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I'll keep you safe

Chapter 5

Castiel walked towards Sam and tripped on my AC/DC t-shirt. He fell face first on the floor and his eyes watered automatically. I knelt in front and took him in my arms. He needed some clothes that fitted him. I lifted him and as he rubbed his eyes with the front of his hands he rested his head on my shoulders. He hadn't come back to his serious self yet this morning. Which was worrying.

He also didn't talked a lot. It felt like we were actually dealing with a kid, a real one. Sam took him and held him the entire drive while I drove in town. We stopped and I went to look for some clothes. I came back with a bag and threw it on the backseat. We passed in a restaurant by the drive thru and Sam did his best to hide Cas' wings.

Sam ripped of the burger and gave it piece by piece to little Castiel. He ate in silence during the rest of the drive and at around diner, when there wasn't anybody at the small park we found, we got out and as Sam looked if somebody was still there. I changed Castiel up in his new clothes.

"Don't tell Sam I told you that but you look kind of adorable like this." I whispered as I ruffled his dark hair.

I took the scissor to cut two lines in the back of the green plaid shirt and his wings went in them. Cas jumped out of the car and moved his leg uncertainly. He certainly wasn't use to wear jeans and sneakers. I smiled as he tried to walk normally. Cas stared back at me as he suddenly gained control again.

"Can… Can I take your hand?" He asked slowly.

"Um, sure." I said as I gave him my hand and his whole hand wrapped around one of my fingers. He looked at our hands and frowned.

"I… I can't control what I'm doing or saying sometime… Dean I'm sorry if I start to be annoying." He whispered as he looked at the ground.

"Stop that Cas. You don't have to control yourself you know. Just do what feel natural and it will be fine. We will find a way to bring you back to normal and everything will be fine." I explained with a small smile.

"You sure it would be fine?" He asked and I nodded.

He smiled and tighten his grip on my finger. Sam smiled as he saw us walking towards the park. "That's adorable." I heard him whispered.

He sat on a bench in front of the park and watched us with a smile on his face. I gently pushed Castiel forwards to let him explore on his own but he was soon by my side once again.

"Dean… Don't leave me, please." He shuddered.

"I'll be right here, don't you worry." I said slowly. "You're a kid Cas, go play."

Cas stood there without moving or saying anything. He looked around with a scared look on his face and as I turned to look at Sam he shook his head.

"Did you do this with me?" He asked.

"What do you mean?" I asked back.

"Did you leave me in parks like this, to play on my own?" Sam said and I shook my head. Of course not, what was he thinking? "Then why do you do it with him? Come on Dean. He just want a friend to be with."

"When we cure him, if you ever bring this up…" I didn't finished my sentence. Sam sighed and smiled at me. "Just go." He said and I walked back to my small friend.

"Do you want to go on the slide?" I asked and Castiel nodded. I put him on top and he slid down the yellowish tube. He got out at the end of it and ran to me with a smile on his face. He pointed the monkey bars and ran towards it. I lifted him so he would grab the bars and walked forwards for him to take one bar at the time. He laughed and shouted. "Again! Again!" I smiled as we passed through it again.

He pointed the swings and pulled on my hand. "Wanna do that." He said as his voice got higher.

He walked to it and I lifted him again to help him sit on the swing.

"Now hang on tight." I said before pushing him slowly. He laughed and shouted and laughed again. And there I was, smiling like an idiot. I turned my head to see my dear brother with his freaking phone out. He was taking pictures!

"Dean! Too fast." He shouted but it was too late. The poor boy had fallen off the swing and was lying on the ground, his wings covering his side as to protect himself.

I ran to him and took him in my arms. Tears fell from his ocean blue eyes and I pull him closer to me. "I'm so sorry…" I whispered. I brushed his soft hair to get all the sand off it and kissed his head gently. His black wings suddenly started glowing a small bit and the end of them turned purplish and blue. Then it turned to a navy blue color and ran through the entirety of his wings. The soft glow continued its way up to Cas' skin and stopped its course in his eyes. He then faced me and smiled. "I'm fine." He said.

I smiled softly, he had healed himself. This was a good sigh, right? He could at least still heal. I held him close and as Sam saw a car turning towards the park, we jumped in baby and drove away. It was already supper once we arrived and Sam insisted on making some sort of salad or something. He wanted Cas to taste his rabbit food. But my little angel friend still liked burgers best.