he doesn't get what Kurapika is going through. He's just happy Kurapika will still be his friend.
Gon is exhausted. Fishing with Pokkle and the group was fun but he was doing most of the work. They got a good net full of fish, if Gon keeps this up, he should have his debt payed in no time. Then he can go back to Mito.
Gon licks his lips, Kurapika's taste in his mouth as he hums to the bath. It's sad it's already over. Gon was looking forward to their date. Kurapika was helping him keep his mind off of the prince too. It's not like Gon thinks about Killua a lot but the prince seems to pop out of no where. Some times he'll think of stuff like how he's a jerk and other times he'll think of those intimate moments in his bed room and he'll get all hot.
Killua is amazing. He's the prince. He has fighting skills. Watching him work that sword makes Gon's heart flutter. He has beautiful eyes that look purple in the sun light. He's devilish and rough. His smirk makes Gon's stomach clench in a good way. His frame is small but he has muscles. He's toned. Killua's cock is huge, it's royalty.
But Killua is mean so he really shouldn't be giving him the time of day. He won't even admit he's attracted to him and he wants Gon to treat him like a 'master'. He's a big bully is what he is. Gon huffs marching into the bathroom.
Soon Killua won't have that power over him. Soon he'll be gone and back to Mito. It's only a matter of time.
Gon is woken up by soft fingers touching his cheek. It's such a nice feeling, Gon thinks he's still dreaming. Gon keeps his eyes closed as the fingers brush up from his cheek, over his forehead just to get tangled up in his hair. Gon lets out a soft sigh. The fingers stop moving before they're back on his face again. They linger on his lips, brushing against his lower lip. The fingers slowly move down his chin, stroking his neck before the warm hand rests on his chest.
The person touching him takes a sharp intake of breath, his hand going lower, his fingers brushing against his navel- Only then does Gon start to realize that this feels too real. Gon's eyes snap open and he sees a shadow above him. A person touching him. He opens his mouth only for it to be covered by a strong hand.
"Don't say anything." Gon blinks, his eyes adjusting to the dark. He can't believe it. The prince is sitting on his bed, covering his mouth, his face leaned closer so Gon can make out the glare on his expression and the faint blush on his cheeks. What is he doing here? Not only that, But the prince was caressing him. Instead of being woken up by harsh slamming of doors or Killua kicking his bed, he woke him up like a lover. Gentle teasing touches. "Do you always have that stupid grin on your face while you sleep?" Killua grumbles, still keeping his hand over Gon's mouth.
Gon tries to say something but his words are muffled by Killua's hand. The prince slowly takes his hand away, glaring at Gon, challenging him.
"I don't know. I've never looked at myself when I sleep." Gon tilts his head, staring at Killua. Killua stares at him, those blue eyes giving nothing away. He's sitting on his bed, right next to him.
"Well you look stupid."
"Is that why you were feeling me up?" Gon can't help to point out. Killua's face gets redder and he glares at Gon.
"I can touch you if I want Servant." Killua's intense gaze doesn't falter. Gon feels a flare of anger, the slight happiness he felt when he realized Killua was touching him like that disappearing.
"What are you doing in here? I thought you were done with me." Gon huffs. "What's the point in being here-"
"Don't question your prince." Killua snaps, those eyes turn darker in warning. Gon glares back at him before he sighs.
"I'm tired Kill- Master Killua." Gon's mouth feels sour calling him that. "If you want to 'use me' to pleasure yourself then go ahead." Gon doesn't feel like dealing with this. His muscles are all sore and it's bumming him out seeing Killua here.
The prince is silent for a moment, his face blank. "...you're more compliant than usual"
"I just want you to go away." Killua's body stiffens up, his face dropping for a split second before his expression is rage. "I'm hurting already and it's not like you want to talk to me or anything. Just do what you came to do."
The last part seems to have stopped Killua from grabbing him. "You're hurting?" Gon raises his eyebrow at what sounded like concern from the prince. Killua is quick to glare when Gon looks at him. "Where? And just because you're hurting doesn't mean you can speak to me any way you please. I'll make you hurt worse Gon." He warns. "Now tell me where you're hurting."
"I just feel kind of bad." Gon lays back down in bed, surprised when Killua doesn't say anything to him. "I got dumped today."
"Oh?" Killua seems interested in that, the anger he was showing leaving him.
"Yeah I didn't even get a chance to take him out. Said he still loves someone." Gon thinks about it for a moment. "I wonder what that feels like? Loving someone."
