"Bella, you look awful, you need to eat." I looked at him blankly as he put a breakfast bar in my hand. I ate it, then only moments later was in the bathroom, Edward holding my hair back as I threw up. I smiled weakly at him. His face was grave,
"Bella, lets go see carlisle, you look and seem horrible, lets go." He gr abbed my hand lightly, and then we walked into Carlisle's office. Carlisle looked at me and then stood up as I wobbled slightly, he shook his head slowly as he spoke to Edward through his mind. "Isabella, Bella, please sit down. I think what you have is post tramatic stress disorder, but you are most deffinitly not pregnant. how long ago was the, rape?"
I replied quietly, "23 days ago."
"good then we would be able to hear the heartbeat if you where, so that is one less worry, I want to take some blood to do some other tests as well though. I believe it would be best that you started to homeschool, Edward , son, you can as well if you would like to stay with her. I already talked to the school telling them that you both needed to home school, not giving the real reason of course, so...Edward help Bella upstairs, but first bella, i'd like to talk to you alone." I nodded as he spoke, home school would be good thing and if he wanted Edward could stay with me. Edward stood, looked at me again and then walked out of the room leaving me with his father. We sat in silence as we both put our thoughts back together.
"Bella, how long have you been suffering from anorexia?" he asked. I looked at him my eyes very wide.
"I'm not anorexic, its just when I eat I throw up everything I eat." he nodded, seeming to only half-belive me. Then he moved onto the next subject quickly.
"Bella, how do you feel about my son, I understand it it not really my business, but I am his father and I worry about him, I know how he feels about you, and if you do not feel the same please do not toy with his heart, even if it doesn't still beat blood, it beats for you and has for almost a year now Bella." I could hear his worry, I smiled slightly,
"I love your son." I said simply and then stood up, and walked out of the room. I walked out onto the Cullen's front porch to sit, then growing increasingly bored decided to go for a walk found myself in the woods alone. It had started getting dark and I was about to head back to the house when I heard an evil laugh in the trees, a woman, deffinitly a vampire, her firey red hair blowing in the wind jumped down to where I was standing. She laughed and then she was gone. I felt a firey pain shooting through my veins then I heard the growls, the next thing I saw was complete darkness.
I awoke and I could feel the pain still flowing in my body. Edward stood over me his face clenched tight in pain. I put my hand up and touched his face his eyes flew open and his looked at me I held back the screams threatening to erupt. I smiled at him,
"I love you." then fell back to sleep. The next time I awoke the pain was gone. I was alone in what I know recognized as Edward's room. I looked at myself in the mirrior, but I already knew what I had become. I smiled as I saw my now perfect body, and complection of stone. My eyes where the only thing I didn't understand, they where a bright red. I heard a small noise and I turned around to see Edward standing his mouth hanging open. I smiled and shrugged. He walked up to me and touched my face,
"Bella, I'm so sorry, I never wanted to see you become one of...us... I promise, I'm so sorry please fo.." I put my hand over his mouth then put my lips in place of my hand. I pulled away moments later,
"Edward it isn't your fault, it's ok I love you, we will just be together for a little bit longer now, like forever." I smiled at the thought of being with Edward forever. He smiled back and then grabbed my hand and we ran down the stairs to where his entire family stood waiting to see it's newest memeber. Alice immediatly jumped on me in a hug that would have killed 100 humans, next Emmett hugged me with his teddy-bear action that would have killed me earlier this week. Rose still sat almost unaware I was even alive, or erm alivish. Jasper was next to hug me, grinning like a, well a moron. Poor Jasper all these happy emotions where probably making him feel loony. Esme came up her face a smile that could melt the coldest hearts. Carlisle was next, "Welcome to the family Bella." Everyone, save Rose, was grinning until Alice broke the happiness with one word,
"SHOPPING!" Edward and I looked at each other, and were up in his room before she could blink. We collapsed on his floor laughing, he came over to me after our giggles had died off and kissed me. The kiss was long and warm, as warm as a vampire could be that is. I pushed him off as another flashback of the rape flowed through my mind. He looked slightly confused until he saw the tears, I was broken I knew that well. He gathered me up into his arms as I cried, wait vampires can't cry. He saw confusion, "Bella, you have all your human traits I'll explain later I promise." I nodded trying to stop the tears, then the blubbering started I felt myself grow strangly angry,
