Kai: On with the fic!!!
Takao: We dont own anything
Tala: If we did beyblade would be more graphic violent and profanity that you would'nt believe, and all straight pairings would have died out.
Ryu:on with the fic shall we?
'coughs'
Nightmares and confusion
I looked down at the food on my plate slightly bewildered. 'Fantastic grub?...'
Chinese food and pizza filled the table while the hungry Neoborg boys ate frantically.
'Have they ever eaten before?' I shrugged to myself and decided not to judge and picked up my chop sticks and slowly ate the noodles.
"Hey is our food not good enough for you Kai" growled Bryan obviously intimadated to Kai's observations even though silent.
"Hnnn..." I grunted even though it was more to the fact I had my mouth full instead of being arrogant.
'Oh well same effect I guess...'
Tala smiled at the end of the table, as he ate a little more slowly and cleared his throat.
"Im sure with Takao this was all that Kai could eat" Tala chuckled lightly while Bryan seemed to relax a little.
"So how long are you gonna crash Kai?" Inquired Spencer arms folded looking serious.
"Well... probably just till tommorow..."
"You can stay longer than that Kai" Tala frowned ' I thought he'd stay for at least three days'
Bryan frowned seemly regretting his actions.
"If you have no where Kai, stay as long as you want..."
I looked up amazed maybe this guy isnt that much of an asshole...
"We know what its like to be on the streets Kai so past aside... Just- stay as long as you want..."Bryan muttered embarrased looking at the seemly interesting wall.
"You heard him stay..."Spencer smiled and Tala practically grinned his face off.
'Now I know why his beast is a wolf...' But I smiled this buys me some time at least, till I know where im going.
They stayed up for awhile longer talking about nothing in particular in the dimly lit living room to which Kai was listening intently not even knowing half of the stories being told but twice as eager to hear dispite his stoic appearence.
After a long story of how the base came to be they all collasped asleep Bryan on spencer Tala on Kai but even in a fitful sleep Kai couldnt seem to shake him off.
Mean while with Takao
"Where could he be!!! Ive looked every where!!?"
"Why dont you call the police?" offered Kenny
"That wouldnt work he'd have to be gone for more than 24 hours and since he went off on his own they wouldnt take it seriously..." whimpered Takao
"Dont worry Takao K man can handle himself he's always been street wise dont you remember?"
Tears streaked Takao's face at this.
"He cant remember thats the problem!!!! he could be in a ditch somewhere!!!" Takao screamed and gasped for breath.
"The old Kai... I would'nt have to worry... but this one, he doesnt know how to look after himself! he hasnt been through what Kai's been through, to the extremes he put himself under fought what Kai has fought, his pride his arrogance he has none of that!!!!!!"
Takao turned on his heel and left the room hearing the old bedroom door slam grandpa sighed.
"But he's still Kai Takao..."
Takao threw himself on his old bed tears streamed down his face as he tried to suffocate himself with his pillow coughing and hicupping with his violent cries and sobbing.
'Kai... why did these things always revolve around Kai...' his lip trembled as he tried to calm his breathing 'I love him with all my heart yet I always seem to be without him' Takao hicupped again shuddering as the lump in his throat grew more painful.
Grandpa kinomiya sighed, as he stared down at the worn carpet and rubbed his temples. 'No one could have a relationship as complicated as those two... ' He thought tierdly, as he remembered all the fights Kai and Takao had since they've been together, or even before...
Kai had wanted to make all the descisions, because he thought he knew best. Which was sadly more founded than Takao descision making, but he always picked up and dropped Takao. Always leaving the poor boy trailing behind him, always trying to keep up. He never thought Kai was Takao's match, but he wanted Takao to be happy.
He was still young...
People have many heart breaks in a life time, he himself could tell a fair few also that your first love always seems like your last, but he knew the bond between Takao and Kai was stronger than that.
His grandson had pulled Kai out of his own darkness in russia... More like wrenched kicking and screaming... The older Kinomiya let out a chuckle.
but was that enough?
The older and colder Russian, had never been open with Takao, but Takao had wanted Kai so much that he didnt care... But now this... He knew Kai was conceited, and self absorbed most of the time, but he always knew he had the teams best interests at heart.
But managing a team and a relationship were to very different things. Kai maybe very mature for his age but as far as relationships go he had no clue, and still thought of himself as captain, not Co partner in anything. Merely dragging Takao along behind him.