"It's probably not great. Love makes you weak." Killua's nose wrinkles after he said that as if he didn't like what he just said. "You shouldn't be upset about him leaving you. You can do better."
"I don't think so." Gon sighs, snuggling up in his blanket and closing his eyes. He's still half awake and he should be questioning why he's talking to Killua about this and why the prince is just sitting here listening to him but he's just happy to talk about this. He's happy for the warmth next to him. "Every time I get with someone they end up dumping me or they say they just want us to be friends with benefits. I didn't mind at first but I'm starting to realize that no one wants to date me. I guess I'm a little upset about Kurapika. I thought maybe he would be my boyfriend and I could finally be in a real relationship but no."
"What's so great about being in relationship anyway?" Killua huffs, crossing his arms. He seems irritated but it's not directed towards him. "And if those guys don't want to be in a relationship with you, you shouldn't let them have you. Have some respect for yourself."
"That's funny coming from you." Gon chuckles, getting Killua to glare at him. "Mmm you wouldn't even consider going out on a date with me." Gon yawns, his eyes feeling heavy. "But you've done so many things to my body."
"...A prince going out on a date with a servant? You should have known that wasn't going to happen." Killua's voice isn't harsh.
"I know. I don't stand a chance. But even after everything, I still think you're pretty and amazing. And I can feel your warmth from here..." Gon smiles lazily, opening his eyes to catch the prince's cheeks flushing. "mm I wish you would come down here and get in the mud, then we could play together."
"Hey wake up. Don't fall asleep on me." Killua shakes him, getting Gon to frown but he sits up, rubbing at his eyes. Gon doesn't know what it is. Maybe it's everything just catching up with him but soon tears are falling down his face, his chest heaving. "H-Hey." Killua's eyes widen at seeing this, the prince taken off guard.
Gon can't stop the tears now. Even though he doesn't like Killua seeing him like this, he can't stop. Gon wipes at his eyes and nose, trying to dry the leakage but it's not helping. Gon hiccups into a sob and by then the prince is restless, moving his hands around, frowning, his mouth opening and closing.
"Why are you crying?" The prince makes out but it sounds choked. Gon turns away from him, wiping at his eyes, trying to steady his breathing so he can speak properly. "Are you really that upset because he broke up with you?" Killua's voice turns dark behind him. "You really did like him a lot huh?" His voice is dangerous and Gon can feel the air around them get tense.
"It's not really him." Gon sniffles out, the hand that was about to grab him stops.
"It's not?" Killua's darkness leaves him and he just sounds confused. "...Then why are you crying?"
"I don't know. I guess I'm just frustrated. I want a boyfriend so bad and I'm fine with these little side relationships but I don't want that anymore. I'm frustrated about being here too. And I don't like that you come here just to fuck me and then leave. I want someone to spoil. I want to have a relationship and then there's you..." Gon rubs at his eyes before he turns to face Killua. The words he was about to say die on his lips when he sees how Killua is staring at him. There's no malice or dark intent. He's not laughing at him or calling him gross. Killua's blue eyes are staring at him intensely and when their eyes lock, Killua lets out a breath he was holding.
"And then there's me." Killua reaches out, cupping his cheek, his thumb wiping away a tear absentmindedly. The prince seems to have caught what he's doing because he retracts his hand away quickly. "What's the point in crying over something like that though? Honestly, is a relationship that important to you?"
"Blah." Gon whines flopping back down on the bed, pouting.
"Don't blah me! What are you a child?" Killua snaps, watching Gon closely from sitting on top his bed.
"I just felt like I was close to getting that relationship with Kurapika. I guess that's why i'm so frustrated." Gon sighs. "And the kiss we shared was so nice-"
"You kissed him?" Killua's body stiffens, his eyes flashing, his voice coming out as a growl.
"Yeah." Gon looks over at the prince, seeing the man grinding his teeth. "You jealous?" Gon teases, wanting to lighten the mood but this only gets the prince to stiffen more.
"Shut up." Killua growls, grabbing Gon by the shoulders and squeezing them tightly, painfully. "you're not going to be kissing him again, that's an order."
"Because you're jealous?"
"No!" Killua squeezes tighter, getting him to wince. "I'm not..." Killua grinds his teeth, his cheeks becoming flushed. "Damn it...Why?"
"Why what-" Gon starts only to be silenced by Killua's lips. Gon's eyes widen, the prince's teeth clashing with his in a painful way. Killua is kissing him frantically, restlessly. Gon grabs his cheeks and slows him down, moving his own lips against Killua's, slowly, smoothly, trying to set a pace. Killua calms down, his shoulders relaxing as he moves his lips against Gon's, following his lead.
