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A/N: - Sorry for mistakes - Characters are still OOC - Thanks for reading!
I'll keep you safe
Chapter 6
"Dean?" Castiel asked as he tried to pull the blankets over himself. I helped him and put the covers on top of his small shoulders.
"Yes?" I replied as I took off my shirt and put my pyjama pants.
Castiel looked the other way and waited until I was in bed next to him to speak again.
"What if we never find them?" He asked quietly.
"Don't say that." I simply replied.
"But what if, Dean? What if I stay like this forever? Will you still… like me? Will we still be friends?" Cas whispered and my heart slowly broke in two pieces.
"Of course, Cas. We will stay friend even if this happened. Come on, why were you thinking that?" I asked.
"Well, I am not really useful as a child and my powers aren't the best around." He answered.
"Listen to me Castiel, we will find those books and then we will cure you and everything will be back to normal." I tried to comfort him.
"That's another one of my worries…" He whispered as he hide his face.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Well, if it get back to normal… this isn't right Dean. I do not think you would let me in your bed like this if I was in my normal body. I don't think you would take that much care of me if I looked normal. And you wouldn't be able to carry me around…" He whispered slowly, as his cheeks went completely red.
"You like me carrying you?" I asked with a small smile. He nodded slowly and explained that he felt closer to me and this was the only thing he needed to feel safe. He sighed and put his head on top of my chest.
"Goodnight Dean and thank you." He said slowly before closing his eyes once again.
I put a hand on his shoulders and closed my eyes as I let my head rest on the pillow.
...
I ran between the trees without looking back. Sam had ran the other way to cover more space. Those damn angels, they had took Cas. I hadn't been strong enough, I hadn't been able to keep him with me and now he was with them.
I shouted his name over and over again. I needed to find him as soon as possible.
"Dean!" I heard him shout in front of me, somewhere.
"Castiel!" I shouted as I ran faster.
There he was… sat on the ground his back against a tree. I ran to him and took him in my arms. He smiled softly and kissed my cheek.
"Thank you for everything Dean." He whispered as his eyes closed slowly. "Goodbye, Dean."
"No… Cas, no." I shuddered as I lifted his head. "Please, Castiel don't go like this."
His head fell heavy in my hands and he stopped moving completely. His eyes shined with his grace and his wings slowly turned into ashes and painted their form on the tree and ground.
…
"Cas!" I shouted as I woke up.
I sat in my bed and rubbed my eyes. Castiel looked up at me with scared eyes. I had probably woke him up as well…
"Shh, it's okay you can go back to sleep." I tried to say.
He shook his head and pull on my t-shirt. I lay down next to him and he kissed the top of my head like I did to him sometime. I frowned as he pull away.
"Why did you do that?" I asked slowly.
"When you do that I always feel better. I figure it would do the same to you." He simply whispered as he put his forehead on my neck. "I'm right here, Dean."
I sighed as I looked at him from the side. He was smiling softly and put his tiny right arm on my chest. His other arm went on the pillow and he stayed there, hugging me gently. His black wings had a strange blue light in them and it seemed to move around his feathers. I put my hand on his back, under the wings and pull him a little bit closer. The blue glow turned to white in a couple of seconds.
"Why does your wings change colors?" I asked softly.
"It's base on my emotions, I think." He said with a yawn.
"Ah, it make sense." I whispered before feeling him kissing my cheek just like he had done in my nightmare.
"I love you Dean." He whispered as he closed his eyes.
I looked at the ceiling for a moment. I love you? Did he really said that? How did he loved me, exactly? Was it just as a friend? Was it more? I wasn't gay!
I didn't replied and he was soon sleeping again and there I was, wondering what the hell did he meant. Was this the child talking? Was this like the old times when Sammy was saying it to me when I pulled the blankets on top of him and hugged him goodnight?
Or was it the normal Castiel talking? Was it the rebelled angel of the lord that was actually saying it? Did Castiel really loved me? Did he considered me more than a friend? I shook my head slowly. This was probably the child talking. He didn't know what he was saying. It wasn't real.
…
Castiel stood there, in the middle of the room with Jeffrey in front of him. He was his normal self again. The asshole shook his head slowly and sighed.
"They will get you kill, Castiel! They are using you." He said with disappointment in his voice.
"They are my only family, Jeffrey…" Cas said as he looked at the floor.
"They are not. I know that you have feeling for the older one but please Castiel, stop being so blind. Heaven is at war, even hell is having troubles and all this because of who? Those two Winchesters. Lucifer and Michael are in cages, Gabriel is dead and you killed Raphael. But who started this Castiel? Who was it, huh? The Winchesters." Jeffrey said. "They are not good people. They are not what you make them seem."
"Jeffrey I know what I'm talking about. I know them and I know they are doing their best. They are only humans!" Cas replied.
"Exactly… An angel falling for a human. You know what this shit does, Castiel, you know what it did to angels before and still you're doing it."
"I love him." Castiel whispered.
"Well that's too bad because he doesn't love you back. How could he love you, huh?" Jeffrey said and I wanted to punch him.
"Dean is a good man, Jeffrey." Castiel said. "You won't ever be able to change my idea of him."
"I'm sorry then, little brother. But all the angels are going to agree with me on this. You are only causing trouble by helping those people. I'm really sorry." Jeffrey said before snapping his fingers and appearing behind Castiel.
I couldn't move, I couldn't shout to warn Cas. I could only stand there and watch him getting betrayed and killed by his own brother. He shouted as light came out of his mouth and eyes. He fell on the floor and I woke up screaming again.