'Maybe its best Takao and Kai spend some time apart, Kai can sort his head out and Takao can learn to stand on his own again. Being with someone like Kai, its something he needed to learn along time ago... '
He got up and smiled at the other boys who brows were furrowed with worry.
"Im headed to bed now my boys don't worry it'll sort itself out you'll see..."I grinned reasuringly at them and it had the disired effect the young always trust the old... he shook his head he was sure everything would sort itself out but for a good or bad out come he did'nt know...
I know he will always run after Kai... But this time will he be able to keep up.
The older kinomiya thought sadly.
Kai's pov
Kai shivered as he tossed and turned his eyes slowly cracked open from the horrors of his nightmared filled sleep still shivering he wondered how much of it was real... that dark cold building... those experiments he looked down to see Tala's arms locked round his waist with a determined expression on his sleep clouded face.
"Did we even go through have of that?" he whispered to the cold dark atmosphere the warm room seemed to had taken on.
I looked over at Spencer and Bryan and could'nt help but smile. As hostile and stoic as they had tried to act on the outside, inside they were just as lost as I am... I chuckled at they're cute display of unknown affection, I reached down and gently pried off Tala's arms round my waist and tried not to wake him.
As I stretched I blinked at the clock 5.45 Am Was it even natural for someone to constantly awaken at this god foresaken hour? I shook my head at the thought, and walked into the narrow hall way and leaned against the wall, my bangs falling into my eyes.
I looked at the pale white phone that hung on the reciever. 'I have to call Takao sometime he must have gone ballistic...' Sighing I sank to the floor drew my knees up and let my fore head fall limply against them.
Tala's Pov
I thought i felt something shifting as I cracked an eye open and saw Kai gently prize my arms off his waist and stand up the shadows hiding his face for along time now ive just wanted to see Kai just to see him, out of the control of Biovolt.
"Did we even go through have of that?"Kai whispered
'Did he knwo I was awake?' He stretched and left the room silently as if he were never really there at all.
'As much as I want Kai... The old Kai I had no desire for him to remember everything even after all my nostalgia all my time with Kai I dont think i could ever want him to remember...' My eyes slid closed the heavyness of them becoming over bearing.
I woke up with a rather sharp poke to my side.
"Tala!!!"Bryan howled "Your turn to make breakfast and im starving!!!" He stood up crossing his arms scowling before a small pout crept on his face.
I smiled at the unusual expression 'The team is getting closer...' I chuckled and dragged myself to my feet, pushing my drooping bangs out of my face and walked into the dark hallway seeing Kai still asleep against it his face buried in his knees.
"I thought I should just leave him"
I nodded while watching the sleeping slate haired boy with worry but made sure to keep my face blank.
"Whats wrong with him Tala? Do you think he's sick? yesterday Kai just seemed- so..."
I nodded sometimes words just couldnt fill in the gaps for us... but sometimes whats unspoken is far more understood.
I turned and walked into the kitchen to start breakfast 'There was no point in disturbing him...' Bryan and Spencer seemed to understand and left him alone and helped set the table.
Normal Pov
"Kai?" a hand shook him ruffly, and he couldnt help the low groan that escaped his throat.
"Wha?..." he grumbled.
Tala surpressed a smile, despite Kai's natural agressive looks he just seemed so adoable at that moment.
"Breakfast sleepy head" He silently prayed Bryan and Spencer had'nt heard that, the fact he could walk back into the room without a limp would be suspicious enough...
Kai grunted as he was pulled up and practically staggered into the small dining room, an act of which that was not over looked by Bryan and spencer.
"Rough night Kai?" Inquired Spencer who oberserved him over his coffee.
"Hnn..."Kai grunted not seemly able to find his voice.
Maybe he's coming down with a cold?" Suggested Bryan thoughtfully.
I shook my pounding head ruefully, the whole night haunted me with nightmares or memmories I wasnt sure... But I had to talk to Tala later he had to know if they were reality or not...
Tala looked over at Kai with sad expression on his face. 'Kai... ' his expression seemed so haunted... just what did he remember?
Ryu: Wow that was a big update
Kai:yeah im surprized...
Takao:you better not be splitting Kai and me up
Ryu:who knows what the future holds...
Tala:Yeah it could turn out to be a threesome!
Kai: you might have to put up the rating for that...
Takao: im not sharing!!! 'Glomps Kai'
Kai/Tala: Read and review!!