Gon's heart is beating so fast, Killua's lips feel so soft and now that he isn't bumping his teeth against his, the kiss is good. Gon cups Killua's cheek, deepening the kiss, wanting to taste more of him. It's like the kiss has awoken something in him, a great desire in him and all he wants to do is get more of Killua.
Heat slowly creeps up to his face and travels down his body, his flesh humming from this sensation. Gon licks Killua's lip tentatively, wanting to get in, wanting to explore his mouth. It's cute how Killua follows his lead and fumbles when kissing him. Gon has to wonder how many times Killua has kissed or if he's kissed anyone at all.
Killua hesitates for a moment but when Gon persistently licks Killua's lower lip and sucks on it, the prince moans, parting his lips so Gon can snake his tongue in. The kiss because heated fast. Their tongues rub together slowly but soon both Gon and Killua are breathing hard through their noses, mouths opened wide as their tongues fight, drool escaping from the side of his mouth. It's so sloppy and wet and amazing.
Gon's hands move from Killua's cheeks to slide down his chest till his hands are resting on his waist, bring him closer. He feels so warm under his hand. Gon can feel Killua's arousal pressed against his thigh, his own boxers tight. Killua isn't fighting him. If anything he leans into his touches and he tightens his grip on him. When ever Gon tries to pull away, Killua follows him, his kissing becoming more aggressive but Gon doesn't mind. He likes it.
"Mm Killua,.." Gon hums as he finally gets away from those devilish lips, getting to look at the prince. The sight makes his erection twitch. Killua is staring at him with blown out pupils, his pale face has an adorable blush and he's looking at him with such a look...with such arousal that Gon swallows.
Gon wants to touch him more.
"You looks so good." Gon leans in, moving Killua's hair out of the way so he can lick at the prince's neck. Killua holds his breath as Gon kisses, sucking at the sensitive skin, feeling Killua's breathing become uneven. "Do you like this Killua? Do you?" Gon glances up at him, he knows his own eyes are dark from his lust.
"A-Ah...Just shut up and do it." Killua huffs out but his voice isn't steady and it's not harsh. Gon happily listens, licking and sucking at the sensitive flesh, soaking in all the noises Killua makes before he works up his neck and licks up the shell of his ear. The reaction is immediate. Killua groans, his body becoming stiff from just that lick.
"Ohh Killua likes it here." Gon smiles before he sucks on the shell of the prince's ear, Killua bucking to rub his clothed erection against his thigh. Gon keeps licking the shell of his ear, letting the prince dry hump his leg, finding it so cute how red the tip of his ear has gotten.
"You just w-won't shut up will you?" Killua looks at him with half lidded eyes, his eyelashes looking so long.
"No." Gon blows into Killua's ear, watching as his body shivers. Gon bites Killua's ear, getting the prince to arch into him.
"Bite it harder." Killua's breathing is harsh and he tugs on Gon's hair roughly but Gon doesn't mind. He bites harder. Killua moans and he starts to frantically rub himself against his thigh.
"If you keep doing that you'll cum in your pants." Gon pulls Killua away, getting the prince to make a sound that almost sounded like a whimper. Gon swallows. Whoa. This is really hot.
"Do something about this! Take responsibility!" Killua snaps at him, frustration on his face from being stopped. Gon licks his lips, his face getting red from his arousal but he stops himself from just jumping Killua.
"What do you want me to do?"
"Do what you want! Just anything! Hurry up dumb ass!"''
"But if you don't tell me it will be like you're not commanding me to do it."
"Do I need to command you to touch me in order for you to do it? Do you not like me?" Killua snaps but those blue eyes hold something that gets Gon to shake his head quickly.
"I do like you. Killua is really sexy and pretty. I want to touch you so bad right now and make you cum over and over but...if we're doing it this way then I feel like I should be taking you out-"
"Damn it! If we were in a relationship would you just hurry up and take care of this?"
"Huh? Well yeah-"
"Then we're in a relationship. That's it. End of story so...please...ah..." Killua tries to rub his hard member against Gon's thigh again, his voice wavering. "Let me...cum."
Whatever resistant Gon had is lost. He shoves Killua down on his back and gets to work on his pants, working quickly to release his straining erection. Gon can't help to stare at Killua's dick that just springs out as soon as the pants are pull down, standing proud. The tip of it is leaking and when Gon reaches out and rubs the precum with his thumb over the slit, Killua bites his lip, breathing through his nose.
