"Bella, your not a virgin are you, he..."
Now:
... raped you." I looked at her my expression that of death and nodded. She reached over and hugged me, "hey its ok, i won't tell Edward thats up to you." I smiled then we heard a door slam, "shit." I said quietly, "go find him, i'm gonna take another shower." She nodded and ran out to find her brother, who was probably so mad he was ripping trees up by the roots. I heard a snap and giggle, yes that was what happened. I got into the shower my body felt grimy like it did every time I thought about the rape. I let the hot water poor over my skin as tears mixed with the water that was now scalding my skin. I started to scrub my skin, I rubbed my skin until it was red and raw then letting the water rush over me got out of the shower. I grabbed the clothes alice had left for me and quickly got dressed. I looked at my raw skin, and hoped no one would notice. I walked out of the bathroom meeting with a cold, stone-like body. I looked up at Edward, pain evident in his eyes. I smiled weakly and he took my hand in his, running his other hand down my arm, I unwilling flinched as he touched my raw skin. He looked at my questioning then lifted my sleve and saw my skin, red, raw, and slightly bleeding. I smiled trying to get him to ignor that. He looked at me, the pained expression not leaving his face. He leaned down and kissed me lightly. I smiled, and then he spoke, "Bella, what did you do, what did he do please...tell me, what happened." I looked at him and shook my head no, "I'm sorry I'm not really ready to talk about it yet, please understand when i'm ready you will be the first to know, other then Alice, because she is my best friend and...a girl." I looked at him, "And I totaly understand if you don't want to be with me anymore, since you found this out , I mean I am damaged goods, and dirty, and..." His eyes where becoming more and more shocked as my small speech/rant thing. He leaned down and kissed me not even letting me finish my sentence.
"Isabella Marie Swan if you ever say anything like that again, I will go out and buy you a brand new car," "I love you, it wasn't your fault, and I don't really care, I mean I do, but..."He then realized he sounded, well, stupid and just shut up, placing his lips against mine; slowly, gently at first then his lips moved mroe urgently against mine, he pulled away and my face was a bright shade of red and we were both breathing hard. "Edward, what if I'm,..."
AN: I need help writing the rape scene can some1 please help me, I mean i will give you credit if you want but please i need about 2 paragraphs or w/e doing the rape scene in flashback or story form either way i can use it! I can't really write anymore until i get that, but ill find somthing else to write until I can explain that. please help ASAP
Jessy