"I'm a fucking vampire, he can't hurt me, why do I have to be so goddamn weak, I am so broken, like a little girl, I'm not small, I could crush his skull with two fingers so why am I so afraid." I felt my body being hugged but I couldn't reply to the hug I was shaking with hate, fear, hurt, and I didn't know what to do. "Bella sweetheart, it's normal to be upset, and a little tramatized, it's ok, vampire or not you are still a girl, and what happened is normal, I understand and so does Carlisle and everyone else, it's ok Bella, but do me a favor don't push me away, tell me whats wrong and I'll be there for you, I promise, I love you Bella. but there is a few things we need to cover. One we need to fake your death, now that your one of us, we will also need to move far away. And all your human traits seemed to have stayed with you, when I kissed you before, you blushed and you can cry. And If you were a normal vampire right now you would feel a burning thirst in your throat, so I think you might actually be able to eat human food, which is good. You will have another power probably we will find out about that later. "
"Greattttt thanks Edward, I'm a freak." I playfully hit him and he growled at me. I raised my eyebrows, then ran from the room where I ran into Alice,
"Shopping?" I nodded as she said this and she squealed. I saw Edward he was talking to Emmett quietly in the corner of the room, Emmett's smile was wide as he looked at me. I shivered in fear about what they were planning. Then I heard a strange noise, at first it was only a buzzing then it was like 100 people screaming in my head. I fell to the floor holding my head, Edward looked over and then was by my side, Carlisle was also there he smiled,
"Great another mind reader." I screamed as the pain flowed through my head. Edward stood wispering to me,
"Bella, I'm going to think about somthing I want you to consintrate on it completly"
I noddeed and then waited to hear somthing like what Edward would say,
"Bella, Bella can you hear me, concentrate, it's always hard the first time...Bella put down the damn sofa!" I opened my eyes and noticed the couch was floating...I looked at everyone.
"Opps." they all laughed, except Esme.
"Bella, please don't hurt my couch...please." I nodded and then tried to put it down. Finaly after lots of concintrating it fell to the floor. Everyone laughed more as she hugged the piece of leather.
"MOOOOOO!" emmett called,
"Emmett, go to your room!" I heard a womans voice say. I turned to see Rosalie, I smiled at her and she smirked then screamed in her head sending me once again to my knees in pain. Then in a flash of light Edward was standing in front of her, holding her up by her milky throat. I smirked at her, then lifted her out of Edward grip with my, other power, I brought her to where she was standing in front of me 5 feet off the ground kicking and screaming for me to let her down. I smirked and said my voice in a threatening wisper,
"If you don't leave me the hell alone Rosalie Ester Hale I will leave you there, for a long time. Until you are so thirsty that you are ready to die, and then I'll let you up there some more, I don't want to put up with your bullshit, anymore, ok you understand that. I can read your thoughts so I wouldn't sugest lying to me little girl. Now take your ugly ass self up to your room, and stay there I'm not dealing with you today. byebye." after saying all this I let her down and she walked forward where she was almost touching me, I laughed and pulled her into the air and dropped her, then she ran to her room. The rest of the Cullen's where looking at me like I had a third eye I just smiled and shrugged. Edward walked over to me shaking his head in the 'no' motion as he tried to hide the smile forming on his lips, I looked over at Alice and nodded and we headed to the car. Alice let me drive and I watched at the speedomitar reached 100 and I didn't even flinch. Alice's pixi-like laugh resounded through the car.
"We need to get you a fast car, because that truck is not gonna do, I think that is how they are gonna fake your death, crash your junky car. So we are gonna get you, hmm, jeans, and shirts, and you need a very nice dress and, some short cute little skirts and o o o I can't wait!!!" we finaly got to the mall, soon after Alice's small monologe. We got probably 100 iteams and Alice was still going strong, then we entered the dress store. I didn't understand why I needed a dress but I started looking, then I saw one. It was dark blue with a low neckline and it came to my feet. It was perfect, it showed a bit of the clevage I didn't know I had and hugged my body like another skin. I walked out and Alice let out a sqeal of delight and then shoved some stilletto heels that, had i been human, I would have tripped and fell on myself. "Alice, whats all of this for?" I asked, worried of her plans for me.