Gon wants to taste him. Gon grabs his hips and takes Killua in his mouth, relaxing his throat so he can feed the impressive length down. Killua sputters, moaning loudly at the feeling, he immediately grabs his hair and starts to thrust into his mouth. Gon allows this, moaning around his length from the rough treatment. This is different than last night. Something has changed.
"Shit...Shit yes...oh yes." Killua throws his head back, his thrusting becoming erratic and his breathing coming out in short puffs. "Your mouth...is mine...Gon." Killua tightens his grip on his hair. "No one else...can feel this..."
Gon hums, the vibrations setting the prince off. "I'm going to- I'm going to- Fuck! G-Gon!" Killua cums with a squeak, the hot spurts filling Gon's mouth once again. He swallows, licking his lips as he pulls away. Killua falls back, laying down on his bed, his hair all over the place, his cheeks flushed a deep red, his eyes half lidded.
Gon watches him with dark eyes, the bulge in his pants becoming more noticeable to him now that' he has nothing to do. "Killua...Did you mean that? About us being in a relationship?" Gon flushes when Killua looks over at him lazily.
"If it will get you to stop bitching yeah." Killua grunts but he doesn't move from his spot on his bed. "This is something between me and you. Don't be telling people. We can't go on dates or whatever so the only time we can see each other is at night like this." Killua runs a hand through his hair, still catching his breath.
"So you do like me." Gon grins, his heart lifting and his eyes sparkling. He feels like bouncing off the walls or kissing Killua to death.
Killua looks like he's about to snap at him but when he sees how happy Gon looks, he swallows and looks up. His ears getting red. "I guess so." Killua closes his eyes. "This relationship isn't anything serious though so don't get all attached to me."
"Okay." Gon smiles all the same. "I know it can't last forever but...I really like that I can be with Killua if only for a little bit. It means a lot. And now that you admitted you like me, I feel like I can fly." Gon giggles, Killua peeking over at him from the corner of his eye. When Gon catches him staring, he looks up at the ceiling again.
"While we're together you better not be doing anything with any of these guys that fancy you. I'll kill them."
"And that goes for the girls for you too." Gon crosses his arms when Killua raises his eyebrow. "If we're dating, you can't be doing stuff with those girls."
Killua blinks. He smirks soon after. "Whatever. They were boring me anyway. But if you're cutting me off from sex with them, you better be putting out every night."
"Oh don't worry. You'll always leave satisfied." Gon leans close, whispering this in Killua's ear. The prince tenses, those eyes darkening in lust. Gon knows a trick. Killua's ears are very sensitive.
"I'll hold you to that." Killua lays on his side, watching Gon adjust his boxers that show his noticeable budge. "I can help you with that." Killua offers, his cheeks flushing and he glances off to the side before looking at Gon.
"Please?" Gon licks his lips, his heart picking up speed in anticipation.
"but then again I don't have much time left." Killua smirks lazily when Gon pouts.
"Fine then. Let me just kiss you and hug you and stuff." Gon gets on top of Killua, kissing him on the cheek before pulling him in for a deep and slow kiss. Killua tenses only to melt into him. He's so soft. Killua reaches out and touches his face, that hand that has killed others. A hand of a warrior is caressing his face, a hand of a prince is.
Gon can't believe it. Just this morning he was mad at Killua. Just this morning he was thinking about Kurapika and taking him out. Now he's dating Killua. Killua is his boyfriend. Even if it is a temporary thing, Gon loves Killua for it. The prince watched him cry. The Prince did this to make him feel better and he admitted his feelings.
Gon will treasure these moments and when it's time to end it, he won't cause the prince grief. It will be over and Gon will move on.
"Good night Killua." Gon yawns when they stop kissing so Killua get get up and start fixing himself up so he can leave his room. Gon ignores how his cock twitches, he doesn't need to be pleasured right now. "Can I call you Killua here?"
The prince pauses and nods. "yeah. Just here. Call me Killua." The prince takes a deep breath. "...Night Gon."
"Good night kiss?" Gon tries. Killua stops. He groans but he walks back to him. Gon beams, kissing him quickly.
"Happy?" Killua grunts. Gon nods, smiling brightly. Killua stares at his bright eyes for a moment, his lips starting to turn up in a smile but he covers it with his hand. "Go to bed." Killua walks to the door and stops. "I'll see you tomorrow night."
And then he's gone.
Gon lays in bed, smiling like an idiot, rolling around, balling up the sheets in his excitement. He can't sleep.
Killua the cruel prince is now his boyfriend.
It's like a fairy tail.
Till next time! Thank you for your support!
