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I'm starting to lose hope, it's been two weeks since I last was Laura in New York before she left for beacon hills. My uncle peters' doctor told her that it was useless to continue with his medical procedure and that it would be best if she gave the okay to pull the plug. That had really pissed both of us off, he was our family and he deserved to live, feel, and love like he had before the fire. With the information from the doc, Laura immediately packed a bag for a few tights, telling the rest of the pack about what was happening and how she needed to beat the shit out of the stupid doctor. In the beginning it was funny how she practically had to ground me to keep me from coming with her, but it hurt to see her go, even for a few days. When it was time for Laura to leave, she put her second in command, who was also her husband, Tomas in charge. Then an adorable moment happened when Laura's son, Jacob yelled out to his mom as she was walking out of the door.

''Don't worry mommy I'll protect the pack for you!'' the four year old had yelled, trying to stand tall and not cry; Laura laughed with a single tear falling out of her eye as she blew a kiss to her baby boy.

''I know you will baby, I love you all.'' and that was the last time we had seen her. After going two weeks without hearing anything from my sister Tomas finally let me go searching for her.

There are about fifteen wolves in my pack, but since I had the deepest connection with Laura besides Tomas and he had a pack to look after it was up to me to find my Alpha. I had expected that when I got to Beacons Hills that I would immediately feel the pack bond and find her swamped in some kind of trouble, but what I found was worse; it was nothing, no bond or scent just Laura's things along with her Camaro.

Honestly it scared me, after losing our family along with our home, we had nothing but each other. Hell! It took me a half a year to speak and a full year to be able to look my sister in the eyes. Thankfully everything had changed when she met Tomas, it wasn't one of those sweet moments were they see each other across the street then run into each other's arms. Nope, absolutely no, what happened was Tomas had in a bad place in his life with drugs and being around the wrong people… Long story short, Tomas tried to mug us and ended up flat on his ass with a broken nose and Laura claiming he was hers. Later came marriage, then bite and little baby Jacob, along with the other pack members who his sister had pulled out of the dark and turned the weak into the strong.

The sky was turning black with the moon high in the sky, seeing the cluster of stars reminded me of the busy New York lights forcing me to realize how much I already missed my family, and it had only been a day! I continued my search through the woods, I was just about to call it a night and call Dr. Deaton to see if he had heard from my sister when a scent hit me like a truck.

Blood, wolfsbane and...Laura...

No, it couldn't be! I took off full speed in the direction of the smell. No it couldn't, she was so strong! She can't do this to her family, her pack, I screamed in my head refusing to believe what my nose was telling me. I kept running faster and faster deeper into the woods towards the scent of my sister.

There I saw her laying on the ground, her beautiful brown eyes that once held happiness, were drain of life and color. I dropped to my knees, tears were flowing down my face and there was nothing I could do to stop them. Over and over again I whispered to myself that it's not happening it's just a dream or she's asleep! No! No, she can't be gone. I looked down at my sister seeing her body was ripped in almost completely in half, blood everywhere; wolfsbane had grown out of the grown and wrapped its self around her body, almost as if it was protecting her. My fingers ghosted over her hair and face, I was shaking so badly all I could hardly keep myself still enough to see.

''Laura, come on wake up, we gotta go home.'' I said the desperate child in me trying to trick myself out of grief. It didn't work, I couldn't hold it in; I screamed and howled into the sky mourning my sister's death. Memories were flooding my mind all of them with Laura, like when she hit me with her car, or when she would sing for me when I was little, she would sing the same song to Jacob when he had a nightmare. I cradled my sister's dead body in my arms not bothering to be concerned with her blood or the burn of the vines, I sang for her like she sang for me.

''A wolf runs with the shadows of the night.''

''He is strong and never show fright.''

''Threw strength and love he gains his pack.''

''With this power, fear he will lack.''

''The wolf leads the runs along.''

''His family howling songs.''

''He is their love, their king.''

''And they him, together they sing.''

I lightly dragged my fingers down her face closing her eyes.

''He then sings to the moon for a mate.''

''She whispers back that it's not too late.''

''Just beyond the mountain peak.''

''Is the love you shall seek.''

''Then with his pack and mate by his side.''

''The wolf beams with pride.''

''And threat will come to reap.''

I gently picked Laura's body from the ground and began to walk in the direction of our old home, the burnt down Hale mansion.

''But the pack his to keep.''

''He and his family have to stay strong.''

''For the night they run in is very long.''

''They live through the blackness.''

''And shall howl with happiness.''

As I walk I noticed that in my arms my sister looks almost alive so peaceful with no pain that could be seen, like she had fallen asleep on the couch again and I was carrying her to Tomas awaiting arms.

Except my sister wasn't asleep, she was dead.

The sun was starting to rise by the time I had reached my old home, I immediately went to the back of the house were a tomb rested with the already fallen Hale family and was respectfully buried. The tomb was secretly hidden under a massive redwood tree, which seemed to be taller than the sky; along with a triskelion carved into its trunk.

I gently laid my sisters body next to the skeletons of my brothers and sisters who had perished in the fire, which I had caused. Tears threaten to fall from my glowing blue eyes, but I refused to let them fall, a sudden rage had over taken the sadness that had been consuming my body like a cancer. Closing the passage way to my fallen family I noticed a dead stage laid a few feet from the redwood, the stag had a spiral carved into its pelt.

No hunter had done this to my alphas, no a werewolf had murdered her and was now taunting me with revenge. I bared my fangs, my eyes shining bright, and roared savagely as I ripped the stag apart piece by piece; pain and anger coursing through my veins.

I was no longer in control.

The monster inside me was.

And he wanted blood.

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